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buildings with a hundred floors,
spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.

entries about chat links




breakaway
Let's break away.
Saturday, May 31, 2008 // 21:44

01. If you had a chance to go out with the person you like and your favourite celebrity for the whole day (separately), what would you do??
Come on.. This is PERSONAL stuff! xD

02. How do you feel now?
Complicated. Hard to explain. Hyper and crazy? =x

03. If you can fulfil one wish, what would it be?
Hmm.. To b able to play basketball DAMN well so can show off to YAO XIANG and TWJ. And show them. BEING SHORT GT ADVANTAGES OSO. xD

04. Who are you thankful to?
Everyone who stayed by my side ^^

05. Important wishes for now?
Erm.. EXCELLENT RESULTS. Argh. Lols.

06. If you can turn something in the past back, what would it be?
Erm.. I think even if I live my life again, nothing's gonna change xD Cos the MANY MANY MANY things I did in the past, cannot b erased liao xD Lols, thinking of them nw makes me happy thou xD

07. What are your main priorities now?
-_- Dunno sia.. Dun remind me of my poor results T.T

08. What makes you happy?
Erm.. Listening to nice music, going out with friends, SHARING SECRETS xD and GOSSIP-ING! Hahas.. I'm nt a busy-body wor.. *act innocent* hehe..

09. What do you wanna change in you?
Hmm.. Any change in me = no change in my life? xD So I just b myself la o.O

10. What song can represent your feelings now?
I dunno sia.. I just kinda lyk this song suddenly o.O STACIE ORRICO - STUCK. Lols. Cos I saw the guy in the music video in the end gt ignored cos he toyed with the girl's feelings. And I tot, "SHUAI! U GO GIRL!" Hahas xD

11. What type of ppl do you hate the most?
Bitches, liars, those who think they vry cool? SHAMELESS ppl lyk those 3 you-know-whos. Lols xD

12. Is there anything you wish to confess right now?
I'm HYPER! *And crazy.* xD

13. What is your definition of a dream house?
Happiness in the air. Only place filled with love that can make me feel peaceful =)

14. Who will you go to when you are feeling low one day?
Luc or Angie? Hahas, or maybe to my pillow o.O Cry my heart out? xD No thank you lols. Treat it as punching bag maybe ^^ 出气筒 xD

15. What do you hope to achieve?
Erm... Now arh. Good results -_- Since I just gt my bad results slip today. Lols

16. What age do you wish to marry?
Dunno? Hahas =)

17. What do you regret most in your life?
I dun really have anything to regret SO MUCH o.O A bit maybe but nt so serious o.O

18. How many people made you angry for the past few days?
Erm... 3 guys and 1 woman -_- 2 you know who's, TWJ, and my mum. zzzz.

19. What would you do if you have done something terribly wrong to your friend?
Beg for forgiveness? xD 任由他处置 LOLS.

20. Would you prefer to hang out with your boyfriend/girlfriend or your friends?
Both, of course o.O


I'M NOT LYK LIJUAN~~ I WONT SABO PPL xD

// 21:19

Oh god... Need to do quizzes again... LIJUAN. UR BLOG CANNOT COPY N PASTE. I NID 2 TYPE EVERYTHING OUT U NOE?! -_- lols...

1. Do you own a cellphone with camera?
Erm.. YEAH. I sort of.. Dunno anyone hu doesn't have one...

2. When was the last time you met someone new?
Eh...... I have a bad memory.. -_-

3. Last song you heard?
Stacie Orrico - Stuck

4. What are your favourite colours?
Black, blue, pink? o.O

5. Are you happy with your life now?
Hmm.. Kinda? LOLS, other than bad results, I'm OKAY wif my life. o.O *really? -_- I dun even noe*

6. Who will be your Valentine date?
DEFINITELY not the person reading this now xD

7. Define love.
Bittersweet. *saw this somewhere I think o.O* Mysterious yet complicated. o.O

8. Last person who texted you?
MY DAD -_-

9. Last person you texted?
Father too lols..

10. Last missed call from?
MISS KEE. CALL ME ASK IF MY MUM N I REACHED ALREADY -_- PTC. Oh man.

11. When was the last time you smiled?
When I tot of how pathetic I was after thinking I gt 2 more quizzes from LIJUAN tt I haf 2 do. xD

12. What were you doing an hour ago?
Watching tv and laughing till my stomach hurts cos the show was funny hahas

13. Do you know your best friend's crush?
Which one? I know a lot xD Hahas jkjk, or I will get killed xD

14. Any hidden talents?
SO NOT. xD hahas.

15. What colour is your shirt now?
White o.O

16. Do you have a crush?
NOPE. Bleahx =P

17. Have you seen your best friend cry?
Yah o.O

18. Who do you miss most?
No one hahas xD MAYBE LUC~~ LOLS. My "darling" eh. xD

19. What do you hate most about school?
Homework? o.O Exams I think -_- *Even thinking abt them make me a bit UNCOMFORTABLE cos, MDM LEONG ask us to write compo on them b4 -_-*

20. Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
Dunno? xD

21. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Depends on how tired I am. o.O Maybe I will forget 2 off it -_-

22. Whose Friendster password do you have?
NONE! I lost mine too xD

23. Is there someone you wanna date right now?
No way x3

24. How many people can you say you've really loved?
Its kinda.. mushy lols.. But maybe 4?? or 5? o.O

25. Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
I'm DAMN quiet de! Miss Kee can testify. LOLS xD

26. Have you visited someone in the hospital?
No o.O And I dun wanna b the one being visited too -_-

27. How many kids do you wanna have?
NONE!! xD

// 21:13

Okay... I'm crazy again xD Anyways, found dis song n tot the lyrics quite nice o.O But the video made me PISS OFF lolsssss xD Hahas, this song's from lyk. year 2003 -_- I'm becoming to lyk.. OLDIES?! Hahas, no la. Dis song's cool =)

Stacie Orrico - Stuck





LYRICS~~


I… can’t get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can’t seem to find a way
To leave the love behind


I ain’t tripping
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean


You’ve kept me hanging from a string
While you make me cry
I’ve tried to give you everything
But you just give me lies


I ain’t tripping
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean


Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
There’s nothing I can do
I’m such a fool for you


I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
It’s true, I’m stuck on you


Now loves a broken record that’s been
Skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we have to play these games we play


I ain’t tripping
I’m just missing you
You know what I’m saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool


I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
It’s true, I’m stuck on you


Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
There’s nothing I can do
I’m such a fool for you


I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
Don’t know what to do
I’m stuck on you

// 16:37

Haiz...... My results lan sia... >< Anyways, PHOTOS!





hahas... If cannot see arh, -_-
My RESULTS:

ENGLISH LANGUAGE
= 57.5 C5

HIGHER CHINESE
= 75.1 A1

MATHEMATICS
= 83.6 A1

SCIENCE
= 71.2 A2

GEOGRAPHY
= 66.2 B3

HISTORY
= 76.0 A1

LITERATURE(E)
= 62.0 B4

D & T
= 77.1 A1

MUSIC
= C -_-

PHYSICAL EDUCATION
= A o.O


Total: 568.7/800
Percentage: 71.1 *LIJUAN 72+ kao! hahas xD*
Class Position: 13/36 o.O my register lols
Level Position: 41/144 -_- *LIJUAN 30 hahas*

L1R4 Aggregate: 6
L1R5 Aggregate: 9 *same as LIJUAN xD*

Remarks -_-: Gina is a QUIET student with a SWEET(wth? o.O) disposition. She takes pride in her work and models good behaviour in class. *WOW. o.O* She is capable of obtaining better results in English, Geography and English Literature. -_-

// 10:47

Uh oh...... Later gonna go sch get my REPORT BOOK le.... ANGIE. WISH ME GD LUCK O.O Ltr I come back type out my results -_- Sure SUX lyk HELL de...

Friday, May 30, 2008 // 22:47

xD As I said, I'm gonna post pictures of our MALWARE *Since Angie dunno.. -_-* project xD

COPYRIGHTED hor! Hahas... I only post those I lyk more de x3 Si Hui, dun blame me hor.. Hahas.. All look vry nice la =)

Don't attack my apple!! *apple meaning - Apple Laptop or wadever -_-*


Don't hijack my computer!!


MIRRORCLE WORLD *WHITE*


MIRRORCLE WORLD *BLACK*


US! Hahas..


That's abt all xD Hahas, "don't hijack my computer" inspired by ANGIE. Lols xD MIRRORCLE WORLD. INSPIRED BY AYUMI HAMASAKI hahahassssss....

// 20:46

Hahas.. Today went SI HUI's hse to do DREAMWEAVER project xD DAMN FUN I TELL YOU!!

I tot of many many slogans and ideas for pictures hahasssssss. And and! Si Hui say I write until vry nice xD Even thou my handwriting usually sux =P

Anyways, did LOTS of things 2dae.. And me n Si Hui both DAMN blur I tell you. -_- 1st, b4 I left her hse, I went to the toilet.. Den no one carry bag to toilet de ma, so I left it in the kitchen, near the toilet. After tt, I vry hyper wan go back home, cos Si Hui gonna send me the pics I drew ma xD So I chionggggg out of her hse xD Then. I remembered something. I'm not carrying anything. MY BAG! -_- So I went back and SPAMMED bang the door lols, and ringing the bell. SO QIAO3. HER DOOR BELL SAME AS MINE. SPOILT!

So I called her, she nv ans -_- After standing outside her door lyk a mad person for lyk, 3 min -_- She FINALLY called me n I explained everything to her. So she opened the door and handed me my bag and bangle. After tt, we stood dere for another 5 min, thinking what else I forgot to take. In the end, we couldn't tink of any -_- Just when Si Hui was abt to close the door, I ALMOST screamed out, "CONSENT FORM!" *for the infocomm camp on 3rd June xD* Okay, so she rmb too and went to take it.

