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buildings with a hundred floors,
spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.

entries about chat links




breakaway
Let's break away.
unlucky unlucky.
Sunday, November 30, 2008 // 22:40



Zzz. I'm so damn unlucky today o.O Right eye kept twitching -_- LIJUAN's neopet got sick TWICE, bcos of me. And the cure DAMN ex la. Argh.

WENT AMK HUB TODAY WITH LIJUAN AND HER SIS.

LOL. Quite fun la, walk a lot of shops look for clothes o.O LIJUAN kept saying, 'stripe-r, stripe-r' -_- I at first thought stripper. Lol.

LIJUAN's sis still say nth 2 walk o.O A lot leh. LOL. I like the 'BUS STOP' shop, but it's kinda small.. Art Box oso nice. AND HOR. I WAS LOOKING FOR THE PIE KIA SHOP, BUT COULDN'T FIND IT. LOL.

I wanted 2 eat de lo zzz. I tink it's outside or smt la. Zzz. *roll eyes* Den LIJUAN n her sis ate Subway, while I ate Mos Burger (again) -_- Can't get sick of it lol.

Den hor, they chose 2 sit in front of the kitchen door, where Subway staff can come out and see me eating MOS BURGER stuff in SUBWAY. Lol. Dere were oso quite a lot 'posters-alike' thingy tt say NO OUTSIDE FOOD/DRINKS -_-

In the end, used my damn big bag to cover. Lol, not tt it did any help o.O

AND ARH. I damn forgetful sia.. zzz.. I took my library books out with me lots of times, waiting for chances to return my bks. Den every single time, even though dere were libraries nearby, I FORGOT TO RETURN. ARGH. -_- Bring for nth de zzz..

Haiz.. 2nd Dec going chalet liao. Gonna miss my laptop.

AND I'M SO GONNA CURE LIJUAN'S NEOPET BEFORE I GO CHALET. *determined*


See if I can get so lucky first la. Zzz. -_-

Angie's lyk damn AGITATED tt tml's December already. I'm in the vry sian mood liao. And she's worrying over her homework cos gt count marks. I tink I hack care liao.. I can't even find my damn homework, hw 2 do? -_-

BUT. MY BIRTHDAY'S COMING. LOL. TJ'S TOO. -_- LIJUAN and I were discussing whether 2 buy birthday present for him, but I'm damn broke. FINANCIAL CRISIS. ARGH.

And my birthday, go Mr Ling's wedding, should be. o.O

AND OF COS. K-BOX WITH SIN NEE, LIJUAN, LIJUAN'S SIS (MAYBE) LOL. Siao -_-

but sian leh.. Next year Sec 3 le.......... T.T Freedom, goodbye. Slack days, goodbye. HELLO HARDWORKING DAYS. Ya right. Lol.

OH. BUT. DURING CHALET. GONNA SCARE CLUB PPL WITH HOTEL 626. YAY MAN. ANNABEL DIE LIAO. LOL. (won't la, gt her Bubu protect her -_-)


P.S. This is a long long long random post.
P.P.S. I've noticed tt I use a lot of CAPS in dis post -_- Aiya, nvm la. Lol.

HOTEL 626.
Friday, November 28, 2008 // 16:56

Okay, since Angie's at her performance 2day, I think o.O I shall blog abt ytd -_-

Read on Hai Yun's blog tt Hotel 626 was kinda fun, and Angie was lyk talking abt it ytd, and I was lyk, "eh, sounds fun leh. We go play la!"

-_- Turns out it was................. kinda fun actually, thrilling and all, and DAMN PEK CEK. LOL. Angie was vry bu shuang at tt fact tt we were unable to finish Level 8 -_- But we still skipped the level and carried on.

In the end arh, it was a bit lame oso, cos whatever we do, even though we cleared all levels, we died. But still fun la, killer baby. LOL. And I still tot all babies were cute -_-
Totally changed my mind after tt zzz.

AND HOR. I couldn't go to sleep ytd night la. Damn it.. and cos my hse gt lots of weird noises. At first I was falling asleep, but some weird ringtone rang, but I thought there was only my handphone, but it didn't ring. Turns out it's my mum's spare phone tt ran out of battery. ZZZZZ. Slept only when my mum came home -_- Stupid sia.

And I oso gt a bit shocked dio when I played the Crazy Maze Game Version 2 made in Japan. Zzz. I WAS TOO FOCUSED ANGIE. I think she's still gonna laugh lyk hell when she reads dis -_-

-random- I love Angie's com okay. -_- I played Round Table Poker (Neopets -_-) on Angie's com and won lyk.. 3 times. LOL.

But her hse kinda scary at night la -_- damn dark de lo. Zzz.
I couldn't find tt damn switch. Turns out it's the fan thingy and you gotta pull tt string o.O

Okay, I'm crapping again la. -_- Whatever. GO PLAY LA. or CHECK IT OUT, quoted from Angie. -_-

www.hotel626.com

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. LOL. But dun get freaked out too -_-

same shit different day.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 // 22:19




Lol. Random. Ya. -_-

Skip all the rules, get to the quiz o.O

1. Name three people who have impacted on your lives.
Erm, quite a few?

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
-_- Can he/she sponsor me a tour around the world + accommodation? Lol.

3. What do you like the most about yourself?
Nothing. LOL.

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
Erm. Buy things I like, ya.

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
Fix everything.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Of cos not.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Somethings..

