Blog.

I miss you.

2011-01-11T15:22:00.005+08:00

I miss school. I miss the days when we were young. I miss the childhood games we always play. I miss playing UNO and 205 and five stones and chess. I miss 5C4/6C4. I miss 302/402. I miss Infocomm. I miss waiting for PSLE results like it was the most important thing of my life. I miss basketball. I miss 同心居. I miss playing captain ball/bonding games with Infocomm-ers. I miss doing all the duties and events and sweating like mad running up and down. I miss setting up the PA system. I miss the Exco outings and chalets. I miss the purple star. I miss the 4th floor auntie who always give me food. I miss the drink stall uncle who always makes jokes.

I miss the times when I don't have to think about anything important.

I miss the times when I could take things for granted.

I miss the times when I wake up thinking it's going to be a good day playing with friends.

I miss the times when we studied together and nothing seemed to go in and we ended up playing and chatting.

I miss the times when C4 chiong-ed to the basketball court to play basketball right after school.

I miss the times when we spent more than 10 hours playing Maplestory and never got bored.

I miss the times when Exco was trying to talk about something important and ended up going off-track.

I miss the times when the only pain you could feel was when you fell down while playing games.

I miss the times when crying seemed to solve everything.

I miss the times when we laughed until we almost died from stomach aches.

I miss the times when the worst thing you could say to someone was 'I don't want to friend you anymore'.

Hehehe :D

2010-02-21T23:20:00.006+08:00

WALLPAPER!!!!

Haiz, there is just the bigggggg significant difference between something other ppl make ^ and I make. LOL.

:P Like like like.

Super random recently :/ But cant help smiling when I see the two of them :P:P

ALL BECAUSE OF ANGIE YOU LA. :D

LOVE LOVE I'm in love
LOVE LOVE Ah
LOVE LOVE I'm in the love with you

:D:D Random lyrics from random song~

AH. NEED TO GO SLEEP ALREADY. 12 midnight is scary ==

Dream.

2010-02-19T17:53:00.002+08:00

But the one who lives up to that dream, is not me.

Ume Note?... Death Note? o.O

Rainy dayyyyy.

Went out to give umbrella to mum while it was raining :/

Met a couple along the way, sharing one umbrella and running across the traffic light.

SO SWEET :P Still smile at me sia, SHOCK when I saw them ==

Ahh. Damn tired :/ CTs coming alreadyyyyyyy, not prepared at all!!

Tml on study date with Angie :D
Even though I think I wont really study.... T.T

Shall sleep early tonight and wake up VERY VERY EARLY tml to study hard!

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Random random random.

Latest episode of Kimi ni Todoke is DAMN TEARWRECKING. I cried a lot

But it's still nice :)

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Hahahaha

2010-02-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

Laugh :D:D

Love yourself ♥

2010-02-16T00:32:00.001+08:00

Milo~

Zap~

Dun really feel any festive mood recently :/

Went aunt's house to stay for a night, ate a lot a lot :D:D:D

KFC FOR DINNER HAHAHA.

Dogs are kinda scary..... PUPPIES ARE SO MUCH CUTER!!!!

:/ -points above-

the small one is so much cuter! The big one always tink I'm gonna give him food, keep grabbing my leg and not letting it go. Zzz. But he's damn cuddly :D

Still scared. Follows me all ard ==

But puppy eyes make my heart melt already :(

When the 2 dogs met, they even fought and kissed! :D Even though both were guys.............................. GAY.

Wanted to take pic but too slow already haiz.

YAMATO NADESHIKO SHICHI HENGE IS REALLY NICE.

Have no idea why the ratings keep dropping and dropping..... But Kame is nice inside :D Character sucks though zzz.
I still have trouble trying to rmb the whole name...... (Laughs)

But it's still nice :D

Feels happy when dere are lots of dramas to watch!
Liar Game Season 2 is DAMN NICE too. But I have to watch the movie b4 the series can be considered complete :(

No one wanna watch the movie with me. Sad. ==

Time passes too fast.
Happy moments, sad moments.
Sometimes I really wanna forget.

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Love yourself

Seasons go round again, a dazzling city
Everyone passes oblivious of you
That's it, you shouldn't care
It's ok as long as you're by my side

There's no meaning in lining only kind words
They're merely for form's sake and have no contents

If you try changing a little the balance you feel
You will see how wonderful the world is

Love Yourself
Come on, don't overdo yourself
As your heart is, as you are
Realize this love that can shine
I love this you that you hate

This clumsy you is alright
As you feel, as the wind
Dance in the sky just like a flower
I'll embrace this you that you hate

It's love, your love LOVE YOURSELF
It's love, your love LOVE YOURSELF
It's love, your love LOVE YOURSELF
It's love, your love LOVE YOURSELF

If Ur crazy just again If it's like a Paradise, then throw the dice U make me full
The sky is like a horror Don't be shy xoxo the girl

Other people are not worth caring about
What's important it's your “here”
Now you don't need something like a customary “Do your best”
Because that's what hurts you the most

The seventh word is in your color
Because of that, everything will turn into a single dream

Love Yourself
That's right, they'll resound together
The little noises we're playing
Raise this love we can believe in
I love this you that you hate

Both days when you're almost crushing
And nights when you're on the verge of fading
They're crossing the sky, you will hear it
Far far away, listen, in this chest

I'm singing my love to you so that you would tell me
that you wanna be with me and I feel like... Ah ah

My love, your love My life, your life
This is the new, it's a new world...

It's a new world It starts to shine
As your heart it, as you are
Trust your eyes to me, I love this you that you hate

This clumsy you is alright
As you feel, as the wind
Dance in the sky just like a flower
I'll embrace this you that you hate

It's love, your love LOVE YOURSELF
It's love, your love LOVE YOURSELF
It's love, your love LOVE YOURSELF
It's love, your love LOVE YOURSELF

Lyrics @ Harukana Kizuna

time

2010-02-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday

1430 - 1530 : Chem remedial :/ Keep wanting to go slp...................................................... :(

1615 - 1930 : Make fudge (super failure sia, followed everything but it just won't 'solidify'. Have to eat all of it myself already :/)

2000 : Troubled Sin Nee a lot a lot :/ Bcos I needed oven zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

2323 : returned home from Sin Nee's house, her mum's kinda scary :/ Made her irritated cos I vry ma fan :P Sin Nee and her mum helped me :D if not I can never get home ==

Today

REMEDIAL AGAIN. Chem test. :/ Anyhow do, dun really think I can get high marks.....

Rehearsal for CNY :D:D But lyk...... I didn't do a lot :/:/ AHHHHHHH. T.T

Sadddddddd. Sorry Angie :( I wanted to go eat dinner with you de. Haiz. Kana is cute la, I know :D

CNY must be good!!! If not I will feel damn guilty :(
And..............................
Aiya, I scared they dun lyk to eat T.T

If they dun lyk I shall eat everything myself already :/

tired :/

2010-02-07T23:20:00.001+08:00

CNY.

2010-02-07T22:31:00.003+08:00

Just realised it's weird tt dere's still a Christmas tree during CNY ==

haiz. Quarrelled with mum 2day, couldn't go Angie's house to bake :(

Hokkaido Pudding o.O Tasted a bittttt weird :S
Spent whole day outside but bad mood :/ Kept @$^%&@#$%^*!!@#% with mum. Zzz.

Die. Really no time liao........... I still nid an oven. ==

Cannot get Angie to help oso T.T Haiz. Depend on myself ltr eat liao get food poisoning :P

AH. Scared la :/

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Need help

If only got more time :(

And no test on Tuesday. Organic Chem haiz. I tink I'm gonna let Jerald down dis time lol.

-I cant find a 'head-slam' emoticon-

flag day no. ___

2010-02-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

A whole new world.\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\

PURPLE BADGE :D Not gay hor, not gay. Also not purple freak.

Flag day, gathered at JE lib :/

Damn weirddddddddddddddddddddd. Anw, saw Eveline dere, free mentos :D And mac breakfast :):) No $2.50 breakfast on Sat, T.T Waste money...

Joy is damn lucky la, one person gave her 2 $10 notes :(

I have none ==

Still not used :/ Angie want me wear again tml. I dun want wear leh, lazy

After flag day, went to lib with Joy to slack with Tian Lan :D:D

Slept a bit cos wear contacts too long eyes vry dry

And I'm more blind when I wear contacts. == Totally knocked onto I dunno wad :/

Tml going to Angie's house to bake lots of stuff :D:D:D:D:D

HOPEFULLY.

Will turn out nice :/

AND I FINALLY ATE CURRY TODAY. After craving for it for many many many many days :P
Same thought as Yamapi~ -Laughs-

eyes closing alreadyyyyyyyyyyy. NIGHT.

give and take.
I should learn to give more.

Best Friend.

2010-02-05T23:47:00.008+08:00

:) Song introduced by ANGIE.

credit: Jpopasia + http://www.quartet4.net + music.goo.ne.jp + hikkikun
Lyrics: Moonlightunes.wordpress.com

TRANSLATION

Thank you
I’m glad that you’re here
No matter the time
I can always smile
No matter how many years pass while we’re away from each other
Nothing will have changed
We’re Best Friends
I love you, I really love you

I’m sorry for waiting so long to say this
I was driven into a corner alone
When I hear your faint voice
I felt like I could make it

I can tell you anything
Even things I can’t tell my mom
You understand better than anyone

When I’m happy you’re just as happy for me
And you’re the one to scold me when I’m wrong

Thank you
I’m glad that you’re here
No matter the time
I can always smile
No matter how many years pass while we’re away from each other
Nothing will have changed
We’re Best Friends
I love you, I really love you

You quickly see through my pretenses
When I’m feeling down
You’re the first to send me a caring emails
That have saved me so many times

You said I should go ahead and cry when I feel like crying
Because you’d be at my side
My greatest ally

I wonder if there’s anything I can do for someone like you?
When I figure it out I’ll race over to you, I promise

Thank you
I’m glad that you’re here
No matter the time

I can always smile
No matter how many years pass while we’re away from each other
Nothing will have changed
We’re Best Friends
I love you, I really love you

I’ll always be praying
I want you to be the happiest person in the world

Thank you
I’m glad that you’re here
No matter the time
I can always smile
No matter how many years pass while we’re away from each other
Nothing will have changed
We’re Best Friends
I love you, I really love you

:( / :)

2010-02-05T22:59:00.003+08:00

cuteness x ................................ times :D:D:D

Ytd was badddddddd. :( Haiz. Sad. :(

Haiz. My fault la :(:(

2day was fun :)

Went Party World with Jocelyn, Tian Lan, Sin Nee and Tie Feng instead of watching The Tooth Fairy o.O Okay weird.......... I SING VRY BADLY. LOL. But still fun :)

Surprisingly Tie Feng sings quite okay. :D JKJK. He sings quite well, but keep making weird noises == AND HE CAN REACH HIGH NOTES. Pro :) Just that vry funny when he cannot reach higher ones :P:P:P

Ahhhhhh. I so bad :/
-random-

Cute doggy :P

I hope I wont look like any of the 3 girls if I ever see a dog that cute. ==

Chibi characters from Kimi ni Todoke :)

double-faced ==

PURPUR.

2010-02-02T17:05:00.008+08:00

Meh :/ Bored to death ==
HAHAHA. ONLY MY LONG LONG LONG LONG SHADOW LOOK SKINNY.

:D Sin Nee bought a 'Purple is my colour' badge for me!~~~ TOGETHER WITH LIJUAN.

Shall take pic of it tml :D when Sin Nee FINALLY rmb to bring :P

My god la. Hi My Sweetheart last episode :/ I can't watchhhhh. Oso cant bear to watch cos it's the last episode already. :( The pic looks so WTH. LOL.