AFTER TT, -_- FINALLY tot nth else forget 2 take liao, so I went to take bus, den MRT home. HER HSE WAS AT WOODLANDS FYI. So far sia -_- Den when I almost reached JE MRT le, Si Hui called me and asked, "Gina, do you know what you forgot to bring home?" I was lyk.. HUH?! STILL GT ARH?! -_- Den I dunno, she ask me guess. I say, biscuit -_- Cos I tot she meant it as a joke. In the end, she replied, "YOUR THUMBDRIVE." Den I freaked out -_- Cos thumbdrive gt lots of dreamweaver stuff...

So after all that, SHOCK and EXTREME THINKING OF WHAT I FORGOT TO BRING HOME I realised something vry obvious. -_-


SI HUI AND I ARE JUST. TWO BLUR GIRLS. -_-

Lols, all those pictures Si Hui and I drew, =) I put up ltr xD MUST GIVE ME COMMENTS WOR! But dun criticise la xD

Thursday, May 29, 2008 // 18:46



by ~animefantasies


by ~gakuen-alice

DEVIANTART xD


tagged by WAHLIJUAN. Lols.

1. What is the most important thing in your life?
Er.. Family, friends, my "darling' hahas

2. What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
o.O Medium fries. Raffles Place. Cos everything else is dam ex -_-

3. Where do you wish to get married?
Erm, dis kinda thing I dun tink de o.O

4. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
.... *I dun feel lyk answering*

5. Are you in love?
NO xD

6. Where was the last restaurant you had your dinner?
LONG JOHN SILVERS. I was wif Angie o.O

7. Name the latest book you had bought.
Book arh... It has been A LONGGGGGG time since I bought a book o.O
I tink my horoscope bk bah.. o.O

8. What is your full name?
GINA NG SOCK YEE *I haf phobia against it zzz.*

9. Do you prefer your mother or your father?
Both nag and scold as much.. So ya, no preferences.

10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
Erm.. Does ANIME CHARACTER count? xD If can, NATSUME from Gakuen Alice o.O Or Zero from Vampire Knight. Or Otani from Lovely Complex *I wanna c him cos, HE'S SHORTER THAN ME! xD* Lols. Other than tt, can't say le. Lols.

11. Christina or britney?
.... none -_-

12. Do you do your own laundry?
No. If I did, I tink I will die o.O

13. The most exciting place you wanna go?
Erm.. Japan? Lols.. I wanna eat all the different flavours of, ice cream? xD *Gonna get fatter then.. Uh oh... xD*

14. Hugs or Kisses?
Both oso xD

15. Point out 5 things abt the person who tagged you

LIJUAN o.O
1. Her name is was Jenny but she preferred being called LIJUAN or Jenn.
2. She's in the same sch as me, 203, my neighbouring class.
3. She's in the softball team o.O
4. She's 11 cm taller than me -_- 169 cm Lols.
5. She SO SO LOVES Wang Shao Wei.

16. 8 Things I'm passionate about.

1. Basketball
2. TW Dramas
3. Japanese dramas
4. Anime *Lovely Complex, Gakuen Alice, Special A, Vampire Knight*
5. Manga *CHARMING JUNKIE o.O Gakuen Alice, Absolute Boyfriend aka Zettai Kareshi* xD
6. Dreamweaver. Suddenly vry interested o.O
7. Blogging o.O For fun xD
8. HANGING OUT WITH FRIENDS. Lols xD n of cos, lyk LIJUAN says, SINGAPORE! xD

17. 8 Things I say too often:

1. "Go die la -_-" *Although I told myself countless times, I still cant stop myself from saying tt*
2. "Kao eh!" *To jerks lyk You Know Who and Angie's tt OMG. friend -_-*
3. "Eheh.." Call ppl or sms ppl always start lyk tt de. Lols I'm weird xD
4. "Eh.. I vry tired leh.." *To Angie when she always wanna chat wif me when I'm damn tired lols.
5. "Shyt!" Always say in sch, sometimes say so loud tt Zhen Zhou gt a bit surprised -_-
6. "Lol/hahas" Talk to Xu Yue or Xue Ting always say de -_-
7. "Sian..." I'm lyk. ALWAYS SIAN. xD
8. "Damn it la.." Other than shyt, I always say tt when my school life goes wrong -_-

P.S. After thinking of the things I say so often, I realise. I'm UNCOUTH. Lols.

18. 8 books I have read recently.
Erm.... DOES MANGA COUNT?

