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Ya, Angie wan me do her quiz o.O
Anyway, she's going tml. ZZZ. I SHALL ORGANISE FAREWELL PARTY TML! Lol. No money -_- Sad la, ONE WHOLE WEEK that she's away.
I'm so not gonna hav ppl 2 sms, lol. And no one go out with me. FOR THE HOLIDAY SOMEMORE. Zzz..

How I think abt Angie. Lol.

- She's damn crazy, hyper, kee-siao one. LOL.
- She's quite chio, damn popular, a bit attitude. LOL.
- She's lots of fun, playful, and always making ppl laugh.
- But she's got her moody side too, when she's pissed wif ppl or when bad things happen o.O
- She kinda expects a lot from herself, for e.g., drama competition o.O COME ON. TAKE IT EASY MAN. LOL. xD
- She can't keep a secret for more than an hour, lol, ok, HER secret, cos I always "force" her tell me. haha. xD
- She's quite clever too, even thou she apparently keeps saying I'm smarter, n blah blah blah, zzz, I "de-proved" a lot la. -_-
- She has a vry WARM family, as I can see, LOL. JEALOUS MAN. Known as the Balls Family o.O With lots of ppl I dunno -_- And of cos, has her brothers, Wen Hui n Ying Kiat, izzit?
- She obviously has many ppl *ahem* since she has a great personality, and of cos, I *ahem* *ahem*. Angie, I told u on MSN what dis meant -_-
- Okay, I write until I lyk, she's gonna go forever liao ZZZ. So I shall stop.
LAST BUT NOT LEAST, oi! Miss me hor. Zzz. LOL. -_- I think when monday comes, the 1st thing I will do is sms u, den find out. 'U r not in Singapore.' -_- Zzz.

Before going to dry my hair n slp, -_- I shall do the quiz o.O

#1 The first person on your tagboard:
Ng Ann Ghee Angie (Since u write my full name o.O I shall return u e favour -_-)

#2 Your relationship with him/her:
Best friends la. LOL.

#3 Your five impressions of him/her:
diao, I say so much above liao. Anyhw choose 5 -_-

#4 The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
Dunno? LOL. Just being with me la. Zzz. Cheesy.

#5 The most memorable thing he/she has said to you:
erm. STM -_- Sry. But ya, I rmb all the "JUICY" stuff, wan me tell u? LOL.

#6 If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
I nt les but, if she becomes my lover -_- I seriously can't think of anything. -_- Buy the 2nd n 3rd bk of Stephanie Meyer's trilogy? -_-

#7 If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on:
Diao. If I say she nid 2 improve on anything, I will get killed by swarms of ppl man. LOL. She's gd just being herself la.

#8 If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Zzz. -_- Knock head on wall n die. LOL. Cos I will TRY not 2 make tt happen -_-

#9 If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
-_- Never tot of it. I made her angry or smt? o.O

#10 The most desired thing you want to do
for him/her now?
-_- Organise a MAJOR farewell party for her tml. LOL.

#11 Your overall impression of him/her is:
Still nid 2 say ma? I feel goosebumps liao kays.

#12 How do you think people around you will feel about you?
zzz. Abnormal.

#13 The characters you love of yourself
are:
No love. Only hate. Lol.

#14 On the contrary, the
characters you hate of yourself are:
-see from above-

#15 The most ideal person you want to be:
-_- forget abt tt.

#16
For people that care and like you, say something nice to them:
o.O erm. Shall we go on study date for EOY? LOL.
Si Hui - LET'S TAKE NEOPRINTS.
Angie - STUDY DATE MAN.
Luc - I wan go out wif u -_-
202 ppl - WORK HARD FOR MID-AUTUMN. Lol

#17 Pass this quiz to 10 people you wish
to know how they feel about you:
Pass to people with blogs only.
1. Ng Ann Ghee Angie *again*
2. Shu Wuen =)
3. LIJUAN x]
4. Si Hui *HAMSTER* LOL.
5. Ting Jun o.O *Just tot of writing his name -_-*
6. Chen Jing xD
7. Sammy xP
8. YI AN. LOL. u just talked 2 me on MSN nt long ago xD
9. Qi Hui o.O she just talked 2 me on MSN nt long ago oso. o.O
10. HUI ZHEN. CHAIRMAN xD

#18 Who is no. 6 having a relationship with? (Chen Jing)
Ooooooo. I noe who. Annabel n Si Hui oso noe. *shhhhh* (we 2day just discussed abt it. LOL)

#19 Is no. 9 a male or female? (Qi Hui)
zzz. Female la. Chio de leh. LOL.

#20 If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing? (Sammy n Hui Zhen)
Er.. I think... okay? o.O they will get along quite well I guess

#21 What is no. 2 studying about? (Shu Wuen)
Lol. Dunno. As Angie says, witchcraft lo. LOL.

#22 When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? (LIJUAN)
Er.. Chat arh.. Vry long le? o.O Seldom talk leh lol.

#23 What music band does no. 8 like? (Yi An)
hmm. Yi An is GUAI de kays. LOL.

#24 Does no. 1 have any siblings? (Angie)
o.O Apparently a lot sia. Hope she won't incest. LOL.

#25 Will you woo no.3? (LIJUAN)
*ahem* I'm nt the one for her. LOL.

#26 How about no. 7? (Sammy)
o.O I dun really go for.. 姐妹恋 o.O

#27 Is no.4 single? (Si Hui)
o.O She's currently interested in someone LOL. *which she doesn't want to tell me who. zzz.*

#28 What is the surname of no. 5? (Ting Jun)
Hong? o.O Oh ya, quite match him la. I rmb hw red his ears turned when he laughed at smt damn funny.

#29 What's the hobby of no. 10? (Hui Zhen)
I dunno sia. o.O Discussing abt football and Fabregas with Arsenal fans? -_- I'm nt gd at dis man.

#30 Does no. 5 and no. 9 get along well? (Ting Jun and Qi Hui)
They nv met b4 -_- I dunno sia. o.O Music taste's ard e same I tink. Lol.

#31 Where is no. 2 studying? (Shu Wuen)
Fuhua Secondary School. LOL.

#32 Talk something casually about no. 1. (Angie.)
Zzz. The fact tt she's leaving tml for Japan for lyk. a week makes me sad. -_-

#33 Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6? (Chen Jing)
Lol. Ya, she's cute. LOL.

#34 Where does no. 9 live? (Qi Hui)
Near Jurong point o.O Erm. Near Pioneer Primary School to b exact..

#35 What colour does no. 4 like? (Si Hui)
I tink she likes any colour tt's lyk, bright n cute? LOL.

#36
Are no. 1 and no. 5 best friends? (Angie and Ting Jun)
Erm............... Close friends. Ya...

#37 Does no. 1 have any pets? (Angie)
Fish o.O Lots of fish. LOL. I go her hse always c lots of fish -_-

#38 Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? (Sammy)
........ I can't imagine her wearing all those sexy clothes o.O Cool's more of her style. LOL.

#39 How do you get to know no.2? (Shu Wuen)
Primary School o.O

#40 Does no.1 have any pets? (Angie)
Zzz. -see above-

#41 Is no.7 the sexiest girl in the world? (Sammy)
Erm. I seriously dunno? o.O

#42 Do you think its possible if no.4 and no.5 date
each other? (Si Hui and Ting Jun)
LOL. Ting Jun will b AMAZED by Si Hui's squeaking man. LOL, most likely not bah. Ting Jun goes for the cool type? xD

#43 Say something more about no. 6. (Chen Jing)
She's oso a damn hyper person, my senior. Always damn cheerful and DAMN DAMN SMART. xD

#44 What is your relationship with no.9? (Qi Hui)
Hmm. Classmates? I dun really talk 2 her nw sia.... last time more o.O

#45 List all
the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from.
1, 2 - Fuhua Secondary School
3, 4, 6-10, - Nan Hua High School
5 - HCI

#46 What would you do if no.10 hates you? (Hui Zhen)
I dunno leh o.O Maybe she really does? LOL. Apologize 2 her if I offended her in some way bah..

