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breakaway
Let's break away.
Thursday, July 17, 2008 // 19:41

A girl who hates herself.
A girl who lives in a lie.
A girl who bottles up her feelings.

ANGIE. DUN HATE YOURSELF.

I mean, lyk I said at ur blog.. I dunno anything abt the new/old u, bcos u dun tell me.. If u dun even tell ppl, hw do u noe whether they can help u? And when u sort of.. give up and say u hate urself, dun u noe tt we r hurting inside oso?

1. The girl we've always known, doesn't tell us wad happens.
2. The girl we've always liked, think that we r nt trustworthy enuf 2 accept the old/new u.
3. The girl we've always seen laugh, cry in the middle of the night, without us knowing a single thing abt it.
4. The girl we've always seen hyper, happy, funny, cheerful.etc, -my vocab sux- hides one side of her to herself, locking her heart up.
5. Its a wall we cant pass thru, even thou we want to.

Can you let us in somehow?

How can we comfort u when we dunno wad happens..
How can we cry along wif u when u r sad?
How can we be by ur side when all is hidden,
but deep inside ur heart u r hurting so bad?

Or u dun really trust me enuf, to tell me stuff.. But I still wanna noe, wad's going on.. U noe I may nt b able 2 help, since I'm always doing the wrong thing at the wrong time. But at least I wont run away from u when something bad happens.

When u say u r so sad, I feel lyk I'm drifting away from u.. I dunno wad u r thinking, cos u dun tell me. When I wanna noe wad happens, u sound vry happy, trying 2 seem lyk u dun care. But I still gt feeling tt deep inside, ur heart's still hurting. But I noe nth abt it...

TELL ME STUFF.
IM NT TT TRUSTWORTHY.
I NAG, I CRAP, I AM LAME-most of the times, or even always- N STUFF.
BUT I ADMIT I'M A NORMAL PERSON.
CRYING OUT LOUD IS NOT BEING WEAK.
ITS JUST EXPRESSING UR FEELINGS.
AND EVEN THOUGH I CANT DO ANYTHING,
I CAN LEND U MY SHOULDER.