Last episode already :( I cant watch oso, nid study. Dere r tests everyday ~ day ~ day~~~ ==

Sleeping is so much nicer :D

Those who haven't watched HMS, GO WATCH!

Oh. But Eveline said Luo Zhi Xiang looked lyk ........................... :/

Nvm, Dalang is cute :D

YAWN :/

2010-02-01T19:37:00.001+08:00

Ah. Damn tired :/ Dunno y keep sleeping and sleepingggggggggg

Missed my bus stop just now :( But I woke up before it went to I dunno where :D

Wanted to take pic of a cat on my way home but it ran away from me :/ I'm too scary. Haiz.

:D:D:D:D:D:D JUST REMEMBERED. Saw Tie Feng at bus stop today. GUANG TOU :/

Haiz. Why did he go and cut his hair T.T

But still funny la :D

All the guai guai hairstyles :P Make me scared to cut my hair already o.O

:D

TAKE.

2010-01-31T22:19:00.003+08:00

Library with Shiyinggggggg 2day. Force me go out at 2pm while I was trying hard to study for Chinese test.

In the end, still went, but NOT PRODUCTIVE AT ALL. :/ She managed to study finish but I'm totally ＿|￣|○

But it was still ＼(＾▽＾*)~~~~~~~(*＾▽＾)／ Kept laughing and laughing lyk mad. == I seriously think dere's something wrong with me. ZZZ.

Anyway, bought TEENAGE. Lol, lyk the cover!!!! :D:D SHIYING SAID LUO ZHI XIANG WAS SHUAI O.O

I tot a lot ppl dun lyk him :P

But I still tink he's okay. LOL.

The show is really nice la. Seriously.

【　TV　】　　　　(￣　*) <------------ me. Okay, more like 【　COMPUTER　】

==

Got nagged a lot by parents again.

Let tomorrow be a better day :D I shall start to study moreee. Haha.

Not gonna take photos with Shiying alreadyyyy. Take so many times but can't take a decent one. Both fail. :/

31 January 2010

2010-01-31T13:48:00.004+08:00

Ah. End of first month already.

Tests :/ hate all of themmmmmm.

Cant seem to get anything inside. ==

Chinese words are zzz. Dunno how to write lol.

:( Shall go study and not touch com already. If not dad nag again. SIAN.

:(

2010-01-28T21:27:00.004+08:00

HUNGRY. Ahhhh.

After Angie told me abt Omu Rice, now I wanna eat a lot a lot a lot :/
But vry hungryyyy, and dunno where to buy oso :(

Haiz. I really super hungry. Trying to make myself full by looking at pictures of food. But seeing nice food make me hungrier!!!!!

:/

again and again.

2010-01-26T18:22:00.002+08:00

Is it going to happen again?

Just when I tot it would be all right.

Turns out I didn't noe a thing.

It's more hurting to noe tt I'm not told anything because I don't need to noe at all.

I can't take a second time.

There has never been a choice from the start. (Laughs.)

OC

2010-01-17T07:13:00.000+08:00

==

I just woke up. 7:13AM. DAMN FAIL.

Slept immediately on the bus, SUPER UNGLAM SIA WTH... :(

Shall SIT DAMN DAMN DAMN FAR FROM SIGHT from Wei Xiang or Bessy next time :/

Slept immediately I reached home oso.

Sian. I want my dinner ==

OC was OKAYYYYYYYY............

Dance part was funny watching Xien Dong dancing and Yang Ping being damn high. Lol.

AH. I dunno wad to say liao :/

Forget it.. Shall go cook my dinner :/

-sneeze-

2010-01-12T20:52:00.001+08:00

Haiz. Screwed screwed screwed screwed screwed.

:/

No idea wad to think anymore.

:/

2010-01-11T22:27:00.002+08:00

O LEVEL RESULTS TAKEN BACK TODAY.

Okay. Now i'm scared of talking to ppl already :/ Scared they angry if I ask them to cheer up or wad :/

Siannnnnn. Got 3 tests this week. + Infocomm!~ I dun wanna fail PA test T.T AH. I wanna slp sia. Damn tiredddddddddddddd even though I didnt do anything tedious o.O

Annabel showed me dis! LOL. THE BABY IS DAMN CUTE.

Esp. PURPLE hat in the middle :D

I really want a purple class tee :(

And er. == Angie, nv reply me sia. Daybreakers.

But I kinda... Wanna watch Alvin & the Chipmunks more :/ EVEN THOUGH EVELINE AND XIAN CHENG SAID IT SUCKED :(

holes.

2010-01-04T23:30:00.002+08:00

Everytime there's a quarrel, it is like one more hole drilled into a wall. The more the quarrels, the more holes drilled. Even if things become better, or the people patch up, the holes will never be fixed. The wall will never be the same again.

I really hope the wall is strong enough. I can't let it collapse.

You happy, I happier. You sad, I more sad.

2010-01-04T18:19:00.002+08:00

Selfless :/

Sometimes I feel really selfish.

Others can sacrifice anything just to make someone happy, but I don't really think of other people's feelings half of the time?

No matter what happens, I'll be there, but can I really do anything? I don't think so. It's lyk whether or not I'm there doesn't matter, cos there's nothing I can do actually.

But to make others happy or help them without getting anything back is being selfless too, isn't it?

If others can be happy, I will be happy too.

That's what I think, but sometimes, it seems damn hard just to want to make people happy.

It makes me want to give up trying :/

Wonder if I can be selfless too.

hungry :(

2009-12-21T22:07:00.003+08:00

Didn't eat dinner cos was too tired after going to Angie's house..

Now damn damn damn hungry. Stomach growling like crazy, but dunno if hawker centre still open :/ All because my dad say CANNOT EAT MAGGI MEE :(

Oh ya, went to Far East with Angie today, get her cosplay costume o.O Didn't see JJ Lin's shop in the end, cos had to go off early.. THEN WE WENT ON THE TRAIN.

First time on the train that was so packed, at dunno which station one swarm of ppl just rushed in, keep pushing and pushing, almost couldn't find Angie's hand already lol. Then I totally lied on this random guy behind me == He got off at Dhoby Ghaut along with the swarm of ppl. LOL. I think it's my fault sia :x

NICE NICE NICE.

Okay. I dunno how to describe, but it's kinda touching anyway...

Majo No Jouken.

Angie jie shao-ed. o.O About a 26-year-old high school Math teacher falling in love with her student (17). They face many many many many troubles but still came tgt in the end. (esp. dun like Hikaru's mother and Michi's fiance)

Ya, she had a fiance o.O

It's just damn nice la!!

No idea why I got a certain fetish for this kinda older-woman-fell-in-love-with-younger-guy shows... But strangely, just like them :):):)

eat eat eat!

2009-12-13T22:18:00.003+08:00

:(

Low resolution photosss. Aiya, the photos I take are just not nice :(
Clarke Quay~

=

that's y dreams stay as dreams.

2009-12-10T19:37:00.004+08:00

Cake~~

Okay. Vry belated but whatever == Tastes nice all the same :))

Ahhhh. Nothing to eat :( I go eat cake again bah... hahaha

Things that are hard to say,
people that are hard to talk to.
Is it better to just forget all about it,
or avoid them from now on?

HEHEHEHE.

2009-12-08T22:12:00.002+08:00

shall put in point form again. o.O

Celebrated with Angie and LIJUAN
fun fun fun. lol
ate a lot a lot a lot a lot
afternoon ate ramen.
finally tried SLURPING loudly.
once in a life-time must do that o.O

dinner ate PEPPER LUNCH
and Benten's ice cream
SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE
AND BIG TOO.
In the end 4got to take angie give me de present :(
sorry sorry sorry...
ran back to take... found it but the ice cream i ate almost puke out T.T
and while running back I almost ran into the GLASS TRANSPARENT DOOR.
Stupid sia. hahaha

Today was fun :) Thanks Angie and LIJUAN. Love you 2 lots. And also those who wished me happy birthday. LOL. Okay, vry eww :P

lazy lazy lazy

2009-12-04T22:47:00.004+08:00

Really really really tired.

Aiya, 4get it.. I dun wanna form full sentences right now ==

Infocomm chalet
feel very bad cos some/most ppl felt damn sian during the chalet...
didn't sleep on the last night
99~~ (rules changed by Weijie, Weijie is seriously damn funny lol)
K is Q(kill) Xian Cheng is super funny oso hahaha. (+ a bit...... Nvm lol)
Played Asshole Daidi for vry vry vry long
I KEEP BEING ASSHOLE
COS OF STUPID XIAN CHENG
HE KEPT FIGHTING WITH ME AND TAKE AWAY ALL MY GOOD CARDS
总而言之，一直在和我作对，不知道我到底做了什么得罪了他。肯定是上辈子欠了他。
Still keep laughing at me somemore. Aiya forget it ==
Took train home, lots of ppl help me carry stuff (really thanks a lot)
esp. EVELINE. keep taking my pot, dun wan let me take lol

2day arh.........

Band concert
music was quite okay but I too tired already (probably need one/two more nights to replenish slp ==)
didn't have to do a lot of stuff.........
wait for emcee cue = MCQ. (didn't noe i so joker oso sia.)
just plain tired....
XIN HUI. I WILL REMEMBER YOU.
cos u cannot let me slp.
lol.
cmi ==
really. I can't talk already. Just let me slp. ==

2009-11-27T01:26:00.002+08:00

- j0celyn!: The orginal anime of iswak is nice too! And where u watch liar game?? I also want watch

Lol, the anime I don't really like the art T.T Sian.. Now only episode 2 lo.... Cant find episode 3 subbed............ But a lot websites gt liar game wad! E.g........ Mysoju, Dramacrazy.net, veoh? o.O

beru: after a million years of hibernation, yes, dolrawaseoyo!!

beru: hi gina, surprised?

Ya, vry surprised lol. U arh. See my tagboard vry dead so wan tag izzit? lol

Aiyooooooooooooooooo. Dunno wad to blog abt~~~~~~~~~~~~ Now scared abt Open House and Chalet ==

Random random~~ Quality of photo sucks cos is I take de T.T Last pic with LIJUAN~~ She take de, so nicer hahaha.

ORCHARD.

2009-11-23T13:13:00.002+08:00

Hahaha. Ytd went to Orchard with LIJUAN, a bit kee siao ==

Just realised not only laughing and yawning is contagious, hiccuping is too. o.O

*remembers LIJUAN hiccupping lyk mad* DAMN FUNNY. I keep laughing, very bad la xD

But seriously damn funny hahaha. Still cannot stop de. == And keep repeating and repeating for so many times, dunno y she stop le still can hiccup again de. o.O

Anw, talked a lot abt random random stuff.

First time went Orchard without walking around a lot and instead sat at Far East Plaza waiting for people to reply smses. == But aiya, LIJUAN arh. Really a bit mad de. (I nv say I nt mad oso hor.) xD

Ahhhh. Damn tired == go rest a bit hahaha.

Recently eat a lot, but still keep getting hungry T.T

OH YA. ORCHARD ROAD DE CHICKEN RICE ONLY NEED $5 already... I can eat $1.80 de at the one near Nan Hua -_-

In the end ate salmon burger from R burger o.O But vry vry nice ^^ Okay.... Ltr I hungry again..

cry a river

2009-11-20T00:17:00.003+08:00

Aiyo, damn long nv post again. Super dead already!!

Watching dramas again xD I like 海派甜心! and I'm rewatching ISWAK (It started with a kiss). ISWAK is SO much better than TKA (They Kiss Again). Dunno y but I keep thinking couples are damn cute!! Aiyo.......... I'm not despo seriously.