#47 Which of the following are in a relationship?
Erm. Dunno -_-

#48 How did you first meet no.3? (LIJUAN)
Primary 3 or 4? LOL. I forgot -_- Zzz. DAMN BAD MEMORY MAN. ARGH.

#49 How would you react if no.3 and no.10 are together? (LIJUAN and Hui Zhen)
No les pls. LOL.

#50 Last question!
What would you do if no.4 tells you she(he) is pregnant? (Si Hui)
WTH. How can u nt tell me that u gt a guy? LOL. Is he, YOU-KNOW-WHO?!

-_- Gotta go slp nw or I will get nagged LYK HELL. 1st. dad come out. 2nd mum come out. 3rd. ARGH. anymore coming out, I'm GOING out of dis hse -_-

JK.

-_- Its kinda "early" in the morning and I'm blogging, cos I woke up too early 2day. Zzz. I dunno wad's wrong with me la, I even "hallucinated" that my alarm rang, and I reached out to my phone to off it -_- den I drifted off to slp for a few min and gt 吓醒. -_-

Apparently I tot I was running late, -_- and chiong-ed to the bathroom to brush my teeth, etc etc -_- Now I even tie finish my plaits, so I can't possibly go back to slp zzz. And I dun wan to re-tie la, I lazy. and my plaits always, *wth* de lo. LOL.

Zzz. -_-

Gt nothing better to do la. Sms ppl they oso nt so early wake up leh o.O
Of cos, if I wake up Angie, I'm SO gonna get killed. Lol.

-Wait, I tink she's awake nw lo -_- I go sms her. LOL.-

Running Out Of Time - Simple Plan

Just another day
And it feels like you’re still running late
'Cause the times are gonna change
And you’re stuck in your own mentality.

You can try to lead us all (try to lead us all)
But there’s no one else to blame
Won’t be left to clean the mess
When you’re gone.

Running out of time!

Running out of time
And you just don’t get it
You’re watching people die
And you still don’t care
Running out of time
And you just don’t get that this is how I feel
There’s a million things I hate about you.

It’s just another battle
When you exercise your authority
When the past is finally settled
Will you catch up with reality?

You’ve been waiting way too long
Now it’s time for us to pay
And we won’t be looking back
When you’re gone.

Running out of time!

Running out of time
And you just don’t get it
Now you’re watching people die
And you still don’t care
Running out of time
And you just don’t get that this is how I feel
There’s a million things I hate about you
About you. About you. About you.

I don’t wanna hear the same excuses
I don’t wanna hear the same excuses
I don’t wanna hear your stories.

Running out of time
And you just don’t get it
You’re watching people die
And you still don’t care
Running out of time
And you just don’t get it
If everybody dies, would you still don’t care?

Running out of time
And you just don’t get it
You’re watching people die
And you still don’t care
Running out of time
And you just don’t get that this is how I feel
I don’t wanna think about you
This is how I feel
There’s a million things I hate about you
There’s a million things I hate about you.

Found dis while researching on hw 2 write setback compo -_- Quite touching la xD

当你明白爱情的时候

也就是你受伤害的时候


人只有受伤后才会懂得爱

只有失去之后才会懂得珍惜

只有放弃的时候才会知道无奈


人的成长总是在挫折当中的

不明白爱是什么

不一定就是一件坏事

明白以后也许会更烦恼

更加厌倦这个世界


真爱无处不在

别怕受伤

不管失败多少次

你的真爱

都在前面等着你



爱是他在的时候，眼睛里只有他一人

他不在的时候,一切都带有他的影子


爱是在寂寞的夜里，思念如潮水般涌来

手里捧着书却怎么也看不进去，心里惦记着他此时是否还在加班

吃没吃晚饭，是不是如自己想着他一般想着自己


爱是希望他和自己步调一致，和自己心灵相通

他无心说的一句玩笑话也能让自己顷刻情绪低落甚至眼泪汪汪

在他面前，自己是从不设防的


爱是无论到哪都希望有他陪伴。可以站在海边给他打手机，让他听听海浪的声音；

也可以因为在异乡的街道上看到一个酷似他的背影而愣在原地久久不动。


爱是他临出差前千叮咛万嘱咐，往他的背包里塞满衣服和食物

在车站要等到火车开走才肯离开

并且在他走后的日子里天天心神不定，一遍遍的祈祷他能够平安归来。


爱是在受委屈的时候，爬在他的胸前痛哭，

没有伪装没有顾虑，把所有的烦恼统统告诉他，

并渴望从他的怀抱中得到安慰。


爱是周末利用半天时间亲手做出几道好菜满足的看他吃下去；

是在寒冷的冬天不断为他的咖啡杯里续上热水；

是和他走在街上任由他紧紧挽着自己的手；

是在他旁边安静着坐着，幸福地看着他在电脑前工作时专心的样子。


爱是听他将自己童年的趣事，然后微微一笑，

心中更加怜惜眼前这个曾经如此调皮捣蛋的男人


爱是在楼道了看见他，脸上装出一副毫不在乎的表情，

但在擦肩而过时细心感受身边颤动的空气，于是忍不住回头望一眼


爱是输不爱是输不起的游戏，付出全部只后，

留下的可能仅仅是刻在心底的一道伤痕


爱是明明离不开他，却要不得不放弃他，

因为他要的幸福，也许我给不了。不敢霸占他，

希望看他找到幸福，即使那份幸福不是跟我分享的。


爱是，在任何时候都想跟他分享，

快乐的时候甚至希望把所有快乐都给了他。


为了爱付出多少，这要问你爱他有多深，爱的有多真。

如果你们的爱是刻骨铭心的，致死不愈的，那想必也不会

在乎爱的过程中你付出了多少吧。即使付出的再多，

你也不会嫌多不会计较，因为你会觉得值得。如果你质疑了

你的付出，意识到自己的付出应该有个尺度有个量来衡量的话，

是不是可以说，你对爱已经开始动摇了呢，已经

开始怀疑自己的付出是否和回报成比例。

其实付出多少也许都不可能换的回来一段真心真意的烈的爱情，

可一但爱来到我们面前，往往我们会无时无刻去为它付出，

我们沉浸在幸福中以至忘记并且豪不在乎我们到底为了爱付

出了多少……

Seriously sian man.
Wanted to post a longer n more INTERESTING post, but can't figure out what to write at all.
Lol.
My brain cells r killed everyday, cos of some ppl.
My blood cells die lots everyday, cos SOME PERSON, just makes my blood boil. -_- Even thou he doesn't noe it at all. *P.S. I noe u r thinking abt TJH, Angie, but its nt him -_-*

But anyway, 2day was quite okay la. I gt a shock. SERIOUSLY. -_- *Even though it was only for a little while xD cos they gt exposed. LOL*

2day arh, Xt, Xy and me -_- 3 bored ppl, sian sian go toilet. They cam-whore while I play my hp game and talked 2 Angie, for lyk. Few secs? o.O Angie is damn bored den call me de lo -_- Nth better to do. LOL.

Den after tt, dunno y, Xy say wan go toilet again. o.O So we go lo, dis time to Staff Toilet. I was e 1st one to go in, and the toilet was so damn dark -_- tt I nearly tot dere was smt hiding behind the toilet door *AHEM. It's THAT month, as all of u noe, n I'm seriously terribly -_- scared of those.. "good buddies and sisters"*

So the 3 of us rushed in and Xy a bit freaked out, kept jumping, hitting the light, so the sensor can sense our presence -_- and turn on the lights. LAME sia. Lol. Den hor, at 1st Xt and I went out leh *it was better that way -_-* but the lights suddenly turned off n Xy rushed out, dragging the both of us back in -_-

Just as we went in n locked the door, SOMEONE. Lol. Apparently saw us and said, "Girls. I saw you going into the Staff Toilet. Come out now!" At 1st I was damn shocked -_- but I saw smt outside, since I'm lyk, leaning at the door -_- I saw SCHOOL SHOES. Den I nudged Xt n say, its fake de.