1. Gakuen Alice chapter 96
2. Horoscope book xD
3. Vampire Knight chapter 38 to 40
4. Special A chapter 66
5. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles *Forgot which vol. -_- Read for fun*
6. Journal -_- *Chanced upon it when Angie found it at my hse tt day wif Shu Wuen lols*
7. Math Textbook 1B *Sherlyn lent me on the day of the LEVEL TEST, since I didn't study at all -_-* Thx Sherlyn, but I tink I still did badly.. Haiz.
8. DICTIONARY *CHINESE still -_-* Cos of the.. OMG. Compo on the last day of sch. -_-

19. 8 Songs I could listen to over and over again.
1. Aka no Seijaku - Ishida Youko *2nd Ending theme of Shakugan no Shana*
2. Rainy Day - Ayumi Hamasaki *found on Angie's blog xD*
3. Zhuang Sha - Linda *Opening Song of 麻雀变凤凰* Chanced upon it accidentally o.O
4. Kimi + Boku = Love? - Tegomasu *Opening Song of LOVELY COMPLEX* Listen many times oso nt tired of it cos, keep on remembering wad happened in Lovely Complex lols and lyrics vry nice ^^
5. Kidnap My Heart - The Click Five *Very LONG ago de song le, but listen still vry addicted xD*
6. Gotta Go My Own Way - Vanessa Anne Hudgens and Zac Efron *they sing DAMN nice sia.. oso addicted lols*
7. Still Doll - Kanon Wakeshima *LOLS. Creepy, yet cute n emo. N I cant forget the. PERVERTED OLD MAN xD
8. Truly Madly Deeply - Cascada *faster version* Like it leh.. Listen MANY times liao still lyk. Hahas..
9. ONE MORE!!! Hai yun's blog de. BREATHLESS. Hahas.. Quite nice oso =)

20. 8 Things I learnt last year: *Oh god.. I forgot lots o.O* This year I noe LOLS.
1. -_- Dun slack.
2. MACROMEDIA Flash *I still a bit dunno LOLS.* Wrote macromedia flash cos I suddenly tot, "What if ppl tot I learnt how to FLASH? -_-"
3. Flash, ya. Animation, ya. -_- Stuff lyk tt... I dun listen in class ><
4. Learnt tt... Some guys r simply.. Jerks? o.O *This year oso learnt tt.. Lols.*
5. Dun trust ppl easily o.O
6. Dun tink tt ALL ppl r good at nature, since they can easily change -_-
7. Dun give up easily~ xD
8. Forgive and forget xD And let nature take its course =)

21. 8 peepos to tag [or sabo in that sense]
I shall b kind and let ppl off. EXCEPT FOR 2 PPL. ANGIE N SHU WUEN hahas xD

// 18:15


~Imcsam

Okay.. So I'm gonna do 2 quizzes cos I gt sabo-ed by Lijuan o.O


Name 20 people.
At the end of the quiz, name 5 ppl to do the survey.
Don't read the questions, name the 20 people first!

1. LIJUAN
2. Sin Nee
3. Angie
4. Lucinda
5. Si Hui
6. Xu Yue
7. Xue Ting
8. Lionel o.O
9. Zhen Zhou -_-
10. Li Xin
11. Hui Zhen
12. Jolene
13. Yan Ting
14. Qi Hui
15. Chen Jing
16. Ting Jun
17. Sherlyn
18. Rui Xuan
19. Bin Bin
20. Shu Wuen

1. How did you meet no. 14? [Qi Hui]
Secondary School o.O *Sec 1*

2. What would you have done if you have not met no. 1? [LIJUAN]
o.O I would not b... SABO-ed? Lols. Jk xD

3. What if no. 9 and no. 20 dated each other? [Zhen Zhou] and [Shu Wuen]
Erm... Actually, kinda pei4.. o.O Gt A BIT 夫妻脸. BUT. Zhen Zhou is taken o.O By who, I can't say or I will get killed -_- Shuwuen, you jia you bah. You definitely will find sum guy better than Zhen Zhou. Trust me. xD

4. Will no. 6 and no. 17 date each other? [Xu Yue] and [Sherlyn]
Errrr... NO WAY. Xu Yue is not a les. Lols, Sherlyn oso nt xD

5. Describe no. 3. [Angie]
o.O She's.. Cool? Easy-going, fun, a bit talkative o.O temper NOT vry good. Always ask me help her do hw. -_- quite smart in her class o.O Geog result better than me -_- The one whom I sms lyk, the most? Lols. Like Japanese stuff oso. Sat gt guitar lessons. Sun gt jap lessons. Recently gt lots of competitions and BALLOON thingy -_- Am I right? o.O *if I am, see la -_- I even noe ur schedule lols.. xD*

6. Do you think no. 8 is attractive? [Lionel]
OMG. *pukes.* Lols, I noe I'm evil but...... he's gay?? o.O Like, everyone knows? x3 If you dunno yet, pls. go his blog xD *LIONEL. IF YOU EVER C DIS. SORRY o.O*

7. Describe no. 7. [Xue Ting]
Easy to talk to, fun oso lols. Likes TOHOSHINKI. Hates Tiffany and Jessica from SNSD. Likes Yunho the best. Previously lyk Akanishi Jin, but tt's in the past already. Like Japanese dramas and songs. Recently mad abt Korean stuff. *Xue ting, if u ever c dis, see. I so understand you. Lols, jk*

8. Do you know any family member of no. 12? [Jolene]
Er... Her mother? Her mother is a baby sitter o.O Takes care of toddlers. I know cos, Jolene called her mum 2dae and one of the toddlers answered. And he didn't say anything -_- which made Jolene damn angry o.O She even say, "不会听电话就不要听啦!气死我了!" Lols.. PETTY sia!! xD JK, dun kill me!!

