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breakaway
Let's break away.
fading away.....
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 // 23:35


by ~zemotion

everything's fading away...


Forget all those swearing, 'I won't do anything 2 meddle with other people's business already' n etc etc. What's the use? In the end, everything's more of a mess than it was previously.

Even though no one blames me, no one says anything, I can feel that. It's my fault, n I know it. But wad can I do? Argh. I dunno wad the hell came over me. It was just one sentence. One angry sentence that was enough to make everything bad.

Sorry cant help anymore, everything just sucks. What's the use of sorry when I can't undo everything. I can't just "undo" the hurt n take back all the words I said.

If it was the old me, I would say, "What the hell is wrong with that person. That person's such a #$@^%$&* -_-"

But I know its my fault. I shouldn't go disrupt things n make them worse than they already were.

I hate growing up.
EOYs r over but things just go worse.
Why am I always doing the wrong thing,
I dunno.
Can someone just blame me,
So I wont feel so guilty?