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
o.O I tink I did dis question b4 -_-

9. What do you dream of doing in the future?
No idea. Live in the present, isn't it? o.O

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you? (TING JUN)
o.O You sure?
Erm.. Good taste in music, kinda cool......... Caring? Okay, no-no -_- LOL. Jkjk.

11. What is tomorrow going to be like?
Going out for lunch with Angie, going to her hse to SLACK WHILE SHE MAKES HER GUNDAM SEED FIGURINE THINGY. I'm gonna b sian. Lol.

12. What type of person do you hate most?
People who think they r so good tt everyone else suck.

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
Erm. Somewhere -_-

14. What do you think is the most important thing that has happened to you in your life?
I dunno sia.

15. Which friend of yours you don't want to lose most?
Angie, Lucinda, LIJUAN, Sin Nee, my brother, Zhi hao? Lol.

16. Who is your best buddy?
Hmm.. Angie, Lucinda, LIJUAN. LOL.

17. What will you do if you have a lot of free time but you cannot step out of the house?
.... Living hell sia. Play Neopets -_- (what else can I do actually? Zzz.) Watch GOSSIP GIRL. It's nice. LOL. and other dramas xD

18. Are you courageous enough to go and tell the person that you like him/her?
Maybe.

19. Who do u always bully?
Ahem. I vry guai de kays. LIJUAN and Sammy.(but SAMMY bullies me first T.T) LOL.

20. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
Invisibility? Can scare ppl. Or SUPERB BASKETBALL SKILLS. Showoff. LOL.

P.S. I WANNA WIN. ARGH. PEK CEK. -_-

FREE.
Sunday, November 23, 2008 // 21:01






Anime festival was okay.. LOL. Dere were many cosplay-ers or whatever -_- and Sze Hwee went totally crazy with L, Doraemon, Stitch, and Bat man. Hahas..

Gt ppl cosplay as Deathnote characters (of course) and L and Light even fake kissed. Omg la. I kept thinking hw gay that was.. LOL. But I gt take photo o.O Cos Sze Hwee wan LOL, and quite..... funny? -_-



close up o.O



-_- Misa and Light


o.O group photo..


See the faces, lose feeling liao.. LOL. Light's hair doesn't look as nice o.O Aiya, nvm la. LOL.

AND THERE WAS LOTS OF CHIBI FIGURINES. AND SHAKUGAN NO SHANA'S CHARACTERS. Of cos, I only noticed Shana -_- But damn cute la xD I forgot the girl behind Shana de name.. But she's cute too o.O



Walked a lot, gt the PIG book xD TKG o.O And the book titles kinda funny -_-

'幻猪TKG - '
and the next bk will be called '' lol.

Den arh. WE PLAYED AT THE 'ARCADE-ALIKE' BOOTH. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. PLAY THAT FIGHTING GAME. -_- I love that game man.. LOL. Damn addictive -_- I didn't believe Twj when he said long ago tt it's damn fun, but now I believe le.

Omg la. I beat Su Li many times xD LOL. But I just can't beat that stupid computer -_- We 4 kept scolding the com, saying 'it' vry 贱 and all LOL. Scold until my voice became coarse la. Zzz.

But still damn nice. and dere was dis guy. SUPER cool. He beat the com dunno hw many times, till stage FOUR. Den I rmb he died when he was fighting dis damn big guy called. 'Lei'. LOL. I a bit shocked dio when I saw the name. -_-

OH YA. I can't sell that limited edition book liao.. It should b worth more than $500 de T.T as stated by Suli and Sin Nee. Cos Mr Tan wrote 'TO: ....' in everyone's bk -_- But it was dated 1999 leh o.O So long ago lol.

Argh. Nevermind. LOL. I shall slowly read o.O I flipped through some pages arh, showed the pig 'dancing' -_- A bit stupid la, but a bit cute oso. LOL. Cos vry fat. LOL. Tt's kinda saying myself, but NEVERMIND. xD (Zzz. I seriously kee siao le.)

Quite okay la, just tt I spent all my money le. -_-

Suli and I were talking abt dumbbells, exercising, and even Lch and JJ Lin. LOL. We a bit bo liao (as influenced by ME.) Lol. But quite fun la o.O
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Okay. If dis isn't already a long post, I'm gonna blog abt movie trip -_-

Movie trip. Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa. Chinese: '马达加斯加 blah blah blah.' Lol. I rmb last time saw the chinese name, say until vry funny -_-

Anyway. Go till BUGIS. Vry far sia. Lol. Went 2 meet Angie right after open house, damn sian. Den vry hungry -_- go food JUNCTION eat. (I just dun like saying food court. Lol. GL sia -_-)

Den the movie was damn funny la, during the parts when Alekay or dunno what's his name o.O gt abandoned by his parents, I tot I would cry sia. But I didn't -_- and dis girl behind kept kicking my chair. argh. -random-

Den we crossed the DANGEROUS road. LOL. Damn funny la, stand dere so long -_- den walked str8 le go back again. We oso vry pro lo. o.O

Anw, guys, thanks for 'giving me ideas' during the pig thingy -_- In the end I went on the net to copy some piglet. Lol. But nvm la, a lot ppl oso anyhw draw o.O
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LIJUAN. I MISS YOU SIA. O.O OKAY.

95% BECAUSE YOUR NEOPETS GETTING NOWHERE WHEN I'M JUST PLAYING ALONE.
I ONLY EARNED ABT.. 50K. IN 3 or 4 DAYS. Tt's kinda bad actually.

THE OTHER 4% IS COS I WANNA GO TAIWAN A LOT TOO.