Anw,

I don't like the mushroom head!! the famous 惊世骇俗丑不啦叽香菇头. Lol. But the character damn cute oso~ So innocent sia.

Sian........... Keep staying at home, even though it's not boring (okay maybe sometimes), but I'm seriously gonna grow mould or rot or smt already. I want to go out! LIJUAN. Remember Saturday okay. ==

And I'm still watching ISWAK xD Hope I'm not neglecting work...... But no one gives me work to do!!!!! Don't trust me enuf arh ==

Hehe

Aiya, whatever lo............ Shall hope for the best for Open house!! Cannot screw up.

And I'm still waiting for LOVELESS albums and Liar Game Season 2 Episode 2! Haiz, I don't like waiting. Very impatient already.

Btw arh, I tink I'm getting vry random. == Keep jumping on topics. Aiya, sot liao la. Shall continue watching ISWAK ^^

AND MUST FIND LIAR GAME SEASON 2 EPISODE 2. DAMN EXCITING. I WANT TO WATCH!

Feeling more and more distant. But I have to cherish the times. There's not much time left already.. I don't want to feel scared every single day.

LIAR GAME {2}

2009-11-15T10:56:00.005+08:00

Hahaha. Just watched Liar Game Season 2 Episode 1. Damn shuang.

Long time nv blog already. Super dead liao. No one comes to read de lo!

Anyway, holidays are damn fun, even though it kinda gets sian when I keep doing the same things over and over again. ==

Liar Game is damn nice la, even though Kanzaki Nao seems stupid and all, she's so innocent and dense. But seriously. I want her and Akiyama together!!! Even though I cant rmb who telling me that Akiyama doesn't look shuai == But they look okay together!

Lol, my dad just told me about the wonders of China and all the stalactite and stalagmite in the caves and everything. Seems like he really wants to go dere o.O He even said he wanted to bring me dere after O levels and everything, and said he would save up the money o.O

Aiyo. Like that say liao I can say don't go meh. Lol. Hopefully O levels okay bah. Dun disappoint him == Dun disappoint myself.
MUST JYJY. FIGHTING.

Anw, I still like the first season better. The pic is nicer O.O But it's blur ==

BR

2009-11-06T20:03:00.003+08:00

Haven't blogged for many many many days.. Had no idea what to blog also, because there were many things in my mind. Now I can't do anything but to put them all in some corner ==

Spent some time watching Battle Royale which Angie recommended. In the end, I had no idea why I watched it in the first place, till now I still feel awkward.

My hands feel like shaking but at the same time I feel stupid for being afraid. (Laughs)

It highlights the fact that true friends are indeed hard to find and almost no one can trust somebody wholeheartedly.

And I feel so evil for being happy for the three of them when the Kiriyama guy died (he killed a lot a lot of people)

If this game is in real life, I don't know what I will do actually.... Maybe I will become evil like so many of them, and start killing my friends. Omg la, cannot imagine -_-

But it's really heartbreaking to see someone you trust a lot kill you, and someone who kills you just because you didn't have a chance to tell her you love her.

In the end, you should say everything you want to say. Or else when you miss the chance, you will regret forever.

I can't turn back time anymore, I will never know what I wanted to know.

If anyone interested, watch Battle Royale bah o.O Even though I'm crapping a lot (and making everyone think the movie isn't that nice), the movie is really quite interesting... Lol.

2009-10-28T23:15:00.001+08:00

Thinking of tomorrow brings tears to my eyes, cause tomorrow we might have to say good bye.
But if tomorrow, it should be the end, the best memory I'd take with me was the day you became my friend.

waiting........

2009-10-27T00:29:00.001+08:00

I remember. Maybe that is good enough.

I don't want tomorrow to come.

2009-10-25T20:42:00.004+08:00

If tomorrow comes, what will happen?

I don't want. I'd rather there is never a tomorrow.... At least no more bad things will happen.

What if.

Under the vast blue sky,
we may never see each other again.
Livin' in two different worlds,
Each is not in other's life.

Will you remember me? Do you still remember me?

~~Please remember.~~

(Laughs) It probably doesn't matter to you that much....

What will be forgotten, will be eventually.

If tomorrow comes.

2009-10-25T20:34:00.002+08:00

JUJU with JAY’ED – If Tomorrow Comes

Lyrics: JUJU, JAY’ED, Jeff Miyahara
Music: JUJU, JAY’ED, Jeff Miyahara, RYLL & couco

I won’t leave with a goodbye
Because I’ll see you everytime I close my eyes

If tomorrow comes then I don’t need anything
I just want you to keep on smiling forever

Don’t say it, I still want to feel your touch
If you say it, I feel like I’ll fall apart
So all I could do is feel the warmth as I held your hand

Time won’t stop and will tear us apart someday
I want to watch you more and hold you in my arms forever
Time is slipping away

If tomorrow comes then I don’t need anything
I just want you to keep on smiling forever

Don’t cry, we have a little more time left together
And there’s still something I want to tell you
Though I find it hard to put into words, stand by me

As time slips away it makes us both feel lonely
So I’ll try softly smiling, I don’t ever want to leave you
Livin’ life for today

If tomorrow comes then I don’t need anything
I just want you to keep on smiling forever

If I was only born so that we could meet
Then I want to remember every moment in my heart
Even if it’s just for a second more
Let me stay by your side

If tomorrow comes then I don’t need anything
I just want you to keep on smiling, forever more
If tomorrow comes then I don’t need anything
I just want you to keep on smiling forever

I won’t leave with a goodbye

Credits: Quartet4.net

Gomen ne Juliet

2009-10-24T04:29:00.004+08:00

When I met you, I remembered
What it felt like to love someone; it was something that I'd forgotten for a very long time
When I regained these wonderful emotions
Everyday that passed seemed to be dyed in such vibrant colours

Even if there would be obstacles, even if I would lose something
I swore that I would love and protect you

Even though we ascertained our feelings for each other with a hundred million kisses
Somehow, it wasn't enough
And we both knew that our love would come to an end
Ah I'm sorry, Juliet

Even though I loved you more deeply than I ever loved anyone
I managed to hurt you more than I've ever hurt anyone

The words "goodbye" made my heart hurt
There's no way that we'll love each other again, is there?

Being in love doesn't stop us from being able to hurt, no matter how much I want to stop
I stole away your radiant smile
Could it be that we should never have met?
Ah, I'm sorry that you fell in love with me

I love you, but our love can't be; how I miss you
There's no such thing as my not loving you; I can't let go of these wishes
A hundred million kisses couldn't reach them; I want to meet you on this holy night
I loved you so much I wanted to break you

Even if I go blind, I'll know that it's you
Because we embraced each other so many times
Even though we both love each other, we still can't overcome it
Could it be fate?

Even though we ascertained our feelings for each other with a hundred million kisses
Somehow, it wasn't enough
And we both knew that our love would come to an end
Ah I'm sorry, Juliet

Ah I'm sorry, Juliet

loveless

2009-10-23T23:24:00.002+08:00

I’ve pretty much figured out
Why you’re looking away from me
It’s because you can’t bring yourself to talk about breaking up, isn’t it
I didn’t notice the signs
That our emotions were growing apart even as we were together
And now that you’ve found another love
I can’t even find the words to say that’ll stop you from leaving

This is goodbye?
This is the end?
Tell me that’s a lie, though even if you did
Your hand will grow cold
We’ll just become strangers
So don’t say you’re sorry
Just please don’t cry anymore
Because it makes me want to hold you
Please, say goodbye with a smile
Before the memories we have together become painful

Credits:
watchful21@LJ

Even though it's just a rough translation, it's damn nice.

sad to say.

2009-10-23T20:34:00.003+08:00

The time is over ! Time is over! It’s useless to cry over it
I tore my memories apart, they can eat shit for all I care

- JASMINE (Sad to say)

HAHAHAHA.

2009-10-16T23:56:00.006+08:00

Haha, EXCO outing today haha. Damn nice. Okay la, ECP. == In the end everyone was damn tired............................

I wanna slp now sia >< Vry vry fun hahaha. Sian.. ECP rike bike. == Spent damn damn damn long being taught by Lihui, Eveline, Xd T.T SORRY LOL.. I keep getting ppl wounded.. Esp. Lihui.

And Xd fell down for the FIRST time in his bike riding life. Sad lol..

AND KELLY LEARNT IT IN LIKE 5 MINUTES?! WTH.. But her friends a bit........ o.O

Anyway, ECP is nice lol. So I shall kope photos from Lihui's blog. xD Some I take de hahaha.

I dunno if this one is I take de haha. BUT THE BEACH IS DAMN FUN. Even though I got pang seh-ed by them when they went to ride bike LOL.

Still damn nice xD Playing with sand hahaha.

LIHUI, SEND ME THOSE PICTURES AGAIN OKAY?!!
U canceled the thing then I couldn't save.... LOL.

Haha, Eveline and Lihui with her super outstanding NEON pink nail polish haha. 2NE1, keep saying lol. U nv post the one with the 2NE1 sign n the LIP COLOUR ONE!!!! LOL. Those look damn funny haha.

-random-

I just heard two DAMN DAMN loud explosion sounds and 1 softer one. Reminds me of the spontaneous combustion thingy. I damn scared ltr I suddenly catch fire or smt.

SEE LA ANGIE. SOT SOT ONE LO U. LET ME SEE THOSE KINDA THING. Lol.

JYJYJY.

2009-10-15T19:20:00.004+08:00

everyone is grouchy grouchy after sleeping. Haha. So damn tired sia...

Worry about you sia. 2+ then I reached your house, then you didn't really ask me anything. 5+ sleep already, now still want sleep more. LOL. People call you also dun want answer sia o.O

Faster mug la okay. Jyjy, dun keep slacking, cut into your sleep time ==

But EOYS ARE OVER FOR THE REST OF US. HAHAHA. Okay I very bad ==

But seriously... Eoys damn suck energy de, aiya, dunno how to say also, just damn screwed....... Haiz. Damn sad.

Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. Feel like sleeping a lot a lot. Ting Jun's right. After exams seriously dunno wad to do, only things we gonna do is like, eat, sleep, shit and die.

Should have purpose in life man. Hahaha.

Tml going out with Infocomm exco. I keep forgetting... I tot nv go out sia.. Haiz. EOY take too much of my brain, cant tink of everything already. Zzz. Hate Eoys... WHO DUN HATE LEH. Haiz.

-okay shit, random-

And Angie is really getting frustrated cos of the damned phone which can't stop ringing. Relax == Aiya, when u see dis go sleep okay. Dun tire yourself out, if not tomorrow's paper GG already.

(gotten from Li Kai I think)

Your grade will drop from A to C if you sleep 3.5 hours/minutes later

Aiya, not true for me but anyway. Just go sleep early today. lol.

randomrandom: Mr Peh uses a purple pen. Haiz.

memories.

2009-10-14T18:04:00.002+08:00

Just realised how many stupid things I've done all these years. Including now I'm still doing stupid things argh. Dunno hw long my list will be ==

Regret.... Maybe if I had said sorry, things might have been better. Regret procrastinating until the last moment, when nothing could be changed anymore. Really regret. If I can go back, I'll definitely say sorry.

What if, what if. It's all already gone, no use thinking about it anymore. Haiz. Should have forgotten everything, should not have started it again. Now all I can feel is regret and guilt.

waiting waiting waiting.

2009-10-13T11:16:00.005+08:00

3 subjects more! 2 more days! Hahahahahaha. EOY end best == Dun wanna mug anymore lol..

