buildings with a hundred floors,
spinning 'round revolving doors.

baby i don't know where they'll take me.

entries about chat links

Monday, June 30, 2008 // 18:11

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Chen Jing recommended dis manga 2 me -_-
T.T Its abt dis girl, she's vry blur abt love -_- No love exp at all. -_- Dunno hw 2 dress 2 attract guys.etc
Lols, den she desperately wanna.. fall in love -_- So one day, she met dis guy, called Yoh. Yoh was a damn popular guy, n its lyk.. all the girls in his class have confessed 2 him b4 -_- EXAGGERATING. Lols..

Ya, so Yoh didn't wan 2 coach Haruna, the girl. But after Yoh saw hw much Haruna was trying 2 attract guys, Yoh sort of.. pitied her *ya, he's a gd guy..* and decided 2 coach her..

While Haruna was learning, she met another guy, Yoh's friend, Fumi, and fell in love with him. But Yoh's sister, Assa for short, felt that Yoh had been neglecting her for a period of time, and kept talking abt Haruna -_- So she jealous.. and snatched Fumi away..

So she tries 2 make Haruna sad n unhappy by acting vry intimate wif Fumi, but Haruna recovered after crying the whole night with YOH. Lols, Yoh go comfort her =) Nice sia..

I read till here only.. Quite nice la, vry sad lo... ><

Sunday, June 29, 2008 // 15:57

Oh man.. I really really really! wanna change my handphone.. So far, I gt a few ones tt I lyk, some quite ex -_-

Phones in consideration:

- HTC Touch Diamond/Pro *Pro too ex*
Touch Diamond's design is quite nice, and its touch-screen. *not lyk I lyk touch-screen a lot, but it looks kinda cool..*

Highlights

	2.8-inch touch screen, with four times the pixels of most phones.
	Vibrant TouchFLO 3D user interface, responding perfectly to your finger gestures when scrolling through contacts, browsing the web, and launching media… all vividly displayed as photos and artwork powered by the 3D graphics processor.
	HTC Weather - providing a constant view of weather at home and abroad.
	Surf and download at broadband speed with HSDPA internet connectivity.
	3.2 megapixel auto-focus camera for quality stills and video.
	4GB of internal storage to preserve more photos, music, files and exchanged data than ever before.
	Integrated GPS for use with maps software for a full turn-by-turn satellite navigation experience.

*adapted from http://www.htc.com/www/product.aspx?id=46278*

Touch Pro is damn nice, and ppl at forums even say tt Touch Pro is designed solely to beat Sony Ericsson's upcoming Xperia X1.. Lols, I tink so too xD And its lyk -_- PDA. Kao.. Touch Diamond is type on the screen... *Dunno hw 2 explain, but u shud understand..* While Touch Pro is type as in, really type on the phone -_-

I mean, hw am I gonna type blindly if I use Touch Diamond -_- And I can't possibly bend my head down everyday to type sms when the tcrs r lyk.. walking round n round....
BUT. As much as I lyk Touch Pro, its gonna b damn ex....

Even Touch Diamond is only at $498 for a few days, maybe till tml -_- So I GOTTA tell my mum 2day or smt b4 the price goes up to $698...

Touch Diamond

Touch Pro

- Samsung F490
Looks.. OKAY.. But I dun really lyk it a lot cos its features are nt vry good...

- Samsung U900 Soul Silver

Xt recommended this oso, and I tink e design nt vry nice...

- Samsung i900 Omnia

While I was desperately looking for phones -_- I saw dis. It's quite nice, features, design, all that, are quite okay.. But I dunno if its out already, even if its out already, the price shud b ard $1098, lyk when Touch Diamond came out.. But Touch Diamond has promotion, Samsung i900 nt cfm if gt..

*pictures from http://www.hardwarezone.com and http://blog.wired.com/gadgets/2008/06/htc-announces-t.html*

I tink maybe I will get HTC Touch Diamond or Touch Pro sia... ><>

Saturday, June 28, 2008 // 20:29

Did one for Angie o.O Dunno wad she will say -_- Most likely wont lyk it lols
*ANGIE! I noe u dun lyk hearts -_- already MINIMISE a lot le.. Only gt 1 heart -_-*

// 19:45

xD My name!!! Hahas, used brushes from other sites n tt.. Hahas.. I a bit ki siao liao -_- Keep on doing lots of these things. Hahas xD Their brushes really DAMN nice. *applause*! Hahas.. But I nv credit them -_- Cos I dunno hw 2 credit without their names o.O

// 18:53

Hahas, accidentally found some brushes n started playing -_- WebResources Depot, go check it out xD

A bit qi guai la.. I just anyhw do de lols xD

// 13:28

Hahas.. Ytd go SYF sia..

Singapore Youth Festival, as EVERYONE shud noe -_-

First time go la, so damn SHOCKED. The stadium damn big -_- I still tot it was gonna b a mini one lols, den dere were many schs, primary, secondary, jc, polytechnics lots la.. Sad, no SQPS. Hahas..

The Pre-Parade Segment was quite okay la... Gt High School Musical's song leh o.O

'We Are All in This Together.' Lols, they say is Combined Schools' Choir sing de, but actually is come from the speakers -_- Lie to us sia...

After tt still gt many quite okay songs, except -_- Gt one Indian song kinda creepy.. Oh ya! Still gt '绿光' by Stephanie Sun. Lols, and hor.. The spotlights all tt -_- do until DAMN nice. Still gt a grp of students carrying smt lyk a lantern over their heads, lyk MARSHMALLOWS. Lols, damn cute la xD

Finale gt Shawn Tok solo sia.. o.O But.. Lols, Xy say his singing nt nice o.O And she say he vry short -_-

No pics la xD Cos I bz watching -_- Didn't feel lyk taking pics lols.. But if Xy send me next time I will post =)

Short post~~ xD

Thursday, June 26, 2008 // 21:02

-_- Finally do finish my Chap 9 Mindmap..

Today was a fairly unlucky day... 1st thing in the morning, when I opened my dad's lorry door, the door knocked into a red car. -_-

Looked quite ex sia.. Den I was lyk, 'OMG.' n my dad told me 2 b careful -_- Just as I said, 'Oh....' I let off of the door n it knocked into e red car's boot AGAIN. -_-

Den b4 I left I saw a slight "dent" sia. ><>

After tt, rushed 2 sch. Reached sch at.. approx 7.20.. Den I saw a lot of ppl, I was scared tt I late liao -_- But I saw no one gif me pink form, so I carried on walking lo. Walk till parade square, found out no tie, stand dere lyk stupid person tying my tie -_- Lyk some idiot wrestling wif her tie. Lols. xD JKJK

Den still gt wad arh............ Oh ya.. INFOCOMM. X site.. My tcr said we TOTALLY screwed up, and out of 6 websites tt were handed in, only 3 could pass. Si Hui's and mine r lyk, the 3rd one.. -_- I damn freaked out when Mrs Chiang started scolding all of us -_-

So ya, 2day is generally. UNLUCKY. Hahas, but still quite a nice day =) Especially seeing cute ppl ard. LOLS. They r SO DAMN cute sia~ xD

*As usual, I didn't say anything =)*

Wednesday, June 25, 2008 // 14:54

3rd day of sch -_-

2day's.. okay
xD ICT was quite fun la.. Thou I tio 3 times -_-

Blow Wind Blow~~
Blow wad?
Blow all the ppl who ...?

