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buildings with a hundred floors,
spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.

entries about chat links




breakaway
Let's break away.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 // 23:15

Thinking of tomorrow brings tears to my eyes, cause tomorrow we might have to say good bye.
But if tomorrow, it should be the end, the best memory I'd take with me was the day you became my friend.

waiting........
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 // 00:29

I remember. Maybe that is good enough.

I don't want tomorrow to come.
Sunday, October 25, 2009 // 20:42

If tomorrow comes, what will happen?

I don't want. I'd rather there is never a tomorrow.... At least no more bad things will happen.

What if.

Under the vast blue sky,
we may never see each other again.
Livin' in two different worlds,
Each is not in other's life.




Will you remember me? Do you still remember me?


Please remember.

(Laughs) It probably doesn't matter to you that much....





What will be forgotten, will be eventually.

If tomorrow comes.
// 20:34




JUJU with JAY’ED – If Tomorrow Comes

Lyrics: JUJU, JAY’ED, Jeff Miyahara
Music: JUJU, JAY’ED, Jeff Miyahara, RYLL & couco

I won’t leave with a goodbye
Because I’ll see you everytime I close my eyes

If tomorrow comes then I don’t need anything
I just want you to keep on smiling forever

Don’t say it, I still want to feel your touch
If you say it, I feel like I’ll fall apart
So all I could do is feel the warmth as I held your hand

Time won’t stop and will tear us apart someday
I want to watch you more and hold you in my arms forever
Time is slipping away

If tomorrow comes then I don’t need anything
I just want you to keep on smiling forever

Don’t cry, we have a little more time left together
And there’s still something I want to tell you
Though I find it hard to put into words, stand by me

As time slips away it makes us both feel lonely
So I’ll try softly smiling, I don’t ever want to leave you
Livin’ life for today

If tomorrow comes then I don’t need anything
I just want you to keep on smiling forever

If I was only born so that we could meet
Then I want to remember every moment in my heart
Even if it’s just for a second more
Let me stay by your side

If tomorrow comes then I don’t need anything
I just want you to keep on smiling, forever more
If tomorrow comes then I don’t need anything
I just want you to keep on smiling forever

I won’t leave with a goodbye

Credits: Quartet4.net

Gomen ne Juliet
Saturday, October 24, 2009 // 04:29



When I met you, I remembered
What it felt like to love someone; it was something that I'd forgotten for a very long time
When I regained these wonderful emotions
Everyday that passed seemed to be dyed in such vibrant colours


Even if there would be obstacles, even if I would lose something
I swore that I would love and protect you


Even though we ascertained our feelings for each other with a hundred million kisses
Somehow, it wasn't enough
And we both knew that our love would come to an end
Ah I'm sorry, Juliet


Even though I loved you more deeply than I ever loved anyone
I managed to hurt you more than I've ever hurt anyone


The words "goodbye" made my heart hurt
There's no way that we'll love each other again, is there?


Being in love doesn't stop us from being able to hurt, no matter how much I want to stop
I stole away your radiant smile
Could it be that we should never have met?
Ah, I'm sorry that you fell in love with me


I love you, but our love can't be; how I miss you
There's no such thing as my not loving you; I can't let go of these wishes
A hundred million kisses couldn't reach them; I want to meet you on this holy night
I loved you so much I wanted to break you


Even if I go blind, I'll know that it's you
Because we embraced each other so many times
Even though we both love each other, we still can't overcome it
Could it be fate?


Even though we ascertained our feelings for each other with a hundred million kisses
Somehow, it wasn't enough
And we both knew that our love would come to an end
Ah I'm sorry, Juliet

Ah I'm sorry, Juliet

loveless
Friday, October 23, 2009 // 23:24

I’ve pretty much figured out
Why you’re looking away from me
It’s because you can’t bring yourself to talk about breaking up, isn’t it
I didn’t notice the signs
That our emotions were growing apart even as we were together
And now that you’ve found another love
I can’t even find the words to say that’ll stop you from leaving

This is goodbye?
This is the end?
Tell me that’s a lie, though even if you did
Your hand will grow cold
We’ll just become strangers
So don’t say you’re sorry
Just please don’t cry anymore
Because it makes me want to hold you
Please, say goodbye with a smile
Before the memories we have together become painful


Credits:
watchful21@LJ

Even though it's just a rough translation, it's damn nice.

sad to say.
// 20:34

The time is over ! Time is over! It’s useless to cry over it
I tore my memories apart, they can eat shit for all I care

- JASMINE (Sad to say)

HAHAHAHA.
Friday, October 16, 2009 // 23:56

Haha, EXCO outing today haha. Damn nice. Okay la, ECP. == In the end everyone was damn tired............................