9. What language(s) does no. 15 speak? [Chen Jing]
Erm... Chinese and English? Lols. Like wad LIJUAN described suli o.O She sumtimes say alien language oso. hahas.

10. Who is no. 9 hanging out with? [Zhen Zhou]
Ermmm....... I cant say. -_- *Zip up my mouth before someone whacks me* But den, seriously. ITS OBVIOUS OKAY?!! xD

11. How old is no. 16 this year? [Ting Jun]
Er.. 14. P.S. LIJUAN, he's NOT old okays? Lols. Bdae 3rd December zzzz. Just bcos older than me 5 days, last time call me 小妹妹 -_- I still rmb xD *rmb grudges sia.. Hahas, be careful of me xD*

12. Who is no. 2's favourite singer or band? [Sin Nee]
Ermm... I dunno >< SORRY SIN NEE!! T.T But I tot u were lyk... EQUAL lyk among all singers/band?

13. Have you ever dated no. 4? [Lucinda]
Erm.. we r a "couple"? Lols. She calls me DARLING. Hahas.

14. Would you ever date with no. 1? [LIJUAN]
Er.. I'm seriously. NOT les. BESIDES, SHE'S MY MUM!! lols

15. Is no. 19 single now? [Bin Bin]
NO o.O She has stead xD Just tt I nv c her stead b4 Lols SHOW ME SUMDAY!! xD

16. What is no. 10's last name? [Li Xin]
Png. Vry special hahas.

17. Would you ever be in a relationship with no. 11? [Hui Zhen]
Although Hui Zhen is tall, fun and all, I cant b in a relationship wif her -_-
1st. I'm not les.
2nd. She's taken. xD

18. What is the school of no. 3? [Angie]
Fu Hua Secondary School. Lols.

19. Where does no. 6 stay? [Xu Yue]
Erm.. previously, near me o.O Now, TIONG BAH RU. hahas

20. What is your favourite thing about no. 5? [Si Hui]
o.O she's CUTE lyk a hamster -_- Lols

21. Have you ever seen no. 2 naked? [Sin Nee]
o.O NO WAY. I'm not a perv. Hahas

Now choose 5 ppl to do this survey.
Lols. Anyone wan do can do la xD

// 17:37


Gakuen Alice by ~shioan




Okay... So I'm affected by LIJUAN -_- Lols... Hence, I shall blog abt today.. just remembered I went to Raffles Place for, erm....... 5 hours... Hahas, anyways..


Things that happened there o.O

We took bus to Raffles Place, like.. duh -_- N on the way, keep on joking with Jolene and Yan Ting xD
After that, we were left alone -_- with our own grps to go interview ppl, ya... -_- Lols *IM SO GLAD I WASN'T THE REPORTER xD*

So, we interviewed many ppl (including, the uncle at River Cruise -_-, Caucasians... *Dunno hw 2 spell* Ya, and as I tot, *other grp members lyk Li Xin and Lionel didn't believe me* Caucasians are, 开放. -_- told ya le, they vry 开放 and friendly de.. Hahas, so our interviews were, KINDA fruitful.. And dere was this guy, DAMN funny I tell you xD

We asked him 2 questions *okay, Xu Yue asked him 2 questions hahas*
(XY - Xu Yue, PB - Passer-by)

XY "Do you know what historical significance or value this place*Raffles Place* has?

PB No.

XY "Okay.... So what is the best thing that you will share with the people back in your country about this place?"

PB View. (IT SOUNDED SO MUCH LYK "YOU" THAT I TOT HE WANTED TO BRING XU YUE BACK TO HIS COUNTRY!!!!) HAHAS

Okay, then dere was dis artist, drawing a view of the.. Asian Civilisation Museum, for other tourists, and he was so EMO and *quote from Li Xin, "GUAI LAN."* that when we interviewed him, he didn't even look at us, OR the camera -_- Lols... So PETTY sia. Look at us oso cannot -_-

Xu Yue ate chocolate ice cream oso and -_- stained her skirt.. Hahas xD *OOPSSSS...* But she vry zhun wor o.O She c Lionel vry dark.. *Kaes, in her mind, he's TOTALLY black xD* So she told me, "Lionel surely buy ice cream with light colour de." Hinting tt Lionel envy light colour ice cream lols, cos he's SOOOOooooooooooooooo dark. In the end, Lionel REALLY bought ice cream of light colour de - DURIAN o.O Haha.. Good job Xu Yue! So ZHUN xD

After tt, we even went sun-tanning at the side of Singapore River *where else can we tan? INSIDE Singapore River? ZZZ* And Xu Yue was lyk, "Eh Lionel. You dun need tan le la.. You cannot be blacker than now le." Then after tt, she say again, "Eh Lionel. You pour lots of bleach into the Singapore River. Then you jump inside. 泡 for 3 days become Li Kai's skin colour liao. Another 3 days become Gina's skin colour le *Why say me -_- I know I'm dark too zzz.*" HAHAHA... I laughed till my stomach hurt LYK HELL xD Lols... Lionel vry ke lian oso, since we ALL targeted our damn sarcastic remarks at him xD Keep on say, "Eh Lionel, where r you arh? You too black le, I can't see anyone leh!! I only see one uniform floating ard!!" Lolsssssss...