But den I tot arh, wad if behind the students is the tcr arh? Cos e voice really sounded lyk a tcr -_- So we 3 lyk, a bit puzzled, Xt n I stood dere, wondering o.O And Xy -_- I dun nid 2 say.

Den arh, that SOMEONE continued speaking vry loudly, "Eh. Boy. Go call the 3rd floor Auntie in the Staff Toilet come and unlock the door." Smt lyk that, btw FYI, 3rd floor gt 2 or 3 Staff Toilets -_-

Den Xy was lyk, "Eh. wait for me hor. Ltr we go out tgt.."

After tt arh -_- Turned out 2 b scammer la zzz. IT WAS KIEN PING AND JERRALD. Xt swore tt she saw slippers LOL. Come on, which teacher wear school shoes/slippers de? -_-

Den Kien Ping noe we sort of noe liao ma, cos we started bursting in laughter. Laugh lyk hell -_- He oso played along, saying "EH. STOP LAUGHING." But we laughed even louder. After tt went out and Xy say, "Childish." LOL.

Vry childish la, but still kinda fun -_-

2 Morals of this lame story.
- take note of those weird weird (childish n nth better 2 do LOL) ppl in ur class
- rmb look at their shoes first before opening the door -_-

Sian. Nth else MORE interesting le. My life is boring. Seriously.
-_-

(ya, cos I can't say all those stuff, cos of 2 ppl mainly.
1st. TAN JUN HAO. Who always ________________________ Lol.
2nd. Ng Ann Ghee Angie. She nv do anything la, but cos she has smt 2 do with *ahem* so I can't say anything -_-)


P.P.S. She's gonna kill me, better run first. Lol.

Went to Summer Festival on Sat, but too tired 2 blog abt anything lol.. So just upload pics! xD

Lots of ppl o.O


Japanese primary school xD


In the middle - Sylvia xD


LOL. Sylvia act cool vry gay xD


Inside the school o.O


The Paper xD That showed the map and wad things there r - FOOD!! xD LOL.


OPENING! The drums hit until I keep shaking -_-


CHEERS! It looks damn nice lol. It was carbonated lemonade xD


Almond pudding~ xD LOL. I can c ppl "puking" nw xD But it was nice o.O


Performance o.O Folk dance lol


Hip-hop dance competition! xD


Candy tt XT bought


SUSHI! Damn cute n "figurine" alike thing xD


Bread!! xD Talk. Lol. Look so real man. Damn nice la zzz. I wan buy but $5 for one I think o.O So damn ex...


CAKES! CAKES! OMG. I WAN CAKE. LOL.AHHHHHHH -_- Turn ur head to the... where-ever to see properly LOL.



Night view xD


Sylvia xD


Goodie bag~ $2 for one -_- But worth it xD Got bears!! LOL.


Love is painful la, everyone oso knows. Somehow feel kinda bad, so write crap -_-

我好喜欢他，他也喜欢我吗？

她为什么不喜欢我？

我好像被爱。

这些句子大多数的人都有想过吧。

我听过别人说，如果心不会痛，那就不是爱情了。

爱情可说是最能令人烦恼的东西之一，很多人都会同意吧。

那么简单的里两个字，能让人体验到不同的感情。

和自己心爱的人度过每一分每一秒，你会打从心底地大笑，

和他/她吵架时，你可能会因为一点小事而感到非常生气。

当你和他分手时，眼泪不由自主地掉落了下来，想停也停不了，

因为心里好痛，好像碎成子千万块。

当你看到自己爱的人和他/她爱的人在一起，心里难免会有几分的嫉妒，

也会想，“为什么在他身边的人不是我？”类似的问题，

但是，看着他们这么开心，世界只有对方，没有其他人时，

心里感到好无奈，只能对着他们强颜欢笑。

爱，不能被勉强，不能被逼。因为同情而爱一个人，对那个人太残忍了。

但放弃始终不容易。为了推开那双手，

必须拥有很多勇气与决心，才能有力地放手，然后勇敢地向前进。

说得容易，做起来简直是难上加难。

就为了放开，你不知浪费了多少眼泪，

也不知几次用自己最擅长的假笑面对其他人，

因为不想让他们担心，所以只好压抑自己的情绪，默默地躲在一旁哭。

爱一个人很痛苦吧？

喜欢一个人，而她又不喜欢你时，你可能经常在想，为什么自己那么喜欢她，无法控制地喜欢她。

看到她笑，心会觉得很暖和，整个世界豁然“亮”了起来，

心情也很好。看到她哭，你似乎跟着她崩溃，好像世界垮了。

这些感觉，让人好无奈，不知如何是好。

看到她身边的人不是你，好想站在她的旁边，和她聊天，分享事情。

而看到她叫别人的名字，好希望自己叫那个名呢。

好希望-_-会没事，他/她受够了。虽然我又不喜欢他/她，

也没有和他/她有什么特殊的感情，但觉得想哭。

我记得，有人曾经说过，“如果你哭，那你太脆弱了。

哭只是让别人看到你的弱点而已。”我觉得他错了。

说这句话的人一定不明白，一个人可以为了那些感情而那么脆弱。

哭只是在疏放自己的情感，让自己容易解脱。

你加油吧。

我不能帮到你，因为我不能改变事实。

但我觉得你可以的。

无论是放弃或坚持，

我觉得你会做一个正确的选择。

让你自己开心一点吧。

记得，一定要笑。哭的样子很不好看喔！

和你的形象好不搭哦！我的好姐妹，笑吧！

哇，好肉麻哦。起麂皮鸽子了！！

LOL. Today went out with LUC. xD Damn nice hahas.

Ytd was nice oso. Skipped lyk, almost whole day of sch cos I gt 3 duties -_- Thrice oso I/C, lol. xD But I nv do lots of stuff la, me dis kinda standard, screw up den hav -_- zzz. So arh, I went to chinese lesson for 1 hour, n music -_- Den e rest of the time go HALL do PA duty xD

Haha. DAMN FUN MAN. We laughed lyk hell, but were oso kinda frantic sometimes, when the music supposed 2 fade out, but mute too fast. Lol, and those times when forget the cue n stuff. BUT UPPER SEC DE WAS A GREAT SUCCESS!!! =)

B Lim was lyk, Thanks very very much, LOL. Vry funny lo ^_^

Photos xD

CHEN JING LOOKS CUTE MAN! LOL.


Annabel with bottle(s) on head LOL. GOOD BALANCING. xD





Looked lyk he was point middle finger o.O


Lol. Restricted. I wanted to edit the RESTRICTED and put "I Am An Idiot." Lol, but nvm xD


o.O Shawn, no use covering ur face la xD


Looks lyk those.. Interrogation thingy, and Shawn's the culprit xD



Shawn looks vry weird n funny in dis pic o.O LOL.


Dis oso! xD


Jun Wei looks funny xD


Serious mode man. LOL.


HAHA. INFOCOMM WAS FUN TODAY. FUNNY. XD

Lol. Today's a special day. 2008 2008

20/08/2008

I was just telling Angie nt to make me sentimental -_- Cos of her EMOTIONAL post and telling me tt she read on newspapers that a woman's mourning cos her husband died..

-_- Zzz, I nt so emotional liao, but still a bit sad de kays. -_-

"你在寻找幸福的那短时间是你最快乐的时候。

因为当你拥有了幸福后，你就会害怕失去它。"

Ya, Angie write de, lol. She lyk dis line the most.
But in my opinion -_- *Ya, I'm contradicting you zzz...*

Losing something that you had before, is better than never having that something....

Even though its hard to let go when the person is gone, at least the happy memories with him/her is enough to accompany you for the lifetime.

I dunno leh. Life is lyk so fragile la, ppl die so easily -_- I think I said dis b4, long long time ago.

You never noe when soooooooooooooo many ppl die in a blink of an eye, it can happen when you were playing the com, doing ur stupid common test -_- or just slacking ard at home..

