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Let's break away.
all alone ain't awesome after all.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 // 18:36
-_- My titles r all damn weird recently. Nvm.
12 Jan 09, 19:51 SIhui: GINA NG!!! March Camp?!? Keep me pooooooosted!and and and and and I can't agree more! INFOCOMM is like, OMG-dding LOVES! LOL. CHILL MAN. Okayokay la xD We oso haven't planned yet hahas.. But surely will include u de la xD Better keep ur schedule clear o.O (if not........) :grins evilly:
12 Jan 09, 21:21 SAMANTHA!!!: yoyo! i got A too. my oral was screwed but can alr liao la. =)) hahas. CJ sot sot de lor. A1 lehhhh!! then still emoemo Hahas. A, GOOD LIAO LO. I scared I can't get A la T.T Haiz. CJ's expectations DAMN DAMN high ma.. Hahas.
12 Jan 09, 21:22 SAMANTHA!!!: hahas. ur sms very funny. wanted to sms back budden my hands/fingers were like trembling like dunowad. lols LOL. So evil la. I was waiting for u guys' sms lyk siao.. Den Yi Xie asked me wad u all get. Den I keep replying him tt, 'THEY NV REPLY MY SMS OR ANSWER MY CALL.' PEK CEK LO. LOL. Jkjk la xD
Okay. It's sorta official. -_- I'm seriously emotional. Previous posts all damn crazy, but dis's gonna b a quite pessimistic one.
It's lyk... I just chatted with Sin Nee just nw, n she told me abt the 'theory' Mr Tan said. It's abt the five friends one. If one can have five friends who will accompany u through any obstacle/whatever, oneself can b vry contented already.
I can't agree more o.O But I dunno who sia. (seriously no offence o.O) But I really dunno. -_- It's lyk..... Sometimes u may tink u're a damn gd friend of someone, but he/she may not treat u lyk tt. And some others won't really care whether something happened 2 u or not.
Not tt all my frens r lyk that la.. But others r lyk.... Good friends, but not SO GOOD tt they can accompany u thru it all. And I've not been a good friend to many too. (at least I tink so la -_-)
I wanna gif other ppl the benefit of doubt, but I'm still scared. Will trusting ppl too easily b another mistake? Just when u tink u're best buds with ur fren, he/she may not tink so?
And it's lyk. In Nan Hua, I can't really find any lyk dis.... All r good friends, no doubt. But we aren't so close tt we can talk abt anything, even the darkest secrets. Okay, I will tell la, but tt's more lyk -_- Cos I'm big-mouth? Zzz.
Moreover, even if I really believe in someone, that person may not believe in me. He/she may tink I'm just faking/acting/being nice in front of him/her, at least I'm afraid it will b so -_-
And besides, everyone has his/her own set of friends, n the distance between us can b vry vry far, even though we can't see it. Sometimes I feel lyk dere's a wall which I can nv climb across, but sometimes someone managed 2 climb over mine.
I say lyk everybody vry bad -_- But ppl may tink the same way abt me too o.O It's lyk. Sometimes I'm vry aloof abt something, even though deep inside I do care a lot. It's more lyk. I dunno hw 2 show special concern 2 that person. And my comforting skills seriously suck la -_- Those who 被我 comfort before, noe vry well. Zzz.
But I still think. If any of u guys(i mean girls obviously -_-) need a shoulder 2 cry on/someone 2 listen 2 u crap, can count on me la. I'm not SOOOOoooo bad. Lol.
Okay, this is just such a weird topic. Pai sei la. Just ranting -_- It's so complicated~ -----------------------------------------------------------------------
Went JP with Sin Nee. Wanted 2 go eat dessert with Angie, but she say too late. Talked a lot, walked a lot, ate a lot too. Lol. Just basically lyk that. Gt more but I forgot -_-
Talking's gd. Ranting's gd. Life's gd. (at least it will b somehw) No worries.
I feel okay already.
P.S. Did I mention I lyk baby pink a lot? Okay, as well as purple + many other colours. Ya. I'm definitely okay.
all alone ain't awesome after all.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 // 18:36
-_- My titles r all damn weird recently. Nvm.