A bit lyk musical chairs.. okay la -_- Basically lyk musical chairs just tt ppl who fulfill the condition must leave their seats.

-_- Gt once arh.. Me n Choon Liang go snatch seat.. Kao sia.... Jerrald push the chair so I can't sit... But I DIE DIE go n sit -_- Cos.. I 2 times liao.. 1 more time nid 2 forfeit le... Den Choon Liang -_- *SORRY!! I'm BIG-sized de lols..* cannot sit lo.. Den he tio -_- Afterwards still lost once den he forfeited.. Finger push-up leh.. Pro la.. >< Really vry sorry... T.T

Zzz. he doesn't even noe I gt blog, I sae sorry oso no use.. Lols. But really vry pai sei la -_-

Den hor! Go home tt time, bus 185 quite a lot of ppl ma.. Den my bag vry big oso, occupy lots of space -_- In the end, dis gang of sec 2 guys... I kinda noe the.... leader -_- Saw him MANY times zzz

Den they were lyk.. "Wa.. Occupy half of the passageway sia.."
Den I ignored -_- Qiao Ru was on the bus oso but they vry bu shuang me -_- So kept saying me. After tt they were lyk, "Occupy so much space still nv move.."
-_- nw my turn to BU SHUANG. -_- So I go behind la, stand beside one auntie.. They still kept saying la~~ Den tink I cannot hear say, "Eh.. Say louder leh! Say until whole bus hear la."

-_- I whole journey nv turn to see them lo. I fat cannot meh? So bu shuang me dun board the bus la. The bus driver or SBS company oso nv say FAT ppl nt allowed 2 take bus. N no weight limit wad.. besides, I still lighter than some others -_- Just tt I'm SHORT.

Den they kept whispering lo~ While I kept IGNORING.~ Lols..... *a bit attitude problem liao -_- cos I'm vry. PISSED.

But if angry they will laugh more ma, so I nv say anything. Their leader left ltr.. I was lyk, "Kao.. U so bad.. Ltr go home curse u fall down 3 times!!" Lols... vry childish la xD say for fun hahas, nt lyk it will come true oso..

Actually, oso gt used 2 it liao la o.O But still a bit BU SHUANG. -_- lols.. *Chill, dun bother wif these (quoted from LIJUAN!) ASSES.*

xD

Tuesday, June 24, 2008 // 21:48

Lols.. Found a song I quite lyk xD Heard it from drama o.O HongKong drama sia.. Cant believe gt English song de.. Cos seldom can hear english song in Hong Kong drama... Hahas..

Christine Glass - My Love Will Get You Home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blind your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home,
boy, my love will get you home.

Thanks to babiiecwindie for these lyrics

Thanks to princessyuki_20 for these lyrics

Thanks to li-ta for these lyrics

xD 2nd song in my playlist!! Must listen! hahas... =) go slp liao~~ mum nagging~ zzz. Lols.

// 19:03

Lols, 2nd day of school..

Today, more tired than 1st day sia.. Kept falling asleep.. But its bcos of new GEOG tcr, Miss Norni lo... I dunno hw 2 spell her name >< She's actually... OKAY? A bit better than Mr Tan? I dunno......

Den Math, As usual, Mr Paul Ling is..... I DUNNO HW 2 DESCRIBE HIM. -_-

Hist o.O 1 period. Miss Kee is.. kinda of a, chiongster? Lols, but she's lots better than other tcrs hahas..

---------------------- RECESS ---------------------

slack. xD

Den it was PHYSICS. o.O Miss.... ??? ><

CEP went thru lyk a breeze~~

Eng.. Miss Mah nv come xD vry shuang.. 3 periods free xD Xy, Xt and I were playing the 'no-laughing' game, and .etc etc. Play until we 3 all laugh lyk CRAZY ppl.

OH YA. Hui Zhen came back from Australia xD

And she bought er... snacks? lols, for everyone. we all gt 3 =( Zhen Zhou gt 4 thou xD and he had different kinds of flavours~~~ *ENVIOUS* Hahas.. *dun get envious of them la~ so cute xD! oops.. SMACK MOUTH. I didn't say anything. Lols*

Den the guys all vry.. hyper sia lols. They gave their snacks all to Zhen Zhou, and even made an 'I <3 U!' message, but Hui Zhen say dun wan...

But e guys still nv listen 2 them n continued playing xD
I watch till keep on laughing, laugh until stomach vry pain, stomach vry pain liao still a bit BREATHLESS. Lols, from laughing 2 much xD

Anyways, afterwards go JP wif Angie. xD Slack most of the time~~ IN POPULAR, WE SAW A COCKROACH. A LIVING ONE. Kao, I nv c properly sia.. Den I at 1st nv c, den keep looking n looking, suddenly c feelers moving -_- den I saw e whole cockroach, and *SHOCKED* lols.

xD Den Angie n I chatted a lot xD n went 2 look for tarot cards o.O I wan sia.. Lols, I wanna play xD

BUT WE BOTH BROKE. LOLS.

hahas, vry fun la lols. School.. isn't THAT BAD *MINUS hw, exams, tcrs* lols, tt's lyk, practically everything tt a sch MUST haf. -_-

MOST IMPORTANTLY. ANGIE. P.I.T.S.T.O.P I WAN GO. LOLS.

Monday, June 23, 2008 // 18:37

Fat Is Not a Fairy Tale

Jane Yolen

I am thinking of a fairy tale,
Cinder Elephant,
Sleeping Tubby,
Snow Weight,
where the princess is not
anorexic, wasp-waisted,
flinging herself down the stairs.

I am thinking of a fairy tale,
Hansel and Great,
Repoundsel,
Bounty and the Beast,
where the beauty
has a pillowed breast,
and fingers plump as sausage.

I am thinking of a fairy tale
that is not yet written,
for a teller not yet born,
for a listener not yet conceived,
for a world not yet won,
where everything round is good:
the sun, wheels, cookies, and the princess.

Lols, saw dis poem on one SRP or smt.. den felt lyk posting it xD
Sian sia.. Chionging my mindmap right nw.. History leh. Sian.. nid 2 write lots of stuff, n dunno hw 2 cut short ><

First day of sch~ Hahas, it was quite okay la...
Almost gt late 2day cos Dad went the wrong way o.O It was faster though.. But I nearly gt a shock cos I scared late on 1st day -_- B Lim will haf MANY things 2 say abt Punctuality again.... Haiz.. -_-

Den, a bit sian throughout the lessons, but I managed 2 keep myself 90% awake till ACC.. -_- the other 10% daydreaming xD Vry good liao lo! Other ppl already practically lying on e table, gonna doze off liao..

Oh ya, the starting of the day already nt gd le -_- Gif back level test.. Damn lots of ppl fail la.. I pass by a few marks nia.. T.T I shudn't post ppl's marks up here if nt they might scold me -_- But too bad, Angie, I wanna tell u smt funny xD Since lyk, everyone knows, *k, in my class..* I can post la -_- ____ ____ made a bet wif............... tt if ____ ____ lost to ....... in terms of level test marks, ____ ____ will ____ YOU KNOW WHO. Lols, the you know who is a girl.

Hint: I always talk 2 u abt the two of them de o.O
Another OBVIOUS hint: Like main characters of LOVELY COMPLEX.