ANOTHER 0.5% IS COS I WAN GO GYM WITH YOU AND SIN NEE O.O

REST 0.5% REALLY MISS YOU.

LOL JKJK. I'm not so bad. LOL.


No more regrets. I did the right thing.
I dun think you can ever see dis, but. Stay away from me. Thanks.
As quoted from Eveline, 'I don't like you. Go away.'


Don't resent me.
Friday, November 21, 2008 // 17:53





Iconator.com

Linkin Park - Leave Out All the Rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

random random.
Thursday, November 20, 2008 // 21:47






credits: Iconator.com and Avatarsdb.com

-_- A lot ppl lyk going overseas dis holiday, making me ALL JEALOUS and stuff. Lol. and I'm stuck at home, slacking and playing Neopets. -_-

Bored bored bored.
Tml gonna go sch at 10am to do CCA board. Hmm, with me dere arh, no artistic talent de, I dun tink the CCA board can turn out nice. LOL.

Afternoon going lunch with Angie, should be o.O See if she gt pang seh me -_-

Sad. Saturday's open house. I'm Camera I/C T.T No experience sia o.O

-_- I shall go play Neopets again. Zzzzzz.


tired tired tired -_-
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 // 22:10



I dunno y I'm saying things thrice now. But nvm -_-

Anw, 18/11/2008. Can't say it's the most tiring day of my life, but still kinda tired la. (Kinda? Ask Annabel, Li Hui, Eveline and others. Definitely not kinda.)

'Now who was tt person who kept dozing off during the rehearsals, and sat on a chair, trying 2 make herself comfy?' And Eveline even said. "Eh, Gina, you die liao o.O" Smt lyk tt la. LOL.

-_-

Lol. I vry sian tt day lo. Woke up at 5.30am and reached home at 11.30pm -_-

Because of? CULTURAL POT. I reached sch at 7.30, and the bus only came at 8.30 - 9. -_- If only we could hav arranged 2 meet 1 hour ltr T.T Den I can sleep longer liao. Sleepyhead, ya. -_- I NEED MY SLEEP KAYS. Lol.

Den went UCC, rehearsed for 2 times. Kept moving lots of stuff, n dere was dis.. 'LOVEY DOVEY ATMOSPHERE' all ard -_- So I felt damn extra, and BRIGHT.

My backstage pass. -_- Even though it's kinda cool tt I gt a backstage pass, but just a piece of paper and the lanyard or whatever.. cost $20 if unreturned o.O




But arh, the couples vry cute la. LOL. xD Esp. Bubu cha cha. HAHAHA. -_- In case u guys dun understand, Bubu's a guy n his soon-to-be girlfriend o.O gt the nickname Cha cha, as thought by the vry creative Wei Xiang.

I gt pictures -_- of Bubu chacha tgt in a cupboard, but due to many constraints, nt nice. LOL. Maybe next time o.O

Oh, and dis is so sweet yet a bit TOO sweet for my taste at the same tt I wanna blog abt, even though Sammy already blogged abt it -_-

"Eh. Bubu! What can you see inside?" some guy asked o.O
"我只看得到你而已。" Kelvin said, facing Annabel.


LOL. SWEET LA. But really a bit. too sweet. xD

Oh ya. Let me complain for a while, but the food really isn't that nice o.O

And Joe Jee said there were worms in the veggie -_- AND I ATE THEM ALL. Zzz. I dun tink those were worms leh -_- Seriously.

OHOH. I saw my Infocomm tcr's wallpaper, n it was damn cool xD

GOSSIP GIRL.


Lots of pics of Serena, Blair, Chuck o.O I dun rmb seeing Nate anywhere though.... I like Nate n Serena leh -_- dunno hw many times I say le -_-

Lol. And I told Sammy I'm gonna make a wallpaper lyk tt too -_-

But. MINE'S A FAILURE. LOL.





Lol. I rmb Angie always saying -_- "You know you love me."
And I will join n say, "XOXO, gossip girl."

LOL. Stupid la. hahahas.

damn damn damn.
Monday, November 17, 2008 // 12:55

My happy happy mood become vry depressing after I found out the judges cut off a large part (VERY IMPORTANT) of our video sia.. HAIZ. Our video didn't even exceed the time limit, n those were VERY important. Argh.

I would b lying if I said I won't mind... -_- Haiz. But wad can we do leh? It's nt lyk the judges can put in the missing parts back.

But still, I wanna win sia. Haiz. Feel so sad la.

Nvm. Blame it on my bad camera skills. That's too bad. Life's unfair..

Oh ya. Before I forgot.. Even the credits were cut off.. Haiz...................................................

CRAZY CRAZY.
// 12:08

Kay, I'm officially crazy. LOL.

Have been asking every person I can to vote for my video -_- Ahem. I wanna win a lot kays xD trying 2 pull votes la, hahas. Anw, if u guys can help, go too
www.yourfilm.sg and vote for the last video in the Secondary School category xD (with the word SOMETIMES... in the middle)

LOL. Please! Your help will be greatly appreciated o.O but I can't treat u guys hor. LOL.

My other grp members r oso crazy (mainly Sammy. LOL.) She has been asking all her relatives n whoever available to help o.O See la, she so good. LOL

*HEY. SAMMY, SEE I SO GOOD. SAY U GOOD LEH. LOL*

xD (This is called 自夸) LOL.