But afterwards when you noe abt it, if its ur close ones, you will feel so damn sad, wondering if they could come back to life, and imagining them still ard you, even when they had already gone to somewhere else - Black parade? Lol. Heaven or Hell? Wherever they go, they are still away from dis world. Away from you, away from other people.

After you cry your heart out, after you cursed everyone else why he/she died, its still hard to let go. The person who once laughed with you, cried with you, spent so many moments with you. The person whom you can never forget.

Even if I'm gonna die, *no matter when la -_-* I still hope that I can be remembered leh. But I guess no one really rmb the stupid girl -_- sitting there at the corner of the classroom, staring into thin air, or listening to songs, while other ppl r bz playing ard. Lol. but I still wanna b remembered somehow. Maybe not forever, but at least. I wanna b in their lives longer.

I'm being vry selfish, but who doesn't want to be remembered?

It is the only thing that can prove that I existed before, even for a second or two, in this world.
It is the only thing that proves that I am still alive even after I die, not in this world, but
in ppl's hearts.

A tiny space, deep in the heart.

If it can fill me, I will be all right.

I just wanna b there, with everyone else,

Even if I'm dead, in heaven or hell.

-_- cannot b so sentimental la *See Angie! All ur fault!! LOL, JKJK.* So ya, I'm sure I won't go to The Black Parade, lol, cos I'm NOT EMO! Lol, ya, I'm hyper lyk most of the times -_- Due to the INFLUENTIAL MISS SIHUI, LOL. And of cos, ya, damn happy de ANGIE. But arh, ANGIE. DUN U DARE NOT HAPPY HOR! I can't handle unhappy ppl -_- Will freak out lyk hell n start talking nonsense. Zzz, its my way of consoling kays, dun look at me wif those weird weird expressions -_- LOL.

Zzz, I suddenly asked Angie stupid question -_- And I zzz. -_- Forget it..

Conver LOL

OMG. IF THAT DIDN'T JUST MAKE MY DAY, I DUNNO WHAT WILL.

Quoted from Magdelene's blog,

"If there was anything I'd hate besides Li Kai,..............."

GO MAN. LOL. That's lyk, so true. But not totally true for me. If there was anything I'd hate besides Li Kai, let me think.. Seriously, NOTHING. LOL.

Okay, I'm being evil again xD Excuse me, lol, I keep my evil self first. xD

HAPPY MAN.



Lol. 2day was Literature. Okay okay la. Hahas. Tml's Math, which is OMG. -_- Sad, my class ppl de Math all quite gd, esp the FORMIDABLE - TIAN YU. Lol. the Math Genius man. Sian, I feel so ke lian, to think I even beat him at Maths during primary sch T.T

Ya ya, I "de-proved" a lot leh. So much that everyone's lyk catching up and I'm dropping to hell knows where. -_- Btm of class, lol. Xy got 46/55 for Chinese la.. Den XT gt 45 I think, while me leh? 39.5 FOR GOODNESS SAKE. Lol. Its an A2, but really, vry lan sia.. As Xy said, "Oh, you got KO at the cloze passage part", ya, I really gt KO -_-

And arh, till nw -_- I've been trying 2 tell myself nt 2 care, but that matter is seriously damn annoying. Zzz. And even blahblahblah is teasing me. Sort of -_- Ya, but seriously. -_- *** nids 2 hav eye-check, brain-check, ear-check (wth r all these lol.), basically.. FULL BODY CHECK-UP. -_- I mean. Wth...... zzzzzz. Ppl reading dis must b so *~.~?* Lol, but nvm -_-

I found out 2day that things SERIOUSLY can't be forced/changed.

1. Love. *That's lyk. Common sense*
2. Lottery. *That's common sense too, just that ppl (i.e. My mum) keeps saying that, "Why I so stupid go change arh? Why cannot win arh?"*
3. Lousy results. *Seriously, can't b changed -_- Once you wrote tt wrong (damn it) answer, you r OVER. Lol..*

Ya, I hope so much that my Geog and Hist r okay man.. Tml getting back e papers. I swear, if I can't get an A1 or A2 for any of the two subjects, I'm so gonna go crazy somehow.

-_- Enough of that DEPRESSING post already. Now must get hyper, lol. MOTIVATION MAN. xD

Update in Music Playlist!

1. Paula DeAnda - When It Was Me
2. Simple Plan - Your Love Is A Lie
3. Jordin Sparks - Tattoo
4. The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down
   
5. Belinda (from The Cheetah Girls) - Why Wait
6. Mariah Carey - Bye Bye
7. Jordin Sparks - Shy Boy
   
8. Christine Glass - My Love Will Get You Home
9. Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending
10. Jonas Brothers - Year 3000
11. Natasha Bedingfield - Pocketful Of Sunshine
12. Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love
13. The Click Five - Angel To You (Devil To Me)
14. Carrie Underwood - Ever Ever After

Lol. Last but not least, ANGIE. I noe dis is A BIT suggestive but, relax, my taste nt so bad. xD LOL. JKJK. Anyways, I lyk dis song la o.O

Paula DeAnda - When It Was Me xD
(1st song on my playlist!)

Ooh, no
Yeah, yeah

She's got green eyes and she's 5'5"
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadillac truck
So the hell what
Is so special about that
She used to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs a buck 0-5
And I guess she's alright if perfection's what you like

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

Tell me what makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything, I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it..was..me.

And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

What makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it..was..

(Me) That made you smile
(Me) That made you laugh
Me, that makes you happier than you had ever been, oh
(Me) That was your world
(Me) Your perfect girl
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wondering

What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be (I can never be)
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was

What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it..was..me

When it was me
When it was me
When it was me

Now at Angie's hse using com.. She helping me revise for my stupid lit common test coming up tml. Lol. sian la. I read the notes online, cos my bk missing, and I can't get anything inside my head. Talk about MIND BLANK at dis kinda crucial moment (ya right)

Sian la, I nid 2 study vry hard, or will get killed lol.. Den arh, I wanted 2 post something de -_- But Angie say dun wan. If nt I already post le lo. Zzz.

Nvm, I shall listen 2 her, dun b so rude. LOL. Literature. My WORST subject ever lol, in the past I get 80 or 70+ but nw arh.. 50+ or 60+ SERIOUSLY vry bad. Lol.

Kay la, before I nid 2 leave Angie's hse, faster study. -_- Try 2 get SOME things inside my head first..

As promised, must say something abt QIHUI! Hahas.

But hor, I seriously dunno much abt her, since I lyk.. vry nt close 2 her lol.

1. QIHUI is quite chio, vry STYLISH de, gt model's figure. Hahas, tall and slim, vry cool lo.

2. She seems quite quiet, but she talks 2 a lot of ppl. xD Her best fren's Lixin, and they r vry vry close frens lol.

3. She's vry friendly oso, always making ppl feel comfortable ard her, LOL.

4. She's DAMN clever oso lo, get quite gd results *ENVIOUS* Lol, but too bad la, who tell me my results so bad -_-

5. She's toooo skinny hahas, and Belvia n Kangli even gave her a famous amos cookie, with "GET FAT" on it. LOL. So creative sia..

Sad la, I nv buy present for her leh.. T.T SO SORRY QIHUI. *kneels down n bow head* Lol, beg for forgiveness xD And arh, seeing her blog so many pictures of her presents, feel vry evil -_-

QIHUI. Gt anything u lyk arh, nt that ex, tell me lol. I buy belated birthday present for u xD

Ya, I'm vry evil, lols.. Nv gif anything T.T

But here arh, of cos must say Happy Birthday la. Even thou dis post supposed 2 post at 12 midnight -_- But I was chionging my math common test zzz.

So

• Math TB 2B (0% done) - Chapter 9.1 = 1c, 2c, 4, 8, 11c
  

• Chinese WB 2B (75% done) - Chapter 19, 21, 22, 25, 26, 29, 33
  

• Art (0% done) - Paint finish previous face. Draw another face and shade.
  

