HAHAHA. My blog is so damn dead la. Zzz. No one tag me lo~~ Lol.

Fixed my Windows Live 2day. I FEEL SO DAMN HIGH MAN WTH.. Lyk finally.. Dun hav 2 use ebuddy.. Everyday hav 2 log in lol, easy 2 use but ma fan sia..


Den I gt crazy n started spamming ppl -_-

LIJUAN, Angie, Xin Hui, Zhihao, Sammy xD

Sot sot liao. HAHA.

Aiya, just damn nice lo xD And I can finally play MSN games after lyk... 1 or 2 years.. -_- Dis is so ..............................

My tenants just moved out 2day.. Tml gt new tenants le.. I lyk my old tenants lo.. They still say wad.. Next time we meet shall b on my wedding day.

LIKE I CAN EVER GET MARRIED.

Zzz.

But I dun wan new tenants la.. Haiz..

2day was EVELINE'S BIRTHDAY. (I remembered Eveline saying she lyk green? LOL. Green hair during primary sch days. I WANT TO SEE LA xD) LOL. I wanted 2 buy smt for her.. But.... ahem ahem.

Eveline damn gd lo xD Gt lots of presents, including one whole carton of Meiji chocolate milk LOL. I gt pay for a bit only.. Lol. And I drank lyk.. 2 bottles -_-

In the end 24 bottles, didn't wan 2 bring home so many, so gave lots of ppl 2 drink lol..

Den went for Infocomm session, only sec 1s n 2s dere o.O Wanted 2 help Shini do her project de, but obviously... I didn't help in anything -_- just sat dere lyk an idiot zzz.

After tt, went KFC with Eveline n Shini, I as usual sian diao lo, make the atmosphere not nice de.. lol.

But den after go home fix my Windows Live okay le la xP



lost something, got back another.
but I still dun seem happy.
Not contented?



lihui: I WON'T SMASH CAKES IN YOUR FACE I PROMISE.
lihui: EVELINEEEE COME TO SCHOOL I WNA SING YOU BDAY SONG!!!!!
LOL. I didn't tot of smashing cakes in Eveline's face o.O But I wan celebrate la~~ Sad.

evelineeee: hehe hello gina no i am going home right after SS remedial on wednesday. either that or i dont go school. cause i am a good kid and will go spend time with my sick grandmother :D
Lol.... Wish ur grandma recover soon leh o.O Sian lo. Aiya, nvm la, go celebrate wif ur frens better hahas.

Argh... 2day was boring... LOL. Okay la, cos I boring ma xP

Both Language Paper 1 2day... Quite sian, write until damn weird -_- Somewhere near my stomach (I dunno wad organ -_-) kept hurting lyk hell cos I drank one bottle of green tea in one minute n ran up 4 floors..... In the end tt organ pain throughout my whole English paper 1... Write until damn xin ku lol...

After sch, gt SS remedial, den chiong-ed to Mac 2 look for Eveline o.O And Shini, Shini's good fren (I dunno hw 2 spell her name o.O), and Yi Voon.

In the end arh, spent hours doing Shini's ALICE IN ACTION, but only did a bit hahas.. Okay la, I didn't do anything xP Den played maple -_- So damn long nv on9 le, everyone deleted me!! Like, obviously la. Lol. So boring lo me, in the end Eveline slept LOL.





Long period of time.
Whatever man.
SMILE xP
LOL. I seriously can't stop from laughing when I see those kinda scenes.
CUTE LA.

This is so crazy/stupid/wth. LOL.

Hahas, speech day was okay xP Eisabess said Lihui's side didn't screw, my side gt screw arh?!!! Alamak.. I had no idea sia... o.O Haiz. Sad. Nvm la, over le.. We did a GOOD JOB. xD

2day, went JP with Angie. o.O Quite sian lo, I no mood 2 do hw/assessment bk... Hahas, so now I've nt done anything yet T.T Tml Language Paper 1s le....... Haiz.

EVERYONE JYJY!!!

Hahas. I scared I slack again lo. -_-

AH. I'm broke. T.T Super no money... And it's EVELINE'S BIRTHDAY THIS WED LEH. LOL. EVELINE. LET'S GO CELEBRATE O.O

Okay, obviously Eveline's gonna celebrate with her frens la -_- Nevermind. LOL.

Just nw arh, Angie n I damn stupid oso -_-

(Bus 198 at the bus stop)
I screamed, "AH. MY BUS!"
(Bus 198 leaves bus stop)
(Bus 157 behind) - we 2 take de bus
Angie n I both screamed, "AH!!!!!" and I started running -_-

Angie arh. Still slowly walk zzz. Lol.
Anw, saw Jeremy n Penguin? o.O at JP lib. Lol.. I dun even noe him.. But er... He really looks quite funny HAHA.

Quite lol xP




stupid la~~
2day's mood quite bad.
Dunno wad's going on oso.




By special request from Annabel~ HAHA. The MV damn nice la xP

SPEECH DAY IS OVER!~

WE DID QUITE OKAY SIA. LOL.


Okay la, I dunno wad I really did.. But it was SMOOTH. I gt help out de lo o.O

xP

Love arh. So complicated. Make ppl tink so much arh. Haiz.

Lol. Ppl in love are just so cute~~ HAHA. But COMPLICATED.

Dunno y it's been so weird. -_- Sin Nee tinks I'm love sick. LOL. Aiya, ya right. I'm just so bored~~

No one for me 2 spam -_- I'm so irritating lol..

Tml's SPEECH DAY.

Must must b smooth. Nothing bad can happen. Must jyjy~ Hahas....

My side only gt.... Yixie n Mr Liu's helpers... Haiz.... EVELINE THEY ALL AT THE OTHER SIDE T.T Far leh...... Nvm. AT LEAST GOT REFRESHMENTS/BUFFET. LOL. Glutton xP

2day sian diao lo~ Morning damn high, in class damn weird xP (I'm crazy lol), during lower sec assembly damn scared o.O during upper sec assembly damn awkward oso..

-_- Sian diao la. I bu shuang. Recently dunno wad I thinking liao -_- 2day gt Chem quiz, my methods all correct.. But I wrote 20/100 = 0.5 -_-

Talking abt weird weird stuff with Annabel nw o.O Aiyo... Annabel vry amusing hor. LOL. Everytime weird weird de xD

BIO TEST. 9 PAGES OF NOTES. WTH.. I can nv rmb so many lol... Someone pei me flunk leh... Haiz. Everyone so hardworking, I vry slack leh!!!!

SPIDER YONG ARH. HAIZ. -_- Put smaller, if nt ltr get scolded. Lol.

Nvm la lol. Study ltr bah~~

Fly away~~
Fantasizing doesn't hurt.


拥有的幸福。



lihui: GINA I VERY SCARED.
Haiz.. Nw is postpone until after MYE sia... JYJY... Aiya, dun make me sad la... Lol, I more hopeless than u leh.... haiz.


angie: lets meet on fri ;)
Lol...... In the end still cannot go out lol..

Every single time I wanna b happy, things just go worse.

Talking 2 you hurts lyk hell, even though I dunno y. I dun hav any special feelings for you, but it just hurts. I feel so damn awkward talking 2 you. You dun seem you anymore. You seemed 2 have changed a lot.

I know I've changed a lot too, but deep inside, I'm still the same person. But I get so sad talking to you but I can't. Dun talk to you cos tt will make me feel bad.

Everything's coming lyk a tornado. One second, I get so high. The other, those things just come crushing me la.

Kao eh.
I just suck la.
Dun torture me anymore.....................


`QIHUI: Where got united ? o.o Haha ,. next year pon duty la , sports day more fun .:D

LOL. cannot pon duty la xD U dunno hw happy I was when I gt sports day duty lol. I DIS WHOLE MONTH NO DUTY LA. T.T

lihui: HAHA JUST CHOKED THAT YOU LIKE DBSK TOO! SHOCKED* TOO LAZY TO BACKSPACE. NOW I DON'T RLLY LIKDE DONG BANG. SUPER JUNIOR FTW!!!!

LOL. DBSK arh.. Not really lyk la, just... Listen 2 A FEW (really only 1 or 2 -_-) songs of theirs only xD Their singing nt bad wad lol.


LOL. 2day's sch was.. okay. Annabel nv sms me la. Argh. Lol... Aiya, den went 2 eat SUMO with Lynette, Sin Nee, Hui Qi hahas.

Damn funny la xD Still went 2 drink Papaya milkshake. WTH. LOL. But still taste okay la xP Even though Lynette n Sin Nee were lyk.. 'Er................'

Den Huiqi went off to find her ~~~ LOL. Lynette dunno go wer o.O

Worried quite a lot of things 2day too. Due to SOME PERSON LA HOR. Reminded me abt tt -_- Lol, no la... In the end I became.. Busybody again o.O Ask Eveline and Shini -_-

Aiya, I concerned ma!! LOL. Really scared will lyk.. affect la o.O But it's gd tt they're still okay xD

Talking 2 Eveline hor. Vry weird leh. Hahas.. I dunno shud cry or laugh oso -_-

Cry. Cos the things we talking abt really make me feel sad -_-
Laugh. Cos imagining Eveline's face at the other side is vry funny. LOL.

Those who noe Eveline definitely understand la. Hahas.

See Eveline if still cry really damn pro liao. LOL.

Lol. Go do my hw + watch Defeated Queen le. get my mind off things first.

ANNABEL. I CAN CHEER MYSELF UP DE OKAY. LOL.


Can't we runaway together?

Lol. Huiqi asked me 2day 2 elope with her to somewhere.

My answer now is. 'Anywhere. Just away.'

lihui: DONGBANG!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL.. I tot u lyk Super Junior more?? LOL...

`QIHUI: Long time never tag you too ! Wo hao xiang ni o ! :D:D:D

Lol.... I always so isolated de, lyk... seldom talk 2 u sia... But I miss talking 2 u too hahas..


I'm sick of that already.
But I noe I'm nt the only person feeling that way.
Everyone will hav tt kinda feeling sometimes, just that I seem 2 b having tt quite frequently cos I emo a lot?
Wth la... Everyday look so sian.
MUST BE HAPPY.

At least.
I noe who'll b dere la.
Lol. Sounds weird.

我。每一次都被遗忘。


lihui: !!!!
lihui: ME
lihui: WITH
lihui: 11.30 - 1
lihui: SPEND
lihui: MUST
lihui: YOU

LOL.... Sorry leh.. In the end nv, still made u wait so long... I didn't see!! Lol.......

lynette: i link le kaes ;D n dun so fan abt ur cca thingy le kaes ;D

Hahas.. Cannot dun fan de la. But.. Nevermind bah..

yiliang: which stupid guy called u BA ZHANG ar?

YA LO. STUPID GUY LO. STILL GT WHO ARH. CALL ME BA ZHANG ZZZ.

lihui: UGH INTERVIEW. I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.

Haiz. I did badly. Hahas. I. Dun wanna raise my hopes high le... Hurts a lot sia. Lol.



[Micky] It's the same cases everyday...a place that produces an endless amount of deaths...did compassion disappear from this land?

[YW] I won't see it anymore. I won't hear of the crashing reality.
Don't calculate everything by its worth...people are an important existence.

*[All] Tears of blood are falling again because of our dulled hearts.
What will motivate me now?
Like the things that once filled our worlds with beauty,
the dreams we had for the future died.

**[Micky, Choikang] No one can take it.
There are no tears to shed.
I can't take the pain that is penetrating deeply through my bones.

[Choikang] You! got the Power! You have the power to make things right.
Don't waste, and light the talks that concern humanity.

[Xiah] I don't know, why hate this moment.
People are not saying it's boring...Why you tell me lies..

*Repeat

[Xiah] Look at the eyes of the ones you love.
Don't you see their happiness?
[YW] Tell them that this world is full of valuable things.

[BoA] What do I do? I am standing silently in front of the things that people have thrown away. This is not right.
What do I do? I'm diseased...I can't bare to just stand still and watch this happen.

Rap)
[The TRAX] Someday, oneday.
next to the problems that you have thrown away, you were left behind and I was left behind.
Don't observe other people's pains with joy! It will become a boomerang.
One Flow we want the flow we got the flow we want the flow
[All] I got the flow, Show Now I growling on earth
What do you want to show us? It's so funny I say no

[U-Know, Micky] We don't want it anymore...
I believe that you can change it,
even in the darkness, all the way to the end of the sword

**[U-Know, Choikang] Repeat

[All] Show us the pain of your broken hearts
So that I can help you...show me the road.
Like the things that fill this world with beauty
we have to make it so that we will treasure this place.


Long time ago song o.O But still nice lol.

So that's the truth.
Den y did u even let me think that I was okay.

I really tot u tot I could do it.

U shud hav just told me earlier. Argh. Why am I angry with you.

I'm more angry of myself.

Yosheko♥™: tagged (:
Yosheko♥™: hihi. Yvonne from infocomm here! ;D

Lol... Hello. Lol.

lijuan: aha shld just kill that guy:D

Hmm.. I wan to too o.O Lol. MAKE ME FEEL SO DAMN PAI SEI CAN. Wth... Lol...

Shini: Gina don't worry for your interview, do your best can le! hahaha I'll vote for you during the election de, won't get zero : D Jiayouuu!

Lol... Thanks la.. Hahas.... My interview was... -_- My answers too short le!

Interview stuff is lyk... Occupying my head nw -_- So I shall blog abt SIN NEE'S BIRTHDAY TODAY.