Okay, tt shud b enuf for u 2 guess liao, if u still cant get it -_- den u really................... -_-

AND HOR. CONGRATS ME. THAT ZZZZZZZZZZ PERSON, IS OFFICIALLY NOT IN FRONT OF ME ANYMORE. COS XT MOVED TO BEHIND ZZZZZ -_-, so Xt is nw in front of me!! xD N I can't even c zzz face liao, since zzz is far far away~~ LOLS.

-_- I am totally crazy.

And and! XY say Fran nt nice leh o.O She bought the green tea n milk one oso.. Den she say nt nice.. o.O But den I tot okay leh.. Just tt it gave me an extra bad sore throat -_-

Lols, my post is really long -_- Stop le la xD Need 2 chiong my MINDMAP!!! JYJY lols.approx. 7/8 or 3/4 left -_-

Sunday, June 22, 2008 // 12:32

Haiz... Sad sia.. Last day le. Tml school reopens.. A bit happy but the holiday passes too fast le la!! T.T My homework lyk.. Only gt 1 fully completed -_-

Fully completed: 2 bk reviews
9/10 completed: Maths
3/4 completed: History Learning Log - ONE only.. Lols, I plan on doing the others when Miss Kee teach xD
Half done:

English Descriptive thingy -_-
Chem WS, damn hard sia.. I dun understand a single thing...

Haven't do at all :

English Compre, Arena or whatever tt is, WS

And I forgot.. Lols, I wanna hav holiday for another week sia~~

Friday, June 20, 2008 // 18:55

Today was an ordinary day. Lols. Sounds weird when I sae it -_-

Anyways, Si Hui, if u r reading dis, great hahas. Cos I'm gonna say hw much I <3>

Miss Soh said it was cute. o.O Or was it funny? Lols.. Dunno leh, but she say we did a good job o.O Even thou I tot lyk.. A bit too wordy le -_-

Nvm la, we tried our best le lo... From the stupid frames and fonts, to the troublesome information and drawing lols, these small little parts gradually add up to make a site la. Even thou it looks a bit simple 2 me xD *dun whack me, Si Hui o.O*

Anyways, at 1st wanna go eat dinner wif Luc de, but I had no money n it would take A VERY LONG time 4 me to take n go jp again, so I sort of.. Pang sei her sia.. SAD LA. WE SO SELDOM ME LE I STILL PANG SEI. -_- *becoming more n more lyk Yao Xiang, but REST ASSURED, I wont b lyk him so evil, 重色轻友 xD*

N hor.. Angie, Shu Wuen, I wanna go P.I.T.S.T.O.P again leh.. Its NICE. o.O I cant tink of many words 2 describe it at this point but, IT IS NICE. -_- Lols, a little, more hyper than usual 2dae xD

One more thing o.O Angie n I hav secret mission to do. When can we practise arh? -_- I scared ltr I no practice, will obstruct the whole mission o.O

-_- Before end dis post arh, haf 2 write abt C4 GATHERING. Lols, cos I c everyone post I nv post I a bit bu shuang liao xD So post a little bit la hahas

C4 GATHERING. *more like girls gathering -_-*

So, some guys pang sei us o.O They say wan organise gathering but everytime nv come sia.. Okay, dis is NOT the time 2 complain abt guys -_- So i shall go on.

People who attended: *according 2 alphabetical order o.O*
Angie, Bin Bin, Ee Lin, Gee Ling, Gina HIU, ME LA -_-, Jayda, Lijuan, Shi Hui, Si Jia, Wan Xin, Wei Jie, Yao Xiang.

Where we go? o.O
1. Mac

- played bask dere, of cos -_-
- no one wanted 2 play, most slacked o.O
- Gee Ling gt training ltr, didn't want to waste her energy lols
- Gina Hiu WORE HEELS, so cannot play
- Si Jia feel vry sian, so dun wan oso xD *but she still played la =)*
- TWJ -_- He dun play, GOOD. Lols.

Trivia~~
-_- I kept stepping on Si Jia's shoes xD SORRY SI JIA! I SINCERELY APOLOGISE. Lols...
And I kept shooting in sia -_- Dunno y.. My lucky day? xD Lols jkjk
TWJ looked fishy wif ........................... lots of ppl. Lols, not gonna say who xD
Still can't believe tt TWJ is 165 cm tall -_- But, when Lijuan threw e ball to him, HE COULDN'T CATCH. GOOD JOB LIJUAN. I appreciated that a lot xD

2. JEC
- went to watch 'Get Smart'. o.O Very funny, we were laughing all the way thru the movie o.O
Seating arrangement: LOLS. Gina Hiu vry ke lian xD I show last 4 seats of each row nia xD
(X - other seats)
From the wall~
Most above row: Si Jia || LIJUAN || X || X ||
Middle row: Me -_- || Ee Lin || X || X ||
Most in front row: X || X ||Gina Hiu||Yao Xiang||

LOLS. They 2 sit tgt! xD Den throughout the whole movie, while we were laughing lyk crazy, they didn't talk at all o.O Or even look at each other o.O Just watch the screen, laugh MENTALLY. o.O

- went arcade ltr, TWJ won a plushie o.O Hamster? Lols.. FOR HIS STEAD LA. Lols xD Played for 2 1/2 hrs den get de -_-
- walk here walk dere, walk everywhere.
- go IMM, walk walk oso -_- wait for Bin Bin to come, b4 we separated.
Jayda, Wan Xin, Shi Hui, Bin Bin, Gina Hiu go Long John
Lijuan, Si Jia, Ee Lin, Me, Angie, TWJ go Pepper Lunch.

NO STUDENT MEAL SIA. Kao -_- Lols, after 5 le ma... Sad la, in the end, found out I no more money le.. Nid 2 borrow from SI JIA. T.T Sorry AGAIN. Lols..

So ya la, quite okay la... Just tt, next time, nid 2 think of more fun de liao.. If nt JEC really, kinda sian -_- Lols.

Thursday, June 19, 2008 // 22:02

Name: Sky
Birth date: 13/9/1992
Hobbies: Daydreaming, looking at the sky. Reading, Singing.
Strong points: fast learner, photographic memory, beautiful
Weak points: Quiet, daydreams a lot, stubborn
Background: An orphan from young, she stayed with her grandfather. Her grandfather named her Sky because of her light blue eyes – the exact colour of the sky. She met Travis at the age of five.
Character: she is Introverted, shy, scared to be close to others because of previous experiences.

Name: Travis
Birth date: 20/4/1992
Hobbies: Hanging out with friends, Basketball, Ice-hockey
Strong points: Cheerful, helpful, talkative, outgoing, loyal
Weak points: Stubborn, straightforward, always put up a brave front when he is sad.
Background: he was born with a silver spoon, but was never happy because his family felt that he was a jinx, when his mother died of hard labour while giving birth to him. He went to Europe with his family at the age of ten, as his father needed to go there for his business.
Character: he is a very cheerful and kind person, who likes to help make everyone happy, even though he does not have a happy past too. He falls in love with sky afterwards.

Name: Wyne
Birth date: 29/2/1991
Hobbies: Rugby, Soccer, Flirting
Background: He is Quite rich, but not as rich as Travis.
Character: He is a very flirtatious person, who only started to date Sky as a mental challenge for himself.

Name: Catherine/Cat
Birth date: 1/12/1993
Hobbies: Shopping, Ballet, Playing cello.
Background: she is Engaged to Travis, an arranged marriage.
Character: A very composed young lady, with long curly hair with an elegant posture.