Aiya, anw, just help me.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

SEXAYE-FOUR.
Sunday, November 16, 2008 // 23:12



By icairocks


Lol. Dunno who kept saying 6C4 = Sexy Four in the past. Due to MISS WAH, who kept telling me 2 blog abt our separation anniversary, I shall blog abt it -_-

Damn sad la. During the damn lame Graduation thingy, dunno shud laugh or cry. A lot of ppl cried, while others had on forced smiles, since it was the last day we were 6C4nians. And from the following year, we would b in secondary schools.

Primary school was quite lax, compared to now. Everyone has their own friends in secondary schools already, but of cos, still can't forget our dearest 6C4. LOL. (Kay, at least for me la o.O and of cos, MISS WAH. Lol.)

*I dunno y I suddenly feel lyk calling LIJUAN, MISS WAH, but nvm. -_-*

Anw, no matter wad, I still can't forget 6C4 de la. Partly bcos LIJUAN keeps reminding me of that, hahas, jkjk. Seriously. Can't forget.

Lots of fun times, sad things too, but still covered by all those happy moments.

Even though I'm not THAT sentimental arh, dunno y I feel lyk crapping lots abt 6C4. (should b due to MISS WAH's influence o.O)

Anw, I still prefer 6C4 to my secondary class leh, sorry to those in Nan Hua. It's just tt... Hav a more special feeling la o.O (okay... dis sounds vry weird..... -_-)

I rmb during Graduation Night arh, I didn't cry till I was all alone lo. I dunno who accompanied me home halfway, till Blk 499? Or somewhere dere la. Den right after I said goodbye, I started crying liao -_- Cry lyk hell la.

Cos I didn't wanna leave everyone, n partly was bcos I thought that Secondary school's gonna b a nightmare. (which it turns out to b) LOL.

And in lyk, a blink of the eye, we r gonna b Secondary 3s already. Upper Secondary seems so scary sia. With all the vry vry chim subjects, and never-ending tests and exams (like we dun hav during Lower Sec already), and of cos, most frightening of them all, O-levels. -_-

I wish so much that I can score well, and get into the same JC as (you know whos) -_-


But I'm still so afraid abt adulthood. It's so strange n all, n I still wanna enjoy my childish days okay. (ya, like playing Neopets -_- and slacking in front of the com everyday.)

Once we grow up, all these things will disappear. We will hav 2 get jobs, stare at computers everyday, but now typing lots of data n proposals, working on 9am - 5pm jobs, -_- or running everywhere to meet clients discussing business.

Seriously. Sounds vry scary. -_- If possible, I rather stay forever a child sia. LOL. (who doesn't? At least I wanna. U get allowance from parents, play coms all day, go wherever u wan and most importantly, NO WORK.)

Hahas. But growing up is a necessary process -_- And separation too. Many ppl say, say until damn sian le, but I'm still gonna say. Lol.

"People come and go. But only those that stay by ur side till the end r ur true friends."

I seriously hope we 6C4nians can really stay tgt for as long as can be. o.O

CHEERS TO OUR FRIENDSHIP! MAY WE STAY CLOSE FOREVER.


P.S. OKAY. DIS IS SERIOUSLY WEIRD. LOL.

FUNNY.
Saturday, November 15, 2008 // 21:59

Lol. -_- 2day, played Neopets like usual, gt lots of stuff too. LOL. Kay, not to boast.

I was chatting with LIJUAN and I said randomly, 'I like dao xiang leh.'

Cos I was listening 2 the song, 稻香 by Jay Chou, NICE LA. LOL, anyway. LIJUAN completely misunderstood n tot I said I like yao xiang. -_- Den I was damn shocked, and started laughing my head off. WTH LA. Lol.

Being stuck at home is not good, I wanna get out. o.O Play bask, watch movie, walk walk, whatever. Just go out can liao, lol. But still, depends on who la o.O LOL.

SIAN................. Shall go continue playing my childish Neopets. Haha.

Friday, November 14, 2008 // 20:39


by szuwar

Haiz...... Everything's so damn blur and complicated. WTH LA. Why can't things be simpler. Zzz. I dunno wad 2 do too. More than asking me for help, I wanna shout, "HELP!" too. Oh man.

Kay. I'm back -_-
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 // 15:17

Lol. Supposedly should b vry happy, but nvm o.O

Few days nv on com, I suddenly 4got hw 2 blog sia. -_- A BIT LA.

FIRST.
I shall thank lots of ppl.

Thank you Wan Xin and LIJUAN for pei-ing me to the optical shop.
Thank you Wan Xin for lending me $50 (I have no idea hw I'm gonna return her......)
Thank you TING JUN, for giving me another spectacles frame and a scratch.
And THANKS TO EVERYONE. For finding a screw that didn't even exist o.O and for listening to all my whining and stuff. -_- (I noe I make u guys vry pek cek. LOL.)

PAI SEI PAI SEI.


To Ting Jun: LOL. No la, kidding you de -_- Nt ur fault. I'm just such a klutz la. Zzz. DAMN SLOW MAN.

-_- Chalet quite fun de lo, but den I've been cursed lyk hell -_- Oh btw, FYI. TING JUN IS LIKE ANOTHER STANLEY. OMG LA. -_-

(Note: being Stanley is not nice, lol. Stanley oso broke my spects once -_-)

Nvm la, dun say all those 扫兴 de stuff.


1st day!

Lol, LIJUAN and I walked to Lakeside MRT (湖畔地铁站) to meet Wan Xin and the guys.

(I found the chinese of Lakeside MRT cos LIJUAN asked. Lol. I tot it was 湖边/池边 o.O)

Go dere, slack, play cards o.O and BASKETBALL. We went 2 the park.