I transported (okay.. sounds weird) the cake to sch 2day o.O Even though the ride quite.. bumpy o.O, in the end the cake was perfectly fine xP

Aiya, lol. Den hid it in Western Stall's fridge o.O Sin Nee didn't noe at all xD But she knew something was weird la....

Den recess, went 2 find Mrs Chiang for JTDP stuff, so couldn't celebrate..

Den lunch, finally can celebrate le lol.. Sin Nee was damn touched xP I rmb she dun lyk those... Sing damn loudly during ppl's birthday de lo o.O So we celebrated in one small small corner. LOL.

And she didn't lyk wallets from Myuk? o.O LIJUAN say de, lol...

Aiya, in the end.. Quite okay bah. The day was filled with 'WORRY FOR INTERVIEW' and 'WORRY FOR INTERVIEW'. Nth else -_- I kept wanting 2 fall asleep during class... Stress my brain cells too much liao lol...

And my classmates damn ke lian la, PAI SEI. I keep going crazy -_-

Oh ya.. LIJUAN didn't get 2 eat the cake. Hahas.. Cos she went for softball? o.O

And arh -_- on the way home, I was singing 'Love Story' for no reason... Den a girl walked past me n looked at me T.T Damn pai sei la....

EVELINE.
LIHUI.

JIA YOU.



SAMANTHA!!!: haha lihui. so guang ming zheng da leh u
LOL. If so easy den I oso wan xD I WILL FREAK OUT T.T

lihui: EH DON'T SO EMO ALREADY LA AIYO.
Aiya... Not emo le la -_-

angie: hey, wanna catch subaru together? XD
-_- See first la... U recently so bz oso no time wad o.O

lihui: I damn scared for Tuesday. :S Let's bribe the ExCo HAHA.
IT'S TOMORROW. T.T (eh, count me in oso. LOL)

SAMANTHA!!!: MUAHAHHAHA. i can't wait for tues. =))) i buy chocos ok =) i found the nice nice cadbury ones tt eveline bought last time
Wa... Comfort those who fail the interview arh... If lyk tt I dun wan liao.. Lol.......

Argh argh argh. Everyday gt stupid stupid thing happen to me. (obviously it's bcos I'm stupid.)

-_- 2day shud b damn fun de, lol..

Chiong-ed to sports heats after sch, cos Huiqi nid 2 run for 100m hahas... In the end she gt 2nd! She was lyk the tallest girl out dere o.O So can get 2nd damn gd lo (her legs super super long lol)

And congrats to Ya Ting who got into finals oso!!! Lol, she didn't even hav 2 run xD

Aiya, den chiong-ed to Jurong point.. Bought a 4" cake from Icing room. Decorated until damn qi guai. LOL. But we tried our best okay!! xD

I wanna upload the pics.. But nvm.. Next time bah.

Haiz. Tml is the INTERVIEW.

Like omg the INTERVIEW. And Sammy is SOOOOOO looking forward to it. But I'm lyk... 'WHAT SHOULD I DO' kinda mood...

I even stammer during oral la.... T.T Haiz..... I'm such a failure. Lol.

Lol, ytd. Some stupid guy called me 'Ba zhang'. That's lyk.. My nickname liao. LOL. (I'm really tt fat T.T)

Zzz... Kill him la... Keep on 'ba zhang'-ing me. Lol..... Just cos I wore tt jacket, n he tot I looked vry fat in it. I'M FAT WAD.

Aiya, but quite fun la. I managed to guai lan someone more gl than me xP And it's lyk the first time I can talk more than him~~ xD

Sin Nee oso say I pro wor~ Hahas.

Haiz.. Den arh.. 2day still -_- Chiong-ed lyk hell.... Went 2 gif Wesley my exco video just nw... DAMN PAI SEI CAN. I tink they'll b lyk.. 'okay.....................'

I still lost my keys... Dunno wer I put them... Looked for lyk.. Half an hour le T.T

Okayokay! Cannot complain le! irritating! LOL.



It's so hard to be a kid le.
I dun wanna b lyk tt, I really dun...
Why can't they be.. Not bad?

I sound lyk a kid -_-


lihui: wlao yours have emoticons haha I don't like!

LOL. U DAMN FUNNY LOL.

lihui: Cheer up! :))))

Hahas.. I okay liao, misunderstanding xP NW I DAMN HIGH.

lihui: Haha when I'm having my period I will get irritated damn easily. LIKE DAMN EASILY.

LOL.... Relax o.O Dun get angry hahas..

lihui: Tuesday Marina Barrage.
OH. OKAY. I shall blog abt tt xD

Okay. Tuesday. Marina Barrage. We went dere for Infocomm Photography Competition o.O But Eveline n I dun have cameras, Shini and Lihui gt cameras but didn't wanna take pics, so we just walked walked.

Fooled ard la lol. Lihui go play wif the water, in the end gt wet xD But still fun LOL.

Den went 2 the TALL TALL flyover alike thingy.. LOL. Saw the Singapore Flyer o.O Lihui wanted 2 take photo with the Singapore Flyer hahas. The flyover so long la, just walking up took a long time xD

Eveline n Shini couldn't see me n Lihui from below LOL. And we were so tiny in the picture xD

Hahas. OHOH. I RMB ONE THING. LOL. Eveline dun dare go the toilet LOL. In the end ho handicapped toilet -_- Aiya..... Eveline.. Nvm de.. Lol..

Den went 2 the reception xP Damn funny. The erm.... Homosexuals part.. Dun say la, lyk vry bad... Reception was quite okay xD I kept eating the eclair -_- Wth lo LOL... Eat so much xP

Ya, den after tt nth 2 do... I played Hiyati's PSP o.O DJMAX? o.O I DAMN LAN CAN. OMG LA. -_- BUT!!!!

IN THE END I GOT A! FOR FALLEN ANGEL THAT SONG XP (Shini loves that song o.O)

Aiya. Stupid la. LOL.

And hor. o.O Angie. Dun angry la o.O Suddenly swear I xia dao leh -_- Pai sei la, I noe I vry fan. Lol..

Geog project tml morning. Afternoon Jp wif LIJUAN n Yiliang.

MONDAY I CAN FINALLY BE FREE. I tink -_-
TUESDAY I CAN CRY LE T.T

It hurts.
Really does.
I'm guilty for all those stuff I've done.
But I can't do it, I can't.

I can't even cry because of that.
Like I'm some heartless person.
Maybe I'm really like that.
I should just carry on like that.

At least.
When hatred comes,
I'll be prepared.

I remember.
When you are always by my side.
I remember.
When you always tell me not to cry.
I remember.
When you always talk to me when I feel bad.
I remember.
When you are there when no one else is.
I remember.
When you told me I'll be all right, don't worry.
I remember.
When you got so excited when it was my birthday.
I remember.
When you felt so bad when I cried the first time for you.
I remember.
When you said I was kind.
I remember.
How good you treated me.

I'm such a bitch.

I will apologise.
I will make you forgive me.
I will be your friend again.

No matter what.

lihui: Ok la actlly my Present ms even worse than me Pre/Post ms.

LOL. I gt period I damn high leh -_- My Pre/post vry cham lol... Everytime emo -_-

lihui: HAHA EH WO YOU PMS DE LEH!!
LOL. I NOT SAYING U LA XD

evelineee: sian you never blog about tuesday!

Tuesday wad happen arh? LOL. I FORGOT T.T

lynette: heys,link me kaes? ;D if u had,den is i blur xP

DUN WAN XP U oso nv link me lo lol.


Hmm.... A bit random post la. But this post is

DEDICATED TO ANGIE.


Aiya, you recently vry busy, I can't even go out with you. And you got troubles oso never tell me leh.. MUST TELL ME! :threatens you with a knife: lol... JK la -_-

Anyway, got a lot of things happen to you la, so you must be 坚强。We all don't want to grow up, don't want to be as scary as those kind of people.

Last year was just.. an accident la, don't think so much about it... Everyone makes mistakes ma, so you should forgive yourself, don't blame yourself anymore...

Now you got a lot of things to worry, so must jyjy. If got anything happen can tell me de la, hahas.. And you can ask me homework also o.O (like your Chemistry) even though my studies not that good also la. -_-

Aiya. I also don't know say what liao. Typing in good English is very hard. -_- I must use short forms T.T

SO. DO YOUR BEST. JIA YOU. YOU CAN DO IT DE.

FIGHTING!

幼稚吗？
我不知道。
世界太复杂，令人心乱，令人头痛。
为什么老是有奇奇怪怪的感觉。

难道不想长大就是幼稚吗？不想像那些人一样，老是把真心藏在心底，不让任何人知道。明明在你面前很开心，其实心里好难过。明明表现得很喜欢你，其实心里好讨厌你。那么多虚情假意，那么多谎言，那么多想不通的事，我快数不清了。

大家心里都有属于自己的秘密，而每个人都有一扇门，谁也进不去。

我好想踏过那扇门，看看里面有什么呢。我心里的那扇门，又隐藏了些什么？我自己也不知道。逃避。逃避所有的一切。逃避所有问题，所有烦恼，这可能也是我不想长大的原因之一吧。

逃避现实，但现实都是残酷的，逃避也没有用。但是，不想像那些人一样，不是逃避。如果要成为大人，就要变得像双面人一样，那我宁愿我的思想永远是小孩子一样。这样就不用担心什么了，就算被人笑我笨也好，笑我幼稚也好，不管他们就行了。

不管有怎么样的人，都不用理会了。

就让我们永远笨笨地过日子吧！

这是好笨的一个post哦。




Im losing myself
Trying to compete
With everyone else
Instead of just being me

Dont know where to turn
Ive been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak

I dont want to be afraid
I want to wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that Im okay
Cuz everyones perfect in unusual ways
So see I just want to believe in me
Lalalala

The mirror can lie
Doesnt show you whats inside
And it, it can tell you that your full of life
Its amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile

I dont want to be afraid
I want to wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that Im okay
Cuz everyones perfect in unusual ways
So see I just want to believe in me

Im quickly finding out
Im not about to break down
Not today

I guess I always knew
That I had all the strength to make it through

I cannot be afraid
I want to wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that Im okay
Cuz everyones perfect in unusual ways
You see, now, now I believe in me
Now I believe in me


xinhui: yo WHAT MAKEOVER AH? -.-!!!! HAHAHA. WHAT SUANNING?!?!?! WTH!!!! HAHAHA :D:D

HAHA. Suan nice wad xP U and him, SO SWEET LO. HAHA.

lihui: My class ended around 1.45 then went toilet

Oh..... But Eveline n I can't find u leh... Sorry o.O I tink I left too late le, cos I nid 2 lyk.. do my Sky thingy... Den pack my bag.. Super chiong, took to

lihui: Huh I so early leave?? I was outside class until....about 2?

Lol.... Never see T.T

lihui: I STILL LIKE YOU IN FRENCH BRAIDS A LOT.
HAHA. FIRST TIME I TINK FRENCH BRAIDS R OKAY xD Hahas, but den person nt pretty, french braids oso wont help de la hahas.

Lol. 2day damn high de. But morning - evening TOO high liao, nw a bit sian sian le... BAD MOOD. Lol, okayokay -_-

Anw, woke up early in the morning 2day.. 6+ -_- I dunno y can't get used 2 sleeping late. Damn tired but still auto wake up. Hahas.. Den slack slack, watched one episode of PI LI MIT (again), n chatted wif ppl xP

Aiya, den after tt arh, wanted 2 chiong 2 jp de, but Xin Hui say slowly go, so I super slow xP In the end I was late for 10 min -_- Abt dere la LOL. I wore "girly" (usual if u always go out wif me -_-) while Xin Hui was "MAN" LOL. Just jeans n shirt la lol, casual la, not vry man xP

Den I wanted 2 go find my jacket, but Xin Hui damn hungry, so ate LJS. o.O She didn't even noe hw 2 buy -_- So I buy for her lo lol..

Den walked vry vry vry long in JP. Looked for her bag, no avail. My jacket, one grey jacket at BALENO, was quite okay o.O Damn plain la, but I lyk the cutting xD Den I kept saying VRY NICE, made Xinhui damn pek cek xP

Anw, cos she couldn't find her bag, n I couldn't find another jacket oso, we chiong-ed to BUGIS. (forgot to buy my dad the wallet, n the jacket T.T)

And arh. Talked too much on the MRT, missed one stop, took until Lavender lol.. Den went back -_- a bit stupid hor.

Den walked here walked dere.. Bugis street was lol. LOL.

Zinc salesgirl drove me crazy la...... She was being vry friendly, so I was lyk.. Okay.. Can ask her if gt Xinhui lyk de kinda bag.. Den she showed me lots, n kept asking lyk... 'Okay?' (want me 2 buy...) den I pai sei... Say thanks n wanna leave, but she tot I wanted 2 buy n asked the owner if can cheaper... Den we gave lots of awkward smiles before we could leave..

Xinhui rolled eyes sia. LOL. I saw. DUN PEK CEK LA. Lol... Anw, walked a lot la. I even became MODEL for her sia. -_- Kept taking the handbags for her to compare, den still DESCRIBE the bags for her la... Like.. I tink dis is cute. That one is chio.. The other one is simple.

-_- In the end she chose the chio one -_- Ltr tml she take 2 Jerald's hse for Geog project, that guy see le tink vry nice wor. HAHA.