So far arh... Ranked according to level of screwed-ness ==

1. CHEMISTRY
2. E Maths Paper 2
3. Chinese
4. English
5. E Geog
6. Bio

Chemistry seriously sucked... Screw until dunno how to say.. Hope I dun fail.... Mrs Lim sure will come look for me again. Haiz....

Nvm == Left E Maths, A Maths, Physics. MUST JYJY LIAO.

Right eyelid twitching sia. Bad thing gonna happen... Die liao......

Haiz. Just had another war with ants. Hate ants. Hate ants HATE ANTS. Keep crawling here and dere.. Dunno for wad oso. 1 whole line so damn scary la. Haiz.

Tireddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. Go sleep liao lol.

Later then study.

high high

2009-10-10T21:42:00.002+08:00

LOL. Damn high. At Angie's house now, kept laughing at stupid random things. LOL.

Like BOOMZ. Okay, very bad, after laughing so long, seriously no kick, feel kinda bad for making fun of her sia...

Oh ya, this year PSLE Math paper seriously damn hard. Super super hard sia. I nid think until damn long den can do LOL.

Angie arh Angie. Dunno when you can see arh, but at this moment arh.
YOUR MOTHER DAMN FUNNY.

LOL LOL. Damn funny xD

Okay I really going crazy liao

Aiyo... Seriously la, study until damn sian, that's y mus be more high, if not really gonna die liao

Angie just nw tried to drag me to take photo tgt, dun care you. LOL can't catch me LOL.

stressed. stressed.stressed.

2009-10-08T21:25:00.004+08:00

super stressed. Omg la. Cannot remember. 2nd time 2day, I can't do anything, just sit there and stone. I really cannot remember all those stuff. 196 pages of info for Geog alone. 7 chapters of Geography. 10 chapters of Chemistry.

Haven't started on Chemistry. Geography is driving me crazy cause I can't remember everything. Still stuck at 3rd chapter. Dunno how meanders are formed == Argh.

And chapters 8 and 9 depend a lot on understanding and applying T.T Everyone says it's mostly common sense but I just dun have common sense okay. Argh. Never mind. After tomorrow. Can relax for a while. Finally.

I forgot to take antibiotics again == Tml faint better la. Dun need take EOYs already. Okay.. Jk zzz.

Always there.

2009-10-05T18:00:00.002+08:00

Studying SS right now. Can't get anything into my head though. (Laughs)

Have to work very hard if I want to score well!!!!!!! But honestly, kind of no hope already.

Don't like it when I can't get anything inside my head.

But no choice right? Haiz. Wanna talk to someone right now >< But no one (I can talk to) is on9 bcos most of them are studying… Okay la, even if they are on9, they won't talk to me

(Sighs) Why do I always feel that way? I hate thinking that way. Makes me feel so mean…

But it's…….. Argh, don't know why it's so easy for me to make people hate me.

A lot people tell me not to care about this. But I can't.

Haiz. Don't know why I'm posting like this…. Feels so weird.

Haha. Haiz. Never mind bah…. Ranting again

Maybe should really go see a doctor or something. My flu or what must have caused my brain to degenerate or go crazy.

Ah, what crap. (Laughs)

GO STUDY LE!!!!!!! Must at least remember what.. Principles of Governance, Healthcare, Population growth, Ageing Population, Transport Policies by today. Wa siao.

-untitled-

2009-10-04T22:56:00.003+08:00

No idea how long I've been troubled about this already. Thinking about it everyday, dunno what to do at all. All this time, still thinking. Stupid bah. Lol. But actually, some things may fade over time, but they just can't disappear. They will always remain, cannot be removed. Never mind, at least I understand already.

hehe =)

2009-10-03T09:58:00.009+08:00

MID AUTUMN~~~~~~~~~~~

LOL. Still okay la xD Damn scared screw up T.T EVELINE. GOT SCREW ANOT?! VERY BAD ARH?!

Lol....... Super scared sia haiz. But still fun la xD the guys seriously == nth 2 do sia o.O Play with light sticks, form
'INFOCOMM'

word and Xd kept asking if there were any lanterns left lol.

But in the end couldn't go to any stalls >< Even though Xd gt his lantern afterwards == NEVERMIND LA. TRY VRY HARD LIAO... Just tt Eveline was damn sick... TAKE CARE LEH WTH.... Ltr she scold u again xP Sian........ No voice liao. Seriously no voice liao. Yew Shen still say my voice sounds better when I have sore throat T.T That means normally my voice damn not nice la.

Zzz, okay lo....... LOL.

Hope events in future oso can lyk tt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay.. the emoticon vry funny ==

screams

2009-09-29T19:37:00.003+08:00

Needs to start studying seriously......... Haiz.

Why can't I be more like muggers and keep studying non-stop? At least I won't be as stupid as now.

Haiz. Everything is not well at all!

Argh, complain queen. ==

whatever.

2009-09-29T18:09:00.002+08:00

Haiz.

- screwed Bio SPA completely.

- The answer is obviously B but I wrote A.
- Calculations did wrong also.
- Skill 1 sucked.
- Throat hurts like hell.
- Sarcastic remarks/comments.
- went KFC with Joy, talked a lot.
- Backstabbing.
- Doesn't understand.
- Which is the truth?

I don't get it seriously. Which are lies and which is the truth? I don't know which to listen, I'm sick of guessing. I seriously cannot tell if you are lying or not. Are we even friends, or am I just an annoying bitch to you?

Just tell me so I can stay away from you and you won't feel pissed too.

Too many tears.
Too many lies.
Too many barriers.

feeling weird...

2009-09-27T23:06:00.003+08:00

★DECEMBER = LOVER

Active and dynamic. *haha*
Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself. *ahem ahem*
Strong mentality.
Loves attention.
Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems.
Brave and fearless. (WHOA.)
Adventurous.
Loving and caring.
Suave and generous.
Usually you have many friends. Ya right.

Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty.

Good memory.
*IF GOOD MEMORY I WONT HAVE TROUBLE REMEMBERING BIO!!!!*

Moving, motivates oneself and others.
Loves to travel and explore.

Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
(Too bad I'll never get a lover.)

3

2

1

*BOMB*

Everything's gone already.

super random. ==

2009-09-26T21:42:00.003+08:00

Damn cool.

Haiz.

From FuckYeah4Chan

random random

2009-09-24T19:22:00.004+08:00

Lol, even though no one reads my blog already, still have to update la. Now vry vry 用心 de typing my post Okay jkjk. ==

No idea what I'm feeling now, but ytd watched last episode of Buzzer Beat.

Damn nice. Super cute haha. Mai n Shuji n Riko n Naoki. Both couples are super compatible hahas. But Sin Nee says Yamapi is not shuai.. Cute but not shuai. AND SHE SAID YAMAPI GOT THE WU ZUN FACE. SAD...... My taste really so bad arh???????

... Okay la.. My taste really kinda bad :thinks of the past: but er.... gt improve la hor. and he's REALLY CUTE. At least Huiqi agrees with me haha.

Tireddd..... Xien Dong keep posting 13 days, 4 hours, 28 minutes, 38 seconds to END-OF-YEAR EXAMINATION. And I see the seconds keep dropping and dropping really...

Super sad. Haven't started studying. Everyday only noe how to slack and sleep only.... No idea why I so easily tired also..

38

37

36

35

34

33

32

31

30

....................................................................................... gonna explode liao. Shyt la, damn lame lol.

Better stop before I can go any lamer. Crazy le la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Byebye~

haiz.

2009-09-21T10:08:00.001+08:00

1 person
2 days
3 things to worry about
4 troubles

Why is everything so hard la...

clueless.

2009-09-19T00:13:00.002+08:00

i don't know you dislike me anot, but you ARE likeable okay. Don't give up please. You promised me and her, make sure you fulfil them leh...... Didn't know all the others were such so @!#@$^%$#%^&..... You didn't tell me anything until she told me ==

But please jiayou jiayou.... Tell me what happens tml...

sorry. no cure.

2009-09-17T19:55:00.003+08:00

bad.
- cannot tell who's lying, who's not
- doesn't know what the hell to do
- feels weird but dere's nothing to help
- gets super high one moment and super emo the next
- should be doing hw/revision but slacking lyk hell
- know what to do for powerpoint but no idea how
- FAILED PA TEST.
- just plain pathetic.

good.
- a maths test was quite easy
- got back confiscated handphone
- watched funny/interesting movie
- bought very nice beancurd to eat

who said writing good and bad stuff can make someone happier....

BASKETBALL.

2009-09-12T22:09:00.001+08:00

extra.

2009-09-09T21:12:00.001+08:00

always the extra one sia. Talks the least, thinks of the weirdest/most useless ideas. Haiz.

weird..............

2009-09-08T20:54:00.003+08:00

Basketball today was damn fun. Totally on form sia.

Whatever you call it lol.. No la, just better than recently. Cos seriously damn lan these few weeks.... Played a lot, now my legs hurt

A lot things happened sia, even though I vry happy till siao recently. And I guess I really really cannot comfort ppl... Like LIJUAN say, the only thing I can do when someone is upset is probably to cry along with that person.

So in short, I suck at comforting people.

Haiz.... Dunno la... HOPE EVERYTHING GOES ALL RIGHT. FOR ME AND FOR FRIENDS. HAHA.

JIAYOU JIAYOU LEH.. If you know I'm talking about you........

-random- SERIOUSLY. JAPANESE SMILIES ARE CUTE. LOL.

torn apart

2009-09-08T11:44:00.002+08:00

Hard times, supposed to pass them together.
But selfishness and intolerance, broke everything apart.
1040, I hate those numbers, and I'll probably hate any number coming my way from now on.
Why can't we just work hard together?
Why must we always quarrel, and you'll blow up, and everyone'll become upset.

I'm immature, 不懂事，as you say. But now I feel that I'm much more 懂事 than you. At least I understand that times are hard, and I will work hard if I have the ability. You obviously have the ability, but you're sitting down there like nothing is wrong.

I don't understand.

lame jokes lol

2009-09-06T01:41:00.007+08:00

Think positively..Look at da world as 1 huge chocolate cake.It would not be
complete without a few sweets & nuts.Sweets like me & nuts like
u...

My eyes detected and my heart reacted. Thousand were rejected & only u
were selected. Because I needed a monkey for an advertisement.

Question: What has 4 wheels & flies?
Ans: garbage truck!

God saw ur parents hungry, he created meal.
God saw they r thirsty, he created coke.
He saw them walking, he created car.
He saw them without problems, he created U.

Sian... Super tired still ask me maths question arh! I dunno how to explain laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........................ ＼（－－）／マイッタ I give up on maths ==

faint

2009-09-05T23:55:00.003+08:00

???

2009-09-05T18:14:00.006+08:00

Note: To Japanese women, going without make-up is worse than naked.

o.O So serious.

Anw, Buzzer Beat episode 8! Still like Riko and Naoki a lot a lot. But it was damn sad cause Natsuki had to come and ruin everything......

Note to self: must never make anyone feel like that ever again. (sorry for last time, if you can figure out..)

Can't believe I like seeing couples together so much >< (I myself despo liao lo.) Haha, no la. Jk == But kinda wan to feel that giddy giddy feeling in Buzzer Beat.
So gay? xD But I find it real cute hahas. xP

Credits: http://redgeofsanity.wordpress.com/

Haha, like the drama a lot~ xD

Die, I dun even noe wad I'm blogging nowadays.........

Anw, played pool ytd with Sin Nee, Tian Lan, Huiqi and Aaron (another sweet sweet couple)

Hahas. Vry vry vry bad sia. My pool skills seriously. Cannot get worse. Haha. Sin Nee was a first-timer, but quite good wor. Saddddddd. Jkjk.