• Geography (10% done) - Geography Common Test Paper 2007

• English Compre n Summary + Compo (33% done) - Compo only.

Ya, Angie wan me do her quiz o.O
Anyway, she's going tml. ZZZ. I SHALL ORGANISE FAREWELL PARTY TML! Lol. No money -_- Sad la, ONE WHOLE WEEK that she's away.
I'm so not gonna hav ppl 2 sms, lol. And no one go out with me. FOR THE HOLIDAY SOMEMORE. Zzz..

How I think abt Angie. Lol.

- She's damn crazy, hyper, kee-siao one. LOL.
- She's quite chio, damn popular, a bit attitude. LOL.
- She's lots of fun, playful, and always making ppl laugh.
- But she's got her moody side too, when she's pissed wif ppl or when bad things happen o.O
- She kinda expects a lot from herself, for e.g., drama competition o.O COME ON. TAKE IT EASY MAN. LOL. xD
- She can't keep a secret for more than an hour, lol, ok, HER secret, cos I always "force" her tell me. haha. xD
- She's quite clever too, even thou she apparently keeps saying I'm smarter, n blah blah blah, zzz, I "de-proved" a lot la. -_-
- She has a vry WARM family, as I can see, LOL. JEALOUS MAN. Known as the Balls Family o.O With lots of ppl I dunno -_- And of cos, has her brothers, Wen Hui n Ying Kiat, izzit?
- She obviously has many ppl *ahem* since she has a great personality, and of cos, I *ahem* *ahem*. Angie, I told u on MSN what dis meant -_-
- Okay, I write until I lyk, she's gonna go forever liao ZZZ. So I shall stop.
LAST BUT NOT LEAST, oi! Miss me hor. Zzz. LOL. -_- I think when monday comes, the 1st thing I will do is sms u, den find out. 'U r not in Singapore.' -_- Zzz.

Before going to dry my hair n slp, -_- I shall do the quiz o.O

#1 The first person on your tagboard:
Ng Ann Ghee Angie (Since u write my full name o.O I shall return u e favour -_-)

#2 Your relationship with him/her:
Best friends la. LOL.

#3 Your five impressions of him/her:
diao, I say so much above liao. Anyhw choose 5 -_-

#4 The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
Dunno? LOL. Just being with me la. Zzz. Cheesy.

#5 The most memorable thing he/she has said to you:
erm. STM -_- Sry. But ya, I rmb all the "JUICY" stuff, wan me tell u? LOL.

#6 If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
I nt les but, if she becomes my lover -_- I seriously can't think of anything. -_- Buy the 2nd n 3rd bk of Stephanie Meyer's trilogy? -_-

#7 If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on:
Diao. If I say she nid 2 improve on anything, I will get killed by swarms of ppl man. LOL. She's gd just being herself la.

#8 If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Zzz. -_- Knock head on wall n die. LOL. Cos I will TRY not 2 make tt happen -_-

#9 If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
-_- Never tot of it. I made her angry or smt? o.O

#10 The most desired thing you want to do
for him/her now?
-_- Organise a MAJOR farewell party for her tml. LOL.

#11 Your overall impression of him/her is:
Still nid 2 say ma? I feel goosebumps liao kays.

#12 How do you think people around you will feel about you?
zzz. Abnormal.

#13 The characters you love of yourself
are:
No love. Only hate. Lol.

#14 On the contrary, the
characters you hate of yourself are:
-see from above-

#15 The most ideal person you want to be:
-_- forget abt tt.

#16
For people that care and like you, say something nice to them:
o.O erm. Shall we go on study date for EOY? LOL.
Si Hui - LET'S TAKE NEOPRINTS.
Angie - STUDY DATE MAN.
Luc - I wan go out wif u -_-
202 ppl - WORK HARD FOR MID-AUTUMN. Lol

#17 Pass this quiz to 10 people you wish
to know how they feel about you:
Pass to people with blogs only.
1. Ng Ann Ghee Angie *again*
2. Shu Wuen =)
3. LIJUAN x]
4. Si Hui *HAMSTER* LOL.
5. Ting Jun o.O *Just tot of writing his name -_-*
6. Chen Jing xD
7. Sammy xP
8. YI AN. LOL. u just talked 2 me on MSN nt long ago xD
9. Qi Hui o.O she just talked 2 me on MSN nt long ago oso. o.O
10. HUI ZHEN. CHAIRMAN xD

#18 Who is no. 6 having a relationship with? (Chen Jing)
Ooooooo. I noe who. Annabel n Si Hui oso noe. *shhhhh* (we 2day just discussed abt it. LOL)

#19 Is no. 9 a male or female? (Qi Hui)
zzz. Female la. Chio de leh. LOL.

#20 If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing? (Sammy n Hui Zhen)
Er.. I think... okay? o.O they will get along quite well I guess

#21 What is no. 2 studying about? (Shu Wuen)
Lol. Dunno. As Angie says, witchcraft lo. LOL.

#22 When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? (LIJUAN)
Er.. Chat arh.. Vry long le? o.O Seldom talk leh lol.

#23 What music band does no. 8 like? (Yi An)
hmm. Yi An is GUAI de kays. LOL.

#24 Does no. 1 have any siblings? (Angie)
o.O Apparently a lot sia. Hope she won't incest. LOL.

#25 Will you woo no.3? (LIJUAN)
*ahem* I'm nt the one for her. LOL.

#26 How about no. 7? (Sammy)
o.O I dun really go for.. 姐妹恋 o.O

#27 Is no.4 single? (Si Hui)
o.O She's currently interested in someone LOL. *which she doesn't want to tell me who. zzz.*

#28 What is the surname of no. 5? (Ting Jun)
Hong? o.O Oh ya, quite match him la. I rmb hw red his ears turned when he laughed at smt damn funny.

#29 What's the hobby of no. 10? (Hui Zhen)
I dunno sia. o.O Discussing abt football and Fabregas with Arsenal fans? -_- I'm nt gd at dis man.

#30 Does no. 5 and no. 9 get along well? (Ting Jun and Qi Hui)
They nv met b4 -_- I dunno sia. o.O Music taste's ard e same I tink. Lol.

#31 Where is no. 2 studying? (Shu Wuen)
Fuhua Secondary School. LOL.

#32 Talk something casually about no. 1. (Angie.)
Zzz. The fact tt she's leaving tml for Japan for lyk. a week makes me sad. -_-

#33 Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6? (Chen Jing)
Lol. Ya, she's cute. LOL.

#34 Where does no. 9 live? (Qi Hui)
Near Jurong point o.O Erm. Near Pioneer Primary School to b exact..

#35 What colour does no. 4 like? (Si Hui)
I tink she likes any colour tt's lyk, bright n cute? LOL.

#36
Are no. 1 and no. 5 best friends? (Angie and Ting Jun)
Erm............... Close friends. Ya...

#37 Does no. 1 have any pets? (Angie)
Fish o.O Lots of fish. LOL. I go her hse always c lots of fish -_-

#38 Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? (Sammy)
........ I can't imagine her wearing all those sexy clothes o.O Cool's more of her style. LOL.

#39 How do you get to know no.2? (Shu Wuen)
Primary School o.O

#40 Does no.1 have any pets? (Angie)
Zzz. -see above-

#41 Is no.7 the sexiest girl in the world? (Sammy)
Erm. I seriously dunno? o.O

#42 Do you think its possible if no.4 and no.5 date
each other? (Si Hui and Ting Jun)
LOL. Ting Jun will b AMAZED by Si Hui's squeaking man. LOL, most likely not bah. Ting Jun goes for the cool type? xD

#43 Say something more about no. 6. (Chen Jing)
She's oso a damn hyper person, my senior. Always damn cheerful and DAMN DAMN SMART. xD

#44 What is your relationship with no.9? (Qi Hui)
Hmm. Classmates? I dun really talk 2 her nw sia.... last time more o.O

#45 List all
the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from.
1, 2 - Fuhua Secondary School
3, 4, 6-10, - Nan Hua High School
5 - HCI

#46 What would you do if no.10 hates you? (Hui Zhen)
I dunno leh o.O Maybe she really does? LOL. Apologize 2 her if I offended her in some way bah..