But I couldn't find any jacket I lyk leh. Haiz. Lyk last time went wif Angie n LIJUAN, can't find de... Anw, went 2 Clementi -_- Cos Xinhui said dere gt BALENO, and her hse near dere oso wad.. So went dere de BALENO. In the end.

Dun have.

Sian diao lo. Then dere was the... Moving sale... Everything $10 or $12... Den Xinhui joined the SQUEEZY SQUEEZY PPL. Went 2 look for jeans.. Omg la.. I helped her find, but almost gt suffocated by them lo. Squeeze me lyk hell.... Den got one woman arh... Gave me e "WHY YOU FIGHTING WITH ME." face..

Den I vry pai sei -_- Walked away lol... but Xin Hui got her jeans oso la lol. But dun hav my jacket T.T So I bought dinner (for whole family -_-) and wanted 2 go JP to buy my tt jacket..

$39 LEH. LOL. XIN HUI SPONSOR $8 XP SHUD B $10 DE LO!! HAHAHA.
(I tink recently I damn lucky. Tml doing geog project with Jia Chen n Xu Yue. Jia Chen maybe will treat us to lunch again xP) YAY.

Anw, $29 for jacket still considered okay la xP even though vry plain oso hahas. Simplicity rocks la xD (I saw Eveline's cute jacket?! at Bugis Junction oso LOL) Xinhui wanted 2 ask me buy oso lol.

Aiya. Laughed a lot, played a lot, talked a lot 2day. Nw damn tired le. Xinhui is a GOOD LISTENER. See, I so gd. xP

Haiz.... I nt bz person de lo... But den lyk no time leh -_- only 2day most free de..

Tml. Geog project.
Sat. Go out wif LIJUAN.
Sun. CHIONG GEOG VIDEO EDITING.
Mon. Go out wif HUIQI.
Tues. INTERVIEW T.T

Annabel arh~ Never reply my sms -_-

(I've been saying tt lots lots lots of times in front of Xinhui. LOL. She damn pek cek liao xD Aiyaaaaaa. I dun lyk ppl nv reply my sms la. LOL.)

Fed up.
U didn't intentionally offend me.
But u dun understand me.
U tink u noe everything.
But u really noe nothing.

Forget it. Things will go better.
I'll make that happen.
SMILE.
Smile like you've never done it before.

(Even though I ......, I dun hav PMS lyk SOME PERSON. So won't mood swing xP)

HAHA.

GURUGURU MAWARU GURUGURU MAWARU~
GURUGURU MAWARU GURUGURU MAWARU~~

Eelin: HELLO:) LOLs. i think i very random. LOL. nvm. just tagging xD

LOL... HIHI. xD

evelineeeee: I COULD WHCK MYSELF IN THE FACE A MILLION TIMES AND I WOULD NEVER BE GAY.

LOL. GAY EVELINE. LOL. SOUNDS SO WEIRD.


lijuan: eh relink

Okayokay o.O I see if I can rmb xP


SAMANTHA!!!: lollll. u very free ar. haha. my blog is closed due to some renovation works. =.= hahaha


Not vry free lo... But nw nt so stressed liao xD

lihui: I do PPT lol.

Lol... Must jy leh! Tuesday gt interview. I kinda.. hopeless liao, but I shall wait till that day den sad! Lol...


lijuan: i'm bored at home while all of u in sch XD\


YAYA. And u can't even recognise me wif scorpion. zzz. KILL U ARH.

lijuan: haha spamming is fun man!:D

YAYA. EVERYTIEM SPAM ME HOR.

lihui: I'm gna do video I think. And you could have borrowed camera from me!!

Lol.. Video done le la.. Hahas..



Scorpion is... OKAY. LOL. After tying for 3 days, a bit okay le la. LOL. But den, still a bit weird -_-

Aiya, 2day a bit chiong oso zzz. Worried lots abt my video, cos my thumbdrive spoiled. In the end, Wesley said latest by Monday hahas.....

-_- Siao la. Went upstairs wif Eveline to 406. Den no ppl, all still having lesson. Den went down 2 look for Lihui o.O Den I packed bag. Den Lihui went off le lol... den go up to 406 again, couldn't find anyone.. Tired lyk hell, den see Wesley o.O

Den rushed 2 CR18 for briefing on the.... Legislative leadership course? LOL. I dunno wad it is sia..... Okay, we went to NAC LI. National Community Leadership Institute. -_- I still rmb.

Anw, quite okay la.. Stood for 1 hour++, kept walking n walking, dunno y vry tired lol.
And there was dis fly which kept flying n flying -_- Disturb me lo. LOL. I dun stink okay.. But the fly go disturb Xien Dong oso xD den damn funny xD He kept fighting wif the fly LOL.

Den after tt went eat wif Xin Hui. XIN HUI ARH. VRY FUNNY. LOL. As usual, I keep suan-ing her xP And tml we going out~~~ JP. HAHAS. She's so gonna die man.

xD

1. Makeover
2. Suan-ing lyk hell
3. Choose clothes for her.
4. BUY MY JACKET!!!
5. Okay. I still owe her $1. Lol.

Ahhhhh. The strength of love. So powerful. LOL.

Anw, saw LIJUAN and Sin Nee oso lol. LIJUAN totally didn't recognise me. ZZZ. Sin nee arh, oso didn't recognise me until she saw Xin Hui. -_- JUST TIE SCORPION ONLY. GOT SO HARD 2 RECOGNISE MEH!! I still sit besidee Sin nee lo. LOL.

Aiya, Xin hui's a gd listener oso. -_- I said a lot of stuff sia. Zzz. I'm such a big mouth. LOL.

Nvm la, noe the most de still Angie n Annabel.

Lyrics/Composition: SUZUKKI TAKAYUKI
Performed by Horie Yui

The things I want to tell you are too heavy;
As it is it looks like I'll cave in
There are too many feelings I can't put into words
And they can't reach that person over either a short or long distance
Even if we look at the endlessly blue sky in the same way
I can't help but think that you only see cloudy sky

turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
While pretending to be dizzy, I want to jump into your chest
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
I'm floating lightly, above the clouds, alone again today

The words I want to tell you are too numerous;
As it is, it looks like they'll turn into a song
Even though you should be right by my side, you're too far away
And I can't reach that person very well
It's alright to gaze at the forever continuing sky, but
You can't just look look at the blue sky forever

Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
While pretending to be dizzy, I want to jump into your chest
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
I'm floating lightly, above the clouds, alone again today

Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
While pretending to be dizzy, I want to jump into your chest
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
I'm floating lightly, above the clouds, alone again today

Write the 21 names of people you can think of.

1. Angie
2. Annabel
3. Chen Jing
4. Eveline
5. Hui Qi
6. Jia Chen
7. Jing En
8. Kor
9. Liang Shi
10. Lihui
11. Lilian
12. LIJUAN
13. Lucinda
14. Lynette
15. Sammy
16. Shini
17. Sin Nee
18. Si Hui
19. Tian Lan
20. Xin Hui
21. Yi An

How did u meet 7? (Jing En)

302? Lol..

What would u do if you and 15 have not met? (Sammy)
Not so crazy bah. Hahas.

What would u do if both 20 and 1 had dated? (Angie/Xin Hui)
…….. Xin hui’s taken. LOL.

Have you ever seen 17 cry? (Sin Nee)
Er.. No.. Sin Nee nv tell me anything de lo -_- sad..

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (Eveline/Shini)

LOL. MAYBE?! EVELINE DAMN MAN ONE. Lol, okay la, they r pig senior/junior o.O

Do you think 11 is attractive? (Lilian)
LOL. Lilian quite cute wad xD

What is 2's favourite colour? (Annabel)

I dunno leh o.O Purple?? xP

When was the last time you talked to 9? (Liang Shi)

This morning lol.. Asked me abt English o.O

What language does 8 speak? (Kor)

Er… Weird language xD

Who is 13 going out with? (Lucinda)
Nobody bah…. If gt arh, nv tell me. I’LL KILL U xD

What grade is 16 in? (Shini)
Sec 1 o.O So young sia.. hahas.

Would u ever date 17? (Sin Nee)

LOL. We’re already dating. LOL. Jkjk I’m nt les -_-

Where does 18 live? (Sihui)
I DUNNO. She nv ask me go her hse for housewarming party!!!!

What is the best thing about 4? (Eveline)

She’s so funny she can make ppl hav abs?? o.O Ya, den I’ll b thinner. LOL.

What would you like to tell 10 right now? (Lihui)
JYJY SIA. I still dunno wad 2 do wif my script…

What is the best thing about 2o? (Xin Hui)

Eh…… Can suan? xP

Have you ever kissed 2? (Annabel)

LOL. Annabel. Dun wan la hor. LOL.

What's the best memory of 5? (HuiQi)

Eh…… Her n ___? xD Too cute n funny le hahas.

When is the next time you are going to meet 4? (Eveline)
Dunno leh o.O Just nw saw her lol…

How is 7 different from 6? (Jing En/Jia Chen)

Er… Jing En’s cute, Jia Chen’s nice but a bit………. Ahem.

Is 2 pretty? (Annabel)

LOL. ANNABEL. Chio la HAHAS.

What was your first impression of 15? (Sammy)
Weird person?! LOL. JKJK xD

How did you meet 3? (Chen Jing)

Infocomm xD

Is 15 your best friend? (Sammy)
No lo, Sammy didn’t even invite me 2 her blog. LOL.

Do you hate 12? (LIJUAN)

HEY LIJUAN. I HATE YOU. LOL. Ya right, love u la. Okay.. Disgusting xD

When was the last time you saw 16? (Shini)
Er…. Long long time ago -_- we didn’t even go out frequently la o.O

Have you been to 5's house? (HuiQi)
Lol dun hav xD

When is the next time you will see 10? (Lihui)

I dunno o.O Tml at sch?? Next wed/thurs definitely.. I’LL FREAK OUT… My video T.T

Are you close to 11? (Lilian)
Lol, normal la... Must talk more o.O

Have you been to the movies with 4? (Eveline)

No o.O

Have you gotten in trouble with 8? (Kor)

Eh… Dunno leh? He nv angry wif me b4 bah o.O Lol, I dunno xD

Would you give 19 a hug? (Tian Lan)

Okay arh. LOL. I was damn agitated when I saw one strand of white hair on Huiqi’s head T.T den Tian Lan a bit sad o.O Aiya… Nvm de la xD

When have you lied to 3? (Chen Jing)
Dun hav b4 leh o.O

Is 11 good at socialising? (Lilian)
Dunno leh.. Seldom talk sia!

Do you know a secret about 8? (Kor)
Hmm.. Can b considered bah xD

Describe the relationship between 12 and 18? (LIJUAN/Si Hui)
Er…. Both have me as a fren?? Lol..

What is the best thing about your friendship with 9? (Liang Shi)

Can ask her anything de xD Vry easy 2 talk to hahas.

What's the worst thing about 6? (Jia chen)

Er…………. Dun say better la hahas…

Have you ever had a crush on 12? (LIJUAN)
No way xP

How long have u known 2? (Annabel)
Since Sec 2??

Does 11 have a bf? (Lilian)

Aiyo.. I dunno leh lol.

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? (Angie)
-_- WAN KILL HER LO. Aiya, jk de la -_-

Has 21 met your mom? (Yi An)
No LOL.

How did you meet 11? (Lilian)

Infocomm hahas.

Have you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? (Chen Jing)
Er… Emotionally ya o.O Camera T.T Sad man…

Do you live close to 7? (Jing En)
I dunno where she lives??

What is 8's favourite food? (Kor)
Dunno leh? Next time ask him xD

What kind of car does 1 have? (Angie)
o.O Dun hav yet..

Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9? (Liang Shi)

Er… Walked out of school. I wanted 2 go eat but no one wan pei me lol.

If you gave 14 $100 what would he/she spend it on? (Lynette)

WA. Her arh. Dun wan gif her money xP

Haiz. Bored man.

beru: CHEER UP AND JIAYOU! i know ive spammed four, this the last. and bye. take care!!!

HAHAS. Okay la..... I trying 2 le.. Hahas. 2day I'm gonna write my SCRIPT! I even borrowed a video cam from my project mate's fren o.O Ya... And he's lyk.. A guy -_- okay, nvm. LOL.

beru: no wonder that day you keep spazzing abt how cute bummie is O_O rofl. I AM SO WAITING FOR THE DVD.

LOL. He's really damn cute xP BUMMIE. Hahas. Weird weird name xD I oso wan lol.. DVD + ALBUM + POSTER + NECKLACE + T-SHIRTS!~ All I wan xD Maybe I'll even make a BOF SKIN. If I can make it la -_-

beru: and. yeash, the Soeul CF you posted is the part1. hahaha, very sweet right? i want overseas phone also lor!! so damn pretty ._.

Hahas, the CF damn sweet la xP I LOVE SOEUL. ya lo.. Vry nice, sleek, UNIQUE LYK HELL. o.O Hahas..

beru: GINA. why you so upset leh? you really sound sad. dont be!! why you never tell me things one. i can give u ideas and help u!!!

Aiya......................... Sometimes lyk tt de la.. Lol... I felt lyk crying when I wrote tt -_- Cos I vry no guts la, no courage to SAY IT OUT LOUD. So lyk tt lo. Zzz. But maybe I'll really nid ur help xP Or maybe nt, hav 2 do by MYSELF first. At most u gif me inspiration xD

lihui: And I really dare to do that ppt.
LOL. I just nw on the bus tot of that oso.. But I doing video arh, most likely I'll say smt lyk.. 'Blah blah blah, so vote for me pls! But hor, if dun wan vote for me arh, DEFINITELY MUST VOTE FOR EVELINE. ' Hahas.

lihui: The only thing I'm stuck with is plans for the club IF I am the president ugh. Srsly no idea. Not a leader.