Played until halfway, suddenly started laughing lyk crazy. Lol, laughed until my stomach hurt a lot a lot a lot. Like lots of lactic acid built up and somersaulting in my stomach.

Worse is, after laughing I had no idea wad I was laughing abt ==

Proves more that I'm crazy == Haha. Holidays come le, kinda bored at home.. Dun wanna do homework or study. But lyk really cannot le. Must improve sia. Nvm bah...... Shall try to jyjy.

*cross fingers**pray for good results*

EVERYONE JY OSO!

stupid.

2009-09-01T22:13:00.002+08:00

Today went out with LIJUAN, quite fun la. HAHA.

THERE WAS THIS GUY WHO SHOT IN DUNNO HOW MANY SHOTS. SCORING 748 AT THE BASKETBALL THINGY IN ARCADE. HIGHEST FOR ALL MACHINES MAN. DAMN PRO.

LIJUAN and I played also, and scored 345... But damn pro le.. LIJUAN super pro~ xD

Walked ard, wanted to watch movies.. But the timings all vry late.

Bought a CROSS. Even though I'm not Christian.. But not for me la, so nvm xD

Collating photos for SOMEONE HOR. LOL. Vry fun haha. After eating a lot, drinking a lot, went back home le =)

I really hope I'm being paranoid.
Dun understand la. Y so stupid. zzz.

hopes.

2009-08-30T18:41:00.003+08:00

I hope all this is real.
I hope they are not lies.
I hope I'm not being lied at.
I hope I'm really being trusted.
I hope I'm not being treated like an idiot.
I hope all this is not acting cause I don't know what to trust in anymore.

I hope really exists.