And we played one stupid n damn lame game.. Lols, but everyone joined in -_- We played the, "SEE HOW LONG YOUR BUTT CAN TOLERATE THE HEAT" game. Lols, cos the weather damn hot ma -_- Then the seats beside Singapore River oso damn hot, BURNING hot. So we see who stood up first.. *A bunch of stupid idiots playing sum lame game by the Singapore River hahas, n I'm in too -_-* In the end Xu Yue stood up 1st hahas.. Followed by Li Kai ZZZZZ. He went chasing pigeons, lols. I wanted to say, "EH LI KAI! U C LA! U LYK TT EVEN PIGEONS DUN WAN CARE U LE!" Cos the pigeon just kept "walking" away dun wan care Li Kai xD *活该* Hehe..

Hahas.. there was oso dis guy whom Xu Yue interviewed... DAMN talkative -_- I recorded what everyone said, so I noe he CRAPPED A LOT. I nearly didn't haf time to write down all the stuff -_-


What I managed to write down

- Come from India
- Come for 2 weeks holiday, going back to his country tml
- Like this place bcos (got nice museum, and many books? o.O Dunno wer gt many books -_-)
- 3rd time here (previously 2006 come before..)
- Singapore VERY clean
- VERY nice here *he repeated lyk.. 3 times -_-*
- Cleanliness is BEST here *repeated oso..*
- Here better than his country
- Like Singapore A LOT
- India vry big country, hope that Singaporeans go India also..

Ya, that's abt all... N Xu Yue was lyk, faking smiles all the whole time. I was wondering wad's so bad abt interviewing him o.O Then Xu Yue say, "HE KEEP ON 喷口水!!" Hahahas den ALL of us laughed lyk crazy xD

At first Xu Yue vry bu shuang Lionel take video of her take until lyk, her face vry fat de -_- Den she wanna re-take, and wan me and Lionel to interview ppl oso. In the end, dunno she unlucky or we lucky o.O Lolssss.. In the end, camera. BO BATTERY. Den she angry lyk hell xD

Anyways, 2dae vry fun sia xD Even thou I walk until my legs.. when reach home, kinda painful le -_- Hahas.. Next post! - Lijuan sabo me de quiz xD LOLS.


P.S. Again, I'm gonna say dis. This holiday, I'm crapping LOTS. BEWARE. xD

// 17:23

Haiz... Today dam tired kaes? -_- Go Raffles Place for VJ Project.. Den right after, go home do Dreamweaver project wif Si Hui.. Hahas.. Our site, kinda simple o.O Lols, but its quite okay la.. Hahas xD Just plain tired.. -_- Do until I almost died okay? Just tt cant show my tiredness in front of Si Hui lols, ltr she gt scared by me xD

Okay, this post is dam short xD Maybe gonna post again ltr bah! Hahasss...........

Wednesday, May 28, 2008 // 18:08

Haiz.. Just a few days, and I'm already missing sch >< *those hu tink I'm crazy* Read below, before killing me.

Reasons
*// Can chat wif frens ma....
*//Dun haf 2 b at home BORED out of my mind -_- Lols...
*// Can laugh at stupid jokes they say -_-
*// Can tease the couple xD

But gt lots more disadvantages la,
obviously -_-

Example -_-
*// My eyes will b vry tired.. *Those sitting near me lyk Xu Yue will understand lols... COS OF TT STUPID PERSON SITTING IN FRONT OF ME LA -_-*
*// Tcrs will chase after me for hw -_-
*// I do not want to see all the tcrs zzzzz... *Got phobia against them le, who doesnt? -_-*

Anyways.. I rmb smt funny between Xu Yue n I quite long ago xD


--------------------- Chinese lesson ------------------------

Tcr wan us to write compo de.. Den Xu Yue n I bored out of our minds so we kept talking -_- Okay, more lyk she was bored and chatted with me, althou I wanted to do the compo.. *No inspiration though -_-* Hahas xD Den we talk talk talk *I forgot abt wad..* talk until vry, 激动. Then Mdm Leong -_- come and scold us zzzzzz.

She say, "Wa, 傻人讲给痴人听 arh?" As u guys shud noe, I'm the "痴人" and Xu Yue's the "傻人". -_- Then hor.. zzzzzz. Zhen Zhou called me bai chi -_- I turn back and "OI!" him.. Then he act innocent and say, "What, I oso nv say you.." Then he SMIRKED -_- Zzzzzzzzz.