#47 Which of the following are in a relationship?
Erm. Dunno -_-

#48 How did you first meet no.3? (LIJUAN)
Primary 3 or 4? LOL. I forgot -_- Zzz. DAMN BAD MEMORY MAN. ARGH.

#49 How would you react if no.3 and no.10 are together? (LIJUAN and Hui Zhen)
No les pls. LOL.

#50 Last question!
What would you do if no.4 tells you she(he) is pregnant? (Si Hui)
WTH. How can u nt tell me that u gt a guy? LOL. Is he, YOU-KNOW-WHO?!

-_- Gotta go slp nw or I will get nagged LYK HELL. 1st. dad come out. 2nd mum come out. 3rd. ARGH. anymore coming out, I'm GOING out of dis hse -_-

JK.

-_- Its kinda "early" in the morning and I'm blogging, cos I woke up too early 2day. Zzz. I dunno wad's wrong with me la, I even "hallucinated" that my alarm rang, and I reached out to my phone to off it -_- den I drifted off to slp for a few min and gt 吓醒. -_-

Apparently I tot I was running late, -_- and chiong-ed to the bathroom to brush my teeth, etc etc -_- Now I even tie finish my plaits, so I can't possibly go back to slp zzz. And I dun wan to re-tie la, I lazy. and my plaits always, *wth* de lo. LOL.

Zzz. -_-

Gt nothing better to do la. Sms ppl they oso nt so early wake up leh o.O
Of cos, if I wake up Angie, I'm SO gonna get killed. Lol.

-Wait, I tink she's awake nw lo -_- I go sms her. LOL.-

Running Out Of Time - Simple Plan

Just another day
And it feels like you’re still running late
'Cause the times are gonna change
And you’re stuck in your own mentality.

You can try to lead us all (try to lead us all)
But there’s no one else to blame
Won’t be left to clean the mess
When you’re gone.

Running out of time!

Running out of time
And you just don’t get it
You’re watching people die
And you still don’t care
Running out of time
And you just don’t get that this is how I feel
There’s a million things I hate about you.

It’s just another battle
When you exercise your authority
When the past is finally settled
Will you catch up with reality?

You’ve been waiting way too long
Now it’s time for us to pay
And we won’t be looking back
When you’re gone.

Running out of time!

Running out of time
And you just don’t get it
Now you’re watching people die
And you still don’t care
Running out of time
And you just don’t get that this is how I feel
There’s a million things I hate about you
About you. About you. About you.

I don’t wanna hear the same excuses
I don’t wanna hear the same excuses
I don’t wanna hear your stories.

Running out of time
And you just don’t get it
You’re watching people die
And you still don’t care
Running out of time
And you just don’t get it
If everybody dies, would you still don’t care?

Running out of time
And you just don’t get it
You’re watching people die
And you still don’t care
Running out of time
And you just don’t get that this is how I feel
I don’t wanna think about you
This is how I feel
There’s a million things I hate about you
There’s a million things I hate about you.

Found dis while researching on hw 2 write setback compo -_- Quite touching la xD

当你明白爱情的时候

也就是你受伤害的时候


人只有受伤后才会懂得爱

只有失去之后才会懂得珍惜

只有放弃的时候才会知道无奈


人的成长总是在挫折当中的

不明白爱是什么

不一定就是一件坏事

明白以后也许会更烦恼

更加厌倦这个世界


真爱无处不在

别怕受伤

不管失败多少次

你的真爱

都在前面等着你



爱是他在的时候，眼睛里只有他一人

他不在的时候,一切都带有他的影子


爱是在寂寞的夜里，思念如潮水般涌来

手里捧着书却怎么也看不进去，心里惦记着他此时是否还在加班

吃没吃晚饭，是不是如自己想着他一般想着自己


爱是希望他和自己步调一致，和自己心灵相通

他无心说的一句玩笑话也能让自己顷刻情绪低落甚至眼泪汪汪

在他面前，自己是从不设防的


爱是无论到哪都希望有他陪伴。可以站在海边给他打手机，让他听听海浪的声音；

也可以因为在异乡的街道上看到一个酷似他的背影而愣在原地久久不动。


爱是他临出差前千叮咛万嘱咐，往他的背包里塞满衣服和食物

在车站要等到火车开走才肯离开

并且在他走后的日子里天天心神不定，一遍遍的祈祷他能够平安归来。


爱是在受委屈的时候，爬在他的胸前痛哭，

没有伪装没有顾虑，把所有的烦恼统统告诉他，

并渴望从他的怀抱中得到安慰。


爱是周末利用半天时间亲手做出几道好菜满足的看他吃下去；

是在寒冷的冬天不断为他的咖啡杯里续上热水；

是和他走在街上任由他紧紧挽着自己的手；

是在他旁边安静着坐着，幸福地看着他在电脑前工作时专心的样子。


爱是听他将自己童年的趣事，然后微微一笑，

心中更加怜惜眼前这个曾经如此调皮捣蛋的男人


爱是在楼道了看见他，脸上装出一副毫不在乎的表情，

但在擦肩而过时细心感受身边颤动的空气，于是忍不住回头望一眼


爱是输不爱是输不起的游戏，付出全部只后，

留下的可能仅仅是刻在心底的一道伤痕


爱是明明离不开他，却要不得不放弃他，

因为他要的幸福，也许我给不了。不敢霸占他，

希望看他找到幸福，即使那份幸福不是跟我分享的。


爱是，在任何时候都想跟他分享，

快乐的时候甚至希望把所有快乐都给了他。


为了爱付出多少，这要问你爱他有多深，爱的有多真。

如果你们的爱是刻骨铭心的，致死不愈的，那想必也不会

在乎爱的过程中你付出了多少吧。即使付出的再多，

你也不会嫌多不会计较，因为你会觉得值得。如果你质疑了

你的付出，意识到自己的付出应该有个尺度有个量来衡量的话，

是不是可以说，你对爱已经开始动摇了呢，已经

开始怀疑自己的付出是否和回报成比例。

其实付出多少也许都不可能换的回来一段真心真意的烈的爱情，

可一但爱来到我们面前，往往我们会无时无刻去为它付出，

我们沉浸在幸福中以至忘记并且豪不在乎我们到底为了爱付

出了多少……

Seriously sian man.
Wanted to post a longer n more INTERESTING post, but can't figure out what to write at all.
Lol.
My brain cells r killed everyday, cos of some ppl.
My blood cells die lots everyday, cos SOME PERSON, just makes my blood boil. -_- Even thou he doesn't noe it at all. *P.S. I noe u r thinking abt TJH, Angie, but its nt him -_-*

But anyway, 2day was quite okay la. I gt a shock. SERIOUSLY. -_- *Even though it was only for a little while xD cos they gt exposed. LOL*

2day arh, Xt, Xy and me -_- 3 bored ppl, sian sian go toilet. They cam-whore while I play my hp game and talked 2 Angie, for lyk. Few secs? o.O Angie is damn bored den call me de lo -_- Nth better to do. LOL.

Den after tt, dunno y, Xy say wan go toilet again. o.O So we go lo, dis time to Staff Toilet. I was e 1st one to go in, and the toilet was so damn dark -_- tt I nearly tot dere was smt hiding behind the toilet door *AHEM. It's THAT month, as all of u noe, n I'm seriously terribly -_- scared of those.. "good buddies and sisters"*

So the 3 of us rushed in and Xy a bit freaked out, kept jumping, hitting the light, so the sensor can sense our presence -_- and turn on the lights. LAME sia. Lol. Den hor, at 1st Xt and I went out leh *it was better that way -_-* but the lights suddenly turned off n Xy rushed out, dragging the both of us back in -_-

Just as we went in n locked the door, SOMEONE. Lol. Apparently saw us and said, "Girls. I saw you going into the Staff Toilet. Come out now!" At 1st I was damn shocked -_- but I saw smt outside, since I'm lyk, leaning at the door -_- I saw SCHOOL SHOES. Den I nudged Xt n say, its fake de.