CUTE~

2009-08-30T11:22:00.001+08:00

Oh shit, how gay.. LOL. But it's really damn cute ==

~~~

2009-08-30T11:05:00.001+08:00

BUZZER BEAT OPENING SONG. LOVE!

FML

2009-08-29T12:59:00.002+08:00

Today, I asked someone something. I then realised that I'm the only one who knows nothing. No one bothered to tell me anything for the past week. I also realised I'm such a failure in doing stuff. FML.

still the same...?

2009-08-28T21:33:00.002+08:00

So long le still the same, no improvement sia.. Thought will be better but still cant, seriously useless la. Don't think I'll ever be able to pass that wall.

CLASS PHOTO!

2009-08-27T21:54:00.004+08:00

INFOCOMM ROCKS

2009-08-25T20:50:00.007+08:00

PURPLE STAR!

insecurities.

2009-08-14T22:41:00.003+08:00

A maths was straight fail 2day. Bio still okay. Tml still gonna go study with Angie.. PHYSICS. Most most most hated subject lol. Can nv do well haha.

2day finally can sleep long le! Tml dunno wad time nid wake up ==

stupid stupid stupid. when can i stop thinking about all stupid stuff.

WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.............................

2009-08-13T21:57:00.002+08:00

A maths has never been so hard man. == Plane geometry, modulus function, coordinates geometry. THREE OF MY MOST HATED TOPICS.. Haiz.

And TYS is lyk crazy... I can't do a single question, even if I CAN DO, I spend lyk 30 min - 1 hour on just one question. And the answer key is lyk... Does it in 2 steps?! And I see liao oso dun understand ==

And no one wanna do TYS, only person who I know who DOES is xien dong, and he can't teach me. And my dad doesn't noe hw 2 do, cos lack of practice le.

And now my mum is even asking my tenant. OMG T.T FAILURE LA.... Can't even see the stupid thing. I wan die liao. Haiz.

'everything always last minute, u see if u noe how to do la.' blah blah blah~~~~~

Tomorrow die liao lo. zzz........

BEANCURD ==

2009-08-10T22:34:00.003+08:00

Long time nv blog le, no one visits anyway. LOL. Tml start of CTs, I damn slack sia... Just finished revising for Chinese abt 30 min ago. 130++ words?!! Just for 15 words that will be tested. Sad sia, and I still gt a lot dunno hw 2 write zzz.

Recently eat a lot T.T From afternoon feel lyk eating beancurd, ice cream, pizza and chocolate.. Now seriously feel lyk eating beancurd. Stomach gt worms le la zzz.

Friends. Real life. Does it matter? Still friends wad. Nvm. There's no such thing as 'love' other than in the reality world. Not even 'family love'. Forget it bah.

Promise, won't put in so many feelings le.

EVERYONE, JYJY FOR CTS!!!! Haha.

LIJUAN. JY TOO. U CAN DE.

Seems that I'm still not a good listener. LOL.

2009-08-05T21:58:00.002+08:00

But everyone in bad mood recently, I oso dunno wad 2 blog about le. A lot of things changed, everyone gets pissed off, we are all immature ppl, gonna get controlled cos Likai n I dun dare 2 speak out?

Just... weird. Esp. when CTs still coming..

Life la. Everything so complicated. But must live with it. Damn lo, now not only bitchy, keep pissing ppl off, still bad attitude. Haiz.

==

2009-08-05T21:00:00.002+08:00

Feel lyk gonna get killed by ppl cos i keep pissing ppl off. Sorry for weird plurks/sms/msn conver.. Everyone's been in a bad mood, not only me, so sorry leh.

lost soul.

2009-07-25T04:50:00.000+08:00

Aiya, my life vry sian ma, so nth to blog abt. LOL. But I seriously lyk POOL. DAMN NICE. LOL.
AND ORD ARH... I still tink I vry bad lo.... Haiz..

Played once and I got addicted hahas. Tian Lan la hahaha. Went to Beauty World for the FIRST time o.O With Tian Lan, Hui Qi, Shuan Hock, Wei Ming, Meng Yeow, Hou Chin.

I hit damn lan lo, cannot go in de T.T But after most of the guys went off, left Meng Yeow, Tian Lan and me xD Den keep spamming -_- Played until 8.30pm den went home... Scolded by my mum lo -_-

Seriously damn nice la. I wan go with C4 leh... ANGIE. LIJUAN! LOL. Met Wei Jie dere oso... (senior) Damn pai sei.. I dunno wad 2 do, den he didn't see me lol.

In the end Meng Yeow gt say I pro. HAHA. Okay la, I gt go in A FEW times... Before the other guys left couldn't even go in lo -_-

Sian lo~~ I wanted to go again 2day....... But they all dun wan.. Only Tian Lan wanted lol. 2 ppl play 1 V 1 meh ==

ANYWAY!!! ORD OVER LE. ON THURSDAY.

Okay, I vry agitated == Haiz.. I nv do a vry good job lo...Even though Eveline, Lihui, Xien Dong, Sin Nee, Huiqi tried to comfort me, but lyk.. not vry nice still T.T

SORRY. SORRY.

Esp. Zhi Wei.. I nv made sure he noe abt the ord T.T In the end he nv go... Haiz.... Wesley still asked if I wanted him to pass the plaque to him... Damn ps la!!

I love the club tee, even though the logo in front big, behind small. Haha.

Hopefully everyone enjoyed the ord bah..... SORRY IF I DID ANYTHING WRONG!!! T.T

Haiz. I'm still awake nw -_- Wanted 2 slp, but playing maple xD Go do quest nw~~ haha.

AND LIHUI! I UPDATED!!!!

hard heart.

2009-07-17T18:22:00.002+08:00

xinhui: HUH CCA GONNA RESUME LIAO?!!!!
LOL. U dun lyk arh?? Nice wad....

shuwuen.: OMG OMG SS501.
Haha, u lyk them a lot arh?? Haha, their songs nt bad xP

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NG ANN GHEE ANGIE.
(shall put another colour other than purple since u dun lyk purple as much as I do -_-)

Do this every year, won't sian arh? LOL.

Aiya, grow older again. But this year, the present I gave is kinda.... Weird sia o.O Even though it was MADE with LOTS of love n sweat okay -_- (Luc oso xD) And I seriously sweat a lot while making it -_-

U noe I'm nt gd at craftwork, so dun expect too much sia... But I dunno if u lyk it lo, cos seriously wanted to buy u a guitar necklace o.O But u obviously noe I was gonna buy that -_- And I tot u didn't lyk shiny shiny stuff o.O

Aiya, I oso dunno wad 2 say.. Talk crap -_- Anw, meet out la okay. o.O I haven't celebrate with u. LOL.

going round and round

2009-07-14T19:57:00.005+08:00

lijuan: lol say sorry for what.

Aiya.. Ps la.. I recently really damn guai4 can... Haiz. CHEER UP LO! I dunno hw 2 comfort u oso... I dunno wad 2 say -_- That's y just nw so quiet.. Sorry sia..

angie: golden mile is like -.-

Damn weird can.. I damn scared ppl come rob me or smt zzz. Lol. Cos gt a lot money ma, if get robbed I die liao..

lijuan: hehe:D nice ppl do tag!

YAYA. VRY NICE. LOL.

xinhui: dun feel that people dislike you i like you alot

Aiyo... A lot ppl dun lyk me la.. Seriously. Nvm la, sorry.. Make everyone so irritated cos I everyday so sian...

lynette ;D: hi ;D juz realised u forgot to link me,hahas =D

I GOT LINK LE OKAY. LOL.

-_- didn't go school 2day. Stupid la, shud have gone.. Den won't have missed exco meeting.. T.T pai sei..

New laptop!~
New 3-in-1 printer!~

Okayokay, dun wan show off liao, oso nth 2 show off xD Cheap stuff hahaha.

CCA GONNA RESUME NEXT WEEK!!!~

Must order club tee le xD That guy dun wan reply me.... Nvm, I go find other ppl lo xP

Haiz, but assembly gonna start oso, I nid edit letter liao. LOL. Nw edit until gong gong de.. Last time edit le but lyk. Not vry gd leh.. Dunno la T.T

Haiz. So failure. Lol.

sorry, sorry.

2009-07-09T22:36:00.002+08:00

I'm seriously going crazy liao.

Sorry Angie, for being so sian and tired today.
Sorry Kor, for smsing u weird weird stuff -_-
Sorry LIJUAN, for not consoling u even though u told me stuff, cos I gt a lot of weird things in my mind.
Sorry Likai, for keep disturbing u abt club tee stuff.
Sorry Tian Lan, for dropping ur 'scroll' on the bus...

Sorry EVELINE, for saying super weird stuff and being damn irritating.

Argh. I feel lyk a psycho or something. Always thinking abt damn weird stuff, thinking that it's all true, but everyone tells me it's not true.

But I seriously feel tt it's true la.

Wth am I talking -_-

I seriously shud see a psychiatrist or something..

ransom my heart

2009-07-04T21:03:00.009+08:00

Really damn nice sia == Listen a lot of times le still nt tired of it hahahaha. I rmb Lihui blogged abt it b4, let me post the video again la lol. Den I can listen when I go my blog -_- Okay, stupid lol.

Ytd went Jp wif Huiqi. Wanted 2 watch movie but lyk nth 2 watch -_- TWJ ARH. Ask him find time slot, he replied me hours ltr tt his com no $$ (o.O?) and handphone no batt (-_-) He must be playing somewhere lol. Anw, found out a lot of things, Huiqi was upset abt her oral!! Nvm, JYJY. Hope for the best.

EVELINE ARH. Sad la..... Y u.. alamak -_- AND HOR. SAY I FUTURE MRS CHIANG. WTH... LOL. I dun wan become auntie == And u guys all dun lyk her lo, vry sad can -_-

Sang 没有如果 to Huiqi LOL. Singing damn bad but Huiqi nv say xP Still keep asking me for lyrics, den she recited it again lyk poem. HAHAHA. So damn funny, gt one woman on the MRT stared at us cos we vry noisy n I kept laughing xD

Oh ya, I tink u guys okay le right?? Jyjy xD And LIJUAN ARH. Sry la, I can't go basketball le.. Angie wan me go pei her buy a lot of stuff -_- Next time la o.O I wan play oso xD lol.

Been a long time since I didn't think of other things le. Thinking so much, worrying about all those things, its really a burden sia.

My character is like that la.. Always make ppl feel weird/dislike me/whatsoever. -_-

I really hope you didn't lose hope in me.
I really hope you still believe in me.
I hope you won't . Forget it.
It's no use already.

もういいです。

storm of rain.

2009-07-02T20:00:00.000+08:00

evelineeeee: hello gina i am tagging okay faster blog blog blog blog update update update i wanna read read read
Yayaya, no one read oso. Zzz. I dunno blog wad -_-

lihui: AHHH ATASHINCHI IS NIIIICE!!!!
Ya, damn nice xD Y u dun lyk Sho n Chisato tgt.. Alamak... Haiz, I tink they okay leh.. LOL. Okay la, I lyk all couples -_-

Haiz. Mood changes a lot recently. Sin Nee says vry "amusing" == but really feel kinda weird sia. Sian. Argh, I just cant get along well wif ppl.

Anw, tml O LEVEL ORAL FOR SOME PPL.... JYJY EVELINE AND HUIQI!

Did oral with Huiqi 2day, vry worried for her sia.. Dun care le, tml must revise more with her during recess and lunch o.O

Today changed seating arrangement, damn sian lo... Isolated at some corner. LOL. Okay la, Joy's beside me, Eurona's in front of me, Sin Nee's beside but vry far away from me, Rui Xiang's behind me (HE'S CUTE AND FUNNY BUT. he 2day so awkward. Sad la, dun lyk me sit in front of him lo T.T)

Everyone was damn quiet after Mr Peh changed seats o.O I still hav 2 bear for 1 week or more b4 he MAYBE change the arrangement again. Aiya, sian. Lol. Nvm la~

Sian. I nid go do English hw, if nt sure die liao. -_-

don't give up.
I got faith in you guys.
You've travelled a long way,
it's not worth that...

不要让她走。
JIAYOU JIAYOU.

Infinity.

2009-06-26T21:42:00.007+08:00

HAHAHA. xD Camp photos~~~

Each photo I at corner only -_-
LOL. Nvm la, I really miss camp a lot o.O
Even though gt a lot of things can't do,
still vry fun xP

Sian lo, so fast over liao...

Eelin: hi, tagged:) i want play bball o.o
LOL..Okay.... U ask me out 2 play bball la o.O Lol. After sch reopen u guys oso nt free leh o.O I dunno if I free anot xD

`QIHUI: I miss camp , really ! D:
DAMN FUN HOR. Sad la, I oso miss camp a lot....
My instructor's damn nice xP

2day went Bugis with Angie o.O Watched free movie xD Courtesy of her la lol. Shared popcorn n drink, so damn full -_-

Pai sei la, I tot Medium popcorn nt so big xD SHAW REALLY GIF A LOT OF POPCORN OKAY.. Next time go again, must get at least 5 ppl 2 share -_- If nt cant finish.

Sad la, I damn broke.... Owe a lot ppl money again == Crazy la, can nv return finish one zzz.

Go watch Atashinchi no Danshi nw xD Tml do SS Project.. Sad.... Homework n oral hack care liao lol.

nightmare.

2009-06-25T12:03:00.004+08:00

Sian.. ANGIE ARH. U ARH. Make me tink so much -_-

I had a nightmare tt I gt H1N1 ytd -_- Couldn't breathe while sleeping, lyk I didn't noe how to breathe.. Den I kept yelling for my dad, but he couldn't hear me. I tot I was dying sia -_-

In the end woke up le, still yelling for my dad lol. Stupid la.

ANYWAY. CAMP WAS DAMN FUN. LOL. Better dun read la, I type until so much I oso feel guily le. LOL.

1st laugh~
Day 1 gt Flying fox, Abseilling and water rafting o.O

Icebreaker games damn fun la, see them running n running xP Eurona said my reaction was fast when playing Food Whacko. LOL. I stun for damn long de lo, but I forgot who nv come n hit Eurona xD

Flying fox and abseiling I can't play xD But they all DAMN pro. Esp. Rui Xiang o.O I seriously tink Rui Xiang damn brave n super cute can. LOL. (I'm nt crushing on him or wad. -_-) Aiya, he just damn cute la. LOL.

Water rafting damn fun xD They vry bad lo... Nv tell us earlier, we all didn't bring complete set of clothes to change... The water seriously -_- Vry dirty. LOL. The instructor demo-ed to us hw 2 tie knots, but she nv see properly leh.. Den keep swinging the rope ard, the water splashed into alot of us lol. Liang Shi most ke lian, sit in front, the water keep hitting onto her face o.O