Chapter 1

Kids ran everywhere at the playground. Their shirts were of various colours – red, blue, green, white, and all sorts of colours you can find. As they played catching, you would probably get dizzy watching them run about, but when you see them trying so hard to catch their friends, and missing as they escaped, you just cannot help but smile. Their laughter and smiling faces melted my heart. As I wiped a small tear that escaped from my eyes, I thought,” When was the last time I had played around like that?” I can no longer remember. I just can not. The last time I smiled so widely like that seemed so long ago, as that incident changed my whole life.

My name is Sky. I am a quiet girl, as I am afraid to approach people, Or rather; I am scared to lose them again.

Like other Saturdays, I was sitting on the swing all by myself, daydreaming. Daydreaming became my usual pastime, since he left… Wait, I should not remind myself of him again. I have forgotten about him. I had. I do not remember anything about him anymore.

As I tried my best to push him out of my mind, I forced back tears that were threatening to fall from my eyes. I swayed a little as I wondered, “I wish someone could be here, playing on the swing with me…”

Ever since that day, my life has been very blur. I could no longer think properly, or do things right. He seemed to be my direction, my will to live. Now that he’s… I could no longer live my life properly.

I smiled a small grin, as I remembered the person who comforted me when the incident happened. He was my grandfather.

When that incident happened, all I had was my grandfather, who stayed by me all the time.

When I became an orphan, he was there for me.
When that incident happened, he stood by me.
I remembered the times I cried, when that incident haunted me,
I remembered the times he comforted me, without paying a fee.

“I don’t want to go home!!! I want to stay here!” A boy suddenly cried, and my mind returned to reality. He was crying as his parents were taking him back home for dinner. Looking at his parents, I thought of how my parents looked like. However, I stopped thinking so much, since I did not remember much about them… With a blink of the eye, most of the children disappeared. This is what happens in New York, people come and go so fast, you cannot catch them. But after living in new York for the last sixteen years. I had gradually gotten used to this lifestyle.

Moreover, I thought, if people come and go so fast that you cannot catch them, why not let them go? Oops, I’m thinking of stupid things again… I can’t do that…

Just then, I realized that it was already evening and the sky grew an orangey-red. The sun was setting and when I glanced down to my watch, the time wrote, “18 30”. I promised my grandfather that I would be home by seven. Hence, I started sprinting home, as he would nag a lot if I was late. He seems to think that Punctuality is very important. O.O

“Granddad?”

“Yes, Sky? I am in the kitchen. By the way, we are having Pizza today.”

Oh good. That is what I like about Granddad; he is never like those other boring old people that others always say.

After dinner and a brief chat with Granddad about my school life, I went into my room and tried to do some homework. My mind wavered to the windowsill beside my study table and before I knew it, I was already leaning against the window, staring at the sky.

As you should know already, I like staring at the sky. From morning to afternoon, from afternoon to night, there is never a time when I do not like the sky. I guess my liking of the sky must have been one of the reasons why I was named ‘Sky’.

Looking up at the light yellow moon, tears started flowing, as I recited out a poem I suddenly thought of, the one poem that I can relate so much to. I was not quite of a poet, but that night, inspiration just flowed into my mind, and I found myself writing words on a piece of paper shortly after…

All the happy memories I had, faded one by one.
All the laughter in my life, disappeared so fast.
Stars are shinning so brightly,
Up in the dark blue sky.
Yet sitting here, I’m so lonely,
I feel like I should die.
Everyone looks so happy,
Occupied with their lives.
I feel like a nobody,
Hoping no one sees me cry,
My Life is so gloomy,
I feel like I should die.

As I lay on my bed, my thoughts flew to that day. The day I was so hurt, the day I wished I could just die and forget everything. That day when…

Cliff-hanger.. Hehe. Stay tuned, to CHAPTER 2! The day when the 2 main leads first met..

Wednesday, June 18, 2008 // 15:41

Today I read the 'extra' story in the comic behind e "会长是女仆" Chapters 1 - 4 la.. Damn sad lo, I cried A BIT -_- But a bit.. Unbelievable la.. Lols, once read noe its fake de le. Nonetheless, its still damn sad n a bit touching o.O

透明的世界。

Its about dis girl, who is always so not noticeable by everyone. She's a vry quiet girl, who likes PHOTOGRAPHY A LOT. (lyk you Angie, lols) Den once, when one of her photographs were put up at an exhibit, a guy had commented on her photo, saying, "那柔和的气息，让人不禁想接触看看。"

As everyone shud know, -_- the girl fall in love with tt guy. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. Cos she tot the guy looked vry "beautiful", ya tt's e only word 2 describe him o.O

This girl, is vry quiet, as mentioned above. She didn't have any frens and her classmates dun even rmb her name.. Cos she nv spoke up.. But she just fell in love wif tt guy, and has never changed her heart since.

One day, she found out that tt guy had. DIED.
She was so shocked, but den as she was abt 2 cry, she saw tt guy's fren along the lake. And beside him was another guy. The guy that she liked. Only tt, that "person" was actually his soul.

Turns out that, the guy, let's name him A -_- was always sick. And A was always counting his bdae as they went past, so he made a goal that, on the next bdae, he will be alive. But he died 5 days before his bdae, so he was vry troubled, hence could not reincarnate o.O

Actually he treasures life a lot la, because his illness made him vry vulnerable, since he doesn't noe when he may just, close his eyes and die. Hence, he told his fren dis, "好不容易出生，如果在这个世界不开心的话，就框费来这世上一遭。"

However, he oso die le.. So even thou dere was a sch fair which he wans 2 go a lot, he can't go. On the contrary, the girl did not want to go at all, since she's scared to talk 2 anyone. For that, A told the girl to promise him, that she will make 100 friends in place of him.

Since she lyk him a lot, and photography too, she offered to take a picture of him. But, as u guys shud noe, souls cannot b seen..... And she felt as thou everything was a dream.

"明明感觉得到体温，如果能早一点交谈，知道更多关于你的事，查绝倒你寂寞的心情，也许愿望早就实现了。" She tot..

After a few days of chatting wif A, A felt that, the blur blur, but vry hardworking girl who tries her best to cheer him up, is vry cute. And he lyk her oso, but they can never b tgt.

Even thou they r so close, they cant touch each other.
Even thou they can feel each other, they cant touch each other.
Even thou they feel so much for each other, they cant be together.

有时我会站在湖边，那里的景色...
清澄的天空，
还有柔和的空气，
是高桥同学还在的......
透明的世界。

And with that, they said their goodbyes.
Unwillingly, with tears in their eyes.

-_- I read le cry sia. A bit la -_- Cos vry sad lo, they cant b tgt, and y they have to wait for someone to die first b4 actually interacting. If it was earlier, things wont b lyk dis... So sad..........

// 15:07

First thing first o.O
As Angie requested, Im gonna post abt ytd's stuff o.O
Anyways arh.. We went to Clarke Quay o.O Shun bian help advertise TWJ la. TWJ gt STEAD leh. -_- Hard to believe lo.. So he at first wanna go take MRT wif us de la, cos he going Hougang (his supposedly STEAD lives dere) den destinations same line ma. In the end, his date cancelled xD So he nv go le la. Tell him come along wif us, U KNOW SAY WAD?! "nah.. Lazy."