This year arh, I started hating guys who smirk -_- *One - TWJ, Two - Zhen Zhou* -_- TWJ ytd keep on smirking and chanting, "Gina shorter than me, gina shorter than me. Yay!!" ZZZZ made me dam pissed off... Heaven, make me grow taller la -_-
I WILL B GRATEFUL FOR THAT. But I dun really tink I can grow anymore le lo... I'm lyk.. STUCK. T.T Sad........ Hopefully can grow at least 10 cm b4 I totally stop growing.. *A bit impossible lols...*

Okay, back to the topic -_- That wasn't the worse part yet. After Mdm Leong walk away le, Xu Yue was lyk, "at least I only 杀人, you still 吃人 leh!" Then everyone started bursting out in laughter -_- Zzz.. Cant she at least say smt nicer -_- Say until I so disgusting go eat ppl.. Kao eh..

It's not lyk I'm a vampire -_- and I'm MOST definitely nt a cannibal -_- and eat ppl will get sick de lo.. Zzz, I cant even imagine wad it will b lyk -_-

P.S. I'm as usual, crapping lots~~ This hols I'm gonna crap so much you cant imagine -_- So,
b careful hahas xD

// 14:44

Hahas.. I found Gakuen Alice chinese scans from 1 to 96 xD Lols... And Charming Junkie chapters 73, 76, 79, 80.. buttttttttttttt -_- Charming Junkie de scans vry big.. not nice.. Lols.... *random* Angie is mad abt Gundam Seed tt she wants 2 make it her boyfriend -_- Eheh.. Ltr gt a lot of ppl protest wor.. Hahas xD

Bored out of my mind~~~ I wanna go out! -_- Tomorrow gt project haiz..... DREAMWEAVER. -_- Maybe I'm gonna learn hw 2 make a blogskin in the process -_- *sounds vry.. NOT suitable for me..* Hahas..

Haizzzzz... Hate it sia... Charming Junkie dun haf 71 n 72!! n others i oso cant find... T.T Wanna read so much lo... -_- Haizzzzzz.....

Hahas.. Shakugan no Shana's ending song. Nice sia xD
Haiz.. Watched Shakugan no Shana season 1 n 2 le -_- STILL HAVEN'T FINISH.. ZZZ... So long sia. Season 3 coming in another year I tink, sad lo ><




Aka no Seijaku - Ishida Yoko

The song is nice but e lyrics gt grammer errors -_- Anyways, lyrics here~ xD


Aka no Seijaku - Ishida Yoko
Lyrics~


me wo tojite kanjiru kodou
mogaiteru kiri no naka
jibun no basho sagashite iru
yamikumo ni kyou mo zutto

itami no nai sekai nante nai yo
tada furetai mamoritai dake
akaku somaru yuugure wo mitsumeru

Just look how beautiful is world

itsuka miteta yume wa tooku mabushisugite
chotto hazukashii kedo
guuzen ja nai kono deai de chigau jibun mitsuketa kara
atarashii ashita wo mukaeyou

nanigenai kotoba hitotsu sore ga sadame ni naru
mune ni sotto hime ta mono wa sore wo shinjiru tsuyo sa

ichiban hoshi negai wo sotto inoru
honoo no you ni akaku akaku irozuku sora
subete tsutsumu yasashiku

Don't shut the light out of your life

yoru ga kitara yami no naka ni nomikomaresou
dakara kao wo agete
nagareteru kumo tsukiakari ni mieru
soshite sono yokogao nukumori kanjite
Asa ga kuru

yoake no oto ga kikoete kuru nagai fuyu wa mou owatta
akaku shizuka na toki
guuzen ja nai kono deai de tsuyoi kizuna mitsuketa kara
atarashii ashita wo mukaeyou


Sad sia.. Only gt english translation for shorter version de...




Close your heart,
your beating heart is struggling in the fog
Searching aimlessly for where it belongs,
all through the day

There aren't any worlds without pain,
I just want to touch it,
just want to safe-guard it
I look into the red-stained sunset.

Just look how beautiful is world,

I discovered a new side of me in this meeting
So let's start a new day.

// 13:22

Lols.... Saw this joke somewhere and tot it was kinda interesting...


The difference a little punctuation makes

Dear John:
I want a man who knows what love is all about. You are generous, kind, thoughtful. People who are not like you admit to being useless and inferior. You have ruined me for other men. I yearn for you. I have no feelings whatsoever when we're apart. I can be forever happy - will you let me be yours?
Gloria

Dear John:
I want a man who knows what love is. All about you are generous, kind, thoughtful people, who are not like you. Admit to being
useless and inferior. You have ruined me. For other men, I yearn. For you, I have no feelings whatsoever. When we're apart, I can be forever happy. Will you let me be?
Yours,
Gloria

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 // 20:45

"不是因为寂寞而想你,
而是因为想你才寂寞。
孤独的感觉之所以伤痛,
只因你已离开我的视线里。"


为了让某人开心一点,就算你不想读也没关系。

就算全世界都那么肤浅,
就算你再怎么被欺骗。
世界上始终有人会永远,
永远守护在你的身边。
就算你思念他到想流泪,
起码你身边还有人陪。

我明白你很痛苦,因为我也感受过。可是,以后就算有多漫长,辛苦的路要走,不要忘记,还有人陪着你。^^ 不管是我还是你其他的朋友,你永远不会寂寞! xD

// 19:47

Beauty, is that all it takes to make everyone like him/her? I do not understand. After seeing so many different ppl, falling in love, then getting rejected, just because the other person is more beautiful *chio for short*/handsome than him/her, I totally lost confidence in everyone -_- I mean, what is so dam important abt the FACE? Its wad inside tt matters the most rite? Maybe u guys tink Im just defending my own kind, since I'm not chio, but wadever. I do not care.