I tore Sin Nee's track pants sia -_- She wear so long nv tear b4, I wear 1 day only keep tearing leh wth.. LOL. Aiya, den the other instructor ask me hold his hand -_- Cos I stand in front. Zzz. so sian diao. Lol.. But go in water quite fun leh o.O Even though all wet, but paddle in the water vry funny. The raft nv sink, but keep going further n further, in the end the instructors have to ride on boat or smt, push us back T.T

OH YA. (random) I tink their food quite okay leh -_- Even though a lot a lot, but I lost 1 kg -_-
AND THEY GOT MILO OKAY.. I lyk their milo -_-

Serving duty oso damn funny xD

Mr Ling saw me n asked if I went Sentosa. Den I gong gong, keep staring at him. Den he stared at me oso. But Xing Hui tot he didn't get enuf rice, cos he didn't say anything o.O Den she kept scooping lots of rice onto his plate. IN THE END, THE RICE LYK MOUNTAIN LIAO. Huiqi told him 2 look at his plate den he saw. LOL. EXPRESSION PRICELESS.

But we all laugh too loud until the instructors stared at us n asked us to keep quiet.....

2nd laugh~

2day mostly is encourage them lo xP Cos all high elements, I can't do. SO SIAN. LOL. But they all say I much more nervous/scared than the one climbing all those things, cos I kept saying be careful n jia you in a vry panicky way -_-

Aiya, General stations aka low elements first, had 2 climb over a wall, walk across balancing trails n climb across tyres or smt.. LOL. Damn sad la.. Rui Xiang say I heavy T.T so damn sad can. LOL.

Den Challenge Rope Course n Rock Wall o.O They all damn pro la.. LYNETTE ARH. Keep saying she cannot climb the rock wall (we went indoors cos raining a lot) but she reached it lo lol. LIJUAN climbed the rock wall oso xD I GOT CHEER FOR YOU LO. U HACK CARE ME. LOL.

Den raining, we went 2 play station games o.O Caterpillar n R.O.C.K. n the hand tapping thingy lol. Caterpillar damn cham lo, I so short but stood wif all the tall tall ppl.. In the end Hazel (OUR DEAREST INSTRUCTOR xD) say arrange according to ascending height.. I had 2 go from one end to the other == And bcos had 2 save Tie Feng, Liang Choon n I grabbed his hands lyk hell, den made Xing Hui n Joyce fall LOL.

Last laugh~
Outdoor cooking for ytd xD I helped in making the fire lo.. (not much help la -_-) In the end the food all koped by the rest, ESP. XING HUI! She say she vegetarian but still ate so much curry chicken o.O But at least I didn't get to eat the baked beans lol.

But we made toast n ppl fed me curry chicken la haha. The eggs arh... Total failure == 1/4 cooked only.. But we had 2 finish it leh, den everyone only took a super tiny sip, I took one spoonful -_- Den the rest Hazel drank........ SHE SO KE LIAN LA..

Den wrote NYAA lo.. They all seriously -_- dunno hw they can say so much one lol.. (still say all is crap ==) My NYAA booklet dunno lyk wad le -_- Torn and tattered. NYAA booklet can buy again ma?? I wan buy leh....

After camp, went 2 edit proposal wif Eveline n Xien Dong. Haha. WE SETTLED A LOT OF THINGS SIA. I become auntie liao lo, keep asking for cheaper price. Zzz. So bad lo, all laugh at me de. -_-

But cos everything including CCA will b cancelled/postponed, so we gt more time... But I still wan extension of holidays leh! Projects nt done yet, homework nt done..........

Sad lo, can't get Hazel's number.. In the end group hug oso dun hav, she dunno go wer lol.. BUT WE GOT GROUP PHOTO. At Mr Peh's dere.. He oso nv gif us -_- zzz.

And hor. ANGIE. I NV COUGH A LOT LIAO OKAY. DUN CURSE ME SAY I DIO H1N1 LIAO. LTR I GT NIGHTMARE AGAIN ==

fell again.

2009-06-22T00:43:00.002+08:00

lijuan: yo.
Lol. HI. o.O

lihui: He very small meh...
Quite lo o.O I look damn huge beside him LOL.

lihui: SIAO YOU NOTHING TO DO AH. A-Z!!!! HAHAHA
Ya -_- Sian diao ma LOL.

Sian.......... TODAY'S CAMP! And I'm still on9.. Lol. Damn nt efficient worker here T.T

SO SORRY XIEN DONG (even though you can't see...)

PIXELATED LA.. WAD TO DO... Aiya. He's nt replying me.............................................

stupid stupid~

2009-06-20T00:48:00.004+08:00

beru: http://blog.omy.sg/xeeyan/archives/298 -> funny post
LOL. CHINESE LEH O.O I gt read de hor. o.O Abt dis salesgirl. LOL.

lihui: HAHAHA UPLOAD PHOTOS OF JAY LA!!
lihui: Wa what did you do on Tuesday? Compete w Mrs Chiang?
Lol.. Wednesday nt Tuesday.. I gong gong liao lol.. Cough ma -_- Aiyo, u upload le still wan me upload LOL.. Nvm la, next time I wan see I just go ur blog or see my hp xD HE CONSIDERED CUTE LE LO.. SO SMALL LOL.

Ate dessert for dinner today.
Addicted to treating everyone lyk little kids cos I went to Appleland to take care of the kids T.T SO CUTE LA THEY... Miss them a lot sia...
Bused to some place I didn't noe n managed to get to east coast park xD
Cycled on double-bike with Angie n we didn't hav any chemistry. LOL sorry la -_-
Damn sensitive 2day cos of my size again. WTH.
Entertained by Yong Tao n Tie Feng 2day -_- lol.. AND THE 老师嫁老大!~ xD
Forgotten.
Gone crazy looking at the rich ppl staying at MANDARIN GARDEN. It's this super big condo which I chanced upon when I alighted at some random bus stop.....
Had fun 2day. LOL.
Hid from TWJ when he wanted 2 stalk Angie home HAHA. On the bus damn funny, kept hiding here n dere, in the end he gt fooled by me (I so evil sia....)
I am hungry nw sia... LOL. Sammy is making me even hungrier....
Jumped ard for nth LOL.
KFC PORRIDGE. I FINALLY GOT TO EAT IT 2DAY. -_- Say wan eat say until so many days liao. lol.
Late for 6C4 gathering and walked ard a lot LOL. Scenery quite nice lo O.O
Lame enough to write all these haha.
Msg-ed Annabel for so long, only realised she was a STARHUB subscriber 2day. No wonder my phone bill's so ex -_-
Not enuf sleep 2day even though I slept early ytd... Still sick sia, everywhere aches -_-
One more week. Dun feel lyk going back school.... LOL.
Played with a lot of SOFT TOYS and PLUSHIES. Sin Nee gt a lot lo... THE BEARS AND DOGGIE PLUSHIE WERE DAMN CUTE... Keep hugging them -_- Looked lyk damn big kid -_-
Questioned myself a lot 2day cos I dunno hw 2 go east coast park from Bedok mrt -_-
Restless for the ltr part of the day cos I dunno do wad lol
Shud hav done a lot more regarding .... ==
Sweat a lot 2day!!!!!!!!
Talked a lot of crap at Sin Nee's house today... Siao la, powerpoint nt even 1/4 done...
Understood that Subaru in 'Dance Subaru' is really damn cool... Independent -_-
Vented all my frustrations by smsing Annabel n listening too songs haha.
Wanted to play basketball when doing project but forgot to bring xD
eXplored Areas D n E of east coast park by myself cos no one came to find me == lol lol.
Yawned for more than 50 times 2day.. -_- dunno y so tired..
Zzz-ed for 1 hour on the train to bedok with Sin Nee n Huiqi. Sorry for not going to 302 gathering sia....

L-BLOCKED STAR.

2009-06-17T18:03:00.002+08:00

lihui: REST WELL!! WATER WATER WATER!!!
LOL. Okay okay.. My throat 2day much better le lo o.O U nv hear me cough a lot == Ytd was disastrous, still compete with Mrs Chiang LOL.

beru: Annyeong~ im leaving alr~ get well soon! computer, you get well soon!!
beru: yes, its nice. im replying to your tags xD
beru: what thing you want people to geddit. Lol. naw, i know what im saying. got gender diff kays. WOMAN & GIRL.

ZZZ. Say so much to say i CHILDISH. LOL jkjk xD My computer nt okay lo... Now using my mum's colleague's laptop xD HAHA.

angie: -.-
Zzz. Everyday noe hw 2 -.- me only. LOL.

Sian... Shi Ying is nagging at me for not going to gatherings.... First time didn't go, dunno doing wad lol.. But dis time really gt reason ma!

9am - 2pm: SS FPSP Project (Yong Tao n Tie feng talked too much crap liao LOL.. xD Jkjk, my com spoil la, tt's y cant do the powerpoint, so set tt time go Sin Nee's hse do o.O Haiz......)

2pm - 8pm: 6C4 GATHERING~~ Must go la, if not LIJUAN kill me haha. Rush from Bukit Batok to Bedok o.O Okay, a bit crazy.... Nvm la, LIJUAN LO. LOL jkjk. LIJUAN vry ke lian liao, keep contacting ppl n adjusting time so more ppl can go o.O

2day quite fun, cos of JAY. LOL. He damn cute la -_- Eveline keep saying he's a stupid dog.. Vry cute leh haha. But he scared of me zzz. Too big size liao, VS such a small little dog. Lol. Keep peeing n poo-ing everywhere xD

take initiative
do something.
take initiative
do something..
take initiative
do something~~~~!!!

I'M NOT DOING ANY.... Haiz, no wonder I'm such a failure.

ARGH.

CAMP CAMP CAMP.

2009-06-15T01:00:00.003+08:00

beru: YOU ARE GIRL. BYEBYE
beru: got a TERRIFIC SHOCK!! haven been here in a long while!! O.O akakakaka
HAHA. BBF arh. o.O Nice? Lol. I am girl of cos la -_- U arh.. Dunno wad u talking. LOL.

Shini: Hahas quoted from My Queen if I'm not wrong;D
YA. DAMN DAMN NICE HOR. xD

lihui: Another person in my group too
lihui: My topic also homosexuals hehehehehe. I GOT FULL MARKS FOR IT.
lihui: Huh wth your project can do over the holidays!!! We only had a really short time to do it.
LOL. I oso dunno do until wer le.. I nv help T.T So gd la, gt full marks. I can nv ever get full marks de lol. Now even worse. NO VOICE. How 2 practice -_-

Got Infocomm Camp on 12th~~

Quite fun la lol. Played a lot of games, even though we quite.. Luan in the morning.. -_-
At first Eveline still tot no one coming, in the end more than 15 ppl came xD
28 including Exco lo, okay la... Still gt 7 ppl nv come.. Haiz. NEVERMIND. Still fun xD

Amazing Race, Lihui n I in charge of Guessing Game xD Yew Shen n Luo Yang's group damn pro o.O Sung Yang's grp vry slow lol, still nid restart xP

But sad lo. After camp sick liao zzz. Coughing lyk hell now haha. At Angie's hse using her com xD Sleeping overnight here~~~ HAHAHA. I SO SHUANG. Okay -_- I'm spreading germs all over the place, lol. Ltr her hse nid disinfect liao (okay, touch wood. I DUN have fever zzz.)

Dunno wad 2 blog abt le lol.. Gonna watch 福氣又安康 a few hours ltr lol. Okay la, eh Angie. We 2day dun slp le. Really overnight. Lol. (I'm typing it here even though she's just 1.5 metre away zzz.)

why don't you get it
why don't you get it
why don't you get it
HAIZ.

paranoid.

2009-06-09T23:12:00.004+08:00

Wan me blog I oso dunno blog wad ma.. Hahas. 2day damn sian de~~ But gt ppl lyk Yong Tao and Tie Feng == Damn gay n funny, so still okay la hahas.

2day gt English project with Sin Nee n Lynette~ Discussed abt HOMOSEXUALS. Hahas, our project topic's sexual discrimination ma xD I'm kinda.. against homosexuals -_- Feel lyk... weird weird de leh == Okay la, I vry bad........

Anw, gossiped a lot wif Lynette o.O She noes A LOT of stuff. LOL. Haiz. so sad lo. I wan gossip abt a certain thing but SOMEONE DUN WAN TELL ME. ZZZ. AND NOT LYK I WILL TELL OTHER PPL, I JUST WAN NOE LO. (I hope tt person'll realise I'm talking abt tt person xD)

After English project, SS PROJECT == Sian diao la.. Discuss so many things in one day. I damn tired lo haiz... I wanted 2 play basketball xD Yong Tao n 2 WITCHES (Sin Nee n I -_-) sat at 3rd floor lift lobby, no fan, damn hot lo hahas.

Den he keep saying we 2 will bully him, cos Tie Feng nt dere yet hahas. TIE FENG WAS DAMN DAMN LATE LA WTH...... N he came in full sch uniform -_- So warm can... We all wore PE HAHA.

Den laughed a lot... But I laugh damn weird. Sad la, he call me wad.. Gei sai. Sad. LOL. Cos laughter damn weird. okay, next time laugh must b careful zzz. Always gif me weird weird nickname de. Still call me XIAO NIANG RE. OMG LA. ZZZ...... AND IS THAT MAID OKAY. -_-

OH YA. WE PLAYED 'THROW THE PENS INTO THE BIN'. LOL, lame I noe xD I won Yong Tao -_- He at first started doing the.. throw chocolate n catch with mouth game o.O He quite pro lo, still wan us throw chocolate for him to catch -_- But I keep throwing wrong way, in the end drop onto floor or almost hit him hahas.

But I threw the pens arh, 3 times go in lo xD Throw my pens somemore -_- no ink de la hahas.
And Lynette n Sin Nee called him the CAVEMAN. Hahas. Damn alike lo HAHA. He at first stare at the chocolate, lyk saying, 'what is this? Hmm.. Taste nice....' Den started saying 'chocolate' in a caveman-alike language LOL.

Went home after tt~~~ den maple-d. o.O I met a 36 year old guy.. He wan me call him uncle. LOL. Kay la, damn random. I nv maple a lot liao lo. Shi Ying cannot say I maple addict le xP

I DID MY HOMEWORK INSTEAD OF MAPLING O.O Ask Angie or Annabel xP Write tt stupid paragraph make me sian diao le hahas. And nw blogging liao lo. Maple afk. LOL.

I WAN GO OUT TML~~~ But nid stay at home do stuff leh. Nvm bah.. Haiz.

SEE LA, DUNNO WAD 2 BLOG LIAO LOL.

Staring into thin air,
was I looking for you?

Stupid stupid thinking,
I'll forget it.

QUEEN~