But den I tot arh, wad if behind the students is the tcr arh? Cos e voice really sounded lyk a tcr -_- So we 3 lyk, a bit puzzled, Xt n I stood dere, wondering o.O And Xy -_- I dun nid 2 say.

Den arh, that SOMEONE continued speaking vry loudly, "Eh. Boy. Go call the 3rd floor Auntie in the Staff Toilet come and unlock the door." Smt lyk that, btw FYI, 3rd floor gt 2 or 3 Staff Toilets -_-

Den Xy was lyk, "Eh. wait for me hor. Ltr we go out tgt.."

After tt arh -_- Turned out 2 b scammer la zzz. IT WAS KIEN PING AND JERRALD. Xt swore tt she saw slippers LOL. Come on, which teacher wear school shoes/slippers de? -_-

Den Kien Ping noe we sort of noe liao ma, cos we started bursting in laughter. Laugh lyk hell -_- He oso played along, saying "EH. STOP LAUGHING." But we laughed even louder. After tt went out and Xy say, "Childish." LOL.

Vry childish la, but still kinda fun -_-

2 Morals of this lame story.
- take note of those weird weird (childish n nth better 2 do LOL) ppl in ur class
- rmb look at their shoes first before opening the door -_-

Sian. Nth else MORE interesting le. My life is boring. Seriously.
-_-

(ya, cos I can't say all those stuff, cos of 2 ppl mainly.
1st. TAN JUN HAO. Who always ________________________ Lol.
2nd. Ng Ann Ghee Angie. She nv do anything la, but cos she has smt 2 do with *ahem* so I can't say anything -_-)


P.P.S. She's gonna kill me, better run first. Lol.

Went to Summer Festival on Sat, but too tired 2 blog abt anything lol.. So just upload pics! xD

Lots of ppl o.O


Japanese primary school xD


In the middle - Sylvia xD


LOL. Sylvia act cool vry gay xD


Inside the school o.O


The Paper xD That showed the map and wad things there r - FOOD!! xD LOL.


OPENING! The drums hit until I keep shaking -_-


CHEERS! It looks damn nice lol. It was carbonated lemonade xD


Almond pudding~ xD LOL. I can c ppl "puking" nw xD But it was nice o.O


Performance o.O Folk dance lol


Hip-hop dance competition! xD


Candy tt XT bought


SUSHI! Damn cute n "figurine" alike thing xD


Bread!! xD Talk. Lol. Look so real man. Damn nice la zzz. I wan buy but $5 for one I think o.O So damn ex...


CAKES! CAKES! OMG. I WAN CAKE. LOL.AHHHHHHH -_- Turn ur head to the... where-ever to see properly LOL.



Night view xD


Sylvia xD


Goodie bag~ $2 for one -_- But worth it xD Got bears!! LOL.


Love is painful la, everyone oso knows. Somehow feel kinda bad, so write crap -_-

我好喜欢他，他也喜欢我吗？

她为什么不喜欢我？

我好像被爱。

这些句子大多数的人都有想过吧。

我听过别人说，如果心不会痛，那就不是爱情了。

爱情可说是最能令人烦恼的东西之一，很多人都会同意吧。

那么简单的里两个字，能让人体验到不同的感情。

和自己心爱的人度过每一分每一秒，你会打从心底地大笑，

和他/她吵架时，你可能会因为一点小事而感到非常生气。

当你和他分手时，眼泪不由自主地掉落了下来，想停也停不了，

因为心里好痛，好像碎成子千万块。

当你看到自己爱的人和他/她爱的人在一起，心里难免会有几分的嫉妒，

也会想，“为什么在他身边的人不是我？”类似的问题，

但是，看着他们这么开心，世界只有对方，没有其他人时，

心里感到好无奈，只能对着他们强颜欢笑。

爱，不能被勉强，不能被逼。因为同情而爱一个人，对那个人太残忍了。

但放弃始终不容易。为了推开那双手，

必须拥有很多勇气与决心，才能有力地放手，然后勇敢地向前进。

说得容易，做起来简直是难上加难。

就为了放开，你不知浪费了多少眼泪，

也不知几次用自己最擅长的假笑面对其他人，

因为不想让他们担心，所以只好压抑自己的情绪，默默地躲在一旁哭。

爱一个人很痛苦吧？

喜欢一个人，而她又不喜欢你时，你可能经常在想，为什么自己那么喜欢她，无法控制地喜欢她。

看到她笑，心会觉得很暖和，整个世界豁然“亮”了起来，

心情也很好。看到她哭，你似乎跟着她崩溃，好像世界垮了。

这些感觉，让人好无奈，不知如何是好。

看到她身边的人不是你，好想站在她的旁边，和她聊天，分享事情。

而看到她叫别人的名字，好希望自己叫那个名呢。

好希望-_-会没事，他/她受够了。虽然我又不喜欢他/她，

也没有和他/她有什么特殊的感情，但觉得想哭。

我记得，有人曾经说过，“如果你哭，那你太脆弱了。

哭只是让别人看到你的弱点而已。”我觉得他错了。

说这句话的人一定不明白，一个人可以为了那些感情而那么脆弱。

哭只是在疏放自己的情感，让自己容易解脱。

你加油吧。

我不能帮到你，因为我不能改变事实。

但我觉得你可以的。

无论是放弃或坚持，

我觉得你会做一个正确的选择。

让你自己开心一点吧。

记得，一定要笑。哭的样子很不好看喔！

和你的形象好不搭哦！我的好姐妹，笑吧！

哇，好肉麻哦。起麂皮鸽子了！！

LOL. Today went out with LUC. xD Damn nice hahas.

Ytd was nice oso. Skipped lyk, almost whole day of sch cos I gt 3 duties -_- Thrice oso I/C, lol. xD But I nv do lots of stuff la, me dis kinda standard, screw up den hav -_- zzz. So arh, I went to chinese lesson for 1 hour, n music -_- Den e rest of the time go HALL do PA duty xD

Haha. DAMN FUN MAN. We laughed lyk hell, but were oso kinda frantic sometimes, when the music supposed 2 fade out, but mute too fast. Lol, and those times when forget the cue n stuff. BUT UPPER SEC DE WAS A GREAT SUCCESS!!! =)

B Lim was lyk, Thanks very very much, LOL. Vry funny lo ^_^

Photos xD

CHEN JING LOOKS CUTE MAN! LOL.


Annabel with bottle(s) on head LOL. GOOD BALANCING. xD





Looked lyk he was point middle finger o.O


Lol. Restricted. I wanted to edit the RESTRICTED and put "I Am An Idiot." Lol, but nvm xD


o.O Shawn, no use covering ur face la xD


Looks lyk those.. Interrogation thingy, and Shawn's the culprit xD



Shawn looks vry weird n funny in dis pic o.O LOL.


Dis oso! xD


Jun Wei looks funny xD


Serious mode man. LOL.


HAHA. INFOCOMM WAS FUN TODAY. FUNNY. XD

Lol. Today's a special day. 2008 2008

20/08/2008

I was just telling Angie nt to make me sentimental -_- Cos of her EMOTIONAL post and telling me tt she read on newspapers that a woman's mourning cos her husband died..

-_- Zzz, I nt so emotional liao, but still a bit sad de kays. -_-

"你在寻找幸福的那短时间是你最快乐的时候。

因为当你拥有了幸福后，你就会害怕失去它。"

Ya, Angie write de, lol. She lyk dis line the most.
But in my opinion -_- *Ya, I'm contradicting you zzz...*

Losing something that you had before, is better than never having that something....

Even though its hard to let go when the person is gone, at least the happy memories with him/her is enough to accompany you for the lifetime.