I wanna slp now sia >< Vry vry fun hahaha. Sian.. ECP rike bike. == Spent damn damn damn long being taught by Lihui, Eveline, Xd T.T SORRY LOL.. I keep getting ppl wounded.. Esp. Lihui.

And Xd fell down for the FIRST time in his bike riding life. Sad lol..

AND KELLY LEARNT IT IN LIKE 5 MINUTES?! WTH.. But her friends a bit........ o.O

Anyway, ECP is nice lol. So I shall kope photos from Lihui's blog. xD Some I take de hahaha.


I dunno if this one is I take de haha. BUT THE BEACH IS DAMN FUN. Even though I got pang seh-ed by them when they went to ride bike LOL.

Still damn nice xD Playing with sand hahaha.

LIHUI, SEND ME THOSE PICTURES AGAIN OKAY?!!
U canceled the thing then I couldn't save.... LOL.



Haha, Eveline and Lihui with her super outstanding NEON pink nail polish haha. 2NE1, keep saying lol. U nv post the one with the 2NE1 sign n the LIP COLOUR ONE!!!! LOL. Those look damn funny haha.

-random-

I just heard two DAMN DAMN loud explosion sounds and 1 softer one. Reminds me of the spontaneous combustion thingy. I damn scared ltr I suddenly catch fire or smt.

SEE LA ANGIE. SOT SOT ONE LO U. LET ME SEE THOSE KINDA THING. Lol.

JYJYJY.
Thursday, October 15, 2009 // 19:20

everyone is grouchy grouchy after sleeping. Haha. So damn tired sia...

Worry about you sia. 2+ then I reached your house, then you didn't really ask me anything. 5+ sleep already, now still want sleep more. LOL. People call you also dun want answer sia o.O

Faster mug la okay. Jyjy, dun keep slacking, cut into your sleep time ==

But EOYS ARE OVER FOR THE REST OF US. HAHAHA. Okay I very bad ==

But seriously... Eoys damn suck energy de, aiya, dunno how to say also, just damn screwed....... Haiz. Damn sad.

Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. Feel like sleeping a lot a lot. Ting Jun's right. After exams seriously dunno wad to do, only things we gonna do is like, eat, sleep, shit and die.

Should have purpose in life man. Hahaha.

Tml going out with Infocomm exco. I keep forgetting... I tot nv go out sia.. Haiz. EOY take too much of my brain, cant tink of everything already. Zzz. Hate Eoys... WHO DUN HATE LEH. Haiz.

-okay shit, random-

And Angie is really getting frustrated cos of the damned phone which can't stop ringing. Relax == Aiya, when u see dis go sleep okay. Dun tire yourself out, if not tomorrow's paper GG already.

(gotten from Li Kai I think)

Your grade will drop from A to C if you sleep 3.5 hours/minutes later

Aiya, not true for me but anyway. Just go sleep early today. lol.

randomrandom: Mr Peh uses a purple pen. Haiz.

memories.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009 // 18:04

Just realised how many stupid things I've done all these years. Including now I'm still doing stupid things argh. Dunno hw long my list will be ==

Regret.... Maybe if I had said sorry, things might have been better. Regret procrastinating until the last moment, when nothing could be changed anymore. Really regret. If I can go back, I'll definitely say sorry.

What if, what if. It's all already gone, no use thinking about it anymore. Haiz. Should have forgotten everything, should not have started it again. Now all I can feel is regret and guilt.

waiting waiting waiting.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 // 11:16

3 subjects more! 2 more days! Hahahahahaha. EOY end best == Dun wanna mug anymore lol..

So far arh... Ranked according to level of screwed-ness ==

1. CHEMISTRY
2. E Maths Paper 2
3. Chinese
4. English
5. E Geog
6. Bio

Chemistry seriously sucked... Screw until dunno how to say.. Hope I dun fail.... Mrs Lim sure will come look for me again. Haiz....