  • muddy
  • kinda disastrous. Lol, *referring to LIJUAN's shoe and Angie's foot*
  • SCARY MAN. vry dark -_-
Kay la, den we didn't sleep a lot, had movie marathon. MEET DAVE. It's nice lol.. damn funny. and Final Destination III o.O gore leh.. The most 印象深刻 part's the one when Frankie? (I dunno...) 's head gt PIAK. -_- I a bit... pity him sia, even though it's KETCHUP -_- or chili or whatever red fluid thingy... I dun think I can eat any of that for a while.....

2nd day o.O

kinda sian though. Cos everything we did during 1st day. But still fun la, we played 文字接龙 (I forgot whether it's the 1st or 2nd day..... But it was DAMN funny -_- talk abt 猪肉 and lots of other kinds of meat...... Lol.
OHOH. I RMB SMT. -_- LIJUAN reminded me. WE WENT BOWLING. Okay la, everyone except me bowled xD

Cos I definitely go gutter de -_- and I didn't really feel lyk bowling lol.. But arh, FUN LEH. (Watch ppl fun xD) Say JY lots of times -_- And hor, I tink that Bowling thingy de staff, cheat us o.O From 12 games, become 9 games? den in the end, only TWO. -_- but nvm la, we were getting a bit sian oso. LOL. BUT STILL FUNNY LA.

Ate PASTAMANIA for dinner. -_- LIJUAN and I on the brink of death.. LOL. no la, it was a bit.. too creamy, den I felt lyk puking -_-

3rd day.


TODAY LA. Argh. -_- Angie has no voice. Lol, talk a bit funny. xD Went 2 Mac with LIJUAN str8 after we reached Lakeside..... (I shouldn't have gone T.T) Aiya. Whatever. -_- Den play bask, etcetcetc. Shall not whine anymore. LOL.


Okay. that's abt all la. Say more, I'm gonna make more ppl pek cek. xD SHALL GO PLAY NEOPETS. AFTER 3 DAYS SIA. OMG.

I MISSED YOU NEOPETS!
(What kinda person still plays Neopets at dis kinda age... that shall be me and LIJUAN. -_-)

P.S. ANGIE. GET WELL SOON. LOL.


P.P.S. I've been bombarded with songs and lots of personal stuff sia. Lol. LIJUAN. STOP YOUR. __________ PLEASE. Lol. U noe wad I mean.

CHALET AT LONG LAST.
Sunday, November 9, 2008 // 20:36

LOL. In abt.. 16 hours? CHALET LE. -_- Damn excited lo. But arh, must play Escape on 1st day, cos tuesday Escape closed, n wednesday play a bit..... weird, cos we will probably go home in wet clothes?

But den 1st day Escape nt vry fun leh. Many ppl missing o.O Swe Lwin, Angie, and maybe Gina Hiu, all will arrive late -_-

Tml LIJUAN, me, Wan Xin, meeting the guys at Lakeside MRT at 12.30 o.O LIJUAN's DAMN excited -_- much more than me, lol.

Anw, 2day went IMM with LIJUAN, laughed lyk hell, n I met another. CALORIE TALKING PERSON. -_- Lol.. While we going home arh, I decided to try dis damn lame thing on LIJUAN. (may not b accurate results cos my memory is seriously de lan -_-)

(cos we saw some guy smoking, n LIJUAN was vry disgusted by the smoke o.O)

G: LIJUAN, u wan ur bf smoke anot?

L: NO WAY.

G: Den.... Playboy 指数 leh?

L: eh... 3 bah.

G: Er.... Caring 指数?

L: 7.5 o.O

G: Responsible?

L: 8.

G: Filial (LIJUAN emphasise that her bf must b filial)

L: 8 - 9 bah.

G: Handsome?

L: You think leh? (think of someone o.O)

G: OKAY... Maybe nt that high... LOL JKJK xD


And I asked her a lot more o.O pretty stupid la. LOL. But fun xD

She seriously damn damn damn crazy lo -_- and we mass sang the whole afternoon o.O N she bought another diary (20th she says O.O) So many, OMG la. LOL. I write 1 or a few days, sian liao..

AND ALSO. I decided. I shall write her a note to encourage her a bit xD

LIJUAN. As I said just nw, 请拭目以待! xD

P.S. 99% is stupid de la. LOL. Dis kinda person, write de things, u oso noe one la. -_-

BUBBLES.
Friday, November 7, 2008 // 16:44



Here dis moment, gone the next.
So beautiful yet that vulnerable.
And disappear after giving ppl a hint of happiness.
Like they sacrificed their "lives" to make us happy sia.

OKAY. I'm being weird -_-

Credits:

brindlegreyhound for picture.

Angie for idea. LOL.


You’re Not Truly Happy
// 15:44

五月天 - 你不是真正的快樂




人群中哭著 妳只想變成透明的顏色

妳再也不會夢或痛或心痛了

妳已經決定了 妳已經決定了


你靜靜忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著

而回憶愈是甜就是愈傷人 

愈是在手心留下密密麻麻深深淺淺的刀割


你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是妳穿的保護色

妳決定不恨了 也決定不愛了 

把妳的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼


這世界笑了 於是妳合群的一起笑了

當生存是規則不是妳的選擇 

於是妳含著眼淚飄飄盪蕩跌跌撞撞的走著


你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是妳穿的保護色

妳決定不恨了 也決定不愛了 

把妳的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼


你不是真正的快樂 你的傷口不肯完全的癒合

我站在妳左側卻像隔著銀河 

難道緊緊的抱著遺憾一直到老了 然後再後悔著


妳值得真正的快樂 妳應該脫下妳穿的保護色

為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢 

能不能就讓悲傷全部結束在此刻 重新開始活著

BORED.
// 15:00


Oh man... I'm nw in school, Com Lab 2, rotting away. Rotten banana. LOL. Have "Flash Mobile Training/Editing of SDMA(Singapore Digital Media Awards) film" till 5. I've been here for 2 hours already, and instead of doing all those stuff, I'm blogging. Cheers! -_-

Kay la, nt I dun wan do de kay, first thing, instructor nv teach, leave us time for the editing + filming..

