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spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.

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breakaway
Let's break away.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 // 23:29

Heart’s hurting
Head’s bursting
Hope I’m nt dying
Turning into nothing.

Never been so weak,
Future seems so bleak.
I can’t see the way out,
Yet sitting here I pout.

Stuck within my fears,
Praying hard in tears.
Hoping Heaven will grant me,
What actually?
Time? For as long as can be? -_-

What are the reasons I live for,
Beloved family or close friends?
Or simply the many things I adore?
But yet I am feeling weird like this,
Depressed and weak, mixed feelings..
And looking up at Heaven, I get so pissed?

Is it bcos I wanted a longer time,
To enjoy the morning sunshine?
Or more important than anything,
Not to leave everything,
And to carry on living?

You may b thinking I’m crazy,
Or bored out of my mind.
That’s why I’m writing,
All these crap you may find.

But when you experience the same thing,
You will be the one crying.
And you will not deem all these said,
As the “stupidest thing” you've ever read.