Chances.
That one chance.
Some ppl may get, others may not..

I sometimes wonder, why everything in this world is so complicated arh.. Cant things b simpler? Easier to understand, easier to work out? It's lyk every little thing's so complicated, however small or trivial, that thing is made up of thousands of even smaller things -_- and that thing can have so many different outcomes n stuff.

Instead of applying simple knowledge lyk 1 + 1 = 2, all the things in real life need so much more profound n CHIM knowledge 2 solve, 2 figure out.

I dun understand...... One wrong step n it's over. One small mistake n every thing starts to go wrong. One sentence makes the world crash down. Wth am I talking -_- I oso dunno liao..

Argh. Things r troubling me n I dunno y -_- I guess I'm really a no life person sia. Hahas. Ppl's things oso my problem, my things even more of a problem -_- And instead of keeping my problems 2 myself like wad I shud do, I'm just complaining 2 all my frens n other ppl abt them. -_- Seriously no life.

Ever felt hw much you wanted 2 make someone else feel better? Ever thought of crying when you see someone else crying? Ever started 2 "崩溃" even though you r not the one who shud do so?

Argh. Forget abt that -_-

时间。每个人都有一个被限制的时间，能活在这个世界上的时间。有时我会想，如果我不存在那该有多好？很多人都会很开心吧。也许我不在了，他们反而会笑得更灿烂，更自在。但是我其实好怕死。我想象不到自己那一天突然一睡着了，第二天就醒不来了，因为我根本不能去想，离开这个世界上会怎么样。在这个世界上完完全全消失？

我觉得我会很舍不得。朋友，家人-_-,有时让我不喜欢，有时让我不能不喜欢。而且世上还有很多事情让我去怀念，永远铭记在心底的，所以我不喜欢被限制住。我想过，如果能永远留在这个世界上该有多好？可是我会很无聊吧。可能去世了过后，回到另一个地方呢？我会这样想。哪里会有其他过世的人吧...... 天堂吗？地域？还是我会消失不见掉？

有人会记得我吗？有人会想起我吗？有人会为我的死而哭吗？我不知道。人生世事无常，你不会知道下一秒会发生什么，也不知道明天的事情，但你会去想象。我也是因为想太多才那么害怕的吧。

Zzz. 不管了。像Angie讲的。Heck care man. -_- 我也管他去死了。

Chances.
That one chance.
Some ppl may get, others may not..

I sometimes wonder, why everything in this world is so complicated arh.. Cant things b simpler? Easier to understand, easier to work out? It's lyk every little thing's so complicated, however small or trivial, that thing is made up of thousands of even smaller things -_- and that thing can have so many different outcomes n stuff.

Instead of applying simple knowledge lyk 1 + 1 = 2, all the things in real life need so much more profound n CHIM knowledge 2 solve, 2 figure out.

I dun understand...... One wrong step n it's over. One small mistake n every thing starts to go wrong. One sentence makes the world crash down. Wth am I talking -_- I oso dunno liao..

Argh. Things r troubling me n I dunno y -_- I guess I'm really a no life person sia. Hahas. Ppl's things oso my problem, my things even more of a problem -_- And instead of keeping my problems 2 myself like wad I shud do, I'm just complaining 2 all my frens n other ppl abt them. -_- Seriously no life.

Ever felt hw much you wanted 2 make someone else feel better? Ever thought of crying when you see someone else crying? Ever started 2 "崩溃" even though you r not the one who shud do so?

Argh. Forget abt that -_-

时间。每个人都有一个被限制的时间，能活在这个世界上的时间。有时我会想，如果我不存在那该有多好？很多人都会很开心吧。也许我不在了，他们反而会笑得更灿烂，更自在。但是我其实好怕死。我想象不到自己那一天突然一睡着了，第二天就醒不来了，因为我根本不能去想，离开这个世界上会怎么样。在这个世界上完完全全消失？

我觉得我会很舍不得。朋友，家人-_-,有时让我不喜欢，有时让我不能不喜欢。而且世上还有很多事情让我去怀念，永远铭记在心底的，所以我不喜欢被限制住。我想过，如果能永远留在这个世界上该有多好？可是我会很无聊吧。可能去世了过后，回到另一个地方呢？我会这样想。哪里会有其他过世的人吧...... 天堂吗？地域？还是我会消失不见掉？

有人会记得我吗？有人会想起我吗？有人会为我的死而哭吗？我不知道。人生世事无常，你不会知道下一秒会发生什么，也不知道明天的事情，但你会去想象。我也是因为想太多才那么害怕的吧。

Zzz. 不管了。像Angie讲的。Heck care man. -_- 我也管他去死了。

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