2nd thing, we finished filming ytd, so nth 2 film liao, only left editing, and editing can b left over to Cj o.O

But arh, I CAN'T PLAY ANYTHING HERE LO. Zzz. School's coms dun allow gaming sites .etcetc. T.T And Miniclip games lyk.... a bit sian o.O (This being said by someone who at this age still plays Neopets. -_-) I oso dun wan waste my phone's battery leh........................

Haiz. SIAN LA. Zzz. Tonight going 2 eat dinner with Angie n Luc xD

Oh. I just received a msg from LIJUAN. Cos I wanted 2 ask her if I really can't say, but she said.

Good. You tell you die eh.


such a threat, hw I say leh? -_-

LIJUAN. CHILL. I didn't say okay. And.. it's nt really a vry big thing la o.O

P.S. I shan't say anything liao, if nt ltr I really get killed -_-

TODAY WAS FUN.
Thursday, November 6, 2008 // 17:29

LOL. Today's quite nice la. Film lots, laugh lots. Slacked with Sammy, walked here walked there. Talked about CALORIES?! LOL. Omg, it's the first time someone stopped me from eating lots sia. -_- After Sammy's WONDERFUL SPEECH, we spent lyk.. 15 - 20 min just to find smt 2 drink..

She settled on green tea, and me? MINERAL WATER. WTH MAN. -_-

And lately, I dunno why the hell I'm addicted to NEOPETS. So damn weird........ o.O but I realise I'm seriously quite lucky 2day, since I gt LOTS of things for LIJUAN.

(LOL. I'M SO PRAISING MYSELF.)

Ahem. LIJUAN. Let me happy one day la xD

Oh ya, 讲到俪娟,我不禁叹了一口气。你想知道她做了什么事吗?虽然不是什么严重的大事,却让我起了鸡皮疙瘩,因为实在太“恶心”了。但我不能说,等一下她会杀了我。如果不想害我死,不要问她hor。她真的会对我下手 o.O

I still wish 2 live a long long life (kay, tt will b so boring.) LOL. But really la, she's driving me nuts.. SHE'S CRAZY TOO. -_-

Isn't this cool? o.O
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 // 21:00


Kay, I'm nt mad abt electric guitars or anything -_- But they r COOL. Lol. Sometimes, wish I weren't such a music idiot. Zzz.

Thought that I won't fall sick despite many friends/seniors already fell sick, but SO UNLUCKY. I've been sneezing lyk hell since I woke up. My mum even said it was due to my hairstyle -_- Zzz. Nth 2 do with it la.

At 1st wanted 2 go play bask, but after thinking further -_-, kinda glad I didn't go. o.O I used up more than half a toilet roll n gt headache sia. Diao...

Tml nid 2 meet up with seniors 2 film ADVERTISEMENT sia. Hahas. Meeting at woodlands 8.30, tt means I hav 2 wake up at 6.30 -_-

Argh. And we still having problems on ppl + location. WTH MAN. Zzz. Script was hard 2 think enuf le, and we still need 2 figure out lots of stuff. Seriously brain racking..

BUT. filming may nt be that bad after all. Cos after discussing script with Sammy, found out that, it's quite funny o.O ANGIE. I SHALL SHOW U OUR 劳作 afterwards. xD 保证你看了乐开了怀! Ya right. -_- Use in dis context, vry WEIRD.

A bit excited/nervous sia. Tml I acting. Zzz. My acting is seriously 0% experience xD so you can guess hw bad it's gonna b -_-

At first thought our film really gonna b gone case le (so hopeless o.O) but after talking 2 Si Hui, kinda confident sia. xD

I think we can make it o.O

Zzz. I wished we could hav 2 years of holiday. LOL. That will b bored LIKE HELL.
(When I hav nth 2 do, keep complaining. When dere's finally many many things 2 do, still complaining)

FYI. NO KIDDING YOU ANGIE. I ate 2 ice cream cones. And I'm still okay. I hope -_-

Rain rain go away...
// 14:31

come again another day -_-

Zzz. My nose is blocked. Like hell, making me sneeze from morning till nw. And my dustbin is FULL of used tissue papers, tt it's overflowing already. Zzz.

Basketball gathering canceled, due to sudden rain n stuff.

But I was really hoping 2 play bask 2day sia. Hate those lightning n rain, always come at the wrong time? o.O
Heaven must b vry unhappy with me. Hahas.


forget it. I shall go eat ice cream. -_-

P.S. No one said sick ppl couldn't eat ice cream o.O
(Even if they did, hack care. Hahas)


BLEAH
Tuesday, November 4, 2008 // 20:47

I'm so bored.

I'm nt feeling well right now. And did I mention, I suck at yoyos? FYI. LIJUAN's damn gd at it. I really suck.

IT'S MY DAY!!!!
// 18:59

Heard of dis song, tot the lyrics quite interesting, hahas..