YA. It's hard 2 tink lo.. Why u wan b president, what u wanna do for the club, what will u being the president help the club blah blah blah. I oso mental block o.O I'm more of lyk.. doing things de, not ordering ppl/taking charge of everything de o.O
(okay.. That's lyk.. not vry good ya..)

xinhui: "Bcos I'm not sociable, only close 2 ppl who really wanna b my frens/r willing 2 b my frens" am i counted? JKJK

Zzzz. MY TRUE FEELINGS OKAY. Dun joke ard -_- kinda lyk tt la... If u willing 2 b my fren/realy wanna b my fren, I will b close 2 u de lo.. just dun fake/lie to me la, VERY HURTING DE OKAY.

Lol.... 2day damn funny. Early in the morning, wanted 2 go eat Breakfast wif ANGIE. But she pang seh-ed me, sian.. So sad.... Den I still quarreled with my mum b4 coming out zzz.

Aiya, den went back home 2 sleep for 1 hour ++ lol.. damn tired. My phone hor. DAMN PRANK ME LEH.

When I'm awake, waiting for sms, the phone won't ring. When I sleeping arh, suddenly I can receive everyone's msg. Keepppppp ringing n ringing n ringing.. Den I slp until damn bad lo... Haiz...

Den 1200 went out 2 do project le.. I reached first lo.. Xu yue late for 20 min, Jia Chen late for 5 - 10 min.. And arh. SHOCK DIO. I saw Zy when I went inside -_- he DAMN tall la. I stepping on stairs I oso tink he damn tall -_- Aiya, but he didn't see me xD Den walked ard, waited for Jia Chen. Lol.

At first tot do project with Jia Chen n Xu yue definitely damn sian de, but I laughed really a lot 2day. Lol.

First, at POPULAR, looked at stuff. Den walked opposite to go to take shuttlebus, ran lyk stupid ppl cos all no umbrella lol.. Went Daiso @ IMM 2 buy the stuff, damn funny la, kept laughing n laughing cos of random stuff. Den hor. JIA CHEN TREAT US LUNCH LEH. LYK SO GOOD MAN. xD

Den we ate Burger King o.O At first wan take advantage of him de xP But damn bad lo hahas.. But arh.. Burger King oso nt cheap lo... $17.60 for both our lunches. LOL. Den Jia Chen didn't eat, cos he left $20++ for next week's allowance only lol... We so evil sia..

Aiya, den in the end he ate fries hahas.. But he still damn gd la. xD After tt, walked 2 Je lib. Xu yue n I bought Tiramisu ice cream, quite nice, but when we walking towards Je MRT arh, dere's dis... Muddy muddy road ma. Cos tt time just rain finish. Den I ate the ice cream till half, damn scared of falling down, den I dirtied Jia Chen's shirt sia. LOL.

Den his shirt gt vry 'nice' pattern LOL. Den cos laughed too hard, I even dropped the cup along wif the rest of the ice cream zzz. -_- Zhong the back of his shirt oso. LOL.

DAMN PAI SEI LA. LOL. Den nw gt 2 vry nice patterns le. xD Den went Je lib 2 do project, played a lot, laughed a lot.

Even saw some guy who looks lyk Mr Lin o.O Oh ya.. Mr Lin called Guo Jing xD

Aiya, den after doing a lot of work oso, went home le.. By the time went home, sian diao liao lol.. Now writing my SCRIPT for the exco video.. I'm still stuck T.T

2 MORE DAYS TO DEADLINE! JYJY.


lihui: Gina I also don't know I also v shocked I in exco.
Lol..... Nvm la.. JYJY. Hahas..

evelineeee: AND NO NO DON'T VOTE FOR MEEEEEEE XD FTW!! OR KIANWEE. OKAY FINE BESSYBESSYBESSY!!!!!
o.O I still wanna vote for u leh -_-

evelineeee: what flight essay 0_0
Some PSG essay?? compulsory for everyone wad o.O

angie: lol, the cf so funny
THEY DAMN CUTE LA. Yi Jung's cute xP

lihui: GINA, IF YOU DO IT I WILL DO IT.
LOL. Lyk I dare leh... Lol.... But I still dunno wad 2 do sia..

lijuan: .................... X10
Keep spamming me -_- zzz..

lijuan: yoyo! i tagged. gaha i m passing the virus to u nw(: X5
I WON'T HAV VIRUS DE. I'M STRONG xP

Sian~~~~ No one sms me sia -_- I feel so sad... but even if gt I hav 2 restart my phone 2 receive zzz. -_- okay.. I just restarted.. And gt msg.. Lol..

Okay.... So I researched + watched PI LI MIT 2day.. (chiong-ed 11 episodes lol..) In between, ate a lot -_- tot a lot abt wad 2 say for the video/powerpoint.....

I still dunno wad 2 say la... Mental block la T.T WAD SHOULD I SAY?!!!!

HI. I'M GINA. I'M RUNNING FOR EXCO/PRESIDENCY. VOTE FOR ME PLS. THANK YOU.

Ya right..... If I do tt arh, everyone run away liao. Lol...

Hello. I'm Gina, ppl reading dis of cos noe..

I'm the girl who always sit somewhere, being damn quiet, at most talking 2 some seniors n crazy ppl like (EVELINE, LIHUI, WEIXIANG) at times. Bcos I'm not sociable, only close 2 ppl who really wanna b my frens/r willing 2 b my frens, I hav vry few gd friends in school.

Most of them come from my primary sch frens, but I'm still quite close 2 them la.

My character is not addictive/special or funny lyk all the other ppl. That's y even though I lyk the ppl a lot, lyk the CCA a lot, I can't really say out those stuff I wanna say.

When ppl try 2 make frens wif me, talk 2 me, I always lyk.. end the conver vry quickly. But it's all bcos I dunno wad 2 say, n in the end, most just tink tt I'm sian/emo/dun wanna talk 2 them, and walk away. But it's not lyk tt de lo.

Even when I wanna thank a person wholeheartedly for helping me, or for being a gd fren to me, I can never say the words out. Too cheesy le la.. Hahas.

But some ppl still bear wif me, even though my low self esteem really make me think I suck a lot. Maybe I do, but thanks for tolerating me.

Now, hav 2 run for EXCO or presidency le. Even though I'm damn scared, I dunno hw 2 make the video/powerpoint sia. Why I lyk the cca, why I wanna b in exco, I can't really tink of reasons.. But I just feel tt I wan to.

Eveline says I sound so emo right nw -_- But den.. It's really hard 2 explain la. I dunno y I wanna b in exco (seniors'll probably say things lyk.. Okay.. She doesn't noe wad she's doing), but I really wanna b in it leh.

With Eveline, Lihui, Weixiang they all.

But cos I'm lyk.. always blur blur, indecisive, dunno wad 2 do, I can get into exco is a miracle le. And it's not even cfm-ed yet. Some oso say tt, I can get in bcos I gt backing wad, not cos I can do it.

Now seniors gonna step down le, they getting so frustrated over who 2 b president, who 2 kick out of exco. I dunno wad my fate will b la, but I can only do my best bah. Hahas....


SAMANTHA!!!: HAHA. my teacher havent collect the flight yet but i completed it alr =)))
HARD WORKING LA OKAY. I lazy ma xD Hahas...


lihui: Idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk what to do for presidencyyy.
Lol... I oso dunno.............................. PRESIDENCY - not for me o.O But if wan get into Exco oso must do video arh.... Lol..


Shini: Now then your do the Flight essay? My class did it way before the march holidays. D: That one more 过分 lor. ><

LOL. My class handed it b4 march holidays.. But I dragged till nw, vry bad la.. But I still tink vry weird la... At least gif us a later deadline ma T.T

AH. I DUNNO WAD 2 DO LA O.O LIHUI.
LET'S JUST MAKE A POWERPOINT AND SERIOUSLY PUT 'VOTE FOR EVELINE' AS THE TITLE.... Lol..

Aiya. Sian diao... MY PHONE SOT DIAO LO. Nw ppl sms me I damn hard 2 read.. Cos my phone has 2 restart b4 I can actually see it -_-

OH YA. SOEUL MATES. (I just realised it sounds lyk SOULMATES) hahas... Damn sweet man. xP I'm lyk.. watching BOF ep 24 nw.... Dunno wad's gonna happen to them.. AND AND. IS THERE A 2ND SEASON?! I MEAN LYK.. SINCE KOREAN VERSION'S A BIT DIFFERENT THAN OTHERS, CAN HAVE ANOTHER SEASON MA O.O

Damn cute de lo xP



CF for Anycall Bodyguard.. LOL. I dunno y I really lyk overseas phones recently -_- They damn cool la, not lyk Singapore de... Okay la, Singapore de oso not bad... But recently lyk dun hav a lot nice ones.....................................

BUT the main thing is. SOEUL. xP Cute la hahas..

Argh. I still wan my jacket. -_- MY MUM SAY WAN BUY FOR ME OSO HAVEN'T BUY YET... Hack care, tml I shall drag my mum out or smt.. PEI ME BUY JACKET. LOL.

And hor, LIJUAN GOT HFMD. OMG LA. Lol... Take care sia o.O See, I so gd, still pei u talk on msn. LOL.



"Whenever the emergency bell rings in my heart, you always appear." - Jandi

Damn. I wan a firefighter too. LOL.


angie: thats why twilight is ridiculous

Lol. But many ppl still go mad over it wad o.O

Okay.. I'm supposed 2 do the Flight essay, but I can't think of anything.. Haiz.. The tcr a bit guo fen sia... The deadline's 30 April, but he wan us 2 hand in so early, n those who dun hand in by tml, maybe will b handed to Discipline Mistress.

I seriously can't think of how 2 write la... Xin Hui's gonna b damn fed up at me, I kept asking her wad 2 write -_-

Haiz. Deadlines coming soon.

Tml. PSG Essay.
Tuesday. Geog Project.
Wednesday. Exco video/blog/powerpoint

Nvm if tried my best, won't b upset or whatever.. I wonder if I can really do that sia..

upsetting a lot of ppl recently. I dunno wad's wrong with me man.

Walked 2 bus stop with Sammy, CJ. CJ wanted 2 take bus to Central, so Sammy n I started 'competing', seeing whose bus come first, cos we 2 both gt direct bus ma.

In the end arh, took 154 cos Monk blessed it, didn't bless my 185 -_- So CJ n I alighted at Central, n she went 2 take MRT.. I waved at Sammy lyk hell -_- Den she kept giving the 'u siao arh' face lol... But she oso waved back la, so I'm not the only crazy one hahas..

My paper still empty... Doing my fren's project is nicer than writing compo lol.. At least I dun nid 2 write...................................................................

boring boring post~~



the hidden world newly born in me

lihui: And you should have went to film w us. Although nothing to do. Just sit there and watch. Shini went also! Eisabess our group she also didn't go.

Aiyo.... But lyk vry sian leh.. I damn extra. LOL. Nvm la.. hahas, in the end I went home 2 chiong the website -_-

lihui: eh chinese nice!!
LOL. Damn qi guai lo.... But quite okay la. LOL.

lijuan: 用华文写日记还真的很怪
ZZZ. Nvm. UNIQUE. LOL. I oso tink vry weird la -_- but once in a while nia xD

angie: *edward
angie: you shall be edmard. got the superpower to look through one's mind -.-

LOL. Edmard o.O new character name hahas. Aiya, just feel vry weird ma -_- Reading ppl's mind is COOL okay. But den of cos cannot la zzz. Ltr I meet some guy lyk BELLA de, can't read his mind. Den I fall in love wif him meh? Zzz.

binbin: yoyo gina!
LOL. HIHI. BIN BIN. NV INVITE ME GO UR BLOG. Haiz. Feel so sad.. LOL.

Aiya. Now at com lab dunno do wad, so typing post -_- Vry noisy sia lol.. But the other guys watching some show... Red Cliff?? I dunno leh, looks vry weird to me dui le. LOL. Ya la, shud b Red Cliff. got LIN ZHI LING.

Look left, Yixie. Look right, Kian Wee. In front, Eisabess and Weixiang. Behind my com, Wesley, Sammy.

Okay... They all seem vry busy except me la.. Haiz. -_- I'm so bad. Doing nth nw. Sian.......... Sammy oso vry bored.

Aiya. Recently arh. Like Da Zui Ba's songs a lot. LIJUAN can testify for me xD LIJUAN. HELP ME DOWNLOAD MAN. I WANT THAT SONG!!! xP

And arh. Talking abt LIJUAN. She arh. CCA end damn late leh. LOL. Ending at lyk.. 6.30 -_- And I'm supposed 2 go home wif her o.O But den she got her softball-ers leh, so maybe after CCA end I go home liao -_-

下过雨就会天晴吗？我不知道应该怎么对他/她。对他/她而言，我会不会太残忍了？我不应该这样的。但是我做不到。我不可以笑嘻嘻的面对他/她，和他/她说话，因为我一定会想起他/她和我说过的话。我觉得很害怕，很尴尬。

他/她会怪我吗？他/她应该会明白吧。我说不出话来的原因。

LIJUAN definitely will tink it's that guy, but surprisingly, it's not. It's another person -_- Aiya. LUAN LA ZZZ.