-_- Really another e.g. other than YAO XIANG, 重色亲友 lo.. Argh. Angry lols. He so hardworking go date wif his stead, so lazy to go out wif us. -_- Nvm la, he dun wan come, quoted from one of Angie's favourite words, "SUA!" lols, we go hav fun he stay at home BORED OUT OF HIS MIND. xD

So we went Clarke Quay's Central la. I nv go b4 -_- Go dere, 人生地不熟.. Den Angie n I roamed abt lo o.O Went to a quite nice shop called 'More Than Words', lots of things n piglets -_- Angie's favourites lols.

Den I walked for DAMN long, looking for presents -_- n beside de shop oso, which sells lots of cute cards. But ex!! T.T

Anyways, we walked walked lo, e shopping mall lyk divided into 2 de lo o.O cos one side is for shopping, e other side all restaurants n food court lols
And we oso found a store tt sells many Japanese stuff. Lyk rice vinegar for sushi o.O Milk tea from Japan lols (we bought 1 can xD), seaweed, biscuits (a lot sia.. o.O), and vitamin drink, endorsed by Ayu lols. Must rmb 2 write AYU if nt Angie will scold lols. And hor, I MUST MUST mention dis o.O FRAN! Xu Yue introduced de lols, endorsed by Erika Sawajiri. xD

Fran gt 3 different layers la, damn thick lo lols. Like pocky, but dere's a biscuit, quite soft n chocolatey o.O, den a layer of "milk", followed by green tea. Lols, I tot it tasted lyk green tea ice cream lo lols.

Vry nice la, gt Banana n milk flavour, and Green tea n milk flavour o.O We bought e green tea flavour de, milk tea, and vitamin drink lols. Quite nice la xD But ex -_-

Milk Tea xD

Vitamin Drink o.O

Fran~ LOLS.

Gt 4 packets of Fran inside o.O

The river vry nice lols

After tt arh, we went P.I.T.S.T.O.P LOLS. Nice la! xD At first e shop in a vry vry dilapidated street -_- Vry pian1 pi4 lyk tt. In the end, we found e staircase.. E staircase DAMN creepy la! Kao.. -_- But inside really lyk. 天壤之别 compared to outside. Inside dam cosy de lo. And vry shuang xD Air con lols.

Still gt lots of games.. We played Snap, o.O Walk the dogs, n a.. word game la o.O Quite nice lols. Den we were lyk, kept drinking water while playing snap, vry funny lo, lyk the water gt power 2 help us calm our nerves xD

Lols, too bad TWJ nv come la. He dun haf the fortune to enjoy xD

// 00:33

Hospitals. -_-
They r such hateful yet "lovely" places.
Life n Death happen in the hospitals, wadever day, wadever time.
But y is tt dere r often more sad things than happy stuff? To emphasise on the importance of happy moments? o.O
Dunno leh.. Saw dis on Quizilla..

I look through the glass;

And I see you there,

You lay there so still;

You know we all care,

You haven’t awoken;

And we all fear,

In the morning;

You won’t be here.

In the hospitals u experience fear, happiness, sorrow, hope, all kinds of mixed feelings in an environment.

Some feel frightened, that their loved ones may die.
Some feel hopeful, when the doctors say they're fine.
Some feel heart-broken for losing their loved one.
After fighting a battle, that can never be won.

-_- nw I really hate hospitals a lot sia. Injections, operations, medicine, patients. N I seriously dun understand, y the happiest n saddest things can happen in one place. -_-

Monday, June 16, 2008 // 20:23

Okay.. 2day I'm gonna talk abt a vry weird topic - Ants. Nt lyk I dun talk abt a weird topic everyday, but nvm -_-

Ants. As EVERYONE noes, ants r very hardworking insects, with those 2 small antennae and 6 little legs. You guys may tink, ants r so small only, y I care abt them so much leh? -_- Cos, when Angie came my hse 2day, my hse gt infested by LOTS OF ANTS. Its nt lyk my hse vry dirty or wadever la.. But dunno y I c ants ALL ARD.

E.g. 1 Ytd nite, I drank finish my milo. I put my packet on the table for 5 min. After tt, I sucked e straw 2 c if gt anymore, and GUESS WAD. Not only was dere no more milo, I found my WHOLE packet infested by ants. And UNFORTUNATELY, I tink I ate one. -_- Argh. Its nt lyk I'm shooting Fear Factor or wad, and you most likely tink, ant only ma. Other ppl even eat cockroaches leh. But its so damn disgusting la..

And I even smelled a peculiar smell lo.. *Almost made me puke. ALMOST. Cos I went flooding my whole throat with water ltr -_- just 2 get rid of tt disgusting "taste".*

Really la, I tink I really hate ants lo -_- nw I feel lyk drowning all e ants on Earth, so tt I won't c any in future. -_-

E.g. 2 2dae, Angie came my hse to play play, slack, use MY com. Lols, so she watching CODE GEASS la, *lyk, AGAIN. But nvm..* Den she 好心 (c I so gd, praise u sia. Hahas.) help me buy KFC for lunch -_- Zinger burger n cheese fries o.O

While I ate my cheese fries hor, I put it on e table for 10 min, cos I chatting wif Angie ma.. After tt arh, I go back, -_- my HALF packet of cheese fries, gt approx. 5 - 10 ants. And more were coming.. So hw leh? So unlucky lo, Angie was abt 2 eat a bit of e cheese fries, den she saw e ants. Lols, ke lian de Angie. In the end leh, I threw away tt cheese fries *T.T*

After tt arh, I 认命 liao, go eat my Zinger burger. Who knows leh, I really unlucky lo -_- E Zinger burger drop on e floor. Thank gdness, only e bottom bread touched e grd, so I picked it up n started eating e rest.

-_- Den arh, when Angie go sofa dere sit, watch TV *ask me which channels for CARTOON, LOLS* she saw dis whole army of ants on e floor -_- Busy.. hw 2 say leh.. Devouring? Enjoying? -_- Admiring? E few pieces of lettuce tt I didn't c dropped on e floor. In e end, I took dis huge piece of tissue paper n squashed them all 2 death.. Vry evil sia.. But seriously la.. My hse lyk.. at least vacuum, mop, clean, 1 or 2 times a week. -_- Still gt infested. -_- I wan cry le la..

Oh ya, Angie told me abt dis.. Fritzl case o.O

"The Fritzl case emerged in late April 2008 when a 42-year-old Austrian woman, Elisabeth Fritzl, stated to police that she had been sexually abused, raped, and physically assaulted by her father, Josef Fritzl, since 1977 and had been imprisoned by him for 24 years, since 1984.[1] Her father had held her captive in a small, soundproofed and windowless cellar in the underground basement of the family home in the town of Amstetten in Lower Austria. During her captivity, she had given birth to a total of seven children, all of whom had been fathered by Josef."

-adapted from Wikipedia o.O

E girl vry ke lian la.. If I were kidnapped for so many years lyk tt, still gt physically assaulted -_- I surely go commit suicide long long time ago le.. LOLS. xD SCREW her father.. So nasty. Hahas..