IT'S MY DAY - FIONA SIT

It's Monday 好像還沒歸隊
憂鬱暫時放一邊
星巴克 一杯接著一杯
還是忍不住打瞌睡
攤在沙發上面 偷你的書環游世界
一不小心做夢親到了海邊

It's My Day 身體在飛 繞著赤道大冒險
怕什麼 反正你 在我身邊
Come On It's My Day
夢想在飛 逆著風挑戰世界
囂張的把天空當成房間
和你 我最強的後援部隊 賴在地球不撤退

Saturday 塗鴉幾雙球鞋
走一走就到紐約
行事曆 讓他空白幾頁
就叛逆的消失幾天 天空破了個洞
誰還開著電腦不用 今天拒絕忙碌要慢慢生活

It's My Day 身體在飛 繞著赤道大冒險
怕什麼 反正你 在我身邊
Come On It's My Day
夢想在飛 逆著風挑戰世界
囂張的把天空當成房間
和你 我最強的後援部隊 賴在地球不撤退

It's My Day 身體在飛 繞著赤道大冒險
怕什麼 反正你 在我身邊
Come On It's My Day
夢想在飛 逆著風挑戰世界
囂張的把天空當成房間
和你 我最強的後援部隊 賴在地球不撤退

有你 我最強的後援部隊 賴在地球每一天


I rmb, ytd I didn't even noe wad day is today. -_- I totally lost track of time, n tot today's friday, when it's only tuesday. Zzz. -_- n I in my damn blur state, was still talking 2 Angie n Luc, without knowing the day at all. In the end I finally realised, after Angie gave me a kinda shocked expression o.O Den I found out that Angie's tuition changed day n time -_-

Seriously. BLUR.

LIJUAN. U GT A MATCH. Hahas xD


FYI. LIJUAN was blur 2day too! HAHAHA. Lol, I'm vry evil -_-

OH MY MY MY~~
// 18:30

Today, LIJUAN and I talked about obscene stuff.

LOL. Dun tink too dirty, we weren't talking that dirty. Hahas.. But arh, can disclose a bit only o.O

L: I think arh, _____ was seriously influenced by o.O sia.
G: I THINK SO TOO *high five*
G: You seriously sure it was nt me who said that? o.O
L: No lo, I last time think de. 没想到 our way of thinking similar xD

Lol, other than that still gt many things la, but STM, forgot le o.O Of cos, we oso talked abt the chalet thingy. Seems lyk quite... a bit 头痛 still..

请大家踊跃参加这次的CHALET!

OKAY. IT'S WEIRD. I SHALL REVERT TO ENGLISH. ZZZ.

C4 organisers (i.e. LIJUAN, TINGJUN) always organise gathering until vry 辛苦, den nt many ppl wan 2 go, or back out after confirmation, resulting in quite many troubles for them.. -_- I sound lyk I'm bootlicking. Nevermind -_-

But anw, just ranting a bit la, cos nw quite few ppl going ma...... -_-

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BACK TO TOPIC. Today was fun man. LIJUAN n I were slacking the whole day, chatting abt lots of stuff. Like, some guys arh (better hope that u were nt discussed by us xD)

And I figured out that I'm seriously "fond" of complaining (u mean after 13 years of living, I only figured out nw?) Kay la, I didn't noe I complain soooooo much. xD

Cos 2day arh, I asked LIJUAN pei me go cut hair. (FINALLY!) -_- At first wanna go with Angie de lo, but she cancelled our dinner date, haizzzzz... LOL. Anw, go cut la, den I kept saying the hair length vry short -_- when it's considered long to LIJUAN o.O

LIJUAN! Seriously vry short la... LOL. I vry nt used T.T
But hor, on a side note.. That guy actually quite. PRO o.O He seriously cut until vry vry thin compared 2 previously. -_- I feel vry 凉 right nw xD

P.S. I noticed that my blog post is kinda messy, fly here fly dere. Nvm. I shall stop now. Hahas

Sucky Sunday
Sunday, November 2, 2008 // 16:26

Lol. It would b a vry nice Sunday if I weren't slacking all day, but nvm la, shall do QUIZ. Again. Ya. -_-


1. Nervous habits?
Shivering lots, kept stammering -_-

2. Are you double jointed?
Er, dun tink so.

3. Can you roll your tongue?
Ya..

4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?
Yes? -_-

5. Can you blow spit bubbles?
No. Lol.

6. Can you cross your eyes?
o.O That will look kinda stupid..

7. Tattoos?
No -_-

8. Piercings?
Er, getting soon? I hope -_-

9. Do you make your bed daily?
Erm............... No way.. Lol

CLOTHES

10. Which shoe goes on first?
Right o.O Usually

11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?
Er... No. But I kicked once n the shoe flew, nearly hitting some person, does that count? LOL.