HAHAHA. My blog is so damn dead la. Zzz. No one tag me lo~~ Lol.

Fixed my Windows Live 2day. I FEEL SO DAMN HIGH MAN WTH.. Lyk finally.. Dun hav 2 use ebuddy.. Everyday hav 2 log in lol, easy 2 use but ma fan sia..


Den I gt crazy n started spamming ppl -_-

LIJUAN, Angie, Xin Hui, Zhihao, Sammy xD

Sot sot liao. HAHA.

Aiya, just damn nice lo xD And I can finally play MSN games after lyk... 1 or 2 years.. -_- Dis is so ..............................

My tenants just moved out 2day.. Tml gt new tenants le.. I lyk my old tenants lo.. They still say wad.. Next time we meet shall b on my wedding day.

LIKE I CAN EVER GET MARRIED.

Zzz.

But I dun wan new tenants la.. Haiz..

2day was EVELINE'S BIRTHDAY. (I remembered Eveline saying she lyk green? LOL. Green hair during primary sch days. I WANT TO SEE LA xD) LOL. I wanted 2 buy smt for her.. But.... ahem ahem.

Eveline damn gd lo xD Gt lots of presents, including one whole carton of Meiji chocolate milk LOL. I gt pay for a bit only.. Lol. And I drank lyk.. 2 bottles -_-

In the end 24 bottles, didn't wan 2 bring home so many, so gave lots of ppl 2 drink lol..

Den went for Infocomm session, only sec 1s n 2s dere o.O Wanted 2 help Shini do her project de, but obviously... I didn't help in anything -_- just sat dere lyk an idiot zzz.

After tt, went KFC with Eveline n Shini, I as usual sian diao lo, make the atmosphere not nice de.. lol.

But den after go home fix my Windows Live okay le la xP



lost something, got back another.
but I still dun seem happy.
Not contented?



lihui: I WON'T SMASH CAKES IN YOUR FACE I PROMISE.
lihui: EVELINEEEE COME TO SCHOOL I WNA SING YOU BDAY SONG!!!!!
LOL. I didn't tot of smashing cakes in Eveline's face o.O But I wan celebrate la~~ Sad.

evelineeee: hehe hello gina no i am going home right after SS remedial on wednesday. either that or i dont go school. cause i am a good kid and will go spend time with my sick grandmother :D
Lol.... Wish ur grandma recover soon leh o.O Sian lo. Aiya, nvm la, go celebrate wif ur frens better hahas.

Argh... 2day was boring... LOL. Okay la, cos I boring ma xP

Both Language Paper 1 2day... Quite sian, write until damn weird -_- Somewhere near my stomach (I dunno wad organ -_-) kept hurting lyk hell cos I drank one bottle of green tea in one minute n ran up 4 floors..... In the end tt organ pain throughout my whole English paper 1... Write until damn xin ku lol...

After sch, gt SS remedial, den chiong-ed to Mac 2 look for Eveline o.O And Shini, Shini's good fren (I dunno hw 2 spell her name o.O), and Yi Voon.

In the end arh, spent hours doing Shini's ALICE IN ACTION, but only did a bit hahas.. Okay la, I didn't do anything xP Den played maple -_- So damn long nv on9 le, everyone deleted me!! Like, obviously la. Lol. So boring lo me, in the end Eveline slept LOL.





Long period of time.
Whatever man.
SMILE xP
LOL. I seriously can't stop from laughing when I see those kinda scenes.
CUTE LA.

This is so crazy/stupid/wth. LOL.

Hahas, speech day was okay xP Eisabess said Lihui's side didn't screw, my side gt screw arh?!!! Alamak.. I had no idea sia... o.O Haiz. Sad. Nvm la, over le.. We did a GOOD JOB. xD

2day, went JP with Angie. o.O Quite sian lo, I no mood 2 do hw/assessment bk... Hahas, so now I've nt done anything yet T.T Tml Language Paper 1s le....... Haiz.

EVERYONE JYJY!!!

Hahas. I scared I slack again lo. -_-

AH. I'm broke. T.T Super no money... And it's EVELINE'S BIRTHDAY THIS WED LEH. LOL. EVELINE. LET'S GO CELEBRATE O.O

Okay, obviously Eveline's gonna celebrate with her frens la -_- Nevermind. LOL.

Just nw arh, Angie n I damn stupid oso -_-

(Bus 198 at the bus stop)
I screamed, "AH. MY BUS!"
(Bus 198 leaves bus stop)
(Bus 157 behind) - we 2 take de bus
Angie n I both screamed, "AH!!!!!" and I started running -_-

Angie arh. Still slowly walk zzz. Lol.
Anw, saw Jeremy n Penguin? o.O at JP lib. Lol.. I dun even noe him.. But er... He really looks quite funny HAHA.

Quite lol xP




stupid la~~
2day's mood quite bad.
Dunno wad's going on oso.




By special request from Annabel~ HAHA. The MV damn nice la xP

SPEECH DAY IS OVER!~

WE DID QUITE OKAY SIA. LOL.


Okay la, I dunno wad I really did.. But it was SMOOTH. I gt help out de lo o.O

xP

Love arh. So complicated. Make ppl tink so much arh. Haiz.

Lol. Ppl in love are just so cute~~ HAHA. But COMPLICATED.

Dunno y it's been so weird. -_- Sin Nee tinks I'm love sick. LOL. Aiya, ya right. I'm just so bored~~

No one for me 2 spam -_- I'm so irritating lol..

Tml's SPEECH DAY.

Must must b smooth. Nothing bad can happen. Must jyjy~ Hahas....

My side only gt.... Yixie n Mr Liu's helpers... Haiz.... EVELINE THEY ALL AT THE OTHER SIDE T.T Far leh...... Nvm. AT LEAST GOT REFRESHMENTS/BUFFET. LOL. Glutton xP

2day sian diao lo~ Morning damn high, in class damn weird xP (I'm crazy lol), during lower sec assembly damn scared o.O during upper sec assembly damn awkward oso..

-_- Sian diao la. I bu shuang. Recently dunno wad I thinking liao -_- 2day gt Chem quiz, my methods all correct.. But I wrote 20/100 = 0.5 -_-

Talking abt weird weird stuff with Annabel nw o.O Aiyo... Annabel vry amusing hor. LOL. Everytime weird weird de xD

BIO TEST. 9 PAGES OF NOTES. WTH.. I can nv rmb so many lol... Someone pei me flunk leh... Haiz. Everyone so hardworking, I vry slack leh!!!!

SPIDER YONG ARH. HAIZ. -_- Put smaller, if nt ltr get scolded. Lol.

Nvm la lol. Study ltr bah~~

Fly away~~
Fantasizing doesn't hurt.


拥有的幸福。



lihui: GINA I VERY SCARED.
Haiz.. Nw is postpone until after MYE sia... JYJY... Aiya, dun make me sad la... Lol, I more hopeless than u leh.... haiz.


angie: lets meet on fri ;)
Lol...... In the end still cannot go out lol..

Every single time I wanna b happy, things just go worse.

Talking 2 you hurts lyk hell, even though I dunno y. I dun hav any special feelings for you, but it just hurts. I feel so damn awkward talking 2 you. You dun seem you anymore. You seemed 2 have changed a lot.

I know I've changed a lot too, but deep inside, I'm still the same person. But I get so sad talking to you but I can't. Dun talk to you cos tt will make me feel bad.

Everything's coming lyk a tornado. One second, I get so high. The other, those things just come crushing me la.

Kao eh.
I just suck la.
Dun torture me anymore.....................


`QIHUI: Where got united ? o.o Haha ,. next year pon duty la , sports day more fun .:D

LOL. cannot pon duty la xD U dunno hw happy I was when I gt sports day duty lol. I DIS WHOLE MONTH NO DUTY LA. T.T

lihui: HAHA JUST CHOKED THAT YOU LIKE DBSK TOO! SHOCKED* TOO LAZY TO BACKSPACE. NOW I DON'T RLLY LIKDE DONG BANG. SUPER JUNIOR FTW!!!!

LOL. DBSK arh.. Not really lyk la, just... Listen 2 A FEW (really only 1 or 2 -_-) songs of theirs only xD Their singing nt bad wad lol.


LOL. 2day's sch was.. okay. Annabel nv sms me la. Argh. Lol... Aiya, den went 2 eat SUMO with Lynette, Sin Nee, Hui Qi hahas.

Damn funny la xD Still went 2 drink Papaya milkshake. WTH. LOL. But still taste okay la xP Even though Lynette n Sin Nee were lyk.. 'Er................'

Den Huiqi went off to find her ~~~ LOL. Lynette dunno go wer o.O

Worried quite a lot of things 2day too. Due to SOME PERSON LA HOR. Reminded me abt tt -_- Lol, no la... In the end I became.. Busybody again o.O Ask Eveline and Shini -_-

Aiya, I concerned ma!! LOL. Really scared will lyk.. affect la o.O But it's gd tt they're still okay xD

Talking 2 Eveline hor. Vry weird leh. Hahas.. I dunno shud cry or laugh oso -_-

Cry. Cos the things we talking abt really make me feel sad -_-
Laugh. Cos imagining Eveline's face at the other side is vry funny. LOL.

Those who noe Eveline definitely understand la. Hahas.

See Eveline if still cry really damn pro liao. LOL.

Lol. Go do my hw + watch Defeated Queen le. get my mind off things first.

ANNABEL. I CAN CHEER MYSELF UP DE OKAY. LOL.


Can't we runaway together?

Lol. Huiqi asked me 2day 2 elope with her to somewhere.

My answer now is. 'Anywhere. Just away.'

lihui: DONGBANG!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL.. I tot u lyk Super Junior more?? LOL...

`QIHUI: Long time never tag you too ! Wo hao xiang ni o ! :D:D:D

Lol.... I always so isolated de, lyk... seldom talk 2 u sia... But I miss talking 2 u too hahas..


I'm sick of that already.
But I noe I'm nt the only person feeling that way.
Everyone will hav tt kinda feeling sometimes, just that I seem 2 b having tt quite frequently cos I emo a lot?
Wth la... Everyday look so sian.
MUST BE HAPPY.

At least.
I noe who'll b dere la.
Lol. Sounds weird.

我。每一次都被遗忘。


lihui: !!!!
lihui: ME
lihui: WITH
lihui: 11.30 - 1
lihui: SPEND
lihui: MUST
lihui: YOU

LOL.... Sorry leh.. In the end nv, still made u wait so long... I didn't see!! Lol.......

lynette: i link le kaes ;D n dun so fan abt ur cca thingy le kaes ;D

Hahas.. Cannot dun fan de la. But.. Nevermind bah..

yiliang: which stupid guy called u BA ZHANG ar?

YA LO. STUPID GUY LO. STILL GT WHO ARH. CALL ME BA ZHANG ZZZ.

lihui: UGH INTERVIEW. I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.

Haiz. I did badly. Hahas. I. Dun wanna raise my hopes high le... Hurts a lot sia. Lol.



[Micky] It's the same cases everyday...a place that produces an endless amount of deaths...did compassion disappear from this land?

[YW] I won't see it anymore. I won't hear of the crashing reality.
Don't calculate everything by its worth...people are an important existence.

*[All] Tears of blood are falling again because of our dulled hearts.
What will motivate me now?
Like the things that once filled our worlds with beauty,
the dreams we had for the future died.

**[Micky, Choikang] No one can take it.
There are no tears to shed.
I can't take the pain that is penetrating deeply through my bones.

[Choikang] You! got the Power! You have the power to make things right.
Don't waste, and light the talks that concern humanity.

[Xiah] I don't know, why hate this moment.
People are not saying it's boring...Why you tell me lies..

*Repeat

[Xiah] Look at the eyes of the ones you love.
Don't you see their happiness?
[YW] Tell them that this world is full of valuable things.

[BoA] What do I do? I am standing silently in front of the things that people have thrown away. This is not right.
What do I do? I'm diseased...I can't bare to just stand still and watch this happen.

Rap)
[The TRAX] Someday, oneday.
next to the problems that you have thrown away, you were left behind and I was left behind.
Don't observe other people's pains with joy! It will become a boomerang.
One Flow we want the flow we got the flow we want the flow
[All] I got the flow, Show Now I growling on earth
What do you want to show us? It's so funny I say no

[U-Know, Micky] We don't want it anymore...
I believe that you can change it,
even in the darkness, all the way to the end of the sword

**[U-Know, Choikang] Repeat

[All] Show us the pain of your broken hearts
So that I can help you...show me the road.
Like the things that fill this world with beauty
we have to make it so that we will treasure this place.


Long time ago song o.O But still nice lol.

So that's the truth.
Den y did u even let me think that I was okay.

I really tot u tot I could do it.

U shud hav just told me earlier. Argh. Why am I angry with you.

I'm more angry of myself.

Yosheko♥™: tagged (:
Yosheko♥™: hihi. Yvonne from infocomm here! ;D

Lol... Hello. Lol.

lijuan: aha shld just kill that guy:D

Hmm.. I wan to too o.O Lol. MAKE ME FEEL SO DAMN PAI SEI CAN. Wth... Lol...

Shini: Gina don't worry for your interview, do your best can le! hahaha I'll vote for you during the election de, won't get zero : D Jiayouuu!

Lol... Thanks la.. Hahas.... My interview was... -_- My answers too short le!

Interview stuff is lyk... Occupying my head nw -_- So I shall blog abt SIN NEE'S BIRTHDAY TODAY.