Saturday, June 14, 2008 // 21:17

Today.. Angie was DAMN hyper o.O Excited.. Wadever la o.O She kept on saying things lyk, "OMG!", "WTH!!", "WHERE'S SHIRLEY".etc etc LOLS. Anyways, I found dis weird manga ytd at POPULAR -recap~ JP, we went dere wif TWJ- 会长是女仆hahas, even thou it has a weird name, surprisingly I liked it -_-

so the story plot goes lyk dis -

There's dis girl, who grew up in a single-parent family, and her father left her alone with her mother o.O N even left a huge amount of debt. So she went to work part-time o.O And her part-time was, -_- a waitress at a maid cafe. Diao...
She's oso the student president in sch o.O Cos she was 1st in sch *ENVIOUS SIA.*

Den, her world came tumbling down -_- when dis guy found out abt her secret. Ya, but dis guy secretly liked her la, so he didn't reveal her secret, just went 2 her maid cafe lyk, EVERY SINGLE DAY. LOLS. So cute sia xD (made e girl a bit fed up thou xD)

Den in chapter 4, -_- E guy went to bet wif e girl, saying tt if she loses, she would haf 2 take a pic wif him. Obviously she lost, lols, n e guy has been ADMIRING their pic ever since. *kao eh, if I was e girl, I would hav bashed him long time ago.. So WEIRD sia xD*

Anyways, e guy forced kiss her -_- n the photo flew~~ away, dropping down from e building. The girl was afraid tt the photo will 曝光, so he went to reward e girl for e kiss by JUMPING OFF the building 2 get e pic -_- Diao..

So, dis manga is vry qi guai la lols. But still quite nice xD A bit lyk Charming Junkie. =)

Anyways, b4 I end dis post, I nid 2 say smt abt NG ANN GHEE ANGIE. -_- Dunno y I spelt her FULL name but nvm o.O She's so mad abt CODE GEASS she wans 2 make it her lover, since GUNDAM is her boyfriend already. -_- SERIOUSLY. lols..

Conver o.O

Angie says:
OMG

Angie says:
LULU ERASED ALL HER MEMORIES

I say:
diao..

I say:
I KNEW IT!!

I say:
FROM UR OMG, I KNEW U WERE GONNA SAY SMT ABT CODE GEASS AGAIN!

Angie says:
har ?

Angie says:
-.-

Angie says:
diao

Angie says:
lol

I say:
-_-

And one more thing, y is it tt when everyone's bored, they look for me?!
and always choose e time when I'm MOST BUSIEST. (Whether or not dere's even such a word, WTH. -_- *a bit influenced by Angie liao zzz. Kept saying WTH. -_-*)

*OUTBURST.*

I say:
diao...

I say:
ANOTHER ONE.. ZZZZZZ HAVE I BECOME AN ENTERTAINER?!!!!!!

I say:
IM NT EVEN FUNNY ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Angie says:
-.-?

I say:
ANOTHER MAPLE FREN JUST TALKED 2 ME AGAIN.

I say:
AND ITS LYK WE HAVENT TALK AT ALL IN YEARS. *NOTE YEARS.*

Angie says:
-.-

Sorry for being rude o.O I dun mean it, just I get in a DAMN BAD mood when I'm rushed or BUSY. o.O *I can feel e inner side of me forcing myself 2 chill liao -_-*

Friday, June 13, 2008 // 19:38

Today, went out with Angie n TWJ again LOLS. TWJ smsed the two of us at 8.30am -_- Den say he woke up at 6.10am and gonna go JP at 9. DIAO. Wake up so early, still must tell us -_- Zzz. Den we were meeting at 1 pm de lo, but TWJ decided 2 go dere so early in the morning.

-_- Anyways, it was quite okay la.. TWJ was bugging us n YX to watch KUNGFU PANDA wif him all afternoon lols, but we 3 all watched it already xD After tt, we went TOYS R US. Lols, and started playing lyk THREE-YEAR-OLDS hahas.. We were lyk mad little kids, chasing each other wif dis PICO-PICO hammer lols.. Den Angie n I ganged up n started hitting TWJ xD More hands make lighter work =P So TWJ was vry ke lian, getting bullied by me n Angie hahas. ^^ Too bad la~ Who tell him 2 always bully us in the past x3

Hahas, den we went LIB n TWJ went back jp, cos he didn't wan 2 read bks xD He PAI KIA de lo lols..

Den when we went home arh, I saw dis poor little girl crying lots leh.. "Mama.. Mama... Mama.....!!!!" She was obviously lost la.. She cried until her eyes were damn red and her face was so sticky.. Den I didn't noe wad 2 do leh.. -_- Stood dere until her mum came. Her eyes arh.. were filled wif sorrow, hopelessness lo.. So sad..

But her mum came back for her la =) *if she didn't I tink I will go kill her liao.. LOLS.*

xD 10.30pm nid 2 call Angie o.O She nt feeling well sia.. ANGIE! DUN B SO WEAK! LOLS. STAY STRONG~ xD

Thursday, June 12, 2008 // 22:13

Okay.. A few things happened o.O Angie n I n TWJ, went handphone hunting today.. TWJ wanted 2 change his phone, Samsung X640? Or smt lyk tt la.. Den he went comparing prices of phones EVERYWHERE. And Angie n I were following behind lyk. Dogs on a leech -_- Lols. Den we came upon dis handphone shop in front of POSB bank, and TWJ asked hw much e person would pay for his phone.

He obviously DO NOT noe the exact price -_- even me arh.. 外行人 oso noe tt a vry lan phone can get only $20 -_- But tt guy offered FIFTY BUCKS. -_- I was so damn shocked kays.. N TWJ was OBVIOUSLY trying hard nt 2 laugh at him -_- I look at him n tot.. He VRY ke lian sia..

Anyways, in the end TWJ bought dis Nokia 5300 at $120. tt guy was despo sia.. Den TWJ went 2 change the cover -_- He preferred black to red. So $20 flew~ He made a profit lyk.. $60 sia -_- But in the end, Angie n I sort of disowned him and Angie went home o.O

So QIAO, TWJ called me, asking if we want him to come find us. I kept yelling n yelling -_- but I couldn't hear wad he said. Turns out, his phone's speaker spoilt -_- So he go n repair, n I went home.

Ya, tt's abt it. Den came 9.30pm le, and my mum came back wif my dinner -_- After I ate arh,

She was lyk. "Eh, u noe wad happened last night?"
I was lyk, "I dunno. Wad?"
She replied, "昨天我脚抽筋，叫你起来帮我揉，你却说：‘没有啊！’是我脚抽筋还是你啊?!"

Den I laughed until I almost FELL OFF THE CHAIR MAN. -_- Its lyk, I said, "Dun have arh.." when my mum told me she gt cramps -_-

After tt, worse stuff happened. -_- My mum told me tt when she ask me to help her rub, I had rubbed her right leg when her left leg was having cramps -_-

KAO SIA! I totally dunno la -_- N I was lyk, so damn tired I tot I slept all night thru, nv waking up at all. -_- When my mum was lyk so PISSED at me for being such a weird n "totally in my dreams" person. LOLS.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008 // 23:29

Heart’s hurting
Head’s bursting
Hope I’m nt dying
Turning into nothing.

Never been so weak,
Future seems so bleak.
I can’t see the way out,
Yet sitting here I pout.

Stuck within my fears,
Praying hard in tears.
Hoping Heaven will grant me,
What actually?
Time? For as long as can be? -_-

What are the reasons I live for,
Beloved family or close friends?
Or simply the many things I adore?
But yet I am feeling weird like this,
Depressed and weak, mixed feelings..
And looking up at Heaven, I get so pissed?

Is it bcos I wanted a longer time,
To enjoy the morning sunshine?
Or more important than anything,
Not to leave everything,
And to carry on living?