Nvm == Left E Maths, A Maths, Physics. MUST JYJY LIAO.

Right eyelid twitching sia. Bad thing gonna happen... Die liao......

Haiz. Just had another war with ants. Hate ants. Hate ants HATE ANTS. Keep crawling here and dere.. Dunno for wad oso. 1 whole line so damn scary la. Haiz.

Tireddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. Go sleep liao lol.

Later then study.

high high
Saturday, October 10, 2009 // 21:42

LOL. Damn high. At Angie's house now, kept laughing at stupid random things. LOL.

Like BOOMZ. Okay, very bad, after laughing so long, seriously no kick, feel kinda bad for making fun of her sia...

Oh ya, this year PSLE Math paper seriously damn hard. Super super hard sia. I nid think until damn long den can do LOL.

Angie arh Angie. Dunno when you can see arh, but at this moment arh.
YOUR MOTHER DAMN FUNNY.

LOL LOL. Damn funny xD

Okay I really going crazy liao

Aiyo... Seriously la, study until damn sian, that's y mus be more high, if not really gonna die liao

Angie just nw tried to drag me to take photo tgt, dun care you. LOL can't catch me LOL.

stressed. stressed.stressed.
Thursday, October 8, 2009 // 21:25

super stressed. Omg la. Cannot remember. 2nd time 2day, I can't do anything, just sit there and stone. I really cannot remember all those stuff. 196 pages of info for Geog alone. 7 chapters of Geography. 10 chapters of Chemistry.

Haven't started on Chemistry. Geography is driving me crazy cause I can't remember everything. Still stuck at 3rd chapter. Dunno how meanders are formed == Argh.

And chapters 8 and 9 depend a lot on understanding and applying T.T Everyone says it's mostly common sense but I just dun have common sense okay. Argh. Never mind. After tomorrow. Can relax for a while. Finally.

I forgot to take antibiotics again == Tml faint better la. Dun need take EOYs already. Okay.. Jk zzz.

Always there.
Monday, October 5, 2009 // 18:00

Studying SS right now. Can't get anything into my head though. (Laughs)

Have to work very hard if I want to score well!!!!!!! But honestly, kind of no hope already.

Don't like it when I can't get anything inside my head.

But no choice right? Haiz. Wanna talk to someone right now >< But no one (I can talk to) is on9 bcos most of them are studying… Okay la, even if they are on9, they won't talk to me

(Sighs) Why do I always feel that way? I hate thinking that way. Makes me feel so mean…

But it's…….. Argh, don't know why it's so easy for me to make people hate me.

A lot people tell me not to care about this. But I can't.

Haiz. Don't know why I'm posting like this…. Feels so weird.


Haha. Haiz. Never mind bah…. Ranting again

Maybe should really go see a doctor or something. My flu or what must have caused my brain to degenerate or go crazy.


Ah, what crap. (Laughs)


GO STUDY LE!!!!!!! Must at least remember what.. Principles of Governance, Healthcare, Population growth, Ageing Population, Transport Policies by today. Wa siao.


-untitled-
Sunday, October 4, 2009 // 22:56

No idea how long I've been troubled about this already. Thinking about it everyday, dunno what to do at all. All this time, still thinking. Stupid bah. Lol. But actually, some things may fade over time, but they just can't disappear. They will always remain, cannot be removed. Never mind, at least I understand already.

hehe =)
Saturday, October 3, 2009 // 09:58

MID AUTUMN~~~~~~~~~~~

LOL. Still okay la xD Damn scared screw up T.T EVELINE. GOT SCREW ANOT?! VERY BAD ARH?!

Lol....... Super scared sia haiz. But still fun la xD the guys seriously == nth 2 do sia o.O Play with light sticks, form
'INFOCOMM'

word and Xd kept asking if there were any lanterns left lol.

But in the end couldn't go to any stalls >< Even though Xd gt his lantern afterwards == NEVERMIND LA. TRY VRY HARD LIAO... Just tt Eveline was damn sick... TAKE CARE LEH WTH.... Ltr she scold u again xP Sian........ No voice liao. Seriously no voice liao. Yew Shen still say my voice sounds better when I have sore throat T.T That means normally my voice damn not nice la.

Zzz, okay lo....... LOL.

Hope events in future oso can lyk tt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay.. the emoticon vry funny ==