12 Jan 09, 19:51 SIhui: GINA NG!!! March Camp?!? Keep me pooooooosted!and and and and and I can't agree more! INFOCOMM is like, OMG-dding LOVES! LOL. CHILL MAN. Okayokay la xD We oso haven't planned yet hahas.. But surely will include u de la xD Better keep ur schedule clear o.O (if not........) :grins evilly:
12 Jan 09, 21:21 SAMANTHA!!!: yoyo! i got A too. my oral was screwed but can alr liao la. =)) hahas. CJ sot sot de lor. A1 lehhhh!! then still emoemo Hahas. A, GOOD LIAO LO. I scared I can't get A la T.T Haiz. CJ's expectations DAMN DAMN high ma.. Hahas.
12 Jan 09, 21:22 SAMANTHA!!!: hahas. ur sms very funny. wanted to sms back budden my hands/fingers were like trembling like dunowad. lols LOL. So evil la. I was waiting for u guys' sms lyk siao.. Den Yi Xie asked me wad u all get. Den I keep replying him tt, 'THEY NV REPLY MY SMS OR ANSWER MY CALL.' PEK CEK LO. LOL. Jkjk la xD
Okay. It's sorta official. -_- I'm seriously emotional. Previous posts all damn crazy, but dis's gonna b a quite pessimistic one.
It's lyk... I just chatted with Sin Nee just nw, n she told me abt the 'theory' Mr Tan said. It's abt the five friends one. If one can have five friends who will accompany u through any obstacle/whatever, oneself can b vry contented already.
I can't agree more o.O But I dunno who sia. (seriously no offence o.O) But I really dunno. -_- It's lyk..... Sometimes u may tink u're a damn gd friend of someone, but he/she may not treat u lyk tt. And some others won't really care whether something happened 2 u or not.
Not tt all my frens r lyk that la.. But others r lyk.... Good friends, but not SO GOOD tt they can accompany u thru it all. And I've not been a good friend to many too. (at least I tink so la -_-)
I wanna gif other ppl the benefit of doubt, but I'm still scared. Will trusting ppl too easily b another mistake? Just when u tink u're best buds with ur fren, he/she may not tink so?
And it's lyk. In Nan Hua, I can't really find any lyk dis.... All r good friends, no doubt. But we aren't so close tt we can talk abt anything, even the darkest secrets. Okay, I will tell la, but tt's more lyk -_- Cos I'm big-mouth? Zzz.
Moreover, even if I really believe in someone, that person may not believe in me. He/she may tink I'm just faking/acting/being nice in front of him/her, at least I'm afraid it will b so -_-
And besides, everyone has his/her own set of friends, n the distance between us can b vry vry far, even though we can't see it. Sometimes I feel lyk dere's a wall which I can nv climb across, but sometimes someone managed 2 climb over mine.
I say lyk everybody vry bad -_- But ppl may tink the same way abt me too o.O It's lyk. Sometimes I'm vry aloof abt something, even though deep inside I do care a lot. It's more lyk. I dunno hw 2 show special concern 2 that person. And my comforting skills seriously suck la -_- Those who 被我 comfort before, noe vry well. Zzz.
But I still think. If any of u guys(i mean girls obviously -_-) need a shoulder 2 cry on/someone 2 listen 2 u crap, can count on me la. I'm not SOOOOoooo bad. Lol.
Okay, this is just such a weird topic. Pai sei la. Just ranting -_- It's so complicated~ -----------------------------------------------------------------------
Went JP with Sin Nee. Wanted 2 go eat dessert with Angie, but she say too late. Talked a lot, walked a lot, ate a lot too. Lol. Just basically lyk that. Gt more but I forgot -_-
Talking's gd. Ranting's gd. Life's gd. (at least it will b somehw) No worries.
I feel okay already.
P.S. Did I mention I lyk baby pink a lot? Okay, as well as purple + many other colours. Ya. I'm definitely okay.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hello.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