I transported (okay.. sounds weird) the cake to sch 2day o.O Even though the ride quite.. bumpy o.O, in the end the cake was perfectly fine xP

Aiya, lol. Den hid it in Western Stall's fridge o.O Sin Nee didn't noe at all xD But she knew something was weird la....

Den recess, went 2 find Mrs Chiang for JTDP stuff, so couldn't celebrate..

Den lunch, finally can celebrate le lol.. Sin Nee was damn touched xP I rmb she dun lyk those... Sing damn loudly during ppl's birthday de lo o.O So we celebrated in one small small corner. LOL.

And she didn't lyk wallets from Myuk? o.O LIJUAN say de, lol...

Aiya, in the end.. Quite okay bah. The day was filled with 'WORRY FOR INTERVIEW' and 'WORRY FOR INTERVIEW'. Nth else -_- I kept wanting 2 fall asleep during class... Stress my brain cells too much liao lol...

And my classmates damn ke lian la, PAI SEI. I keep going crazy -_-

Oh ya.. LIJUAN didn't get 2 eat the cake. Hahas.. Cos she went for softball? o.O

And arh -_- on the way home, I was singing 'Love Story' for no reason... Den a girl walked past me n looked at me T.T Damn pai sei la....

EVELINE.
LIHUI.

JIA YOU.



SAMANTHA!!!: haha lihui. so guang ming zheng da leh u
LOL. If so easy den I oso wan xD I WILL FREAK OUT T.T

lihui: EH DON'T SO EMO ALREADY LA AIYO.
Aiya... Not emo le la -_-

angie: hey, wanna catch subaru together? XD
-_- See first la... U recently so bz oso no time wad o.O

lihui: I damn scared for Tuesday. :S Let's bribe the ExCo HAHA.
IT'S TOMORROW. T.T (eh, count me in oso. LOL)

SAMANTHA!!!: MUAHAHHAHA. i can't wait for tues. =))) i buy chocos ok =) i found the nice nice cadbury ones tt eveline bought last time
Wa... Comfort those who fail the interview arh... If lyk tt I dun wan liao.. Lol.......

Argh argh argh. Everyday gt stupid stupid thing happen to me. (obviously it's bcos I'm stupid.)

-_- 2day shud b damn fun de, lol..

Chiong-ed to sports heats after sch, cos Huiqi nid 2 run for 100m hahas... In the end she gt 2nd! She was lyk the tallest girl out dere o.O So can get 2nd damn gd lo (her legs super super long lol)

And congrats to Ya Ting who got into finals oso!!! Lol, she didn't even hav 2 run xD

Aiya, den chiong-ed to Jurong point.. Bought a 4" cake from Icing room. Decorated until damn qi guai. LOL. But we tried our best okay!! xD

I wanna upload the pics.. But nvm.. Next time bah.

Haiz. Tml is the INTERVIEW.

Like omg the INTERVIEW. And Sammy is SOOOOOO looking forward to it. But I'm lyk... 'WHAT SHOULD I DO' kinda mood...

I even stammer during oral la.... T.T Haiz..... I'm such a failure. Lol.

Lol, ytd. Some stupid guy called me 'Ba zhang'. That's lyk.. My nickname liao. LOL. (I'm really tt fat T.T)

Zzz... Kill him la... Keep on 'ba zhang'-ing me. Lol..... Just cos I wore tt jacket, n he tot I looked vry fat in it. I'M FAT WAD.

Aiya, but quite fun la. I managed to guai lan someone more gl than me xP And it's lyk the first time I can talk more than him~~ xD

Sin Nee oso say I pro wor~ Hahas.

Haiz.. Den arh.. 2day still -_- Chiong-ed lyk hell.... Went 2 gif Wesley my exco video just nw... DAMN PAI SEI CAN. I tink they'll b lyk.. 'okay.....................'

I still lost my keys... Dunno wer I put them... Looked for lyk.. Half an hour le T.T

Okayokay! Cannot complain le! irritating! LOL.



It's so hard to be a kid le.
I dun wanna b lyk tt, I really dun...
Why can't they be.. Not bad?

I sound lyk a kid -_-


lihui: wlao yours have emoticons haha I don't like!

LOL. U DAMN FUNNY LOL.

lihui: Cheer up! :))))

Hahas.. I okay liao, misunderstanding xP NW I DAMN HIGH.

lihui: Haha when I'm having my period I will get irritated damn easily. LIKE DAMN EASILY.

LOL.... Relax o.O Dun get angry hahas..

lihui: Tuesday Marina Barrage.
OH. OKAY. I shall blog abt tt xD

Okay. Tuesday. Marina Barrage. We went dere for Infocomm Photography Competition o.O But Eveline n I dun have cameras, Shini and Lihui gt cameras but didn't wanna take pics, so we just walked walked.

Fooled ard la lol. Lihui go play wif the water, in the end gt wet xD But still fun LOL.

Den went 2 the TALL TALL flyover alike thingy.. LOL. Saw the Singapore Flyer o.O Lihui wanted 2 take photo with the Singapore Flyer hahas. The flyover so long la, just walking up took a long time xD

Eveline n Shini couldn't see me n Lihui from below LOL. And we were so tiny in the picture xD

Hahas. OHOH. I RMB ONE THING. LOL. Eveline dun dare go the toilet LOL. In the end ho handicapped toilet -_- Aiya..... Eveline.. Nvm de.. Lol..

Den went 2 the reception xP Damn funny. The erm.... Homosexuals part.. Dun say la, lyk vry bad... Reception was quite okay xD I kept eating the eclair -_- Wth lo LOL... Eat so much xP

Ya, den after tt nth 2 do... I played Hiyati's PSP o.O DJMAX? o.O I DAMN LAN CAN. OMG LA. -_- BUT!!!!

IN THE END I GOT A! FOR FALLEN ANGEL THAT SONG XP (Shini loves that song o.O)

Aiya. Stupid la. LOL.

And hor. o.O Angie. Dun angry la o.O Suddenly swear I xia dao leh -_- Pai sei la, I noe I vry fan. Lol..

Geog project tml morning. Afternoon Jp wif LIJUAN n Yiliang.

MONDAY I CAN FINALLY BE FREE. I tink -_-
TUESDAY I CAN CRY LE T.T

It hurts.
Really does.
I'm guilty for all those stuff I've done.
But I can't do it, I can't.

I can't even cry because of that.
Like I'm some heartless person.
Maybe I'm really like that.
I should just carry on like that.

At least.
When hatred comes,
I'll be prepared.

I remember.
When you are always by my side.
I remember.
When you always tell me not to cry.
I remember.
When you always talk to me when I feel bad.
I remember.
When you are there when no one else is.
I remember.
When you told me I'll be all right, don't worry.
I remember.
When you got so excited when it was my birthday.
I remember.
When you felt so bad when I cried the first time for you.
I remember.
When you said I was kind.
I remember.
How good you treated me.

I'm such a bitch.

I will apologise.
I will make you forgive me.
I will be your friend again.

No matter what.

lihui: Ok la actlly my Present ms even worse than me Pre/Post ms.

LOL. I gt period I damn high leh -_- My Pre/post vry cham lol... Everytime emo -_-

lihui: HAHA EH WO YOU PMS DE LEH!!
LOL. I NOT SAYING U LA XD

evelineee: sian you never blog about tuesday!

Tuesday wad happen arh? LOL. I FORGOT T.T

lynette: heys,link me kaes? ;D if u had,den is i blur xP

DUN WAN XP U oso nv link me lo lol.


Hmm.... A bit random post la. But this post is

DEDICATED TO ANGIE.


Aiya, you recently vry busy, I can't even go out with you. And you got troubles oso never tell me leh.. MUST TELL ME! :threatens you with a knife: lol... JK la -_-

Anyway, got a lot of things happen to you la, so you must be 坚强。We all don't want to grow up, don't want to be as scary as those kind of people.

Last year was just.. an accident la, don't think so much about it... Everyone makes mistakes ma, so you should forgive yourself, don't blame yourself anymore...

Now you got a lot of things to worry, so must jyjy. If got anything happen can tell me de la, hahas.. And you can ask me homework also o.O (like your Chemistry) even though my studies not that good also la. -_-

Aiya. I also don't know say what liao. Typing in good English is very hard. -_- I must use short forms T.T

SO. DO YOUR BEST. JIA YOU. YOU CAN DO IT DE.

FIGHTING!

幼稚吗？
我不知道。
世界太复杂，令人心乱，令人头痛。
为什么老是有奇奇怪怪的感觉。

难道不想长大就是幼稚吗？不想像那些人一样，老是把真心藏在心底，不让任何人知道。明明在你面前很开心，其实心里好难过。明明表现得很喜欢你，其实心里好讨厌你。那么多虚情假意，那么多谎言，那么多想不通的事，我快数不清了。

大家心里都有属于自己的秘密，而每个人都有一扇门，谁也进不去。

我好想踏过那扇门，看看里面有什么呢。我心里的那扇门，又隐藏了些什么？我自己也不知道。逃避。逃避所有的一切。逃避所有问题，所有烦恼，这可能也是我不想长大的原因之一吧。

逃避现实，但现实都是残酷的，逃避也没有用。但是，不想像那些人一样，不是逃避。如果要成为大人，就要变得像双面人一样，那我宁愿我的思想永远是小孩子一样。这样就不用担心什么了，就算被人笑我笨也好，笑我幼稚也好，不管他们就行了。

不管有怎么样的人，都不用理会了。

就让我们永远笨笨地过日子吧！

这是好笨的一个post哦。




Im losing myself
Trying to compete
With everyone else
Instead of just being me

Dont know where to turn
Ive been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak

I dont want to be afraid
I want to wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that Im okay
Cuz everyones perfect in unusual ways
So see I just want to believe in me
Lalalala

The mirror can lie
Doesnt show you whats inside
And it, it can tell you that your full of life
Its amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile

I dont want to be afraid
I want to wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that Im okay
Cuz everyones perfect in unusual ways
So see I just want to believe in me

Im quickly finding out
Im not about to break down
Not today

I guess I always knew
That I had all the strength to make it through

I cannot be afraid
I want to wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that Im okay
Cuz everyones perfect in unusual ways
You see, now, now I believe in me
Now I believe in me


xinhui: yo WHAT MAKEOVER AH? -.-!!!! HAHAHA. WHAT SUANNING?!?!?! WTH!!!! HAHAHA :D:D

HAHA. Suan nice wad xP U and him, SO SWEET LO. HAHA.

lihui: My class ended around 1.45 then went toilet

Oh..... But Eveline n I can't find u leh... Sorry o.O I tink I left too late le, cos I nid 2 lyk.. do my Sky thingy... Den pack my bag.. Super chiong, took to

lihui: Huh I so early leave?? I was outside class until....about 2?

Lol.... Never see T.T

lihui: I STILL LIKE YOU IN FRENCH BRAIDS A LOT.
HAHA. FIRST TIME I TINK FRENCH BRAIDS R OKAY xD Hahas, but den person nt pretty, french braids oso wont help de la hahas.

Lol. 2day damn high de. But morning - evening TOO high liao, nw a bit sian sian le... BAD MOOD. Lol, okayokay -_-

Anw, woke up early in the morning 2day.. 6+ -_- I dunno y can't get used 2 sleeping late. Damn tired but still auto wake up. Hahas.. Den slack slack, watched one episode of PI LI MIT (again), n chatted wif ppl xP

Aiya, den after tt arh, wanted 2 chiong 2 jp de, but Xin Hui say slowly go, so I super slow xP In the end I was late for 10 min -_- Abt dere la LOL. I wore "girly" (usual if u always go out wif me -_-) while Xin Hui was "MAN" LOL. Just jeans n shirt la lol, casual la, not vry man xP

Den I wanted 2 go find my jacket, but Xin Hui damn hungry, so ate LJS. o.O She didn't even noe hw 2 buy -_- So I buy for her lo lol..

Den walked vry vry vry long in JP. Looked for her bag, no avail. My jacket, one grey jacket at BALENO, was quite okay o.O Damn plain la, but I lyk the cutting xD Den I kept saying VRY NICE, made Xinhui damn pek cek xP

Anw, cos she couldn't find her bag, n I couldn't find another jacket oso, we chiong-ed to BUGIS. (forgot to buy my dad the wallet, n the jacket T.T)

And arh. Talked too much on the MRT, missed one stop, took until Lavender lol.. Den went back -_- a bit stupid hor.

Den walked here walked dere.. Bugis street was lol. LOL.

Zinc salesgirl drove me crazy la...... She was being vry friendly, so I was lyk.. Okay.. Can ask her if gt Xinhui lyk de kinda bag.. Den she showed me lots, n kept asking lyk... 'Okay?' (want me 2 buy...) den I pai sei... Say thanks n wanna leave, but she tot I wanted 2 buy n asked the owner if can cheaper... Den we gave lots of awkward smiles before we could leave..

Xinhui rolled eyes sia. LOL. I saw. DUN PEK CEK LA. Lol... Anw, walked a lot la. I even became MODEL for her sia. -_- Kept taking the handbags for her to compare, den still DESCRIBE the bags for her la... Like.. I tink dis is cute. That one is chio.. The other one is simple.

-_- In the end she chose the chio one -_- Ltr tml she take 2 Jerald's hse for Geog project, that guy see le tink vry nice wor. HAHA.

But I couldn't find any jacket I lyk leh. Haiz. Lyk last time went wif Angie n LIJUAN, can't find de... Anw, went 2 Clementi -_- Cos Xinhui said dere gt BALENO, and her hse near dere oso wad.. So went dere de BALENO. In the end.