You may b thinking I’m crazy,
Or bored out of my mind.
That’s why I’m writing,
All these crap you may find.

But when you experience the same thing,
You will be the one crying.
And you will not deem all these said,
As the “stupidest thing” you've ever read.

// 21:10

Even though I hav been out of love b4, I seriously hav never felt my heart being ripped apart. Today I felt it, and I gt scared. Normally, I get scared for almost everything scary or weird, from ghosts, bugs, creepy stuff. But nw, I can't even imagine wad will happen.

Everyday I feel sian, bored, just slacking ard, and each day passes just lyk that. Even thou I do not plan to change tt, I still feel a bit scared.

My chest area has been hurting for lyk. 1 n a half hour already -_- Till nw, its still hurting lyk hell. I oso dunno wad's wrong wif me, and even thou dis kinda thing shud b quite normal to me le - operations, medicine, injections, brain scans (when I felt lyk I was gonna die taking them), and those moments when I tot, "oh. any mistake n I will nv b ard anymore." But I still tot I could survive, cos I tot Heaven/Hell wont wish 2 hav me bug them everyday too. Hahas....

But sometimes, just feel so helpless la. I still rmb hw I cried until my eyes were so swollen (plus I gt an allergy, so my eyes practically looked lyk those of a goldfish) when I board e plane back to Sg from Korea. It was as if I could nv come back safely to Sg. I was so scared I would die dere.

And even when I was in the hospital, lying on my bed, I almost cried every night when my mum was nt ard. And even sent sms to Angie, Luc n other frens -_- Cos I was scared I would really die..

I really dun understand la.. Even thou dis isn't life-threatening, y must Heaven torture me from time to time. -_- Making me tink tt I will die, den suddenly saving me n "smiling" at me, saying tt I was fooled by him. Nt lyk I dun thank him for helping me again n again la..

Even till nw my heart's hurting lyk hell -_- and my pulse lyk so weak tt I c feel my heart beating la.. Zzz. I rmb Surin said dis when she was teaching Bio -_- the heart's so special bcos it has a heartbeat, and it beats constantly until the day we die. I really wonder hw much longer I can live sia -_- (if only I gt the ability to c my lifespan -_- Or if someone lyk Ryuk could exist n tell me hw long I hav.)

-_- Dis post is becoming a bit lyk a person's last words b4 he/she dies sia -_-

But
I forbid myself to cry.
I forbid myself to give up.
I forbid myself to lose without a fight.
N I definitely forbid myself to die so young.
-_-

// 17:17

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Gina Ng Sock Yee
Birth Date: 08 December
Current Status: Dunno? xD
Eye Colour: Dark brown o.O
Hair Colour(S): Black
Righty or Lefty: Right~

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE
My Heritage: Singapore -_- *wad else o.O*
Fears: lots of stuff lols
My Weaknesses: cant count xD
My Perfect Pizza: Hawaiian~

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
My Thoughts First Waking Up: Where's my phone? -_-
My Bedtime: Not really stable o.O
My Most Missed Memory: P6 time lols..

LAYER 4: MY PICK
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald’s or Burger King: BURGER KING o.O
Single or Group Dates: Any xD
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Tea or Nestea: Tea? o.O
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla *I dun actually PREFER more of any.. o.o*
Cappuccino or Coffee: Depends on wad kind of Coffee o.O Latte?

LAYER 5: DO YOU..
Smoke: NO WAY -_-
Curse: erm.. ya.........
Take a Shower: -_- Of cos.
Have a Crush: LOLS. Hells no. xD
Think You’ve Been In Love: Zzz. *speechless* lols
Go To School: Ya, I wont play truant even if I want to o.O
Want To Get Married: *thinks for a few sec, gives up thinking.* lols
Believe In Yourself: o.O Depends on my mood
Think Your A Health Freak: LOLS. If I were a health freak, I wont b fat xD

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST
Drank Alcohol: erm.. Ya..
Gone To The Mall: -_- Anyone hu had nv ever gone 2 the mall, is crazy..
Been On Stage: Erm. I forgot? o.O Ya - infocomm duty -_-
Eaten Sushi: Ya xD
Dyed Your Hair: I wanted to lols, but my mum will kill me -_-

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER…
Played A Stripping Game: NO WAY IN MY LIFE. EVER. LOLS.
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Come on, change character just 2 fit in? It will b kinda.. pathetic -_-

LAYER 8: AGE YOU’RE HOPING…
To Be Married: Dunno lols

LAYER 9: IN A GUY..
Best Eye Colour: Black
Best Hair Colour: Any colour tt looks cool xD
Short Hair or Long Hair: Not too long, not too short. I dun wanna hang out wif a -_- almost bald guy.. *vry harsh, but believe me. U will turn lyk dis after having SOMEONE sit in front of u everyday of ur sch life -_-*

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING…
A Minute Ago: Typing o.O
Hour Ago: At Lot 1 wif Si Hui o.O Reading bks n slacking while she was doing dreamweaver *I'm a slave driver xD (JK I nt so evil o.O)*
4.5 Hours Ago: Wondering hw hungry I was since I didn't eat anything for breakfast
1 Month Ago: School o.O
Year Ago: Erm.. At home? or out -_-

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES…
I love: almost everything
I feel: weird o.O *mixed feelings*
I hate: bugs, pests and YOU! *jk*
I hide: secrets and money LOLS o.O
I miss: 5C4/6C4 and all the happy times xD
I need: so many things I can't count at all hahas

LAYER 12: TAG 3 PEOPLE
ONE: Angie
TWO: Si Hui
THREE: Shu Wuen LOLS. *Shu wuen, if u r reading dis some day, CHEER UP!! xD*

Tuesday, June 10, 2008 // 21:52

Okay.. So Angie n I had dinner tgt 2day o.O I went lib n borrowed bks while she went to collect her class tee and gif Eleanor bdae present. Hopefully Eleanor wont tink tt dis bdae is nt as she wants = "我要一个没有礼物的生日" smt lyk tt, and return Angie n Aizhen e bdae gifts o.O

Aizhen bought a $51 CUSTOMIZED bear for her la, so ENVIOUS sia xD Lols.. Dunno y chose ORANGE for font.. Was it aizhen tt lyk orange a lot? o.O I tink lols..

Angie introduced Gundam SEED to me -_- and her explanation was. MARVELLOUS. LOLS it was damn "clear" lols. But cant blame her la, since the plot's lyk.. VERY complicated and she had a hard time trying 2 explain to me..

After reaching home arh, I nw can only rmb A BIT. Gundam SEED began in the Cosmic Era. *I tot our timeline nw is 2008 CE? and AD was lyk.. "older" ver. of BCE? o.O* Kaes.. Cos Angie n I was a bit arguing on the timeline. -_-

Anyways.. Gundam SEED started off with.. Bloody Valentine War? o.O Dere was dis war between the naturals and the coordinators. The war was triggered cos some natural bombed the "habitat" *in space* of the coordinators I tink.. And they were not on gd terms from the start. Ya.. So for SOME REASON, dis. Earth Alliance started fighting against ZAFT. -_- Okay. So naturals r... "humans" okay, those nt genetically modified -_- born naturally, live lyk normal humans, except tt they haf special ABILITY. Den coordinators .r.. genetically modified, ya. So e male lead, KIRA, *-_- First reaction - Deathnote? o.O* was genetically modified -_- Ya, cos his father wanted to experiment on his own BLOOD. Evil sia, willing 2 sacrifice own son.. So, he wanted to make KIRA an Ultimate Coordinator, one of a kind o.O Most powerful de..