2009-06-06T23:05:00.003+08:00

这个城市有规定出来混的，都一定要两个人吗？我一个人也可以过的很好，因为我是女王

——单无双！

Quoted from 'some person'

'i dont care about couples
they are just like irritating dragonflies mating everywhere'

LOL LOL. LTR THE COUPLES COME KILL ME. LOL.

whoosh~

2009-06-06T22:35:00.003+08:00

400th post~~

2DAY WENT ANGIE'S HSE BAKE STUFF AGAIN. Okay, really nid consider taking baking as NYAA liao. HAHA.

Anw, LIJUAN n Ee Lin baked 2day. Angie helped. I slacked. Hahas.. So damn tired lo, from basketball n CIP. Sian diao, on Wednesday, played basketball with Huiqi, Aaron n Benjamin, still okayokay leh..

Aaron asked if I played basketball for vry long le xD And Benjamin was OKAY.. for a partner la.. But he keep bullying me during HORSE ==

BUT 2DAY WAS DAMN DISASTROUS CAN. CAN'T EVEN GO IN T.T Den arh~~ ANGIE, EELIN, TJ, ZY SHOULD NOE. THE WHO AND WHO HOR. LOL LOL.

damn fun la~~~~~~

3 sweet sweet pairs~ SO CUTE HOR. AND AHEM AHEM. WHEN YOU SEE DIS, DUN TINK I'M TALKING ABT OTHER PPL. IT'S YOU. LOL. (okay, I dunno if they 2 can get the hint ==)

Ah~~ So sweet arh~ Cute lyk hell. I oso wan~ LOL. DESPO. LOL.

TAKE A DEEP DEEP BREATH.

EVELINE ARH. MAKE ME SAY STUFF. ZZZ. DUN TELL ANYONE HOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahas. Okay, LIJUAN talking 2 me, n we talked abt BLISTER o.O

Aiya. Play basketball tt time. Dunno y, gt blister... Pain lyk hell.... And at weird weird place oso, I dunno hw 2 walk la. In the end walk SO WEIRD-LY. Den went Watsons b4 going home 2 buy plasters....

ZZZ. And I just kicked my blister.... SO DAMN PAIN LA.... HAIZ..

LOL. I SHALL CONTINUE SPAMMING PPL. AND BEI SPAMMED. HAHA.

innocent times.

2009-06-05T19:35:00.002+08:00

CIP TODAY. LOL. KIDS. Damn cute la... But playing wif them is so damn tiring... Hahas. In the end didn't noe 2 feel happy tt we're leaving or sad cos I wanted 2 stay longer T.T

And played Asshole Daidi during our lunch period xP I gt King for the first few rounds! Den near the end I keep being Asshole le == But away from the kids of cos HAHA. I ate a lot during lunch lo.. Haiz. So fat. LOL.

And so scared the kids'll cry lo T.T I saw 2 guys cry. And gt dis guy arh. JERALD. or JERRALD. I dunno. He damn bully la, keep bullying everyone, den still act lyk not on purpose one lo.. Ask him say sorry oso so hard. So damn bad la.

Made Lynette, Le Ting, Yu Xuan, Zi Rui + other guys (I dunno their names still pai sei T.T) damn sad/angry lo...

Haha, THERE'S A KID CALLED LYNETTE. But she's friendly la, vry fun.. Keep hugging me o.O I LOVE HER OKAY -_- She said I was not fat == And THIN. Wth man. LOL. Den she went off saying hw fat her brother is xP

LOL. N ZESIREE. LOL. The toddler lo, I dun tink Joy or Jing En they all saw her.. She went Huiqi's class, n she dun lyk me lo... I talk 2 her she dao me T.T And keep staring at me wif those gonna cry eyes... I gt so scary meh o.O

OH YA. I DIDN'T TAKE PHOTO OF THE DAMN CHIO GIRL. OKAY. Nvm..

And dere's Le Ting~~ She gt disturbed by some guy == so didn't look at my camera haha.

The kids arh... Really == keep snatching my phone cos they wan take photos. Haha.

AND THAT'S ANDREW!~

Huiqi love him lots xD HAHAHA. Same as Daniel o.O But I didn't take his photo xD But he's nice la, vry cute o.O Keep attacking me wif plastic spiders/scorpions n stuff.... LOL. I dunno shud b happy or not == But tickling those kids r nice HA.

LYNETTE. Den Zesiree o.O U SEE. She ROLL EYES LO... Okay, she looking at Andrew la -_- But she stare at me de lo.. I so scary haiz.. Den that's Yu Xuan. Yu Xuan is cute xD But keep getting bullied ==

Haha. 2day damn fun. xD Tml gonna go bake cookies wif LIJUAN n Ee Lin at Angie's hse o.O Kinda weird....... LOL.

Nvm la~~

Innocent times.
We'll still live like kids,
not be upset about every little thing.
Forget abt everything bad,
think of only good things.

Smile and make everyone your friend.
Not living in our own world,
just ignoring the bad things of the world,
having our own childish minds.

tears

2009-06-02T18:53:00.003+08:00

lihui: Code Geass sounds familiar... I can't remember if I've watched it before.
LOL. Quite nice leh o.O LOL.

angie: lol. c.c. can't die. she's like, immortal liddat
Okay... C.C. dun lyk LeLouch meh?? She lyk.. Gt feelings for him de lo. LOL. I rmb she saw Shirley and Le Louch tgt, she was lyk, "dun jealous."

lynette: dun so emo le kaes?ltr get more wrinkles n grow older faster xp,angels n demons really nice arh?shall try to watch it soon ;D oh,ur hair will grow back de la,den aft dat den u go cut other place lor
NO HAIR LA. ZZZ. FRINGE STILL AS CHAM. ARGH. == Lol. Wait long long for it to grow T.T

xinhui: so emo for wad...what so useless LOL
USELESS LO. EXCO STUFF CANT HELP LA. Okay la, gt help a bit. LOL. Aiya. Nvm -_-

Watched till episode 13 of Code Geass o.O I cried lo.. Twice -_- Stupid la LOL. Once when Karen realised that her mum suffered so much cos she wanted to be always by her side.

2nd time when Shirley's dad died n Shirley kissed Le Louch. (I tot she only hugged him, den I tot, 'did they kiss? no bah?') THEY TWO DAMN CUTE OKAY. I CANT BELIEVE SHIRLEY DIED IN SEASON 2 OR I FORGOT WHEN.(ANGIE SAY DE.)

Haiz. Maple is sian recently. MC oso sian. Keep dio scammed -_- AND I'M BROKE. WTH.... I WAN MY ARC STAFF/CROMI T.T Haiz. Stuck at lvl 46. All the other ppl too pro liao, dun feel lyk chionging lyk them. Haiz. Hack la, leave me alone la. Good lo. LOL.

I lyk... Double-posted 2day -_- Nvm lol. POST MORE!~ HAHA. Compensate for nt posting often recently. LOL. Crap la -_-

OH YA. DEFEATED QUEEN. DAMN NICE. LAST EPISODE. I CRIED TWICE. LOL. DEN LAUGHED LYK HELL AT THE LAST PART xP

It's okay to be alone,
as long as you know how 2 love yourself
and be happy.

世界上人都在追逐爱情，
可是爱情就跟北极熊一样，
隔着镜头觉得它很可爱，
实际靠近它被它狠狠踩过一脚，

就知道什么叫做痛到想死。

Sometimes..

2009-06-02T11:30:00.005+08:00

No matter how much I want to, the person I can’t see
Trying to think of you, trying to think of you
As a dim figure appears
No matter how much I try, I’m still a helpless person
I tried calling you, tried calling you
No matter how much I try to recall the dim memories
Only those warm eyes appear
Often uncontrollably thinking of those memories
Even if I say no now, I still can’t help it
I live within the remaining memories of you

No matter how much I wait, I can’t do anything about it
I’m waiting for you, waiting for you
No matter how painful the memories that have disappeared are
Only those warm eyes often appear
Only those warm eyes appear
Often uncontrollably thinking of those memories
Even if I say no now, I still can’t help it

Those memories of us always together can only remain where they are

I often think of those hands that found me
I often think of your smiling face as you saw me
Even if I say no now, I still can’t help it
I live within the remaining memories of you
Only those warm eyes appear
Often uncontrollably thinking of those memories
Even if I say no now, I still can’t help it
I live within the remaining memories of you

JI HOO IS SO SWEET + CUTE + KE LIAN T.T

credits~~
http://znalb.i.ph/blogs/znalb/2009/05/20/jun-pyo-and-ji-hoo/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uzL2wavl1c

CODE GEASS.

2009-06-01T18:59:00.001+08:00

Just started watching Code Geass, den remembered so long nv blog le. Aiya. Recently keep playing maple. THEY ALL SOT SOT DE CAN. EVERYONE USE HACK. EVEN EVELINE. ZZZ. Only I so stupid nv use hack la -_-

Nvm la, gt Shi Ying n Xin Hui pei me xD I nw only lvl 45 -_-

Code Geass is == I dunno I shud lyk or not. Zero is cool la LOL. But the geass so kong bu -_- Everyone die die die. And the whole floor is filled with corpses and BLOOD. Zzz.

I dun lyk see ppl dying lol. And hor, Angie, the Knightmares nt nice lo -_- Gundams look nicer. LOL.

Sian, I go watch la.

P.S. C.C. came out so nice but died in the first episode. She gonna reborn? o.O

bad.

2009-05-26T20:00:00.005+08:00

I AM SO USELESS MAN. WTH. CAN'T HELP IN ANYTHING LA.!!

Haiz. Long time nv blog liao. LOL. Friday went 2 watch Angels and Demons with Joy, Hui Qi, Tian Lan lol. Angels n Demons is quite nice o.O LOL.

Okay, n I cried for the bad guy -_- I SERIOUSLY TOT HE WAS GOOD OKAY. SACRIFICE FOR ALL THE PPL... Den turns out he's so bad.. Doing all those things only for his own interest in the end.

Hui Qi n Joy looked at me with the cannot believe I cried face. Lol. -_- I'm crazy la. Lyk tt oso can cry.

After watching Angels n Demons, walked ard n they 3 went home le.. I WENT TO MEET LUCINDA. Hahas... Long long long time nv see her, ate dinner wif her lol. Okay, I just rmb.. I owe her money from tt time........ T.T

Damn funny lo haha. AND IT'S LUCINDA'S BIRTHDAY TODAY. BEST FRIEND CAN. LOL. I only wished her happy birthday. Such an useless friend cum person. Anything oso cant do de.

Den arh. I lost somemore -_- After Luc went for her tuition, I gt lost -_- Didn't noe wer 2 take 187 from West Mall.. Walk walk walk den found the bus stop la. 157.

DEN. OMG MAN. -_- My fringe sucks lo, ppl lyk XIN HUI n SHI YING who always suan my fringe will noe... Den I saw TJ on 157. -_- He cant recognise me la, lol. I was smsing Annabel n Lucinda, den I saw him beside. Looked at him twice den recognised is him. Den I started laughing lyk hell cos his expression damn weird. LOL.

useless.
i didn't tink too much.

...

2009-05-20T22:26:00.003+08:00

xinhui: your hair!!!! HEHE :D
ZZZ. I NOE ITS SCREWED. DUN NID U TO SAY ZZZ.

yating: your hair!lol
U ALSO. ZZZ. I NOE VRY WEIRD LA....

lihui: HAHAHAHA THAT'S FUNNY!!!
lihui: HAHAHAHA I HAVE A "OMG. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU!?!?" LOOK?
Lol.. Ya... I can't believe u say it's cute la.. So damn screwed.. SARCASM! lol..

SAMANTHA!!!: OMGGG. so many ppl's birthdays?!!! okayyy.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PPL!!
SAMANTHA!!!: oops. press too many times
SAMANTHA!!!: wow. hao jiu mei lai le
o.O Lol.. Sammy even worse lol..

2day.. Just reply tags.. Results came out. I dunno to feel happy or sad actually..

BUT STILL. THANKS TO THOSE WHO HELP ME LA... (encourage me even though I always sian diao n say, 'no use de'.)

BB~~

2009-05-17T18:59:00.002+08:00

Eelin: hey. bball soon? very long nvr play with ur le leh :)
LOL. We just played 2day xD Okay okay, anytime LOL. YOU FREE MUST TELL ME MA!

evelineeee: lol you forgot about bessy's birthday lol. it's on the 14th..
I damn bad de lo... Haiz... SORRY EVERYONE T.T

lihui: GO JOIN GO JOIN! Then you invite your friends also la Eveline and Shini also have Plurk account! Hurry hurry joinnn. hahaha.
lihui: I REPLY YOUUUU
Alamak... LOL. Okayokay.. I join SOON. LOL.

Shini: Hahaha its alrights! ;D Thankyou!! <333
I'M DAMN BAD T.T NVM. My fringe will take ages to grow, kao eh... UGLY LYK HELL. LOL.

Played basketball 2day with LIJUAN, ANGIE, HAI YUN, YAO XIANG. Gt pang seh-ed by Allen n ZY. LOL.

Sorry leh Angie... U go home so early -_- SHOULD PLAY MORE! Den we 2 can grow taller LOL.

I in-ed a lot of 3 pointers 2day~~~ :sense of accomplishment: xD
Okay la, zi kua -_- LIJUAN n Hai Yun in even more T.T

Haha. C4 gathering coming soon le~~~~ 30th May go watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2!~ Okay la, if no one go arh, PPL PEI ME GO LEH. No one pei me go out vry sad de -_- Lol.

Long long time nv see Hai Yun le, still as tall xD She still say I cut straight vry cute -_- YA RIGHT. SO UGLY T.T Hai Yun trying 2 comfort me.. LOL.

Haiz... Nvm la... Tml hopefully no one will notice... Ltr Xin Hui laugh at me -_- Sin Nee probably will react somehow oso... NEVERMIND. Everyone's bound to hav ugly fringes once in a while... LOL. No la, not cursing -_- Sound so evil lo... Lol..

Sad... Now look so weird... LIKE I DUN LOOK WEIRD ENOUGH EVERYDAY. ZZZ.

Ltr Lihui gif me the 'OMG. WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU' look... LOL.

AIYA......

2009-05-14T11:28:00.003+08:00

lihui: It's not a virus or wtv kkkz. Hurry hurry create an account! :D
lihui: GINAAA! Join me here!!! Hahaha http://plurk.com/xoxolihui/invite

Lol.. No one will reply my Plurks de la. LOL.

AIYA.... I FORGOT ABOUT SHINI'S BIRTHDAY.... wth la... I'm so bad -_- I dunno wad I was doing ytd oso... Haiz.

SO SORRY SHINI. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.
REALLY REALLY SORRY....

Haiz. Such a bad senior -_-

Nvm la, I gt my punishment liao. LOL. My fringe is so damn disastrous. Went to cut hair 2day, cut STRAIGHT leh. So damn weird T.T Haiz, nvm. Lol. Who tell me so bad forget ppl's birthday. Now gt retribution le.

Ltr going gym wif LIJUAN and Angie -_- Gonna get laughed at liao lo. Sian diao.

And arh, SHINI. I GIVE U PERMISSION TO LAUGH AT MY FRINGE HOWEVER LONG U LIKE.

Lol, lyk she cares. Aiya, damn sad lo zzz.

forgetting everything.
everything's a new beginning.
Lol.