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breakaway
Let's break away.
Life... What is it?
Sunday, May 25, 2008 // 01:02

By ~it-i-laf -deviantart-
I will find that stupid exit. and say goodbye to this darkness.
What is life actually?
Why do we experience different things in life?
What do we really want from living in this world?
What is the use of being alive?

My friend often says, “Life is meaningless. Being alive is just a torture”, and she can go on and on, complaining on why her parents gave birth to her, and why she is even alive.
Almost every time this happens, I will deny all that she says, and whisper to myself, this is not true. Everyone lives for a reason, whether meaningful or meaningless it may seem.

But I do not understand. Why do I live? What is the reason that I am living in this world? Is it to, study, love, grow up, work, make money, marry, get old, then die? Well, most people’s lives are like that…*okay.. I forgot who wrote something like this before…*

Seriously, I do not understand… What is the use of these things? While we are alive, we experience happiness, sorrow, grief, anger, frustration, anxiety and lots more other emotions. These affect our lives, as well as the decisions we make in life.

Every decision comes with consequences, and this makes our lives different. However, do you not think sometimes that, life is just a long period of time, of doing nothing, then when life ends, everything becomes back to “normal”? But these decisions affect our lives greatly, and once we make it, we must face the consequence.*repeating zzzzzz* I read somewhere that life is like an adventure game, where you hunt or look for the exit in the tunnel, and go through many obstacles and situations before you find the exit of your own. In any case, my exit must be in the darkest and deepest corner of the tunnel, and I don’t think I can be able to find it. Hahas…

Well, maybe yes, maybe no, I do not know. I just feel that life seems so empty. When you are born, your fists are clenched very tightly, as if this is a message from God, telling you not to be greedy and start grabbing everything. On the contrary, when you are on your deathbed, you start letting go, releasing your tightly clenched fists from before… Is this again another message, telling you that you cannot bring anything to your deathbed, hence you must let go of everything in this world? Angie told me this, I think o.O Well… I don’t know..


But all I know now is to cherish everything, before there comes a day, when I have to let go.

P.S. I WILL find that STUPID exit. -_- and. Sorry for crapping so much -_- Kinda in a… WEIRD mood.. o.O