Den KIRA gt dis twin sister, I forgot her name.. But KIRA and his sister gt separated during the "experiment". Den she gt adopted by the ORB chief.. -_- The ORB chief told his sister the truth *abt her birth blah blah blah..* before he committed suicide, cos he wanted to live by ORB's ideals, which r - not to fight against other "corporations -_-", nt to join in any fight, so on and so forth. Den cos of some ACCIDENT, KIRA joined in the war against ZAFT, and in the process, met his old friend, Athrun. But he still fought on, even thou he gt a bit.. unwilling.

Den Angie told me KIRA is, neutral de. Dun side wif any "corporations"? o.O I dunno la.. But its vry complicated -_- Okay, I tink I only gt.. These. Cos Angie keep saying, "for SOME REASON" and "cos of some ACCIDENT". Lols, laugh until I breathless sia.. So tt's wad I noe la.. -_- Dis is a kinda colourful post -_- Im gonna watch a few eps of Gundam SEED. Miracle sia, tt I will watch dis kinda shows wif ROBOTS lols.. Mobile suits n Gundams.. Hahas.

// 00:44

Write smt~ LOLS. For fun xD

// 00:11

Requested by Angie o.O

Monday, June 9, 2008 // 21:43

Today went VIVO wif Angie. Watched Kungfu Panda oso o.O Quite hilarious lols.. laugh until a bit cannot stop sia xD -_- Oso bought 2 assessment bks. Argh, I searched until I almost died. Lols...

As I alighted from the bus, I looked up to stare at the "mesmerising" night sky. It was dark blue and didn't have any stars, but it gave me dis calm, peaceful, yet lonely feeling. The moon was as usual, hanging up on the sky, and for a moment or two, it seemed like it was smiling. Or was it crying? I couldn't really make out. *dis is turning into somewhat a descriptive compo -_- but dun mind my bad english xD*

In this serene and tranquil "atmosphere", people are walking along the streets, across the road, up and down the buses. What was happening in others' lives, we do not know. They too do not know wad we r experiencing. However, no matter wad happens, whether it is happy or sad, the night still doesn't change. The moon still stays at its original position, while people r still walking past u, even if u were crying ur heart out inside, or grinning so widely ur sides hurt.

Even though ur "fantasy" world - ur mind, ur inner world, changes when different things happen to u, it still doesn't affect wad the real world is. It doesn't really make a difference, lyk the world will crash just bcos u felt unhappy. If this was the case, I tink the world would have met its doom damn long ago. Losing someone doesn't mean end of the world, so y nt u just forget abt tt DAMN 可恶 person n carry on wif ur life? *I noe Im lyk, crapping lots tt u dun understand a single world Im saying, but Im coming 2 the main point -_-*

Recently, c quite a few kinda stupid de ppl sia.... Dis time, dis guy gave up his life for a woman who cheated him of his feelings and his money. He attempted suicide n NEARLY died kaes?! It was lyk a miracle tt ONLY his limbs 断掉 n he wasn't in a critical situation whereby he was in a coma or smt. If tt fall was worse, he could haf just hurt his head and gt SEVERE brain damage, or he could b a vegetable FOR A VRY LONG TIME.

When I noe abt dis, I was lyk. WTH la -_- Everyone gt bad experiences de wad. Even if u were so unhappy, u dun haf 2 SEEK DEATH. -_-

Adapted from KUNGFU PANDA, -_- *VERY LAME. LOLS*

“Yesterday was history.”
“Tomorrow is a mystery.”
“But Today is a gift, that's y its called the "present".”

-_- So its lyk.. Dun go die just lyk tt la. Zzz. It just made me kinda.. shocked 2 tink tt someone actually ALMOST died bcos of these kinda things.. DEPRESSION SIA. -_- THANK GDNESS IM NT LYK TT xD Lols.. And Im nt gonna say hu tt person is -_-

Sunday, June 8, 2008 // 19:34

Inspired by a story teller at Quizilla o.O

Myth: All guys (regardless of age) have OKAY character.

Fact: Some guys can b just. jerk material.. *Lols..*

Lols.. 2day played bask wif 3 guys -_- and usual ppl - YX, LIJUAN, me. Ya. -_- So while playing, I can't really stand those 3 guys la. They foul many times -_- and treat lyk nth happen. Den when YX and I started snatching the ball from dis blue shirt guy, he started complaining abt hw we 害 him fall down, and tt YX sort of.. ATTACKED his chest dere, but it was my fault -_- He just wanted to.. bring YX down or smt la. And e thing is, I pushed the bask ball away from him, not TOWARDS his chest -_- And I didn't really 出力 la. I wasn't even tough/rough lyk usual lo..

Okay, so its lyk I bear lots of grudges LOLS. But really la, 看他不爽 cos he kip doing tt lo. Den after tt, my face went. kinda black -_- So YX was lyk, "Nvm la.. We r winning.." And it was only, a little above a whisper. But the blue shirt guy heard it and his face immediately changed from damn happy *cos he tot we losing by a lot..* to VERY black lo. Den he str8 away say, "Eh, start over leh. New round."

Kao sia.... -_- Cant believe him lo. Cant he just erm.. lose with sportmanship o.O *I dunno wad I talking abt -_-* Anyways, he really kinda.. Jerk material zzz. Den dis gang of his, oso A BIT bad la.. One even slapped my spects away, lols. But tt's bcos I wasn't careful xD

Den gt one yellow shirt guy -_- He say, "放心啦！我不会动你的，免得你等一下叫非礼。" -_- ZZZ. Lols, lyk I will say he molest me la -_- Anyway, dun tink of these negative stuff liao -_-

Today gt lots of kids lo hahas. Gt Pei Ying o.O *I tink lols..* LIJUAN's cousin. 7 years old only hahas, kinda cute la xD Den she even wanted me to carry her on my shoulders so tt she can try 2 shoot -_- Cos she dun haf enough strength. And I was lyk.. WTH?! Althou Im short but, -_- if she fall den I die le lo.. Haiz. LIJUAN oso won me twice ABC leh. kao eh.. LOLS. But her shooting OBVIOUSLY better than me la xD So I wont mind hahas

Saturday, June 7, 2008 // 22:52

Okay.. So I did quizzes again -_- I'm SO going crazy cos my mum's nagging lots abt my english.. I gt 57.5 LAUGH ALL U WANT. Argh, is it even tt bad? -_- i even gt 50 b4 zzz. Anyways, just, dun care abt my kinda agitated mood rite nw, since Im lyk hearing naggings vry second tt my ears r gonna. *BOOM!* explode somehow...

So ya, quizzes results -_- Lols...

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy

In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.

You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.

Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho

So true, I'm so going crazy. Lols.

You Are "Wow"!

It's amazing hw I can b "WOW!" when my mood's kinda gloomy. Hahas.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

o.O I DO NOT think of love as something I can just get and discard o.O

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.

Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.

You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

OMG! SO TRUE! I HOG THE BED!! Lols. Poor Angie couldn't get to slp last time at chalet cos I was hogging her bed xD Sorry la LOLS. But I didn't slp well either. -_- While u were sleeping, I was kinda.. staring at u cos I couldn't slp, den turning back and forth, tt's y u couldn't slp well too LOLS.