12. On the average, how much money do you carry?
$10-$20

13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7?
None -_-

14. Favorite piece of clothing?
Dun hav one.

FOOD

15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Twirl

16. Have you ever eaten Spam?
Dunno wad's that o.O

17. Do you use extra salt on your food?
Sometimes..

18. How many cereals in your cabinet?
Lol, my whole family dun eat cereal..

19. What's your favorite beverage?
Pearl Milk Tea. xD

20. What's your favorite fast food restaurant?
Long John Silvers? o.O PIZZA HUT. Can't decide which one -_-

21. Do you cook?
Not really -_-

GROOMING
22. How often do you brush your teeth?
Twice everyday la -_-

23. Hair drying method?
Leave to dry? o.O

24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair?
No, but I want to -_-

MANNERS

25. Do you swear?
Er.................................... Not a lot..

26. Do you ever spit?
No -_-

FAVORITE

27. Animal?
Hamsters? Rabbits? Dogs? o.O

28. Food?
Chocolate. Or pizza -_- U noe I'm a glutton. Zzz.

29. Month?
DECEMBER. xD

30. Day of the week?
Sat..

31. Cartoon?
I dunno -_-

32. Shoe brand?
Erm.. Converse? o.O

33. Subject in school?
-_- Triple Science with geog. Haiz. Lol..

34. Color? the many shades of red

35. Sport?
BASKETBALL.

36. TV shows?
Wizards of the Waverly Place. LOL. As well as many many dramas

37. Thing to do in the spring?

38. Thing to do in the summer?

39. Thing to do in the autumn?

40. Thing to do in the winter?

IN AND AROUND

41. In the CD player?
-_- Only my mum uses the CD player.

42. Person you talk most on the phone with?
Erm, seldom talk o.O mostly sms -_-

43. Reading?
TWILIGHT SERIES. -_- Ya, almost everyone's reading o.O

44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows/mirrors?
Erm.. No. Lol.

45. What color is your bedroom?
Vry light green?

46. Do you use an alarm clock?
When I need 2 wake up early... -_-

47. Window seat or aisle?
Window

DUMB

48. What's your sleeping position?
always changing? -_-

49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?
Depends.

50. Do you snore?
Er.. Maybe? -_-

51. Do you sleepwalk?
No -_-

52. Do you talk in your sleep?
Erm...... I've been caught once or twice.

53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Too "old" to sleep with them, or so my mum says..

54. How about with the light on?
Sometimes...

55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?
Of cos..

56. Last interesting person you met?
Erm. Dunno.

Wow. If u read till here, u r seriously pro.. I'm so sian until I'm so gonna sleep. Literally. but. my dad's vry funny sia..... (ya right) He's vry bored too, n he's gt nth 2 do, so he kept asking me, "did you do your homework?", "what are you doing now?" and "why the rice cooker is not on?". I dunno if I shud cry or laugh sia. -_-

*clenches fist*
// 13:12

ARGH...... Y no one wan go play bask de? -_- Dun understand. Haiz..

2day lovesick LIJUAN n I were discussing abt whether 2 play bask 2day, n abt the chalet thingy, since many ppl lyk.. back out? T.T And ppl either dun reply or say can't abt bask. Haiz......

Chalet's gonna cost a lot sia, n my mum's nagging already.

THINGS THAT I NEED TO WORRY ABOUT.
  1. I'm nt really giving her any reason 2 give me more money considering my behaviour o.O
  2. Only abt... 10 ppl? r going 2 the chalet o.O tt means we need 2 pay abt $60 per person, unless we drag more ppl 2 chalet -_-
  3. TJ's mum gonna flare up, since she already kinda.. reluctantly help us? o.O n more ppl's gonna back out if it's so ex..
  4. I'M NOT GONNA GET MONEY TOO, same as LIJUAN, if it's so ex...
  5. I still gt the brain-racking project 2 do.. Haiz, n time is running out..
Enough of all that worrying, 船到桥头自然直, lyk I told LIJUAN b4, even if gonna die, oso wait till dying tt time den sad. -_- What kind of English is that. Lol..

I'm BASKETBALL-sick kays.

Random -_- Oh ya, I mentioned that LIJUAN's lovesick. -points above- Seriously arh, she's lovesick le la. Lol. Getting overly-excited bcos ahem is on9 o.O N so happy tt I can practically see her jumping up n down on the other side of the com, hahas..

One more thing -_- She still doesn't wan me 2 badmouth ____ here -_- can't understand her, so damn protective of him arh..... Hahas, nvm la. GO GIRL. JYJY. (kay, this sounds vry weird......................)

Anyways, TJ tagged me 2 do quiz o.O

1. Do you have secrets?
Ahem.

2. How do you explain love?
Something that gives you a happy feeling but can still break your heart? Lol.

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Maybe.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Shopping spree, treat friends meals o.O .etc

5. Would you fall in love with your best friend?
Depends.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.

7. List out your current 10 favourite songs.
  1. Take Me Away - Rainie Yang
  2. Walk Away - HSM3
  3. One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks
  4. Gotta Find You - Camp Rock o.O
  5. Wishing On The Same Star - Namie Amuro
  6. Baby Don't Cry - Namie Amuro
  7. Should I Love Him - Namie Amuro
  8. New Classic - Drew Seeley Ft. Selena Gomez
  9. Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson
  10. Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade
Still gt a lot, but ltr I list out everything, I will b crazy lyk Tj's tt friend o.O So nvm -_-

8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
Jyjy bah o.O

9. Is there anything which has made you extremely happy?
Ya, hahas.

10. List the artists you listen to.
Er, I can't count -_-

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
I dunno -_-

12. What is currently the most important thing to you?
Not telling.

13. What is the kind of person you think who tagged you is?
Eh.. Okay la o.O Good person. Dunno hw 2 describe. LOL.

14. Would you rather have a rich but ugly husband or poor but handsome husband?
Poor but handsome -_-

15. What are your favourite colours?
Black, white, blue.

16. Would you give in all in your relationship?
Ya.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
....................... Consider 1st -_-

18. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
Single.
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Kay, done. Hahas.

P.S. I wanna go out -_- Stuck at home is so NOT fun.
P.P.S. Reading manga everything is seriously turning me into an otaku -_-