Always there.
Monday, October 5, 2009 // 18:00
Studying SS right now. Can't get anything into my head though. (Laughs)
Have to work very hard if I want to score well!!!!!!! But honestly, kind of no hope already. 
Don't like it when I can't get anything inside my head. 
But no choice right? Haiz. Wanna talk to someone right now >< But no one (I can talk to) is on9 bcos most of them are studying… Okay la, even if they are on9, they won't talk to me 
(Sighs) Why do I always feel that way? I hate thinking that way. Makes me feel so mean…
But it's…….. Argh, don't know why it's so easy for me to make people hate me. 
A lot people tell me not to care about this. But I can't.
Haiz. Don't know why I'm posting like this…. Feels so weird.
Haha. Haiz. Never mind bah…. Ranting again 
Maybe should really go see a doctor or something. My flu or what must have caused my brain to degenerate or go crazy.
Ah, what crap. (Laughs)
GO STUDY LE!!!!!!! Must at least remember what.. Principles of Governance, Healthcare, Population growth, Ageing Population, Transport Policies by today. Wa siao. 
Always there.
Monday, October 5, 2009 // 18:00
Studying SS right now. Can't get anything into my head though. (Laughs)
Have to work very hard if I want to score well!!!!!!! But honestly, kind of no hope already. 
Don't like it when I can't get anything inside my head. 
But no choice right? Haiz. Wanna talk to someone right now >< But no one (I can talk to) is on9 bcos most of them are studying… Okay la, even if they are on9, they won't talk to me 
(Sighs) Why do I always feel that way? I hate thinking that way. Makes me feel so mean…
But it's…….. Argh, don't know why it's so easy for me to make people hate me. 
A lot people tell me not to care about this. But I can't.
Haiz. Don't know why I'm posting like this…. Feels so weird.
Haha. Haiz. Never mind bah…. Ranting again 
Maybe should really go see a doctor or something. My flu or what must have caused my brain to degenerate or go crazy.
Ah, what crap. (Laughs)
GO STUDY LE!!!!!!! Must at least remember what.. Principles of Governance, Healthcare, Population growth, Ageing Population, Transport Policies by today. Wa siao. 
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.