Dun have.

Sian diao lo. Then dere was the... Moving sale... Everything $10 or $12... Den Xinhui joined the SQUEEZY SQUEEZY PPL. Went 2 look for jeans.. Omg la.. I helped her find, but almost gt suffocated by them lo. Squeeze me lyk hell.... Den got one woman arh... Gave me e "WHY YOU FIGHTING WITH ME." face..

Den I vry pai sei -_- Walked away lol... but Xin Hui got her jeans oso la lol. But dun hav my jacket T.T So I bought dinner (for whole family -_-) and wanted 2 go JP to buy my tt jacket..

$39 LEH. LOL. XIN HUI SPONSOR $8 XP SHUD B $10 DE LO!! HAHAHA.
(I tink recently I damn lucky. Tml doing geog project with Jia Chen n Xu Yue. Jia Chen maybe will treat us to lunch again xP) YAY.

Anw, $29 for jacket still considered okay la xP even though vry plain oso hahas. Simplicity rocks la xD (I saw Eveline's cute jacket?! at Bugis Junction oso LOL) Xinhui wanted 2 ask me buy oso lol.

Aiya. Laughed a lot, played a lot, talked a lot 2day. Nw damn tired le. Xinhui is a GOOD LISTENER. See, I so gd. xP

Haiz.... I nt bz person de lo... But den lyk no time leh -_- only 2day most free de..

Tml. Geog project.
Sat. Go out wif LIJUAN.
Sun. CHIONG GEOG VIDEO EDITING.
Mon. Go out wif HUIQI.
Tues. INTERVIEW T.T

Annabel arh~ Never reply my sms -_-

(I've been saying tt lots lots lots of times in front of Xinhui. LOL. She damn pek cek liao xD Aiyaaaaaa. I dun lyk ppl nv reply my sms la. LOL.)

Fed up.
U didn't intentionally offend me.
But u dun understand me.
U tink u noe everything.
But u really noe nothing.

Forget it. Things will go better.
I'll make that happen.
SMILE.
Smile like you've never done it before.

(Even though I ......, I dun hav PMS lyk SOME PERSON. So won't mood swing xP)

HAHA.

GURUGURU MAWARU GURUGURU MAWARU~
GURUGURU MAWARU GURUGURU MAWARU~~

Eelin: HELLO:) LOLs. i think i very random. LOL. nvm. just tagging xD

LOL... HIHI. xD

evelineeeee: I COULD WHCK MYSELF IN THE FACE A MILLION TIMES AND I WOULD NEVER BE GAY.

LOL. GAY EVELINE. LOL. SOUNDS SO WEIRD.


lijuan: eh relink

Okayokay o.O I see if I can rmb xP


SAMANTHA!!!: lollll. u very free ar. haha. my blog is closed due to some renovation works. =.= hahaha


Not vry free lo... But nw nt so stressed liao xD

lihui: I do PPT lol.

Lol... Must jy leh! Tuesday gt interview. I kinda.. hopeless liao, but I shall wait till that day den sad! Lol...


lijuan: i'm bored at home while all of u in sch XD\


YAYA. And u can't even recognise me wif scorpion. zzz. KILL U ARH.

lijuan: haha spamming is fun man!:D

YAYA. EVERYTIEM SPAM ME HOR.

lihui: I'm gna do video I think. And you could have borrowed camera from me!!

Lol.. Video done le la.. Hahas..



Scorpion is... OKAY. LOL. After tying for 3 days, a bit okay le la. LOL. But den, still a bit weird -_-

Aiya, 2day a bit chiong oso zzz. Worried lots abt my video, cos my thumbdrive spoiled. In the end, Wesley said latest by Monday hahas.....

-_- Siao la. Went upstairs wif Eveline to 406. Den no ppl, all still having lesson. Den went down 2 look for Lihui o.O Den I packed bag. Den Lihui went off le lol... den go up to 406 again, couldn't find anyone.. Tired lyk hell, den see Wesley o.O

Den rushed 2 CR18 for briefing on the.... Legislative leadership course? LOL. I dunno wad it is sia..... Okay, we went to NAC LI. National Community Leadership Institute. -_- I still rmb.

Anw, quite okay la.. Stood for 1 hour++, kept walking n walking, dunno y vry tired lol.
And there was dis fly which kept flying n flying -_- Disturb me lo. LOL. I dun stink okay.. But the fly go disturb Xien Dong oso xD den damn funny xD He kept fighting wif the fly LOL.

Den after tt went eat wif Xin Hui. XIN HUI ARH. VRY FUNNY. LOL. As usual, I keep suan-ing her xP And tml we going out~~~ JP. HAHAS. She's so gonna die man.

xD

1. Makeover
2. Suan-ing lyk hell
3. Choose clothes for her.
4. BUY MY JACKET!!!
5. Okay. I still owe her $1. Lol.

Ahhhhh. The strength of love. So powerful. LOL.

Anw, saw LIJUAN and Sin Nee oso lol. LIJUAN totally didn't recognise me. ZZZ. Sin nee arh, oso didn't recognise me until she saw Xin Hui. -_- JUST TIE SCORPION ONLY. GOT SO HARD 2 RECOGNISE MEH!! I still sit besidee Sin nee lo. LOL.

Aiya, Xin hui's a gd listener oso. -_- I said a lot of stuff sia. Zzz. I'm such a big mouth. LOL.

Nvm la, noe the most de still Angie n Annabel.

Lyrics/Composition: SUZUKKI TAKAYUKI
Performed by Horie Yui

The things I want to tell you are too heavy;
As it is it looks like I'll cave in
There are too many feelings I can't put into words
And they can't reach that person over either a short or long distance
Even if we look at the endlessly blue sky in the same way
I can't help but think that you only see cloudy sky

turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
While pretending to be dizzy, I want to jump into your chest
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
I'm floating lightly, above the clouds, alone again today

The words I want to tell you are too numerous;
As it is, it looks like they'll turn into a song
Even though you should be right by my side, you're too far away
And I can't reach that person very well
It's alright to gaze at the forever continuing sky, but
You can't just look look at the blue sky forever

Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
While pretending to be dizzy, I want to jump into your chest
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
I'm floating lightly, above the clouds, alone again today

Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
While pretending to be dizzy, I want to jump into your chest
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
Spinning and turning, spinning and turning
I'm floating lightly, above the clouds, alone again today

Write the 21 names of people you can think of.

1. Angie
2. Annabel
3. Chen Jing
4. Eveline
5. Hui Qi
6. Jia Chen
7. Jing En
8. Kor
9. Liang Shi
10. Lihui
11. Lilian
12. LIJUAN
13. Lucinda
14. Lynette
15. Sammy
16. Shini
17. Sin Nee
18. Si Hui
19. Tian Lan
20. Xin Hui
21. Yi An

How did u meet 7? (Jing En)

302? Lol..

What would u do if you and 15 have not met? (Sammy)
Not so crazy bah. Hahas.

What would u do if both 20 and 1 had dated? (Angie/Xin Hui)
…….. Xin hui’s taken. LOL.

Have you ever seen 17 cry? (Sin Nee)
Er.. No.. Sin Nee nv tell me anything de lo -_- sad..

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (Eveline/Shini)

LOL. MAYBE?! EVELINE DAMN MAN ONE. Lol, okay la, they r pig senior/junior o.O

Do you think 11 is attractive? (Lilian)
LOL. Lilian quite cute wad xD

What is 2's favourite colour? (Annabel)

I dunno leh o.O Purple?? xP

When was the last time you talked to 9? (Liang Shi)

This morning lol.. Asked me abt English o.O

What language does 8 speak? (Kor)

Er… Weird language xD

Who is 13 going out with? (Lucinda)
Nobody bah…. If gt arh, nv tell me. I’LL KILL U xD

What grade is 16 in? (Shini)
Sec 1 o.O So young sia.. hahas.

Would u ever date 17? (Sin Nee)

LOL. We’re already dating. LOL. Jkjk I’m nt les -_-

Where does 18 live? (Sihui)
I DUNNO. She nv ask me go her hse for housewarming party!!!!

What is the best thing about 4? (Eveline)

She’s so funny she can make ppl hav abs?? o.O Ya, den I’ll b thinner. LOL.

What would you like to tell 10 right now? (Lihui)
JYJY SIA. I still dunno wad 2 do wif my script…

What is the best thing about 2o? (Xin Hui)

Eh…… Can suan? xP

Have you ever kissed 2? (Annabel)

LOL. Annabel. Dun wan la hor. LOL.

What's the best memory of 5? (HuiQi)

Eh…… Her n ___? xD Too cute n funny le hahas.

When is the next time you are going to meet 4? (Eveline)
Dunno leh o.O Just nw saw her lol…

How is 7 different from 6? (Jing En/Jia Chen)

Er… Jing En’s cute, Jia Chen’s nice but a bit………. Ahem.

Is 2 pretty? (Annabel)

LOL. ANNABEL. Chio la HAHAS.

What was your first impression of 15? (Sammy)
Weird person?! LOL. JKJK xD

How did you meet 3? (Chen Jing)

Infocomm xD

Is 15 your best friend? (Sammy)
No lo, Sammy didn’t even invite me 2 her blog. LOL.

Do you hate 12? (LIJUAN)

HEY LIJUAN. I HATE YOU. LOL. Ya right, love u la. Okay.. Disgusting xD

When was the last time you saw 16? (Shini)
Er…. Long long time ago -_- we didn’t even go out frequently la o.O

Have you been to 5's house? (HuiQi)
Lol dun hav xD

When is the next time you will see 10? (Lihui)

I dunno o.O Tml at sch?? Next wed/thurs definitely.. I’LL FREAK OUT… My video T.T

Are you close to 11? (Lilian)
Lol, normal la... Must talk more o.O

Have you been to the movies with 4? (Eveline)

No o.O

Have you gotten in trouble with 8? (Kor)

Eh… Dunno leh? He nv angry wif me b4 bah o.O Lol, I dunno xD

Would you give 19 a hug? (Tian Lan)

Okay arh. LOL. I was damn agitated when I saw one strand of white hair on Huiqi’s head T.T den Tian Lan a bit sad o.O Aiya… Nvm de la xD

When have you lied to 3? (Chen Jing)
Dun hav b4 leh o.O

Is 11 good at socialising? (Lilian)
Dunno leh.. Seldom talk sia!

Do you know a secret about 8? (Kor)
Hmm.. Can b considered bah xD

Describe the relationship between 12 and 18? (LIJUAN/Si Hui)
Er…. Both have me as a fren?? Lol..

What is the best thing about your friendship with 9? (Liang Shi)

Can ask her anything de xD Vry easy 2 talk to hahas.

What's the worst thing about 6? (Jia chen)

Er…………. Dun say better la hahas…

Have you ever had a crush on 12? (LIJUAN)
No way xP

How long have u known 2? (Annabel)
Since Sec 2??

Does 11 have a bf? (Lilian)

Aiyo.. I dunno leh lol.

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? (Angie)
-_- WAN KILL HER LO. Aiya, jk de la -_-

Has 21 met your mom? (Yi An)
No LOL.

How did you meet 11? (Lilian)

Infocomm hahas.

Have you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? (Chen Jing)
Er… Emotionally ya o.O Camera T.T Sad man…

Do you live close to 7? (Jing En)
I dunno where she lives??

What is 8's favourite food? (Kor)
Dunno leh? Next time ask him xD

What kind of car does 1 have? (Angie)
o.O Dun hav yet..

Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9? (Liang Shi)

Er… Walked out of school. I wanted 2 go eat but no one wan pei me lol.

If you gave 14 $100 what would he/she spend it on? (Lynette)

WA. Her arh. Dun wan gif her money xP

Haiz. Bored man.

beru: CHEER UP AND JIAYOU! i know ive spammed four, this the last. and bye. take care!!!

HAHAS. Okay la..... I trying 2 le.. Hahas. 2day I'm gonna write my SCRIPT! I even borrowed a video cam from my project mate's fren o.O Ya... And he's lyk.. A guy -_- okay, nvm. LOL.

beru: no wonder that day you keep spazzing abt how cute bummie is O_O rofl. I AM SO WAITING FOR THE DVD.

LOL. He's really damn cute xP BUMMIE. Hahas. Weird weird name xD I oso wan lol.. DVD + ALBUM + POSTER + NECKLACE + T-SHIRTS!~ All I wan xD Maybe I'll even make a BOF SKIN. If I can make it la -_-

beru: and. yeash, the Soeul CF you posted is the part1. hahaha, very sweet right? i want overseas phone also lor!! so damn pretty ._.

Hahas, the CF damn sweet la xP I LOVE SOEUL. ya lo.. Vry nice, sleek, UNIQUE LYK HELL. o.O Hahas..

beru: GINA. why you so upset leh? you really sound sad. dont be!! why you never tell me things one. i can give u ideas and help u!!!

Aiya......................... Sometimes lyk tt de la.. Lol... I felt lyk crying when I wrote tt -_- Cos I vry no guts la, no courage to SAY IT OUT LOUD. So lyk tt lo. Zzz. But maybe I'll really nid ur help xP Or maybe nt, hav 2 do by MYSELF first. At most u gif me inspiration xD

lihui: And I really dare to do that ppt.
LOL. I just nw on the bus tot of that oso.. But I doing video arh, most likely I'll say smt lyk.. 'Blah blah blah, so vote for me pls! But hor, if dun wan vote for me arh, DEFINITELY MUST VOTE FOR EVELINE. ' Hahas.

lihui: The only thing I'm stuck with is plans for the club IF I am the president ugh. Srsly no idea. Not a leader.

