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breakaway
Let's break away.
Thursday, August 14, 2008 // 15:48


by ~DjBisparulz

I hate quarrels. No matter who I quarrel wif, I feel so pissed off and uncomfortable. I will keep thinking, "If I nv say tt, things wouldn't happen.", or "I shudn't haf said that leh.." But now, I gif up. Everytime when I quarrel wif some1, I always become the "I'm the jerk. I'm the culprit. Come scold me man." eventually.

Forget it man. -_-

Pek cek. 2day quarreled with TJH. -_- Cos I told Angie and all abt the cca conver. I mean, lyk.. WTH?! Zzz. It was just something trivial, totally unrelated to his PERSONAL affairs. And ya, I gt scolded. I sort of scolded him back la, cos I damn pissed off. -_- *Really shud stop dis kinda behaviour* But he was e one who started it in the 1st place ma, though I didn't say sorry until l8r la -_- Den was lyk.. Very forced.

ARGH. OKAY. I WAS IN THE WRONG. But, as wad I told Luc, he say until I lyk kill his parents n deserved corporal punishment la. -_- Den I wasn't of THAT good of a mood 2day, so sort of.. just fired off and starting shooting words at each other. -_-

Anyways, dun care him le. And P.S. PLS. EVERYONE. TELL ME THINGS TT U DUN MIND PPL KNOWING. Kao. Slip off tongue oso scold, joke wif Shuwuen nia, oso scold. U DAMN BIG KAYS. I'M SORRY. 老大,我做什么都错,你处罚我吧! --- Every single word dripping with sarcasm sia..

Vry harsh but. Angry sia -_- Den I smsed Angie, say sorry for making her 左右为难, since I SORT OF fell out wif her classmate(Come on, I only knew him for lyk.. How many days? -_-)

And it was such a relief that I nv gif him my msn sia.. L8r he pissed off wif me, spam my msn wif all those scoldings, den I still haf 2 block him n all -_- Vry ma fan. But really la, I can't believe I tot he was okay lo. I was lyk, "He vry naive and INNOCENT sia. Lol." and NICE in a way. I even told Angie I approve of him leh. *Ya, sorry Angie.* Even though it was not my problem la, but as a fren, I at 1st c him vry bu shuang, dun lyk him, den recently better liao, so I told Angie he was OKAY. In the end, zzz. Dun think abt it le.

Although after 2day, obviously change view liao -_-

I guess I really cant get along wif people la. Sorry, people reading dis. Forgive me for being so anti-social and everything. I can't help it. And if I offend anyone -_- *bow down*

-_- So ya, I'm bad in making frens and apologising, good at making ppl angry and bu shuang at me. SUE ME PLS. It's just tt I'm lyk tt, I can't do anything abt it. -_-

Zzz. I feel so damn hopeless sia.