I dunno leh. Life is lyk so fragile la, ppl die so easily -_- I think I said dis b4, long long time ago.

You never noe when soooooooooooooo many ppl die in a blink of an eye, it can happen when you were playing the com, doing ur stupid common test -_- or just slacking ard at home..

But afterwards when you noe abt it, if its ur close ones, you will feel so damn sad, wondering if they could come back to life, and imagining them still ard you, even when they had already gone to somewhere else - Black parade? Lol. Heaven or Hell? Wherever they go, they are still away from dis world. Away from you, away from other people.

After you cry your heart out, after you cursed everyone else why he/she died, its still hard to let go. The person who once laughed with you, cried with you, spent so many moments with you. The person whom you can never forget.

Even if I'm gonna die, *no matter when la -_-* I still hope that I can be remembered leh. But I guess no one really rmb the stupid girl -_- sitting there at the corner of the classroom, staring into thin air, or listening to songs, while other ppl r bz playing ard. Lol. but I still wanna b remembered somehow. Maybe not forever, but at least. I wanna b in their lives longer.

I'm being vry selfish, but who doesn't want to be remembered?

It is the only thing that can prove that I existed before, even for a second or two, in this world.
It is the only thing that proves that I am still alive even after I die, not in this world, but
in ppl's hearts.

A tiny space, deep in the heart.

If it can fill me, I will be all right.

I just wanna b there, with everyone else,

Even if I'm dead, in heaven or hell.

-_- cannot b so sentimental la *See Angie! All ur fault!! LOL, JKJK.* So ya, I'm sure I won't go to The Black Parade, lol, cos I'm NOT EMO! Lol, ya, I'm hyper lyk most of the times -_- Due to the INFLUENTIAL MISS SIHUI, LOL. And of cos, ya, damn happy de ANGIE. But arh, ANGIE. DUN U DARE NOT HAPPY HOR! I can't handle unhappy ppl -_- Will freak out lyk hell n start talking nonsense. Zzz, its my way of consoling kays, dun look at me wif those weird weird expressions -_- LOL.

Zzz, I suddenly asked Angie stupid question -_- And I zzz. -_- Forget it..

Conver LOL

OMG. IF THAT DIDN'T JUST MAKE MY DAY, I DUNNO WHAT WILL.

Quoted from Magdelene's blog,

"If there was anything I'd hate besides Li Kai,..............."

GO MAN. LOL. That's lyk, so true. But not totally true for me. If there was anything I'd hate besides Li Kai, let me think.. Seriously, NOTHING. LOL.

Okay, I'm being evil again xD Excuse me, lol, I keep my evil self first. xD

HAPPY MAN.



Lol. 2day was Literature. Okay okay la. Hahas. Tml's Math, which is OMG. -_- Sad, my class ppl de Math all quite gd, esp the FORMIDABLE - TIAN YU. Lol. the Math Genius man. Sian, I feel so ke lian, to think I even beat him at Maths during primary sch T.T

Ya ya, I "de-proved" a lot leh. So much that everyone's lyk catching up and I'm dropping to hell knows where. -_- Btm of class, lol. Xy got 46/55 for Chinese la.. Den XT gt 45 I think, while me leh? 39.5 FOR GOODNESS SAKE. Lol. Its an A2, but really, vry lan sia.. As Xy said, "Oh, you got KO at the cloze passage part", ya, I really gt KO -_-

And arh, till nw -_- I've been trying 2 tell myself nt 2 care, but that matter is seriously damn annoying. Zzz. And even blahblahblah is teasing me. Sort of -_- Ya, but seriously. -_- *** nids 2 hav eye-check, brain-check, ear-check (wth r all these lol.), basically.. FULL BODY CHECK-UP. -_- I mean. Wth...... zzzzzz. Ppl reading dis must b so *~.~?* Lol, but nvm -_-

I found out 2day that things SERIOUSLY can't be forced/changed.

1. Love. *That's lyk. Common sense*
2. Lottery. *That's common sense too, just that ppl (i.e. My mum) keeps saying that, "Why I so stupid go change arh? Why cannot win arh?"*
3. Lousy results. *Seriously, can't b changed -_- Once you wrote tt wrong (damn it) answer, you r OVER. Lol..*

Ya, I hope so much that my Geog and Hist r okay man.. Tml getting back e papers. I swear, if I can't get an A1 or A2 for any of the two subjects, I'm so gonna go crazy somehow.

-_- Enough of that DEPRESSING post already. Now must get hyper, lol. MOTIVATION MAN. xD

Update in Music Playlist!

1. Paula DeAnda - When It Was Me
2. Simple Plan - Your Love Is A Lie
3. Jordin Sparks - Tattoo
4. The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down
   
5. Belinda (from The Cheetah Girls) - Why Wait
6. Mariah Carey - Bye Bye
7. Jordin Sparks - Shy Boy
   
8. Christine Glass - My Love Will Get You Home
9. Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending
10. Jonas Brothers - Year 3000
11. Natasha Bedingfield - Pocketful Of Sunshine
12. Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love
13. The Click Five - Angel To You (Devil To Me)
14. Carrie Underwood - Ever Ever After

Lol. Last but not least, ANGIE. I noe dis is A BIT suggestive but, relax, my taste nt so bad. xD LOL. JKJK. Anyways, I lyk dis song la o.O

Paula DeAnda - When It Was Me xD
(1st song on my playlist!)

Ooh, no
Yeah, yeah

She's got green eyes and she's 5'5"
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadillac truck
So the hell what
Is so special about that
She used to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs a buck 0-5
And I guess she's alright if perfection's what you like

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

Tell me what makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything, I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it..was..me.

And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

What makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it..was..

(Me) That made you smile
(Me) That made you laugh
Me, that makes you happier than you had ever been, oh
(Me) That was your world
(Me) Your perfect girl
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wondering

What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be (I can never be)
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was

What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it..was..me

When it was me
When it was me
When it was me

Now at Angie's hse using com.. She helping me revise for my stupid lit common test coming up tml. Lol. sian la. I read the notes online, cos my bk missing, and I can't get anything inside my head. Talk about MIND BLANK at dis kinda crucial moment (ya right)

Sian la, I nid 2 study vry hard, or will get killed lol.. Den arh, I wanted 2 post something de -_- But Angie say dun wan. If nt I already post le lo. Zzz.

Nvm, I shall listen 2 her, dun b so rude. LOL. Literature. My WORST subject ever lol, in the past I get 80 or 70+ but nw arh.. 50+ or 60+ SERIOUSLY vry bad. Lol.

Kay la, before I nid 2 leave Angie's hse, faster study. -_- Try 2 get SOME things inside my head first..

As promised, must say something abt QIHUI! Hahas.

But hor, I seriously dunno much abt her, since I lyk.. vry nt close 2 her lol.

1. QIHUI is quite chio, vry STYLISH de, gt model's figure. Hahas, tall and slim, vry cool lo.

2. She seems quite quiet, but she talks 2 a lot of ppl. xD Her best fren's Lixin, and they r vry vry close frens lol.

3. She's vry friendly oso, always making ppl feel comfortable ard her, LOL.

4. She's DAMN clever oso lo, get quite gd results *ENVIOUS* Lol, but too bad la, who tell me my results so bad -_-

5. She's toooo skinny hahas, and Belvia n Kangli even gave her a famous amos cookie, with "GET FAT" on it. LOL. So creative sia..

Sad la, I nv buy present for her leh.. T.T SO SORRY QIHUI. *kneels down n bow head* Lol, beg for forgiveness xD And arh, seeing her blog so many pictures of her presents, feel vry evil -_-

QIHUI. Gt anything u lyk arh, nt that ex, tell me lol. I buy belated birthday present for u xD

Ya, I'm vry evil, lols.. Nv gif anything T.T

But here arh, of cos must say Happy Birthday la. Even thou dis post supposed 2 post at 12 midnight -_- But I was chionging my math common test zzz.

So

Hello.

Angie two three four five



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