YA. It's hard 2 tink lo.. Why u wan b president, what u wanna do for the club, what will u being the president help the club blah blah blah. I oso mental block o.O I'm more of lyk.. doing things de, not ordering ppl/taking charge of everything de o.O
(okay.. That's lyk.. not vry good ya..)

xinhui: "Bcos I'm not sociable, only close 2 ppl who really wanna b my frens/r willing 2 b my frens" am i counted? JKJK

Zzzz. MY TRUE FEELINGS OKAY. Dun joke ard -_- kinda lyk tt la... If u willing 2 b my fren/realy wanna b my fren, I will b close 2 u de lo.. just dun fake/lie to me la, VERY HURTING DE OKAY.

Lol.... 2day damn funny. Early in the morning, wanted 2 go eat Breakfast wif ANGIE. But she pang seh-ed me, sian.. So sad.... Den I still quarreled with my mum b4 coming out zzz.

Aiya, den went back home 2 sleep for 1 hour ++ lol.. damn tired. My phone hor. DAMN PRANK ME LEH.

When I'm awake, waiting for sms, the phone won't ring. When I sleeping arh, suddenly I can receive everyone's msg. Keepppppp ringing n ringing n ringing.. Den I slp until damn bad lo... Haiz...

Den 1200 went out 2 do project le.. I reached first lo.. Xu yue late for 20 min, Jia Chen late for 5 - 10 min.. And arh. SHOCK DIO. I saw Zy when I went inside -_- he DAMN tall la. I stepping on stairs I oso tink he damn tall -_- Aiya, but he didn't see me xD Den walked ard, waited for Jia Chen. Lol.

At first tot do project with Jia Chen n Xu yue definitely damn sian de, but I laughed really a lot 2day. Lol.

First, at POPULAR, looked at stuff. Den walked opposite to go to take shuttlebus, ran lyk stupid ppl cos all no umbrella lol.. Went Daiso @ IMM 2 buy the stuff, damn funny la, kept laughing n laughing cos of random stuff. Den hor. JIA CHEN TREAT US LUNCH LEH. LYK SO GOOD MAN. xD

Den we ate Burger King o.O At first wan take advantage of him de xP But damn bad lo hahas.. But arh.. Burger King oso nt cheap lo... $17.60 for both our lunches. LOL. Den Jia Chen didn't eat, cos he left $20++ for next week's allowance only lol... We so evil sia..

Aiya, den in the end he ate fries hahas.. But he still damn gd la. xD After tt, walked 2 Je lib. Xu yue n I bought Tiramisu ice cream, quite nice, but when we walking towards Je MRT arh, dere's dis... Muddy muddy road ma. Cos tt time just rain finish. Den I ate the ice cream till half, damn scared of falling down, den I dirtied Jia Chen's shirt sia. LOL.

Den his shirt gt vry 'nice' pattern LOL. Den cos laughed too hard, I even dropped the cup along wif the rest of the ice cream zzz. -_- Zhong the back of his shirt oso. LOL.

DAMN PAI SEI LA. LOL. Den nw gt 2 vry nice patterns le. xD Den went Je lib 2 do project, played a lot, laughed a lot.

Even saw some guy who looks lyk Mr Lin o.O Oh ya.. Mr Lin called Guo Jing xD

Aiya, den after doing a lot of work oso, went home le.. By the time went home, sian diao liao lol.. Now writing my SCRIPT for the exco video.. I'm still stuck T.T

2 MORE DAYS TO DEADLINE! JYJY.


lihui: Gina I also don't know I also v shocked I in exco.
Lol..... Nvm la.. JYJY. Hahas..

evelineeee: AND NO NO DON'T VOTE FOR MEEEEEEE XD FTW!! OR KIANWEE. OKAY FINE BESSYBESSYBESSY!!!!!
o.O I still wanna vote for u leh -_-

evelineeee: what flight essay 0_0
Some PSG essay?? compulsory for everyone wad o.O

angie: lol, the cf so funny
THEY DAMN CUTE LA. Yi Jung's cute xP

lihui: GINA, IF YOU DO IT I WILL DO IT.
LOL. Lyk I dare leh... Lol.... But I still dunno wad 2 do sia..

lijuan: .................... X10
Keep spamming me -_- zzz..

lijuan: yoyo! i tagged. gaha i m passing the virus to u nw(: X5
I WON'T HAV VIRUS DE. I'M STRONG xP

Sian~~~~ No one sms me sia -_- I feel so sad... but even if gt I hav 2 restart my phone 2 receive zzz. -_- okay.. I just restarted.. And gt msg.. Lol..

Okay.... So I researched + watched PI LI MIT 2day.. (chiong-ed 11 episodes lol..) In between, ate a lot -_- tot a lot abt wad 2 say for the video/powerpoint.....

I still dunno wad 2 say la... Mental block la T.T WAD SHOULD I SAY?!!!!

HI. I'M GINA. I'M RUNNING FOR EXCO/PRESIDENCY. VOTE FOR ME PLS. THANK YOU.

Ya right..... If I do tt arh, everyone run away liao. Lol...

Hello. I'm Gina, ppl reading dis of cos noe..

I'm the girl who always sit somewhere, being damn quiet, at most talking 2 some seniors n crazy ppl like (EVELINE, LIHUI, WEIXIANG) at times. Bcos I'm not sociable, only close 2 ppl who really wanna b my frens/r willing 2 b my frens, I hav vry few gd friends in school.

Most of them come from my primary sch frens, but I'm still quite close 2 them la.

My character is not addictive/special or funny lyk all the other ppl. That's y even though I lyk the ppl a lot, lyk the CCA a lot, I can't really say out those stuff I wanna say.

When ppl try 2 make frens wif me, talk 2 me, I always lyk.. end the conver vry quickly. But it's all bcos I dunno wad 2 say, n in the end, most just tink tt I'm sian/emo/dun wanna talk 2 them, and walk away. But it's not lyk tt de lo.

Even when I wanna thank a person wholeheartedly for helping me, or for being a gd fren to me, I can never say the words out. Too cheesy le la.. Hahas.

But some ppl still bear wif me, even though my low self esteem really make me think I suck a lot. Maybe I do, but thanks for tolerating me.

Now, hav 2 run for EXCO or presidency le. Even though I'm damn scared, I dunno hw 2 make the video/powerpoint sia. Why I lyk the cca, why I wanna b in exco, I can't really tink of reasons.. But I just feel tt I wan to.

Eveline says I sound so emo right nw -_- But den.. It's really hard 2 explain la. I dunno y I wanna b in exco (seniors'll probably say things lyk.. Okay.. She doesn't noe wad she's doing), but I really wanna b in it leh.

With Eveline, Lihui, Weixiang they all.

But cos I'm lyk.. always blur blur, indecisive, dunno wad 2 do, I can get into exco is a miracle le. And it's not even cfm-ed yet. Some oso say tt, I can get in bcos I gt backing wad, not cos I can do it.

Now seniors gonna step down le, they getting so frustrated over who 2 b president, who 2 kick out of exco. I dunno wad my fate will b la, but I can only do my best bah. Hahas....


SAMANTHA!!!: HAHA. my teacher havent collect the flight yet but i completed it alr =)))
HARD WORKING LA OKAY. I lazy ma xD Hahas...


lihui: Idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk what to do for presidencyyy.
Lol... I oso dunno.............................. PRESIDENCY - not for me o.O But if wan get into Exco oso must do video arh.... Lol..


Shini: Now then your do the Flight essay? My class did it way before the march holidays. D: That one more 过分 lor. ><

LOL. My class handed it b4 march holidays.. But I dragged till nw, vry bad la.. But I still tink vry weird la... At least gif us a later deadline ma T.T

AH. I DUNNO WAD 2 DO LA O.O LIHUI.
LET'S JUST MAKE A POWERPOINT AND SERIOUSLY PUT 'VOTE FOR EVELINE' AS THE TITLE.... Lol..

Aiya. Sian diao... MY PHONE SOT DIAO LO. Nw ppl sms me I damn hard 2 read.. Cos my phone has 2 restart b4 I can actually see it -_-

OH YA. SOEUL MATES. (I just realised it sounds lyk SOULMATES) hahas... Damn sweet man. xP I'm lyk.. watching BOF ep 24 nw.... Dunno wad's gonna happen to them.. AND AND. IS THERE A 2ND SEASON?! I MEAN LYK.. SINCE KOREAN VERSION'S A BIT DIFFERENT THAN OTHERS, CAN HAVE ANOTHER SEASON MA O.O

Damn cute de lo xP



CF for Anycall Bodyguard.. LOL. I dunno y I really lyk overseas phones recently -_- They damn cool la, not lyk Singapore de... Okay la, Singapore de oso not bad... But recently lyk dun hav a lot nice ones.....................................

BUT the main thing is. SOEUL. xP Cute la hahas..

Argh. I still wan my jacket. -_- MY MUM SAY WAN BUY FOR ME OSO HAVEN'T BUY YET... Hack care, tml I shall drag my mum out or smt.. PEI ME BUY JACKET. LOL.

And hor, LIJUAN GOT HFMD. OMG LA. Lol... Take care sia o.O See, I so gd, still pei u talk on msn. LOL.



"Whenever the emergency bell rings in my heart, you always appear." - Jandi

Damn. I wan a firefighter too. LOL.


angie: thats why twilight is ridiculous

Lol. But many ppl still go mad over it wad o.O

Okay.. I'm supposed 2 do the Flight essay, but I can't think of anything.. Haiz.. The tcr a bit guo fen sia... The deadline's 30 April, but he wan us 2 hand in so early, n those who dun hand in by tml, maybe will b handed to Discipline Mistress.

I seriously can't think of how 2 write la... Xin Hui's gonna b damn fed up at me, I kept asking her wad 2 write -_-

Haiz. Deadlines coming soon.

Tml. PSG Essay.
Tuesday. Geog Project.
Wednesday. Exco video/blog/powerpoint

Nvm if tried my best, won't b upset or whatever.. I wonder if I can really do that sia..

upsetting a lot of ppl recently. I dunno wad's wrong with me man.

Walked 2 bus stop with Sammy, CJ. CJ wanted 2 take bus to Central, so Sammy n I started 'competing', seeing whose bus come first, cos we 2 both gt direct bus ma.

In the end arh, took 154 cos Monk blessed it, didn't bless my 185 -_- So CJ n I alighted at Central, n she went 2 take MRT.. I waved at Sammy lyk hell -_- Den she kept giving the 'u siao arh' face lol... But she oso waved back la, so I'm not the only crazy one hahas..

My paper still empty... Doing my fren's project is nicer than writing compo lol.. At least I dun nid 2 write...................................................................

boring boring post~~



the hidden world newly born in me

lihui: And you should have went to film w us. Although nothing to do. Just sit there and watch. Shini went also! Eisabess our group she also didn't go.

Aiyo.... But lyk vry sian leh.. I damn extra. LOL. Nvm la.. hahas, in the end I went home 2 chiong the website -_-

lihui: eh chinese nice!!
LOL. Damn qi guai lo.... But quite okay la. LOL.

lijuan: 用华文写日记还真的很怪
ZZZ. Nvm. UNIQUE. LOL. I oso tink vry weird la -_- but once in a while nia xD

angie: *edward
angie: you shall be edmard. got the superpower to look through one's mind -.-

LOL. Edmard o.O new character name hahas. Aiya, just feel vry weird ma -_- Reading ppl's mind is COOL okay. But den of cos cannot la zzz. Ltr I meet some guy lyk BELLA de, can't read his mind. Den I fall in love wif him meh? Zzz.

binbin: yoyo gina!
LOL. HIHI. BIN BIN. NV INVITE ME GO UR BLOG. Haiz. Feel so sad.. LOL.

Aiya. Now at com lab dunno do wad, so typing post -_- Vry noisy sia lol.. But the other guys watching some show... Red Cliff?? I dunno leh, looks vry weird to me dui le. LOL. Ya la, shud b Red Cliff. got LIN ZHI LING.

Look left, Yixie. Look right, Kian Wee. In front, Eisabess and Weixiang. Behind my com, Wesley, Sammy.

Okay... They all seem vry busy except me la.. Haiz. -_- I'm so bad. Doing nth nw. Sian.......... Sammy oso vry bored.

Aiya. Recently arh. Like Da Zui Ba's songs a lot. LIJUAN can testify for me xD LIJUAN. HELP ME DOWNLOAD MAN. I WANT THAT SONG!!! xP

And arh. Talking abt LIJUAN. She arh. CCA end damn late leh. LOL. Ending at lyk.. 6.30 -_- And I'm supposed 2 go home wif her o.O But den she got her softball-ers leh, so maybe after CCA end I go home liao -_-

下过雨就会天晴吗？我不知道应该怎么对他/她。对他/她而言，我会不会太残忍了？我不应该这样的。但是我做不到。我不可以笑嘻嘻的面对他/她，和他/她说话，因为我一定会想起他/她和我说过的话。我觉得很害怕，很尴尬。

他/她会怪我吗？他/她应该会明白吧。我说不出话来的原因。

LIJUAN definitely will tink it's that guy, but surprisingly, it's not. It's another person -_- Aiya. LUAN LA ZZZ.

Hello.

Angie two three four five



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