I mean, beauty IS important, okay.. for various purposes -_- "Yea they do. Because our society is superficial." from crimsonbitch at a forum o.O But it's like, I always thought what matters inside is the most. From SOMEWHERE I read, no matter how ugly a person may be, the most important thing is what he/she has inside. Love that will make sumone, whoever that person is, like him/her. Furthermore, sumone told me b4, that a person with a pretty face, but a bad character, is nothing compared to someone with a good character, but just not that good physical advantages. -_- i do not REALLY understand, but I get it somehow..

It's lyk clothes.. Are branded clothes really better? I thought wearing clothes are just, for u to feel comfortable and easy in. Take heels and sneakers for example -_- Do u prefer wearing heels, which make u look pretty even though they make ur legs hurt, or sneakers, which makes u comfortable yet nice at the same time?

Does the surface/cover/packaging really matter so much? "Dun judge a book by its cover. 人不可貌相,海水不可斗量" all these, are they true or not true? I do not know who to believe le. I really dun understand ppl nowadays -_- Haiz..

P.S. Sorry for nagging so much and crapping all this time abt this.. matter that may seem insignificant to u. -_-

// 17:59



picture by brit_j615

Hahas, very cute sia xD Anyways, today went play bask with Lijuan and Yao Xiang -_- TWJ tagged along too... HE'S NOW 165 CM NOW!!!! Kao... *I'm nt jealous. I'm nt jealous.* -_- OKAY.. Im JEALOUS. zzzzzzzzzz -_- Quoting from Lijuan hahas, "想当年", he still shorter than me de lo... Now, SEVEN cm taller than me T.T 7 cm eh!! so much ><

OH YA. TODAY VRY PISSED OFF -_-



See?! Yao Xiang 重色轻友! He ask us out to play bask, in the end he played with his own friends and other guys. Call him oso nv answer us!! Kao! So bad sia!! Lols..... But really lo, vry evil zzzzz. In the end Lijuan and I sit down there talk talk -_- Lols.... Then after a while, started drizzlinggggggg....




Hahas, after that arh, EVERYTHING went back to normal xD Cos Yao Xiang left, the guys no bask ball hahahas. xD See la, after they go, so peaceful -_- They really vry 讨人厌 lo lols.. Lijuan oso tink so xD

Today still quite fun la hahas.. Lijuan and I thinking of organising gathering -_- I wanna go KBOX leh.. =( But then many ppl dun wan.. Haiz..... If want arh, maybe can watch movie o.O But dunno gt wad movie nice to watch leh.. ZZZ... Organise gathering oso nid so troubling T.T


LIJUAN!!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!!!! Lols xD

Lucinda's bdae!!
Monday, May 26, 2008 // 07:18

Okay.. Its LUCINDA's BDAE!!! *applause!!* Hahas.. Her bdae sia.. Yet I cant celebrate with her T.T since she's so bz dis hols... Haiz.. Sad sia, but nevermind, I shall wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY here.. Hahas =)

Why do I like Lucinda?


1. She is so kind that it is hard to believe xD

2. She always stands by me, and shares weal and woe with me hahas

3. She is always appreciative about everything that people give her or say about her

4. She is always there to listen to me say all my troubles x3 and give me advice

5. She always tells me not to worry and to cheer up, whenever I feel upset or troubled

6. She sometimes teases me abt ______ but it just makes me wanna laugh xD rather than scolding her.. hahas

7. She’s always the first one to say ‘get well soon’ to me when I’m sick(Angie, u r second -_- Hahas, but still thx la xD)

8. She always has this “angelic” aura coming out from her -_- then makes me hard to reject her if she asks me anything, but it’s still cute xD

9. She’s DAMMM cute at times okay? Hahas, and she always says good things abt me even when I feel lyk the whole world hates me zzz.

10.She ‘s able to make me tell her all my troubles, even the darkest secrets *except A FEW* -sorry luc xD-

11.I can TOTALLY b myself when I am with her =) because she makes me feel relaxed hahas.

12.She’s EASY-GOING, and does not care even if friends do not give her presents on her bdae.. *I PLAN ON GIVING HER OKAY, lols..*

13.She’s always so cheerful and she always wear this GREAT BIG smile, that makes you hard to not smile back at her xD

14.She has ALL the good qualities and a damn good character, Luc, if you were a guy, I surely like you de xD

15.Last but not least, she’s cool, she’s fun, and most IMPORTANTLY, she’s my BEST FRIEND! xD

Hahas,
LUCINDA! MY BEST FRIEND xD –not forgetting Angie lols- Hope you will be CHEERFUL and CUTE always!! =)

P.S. Credits - familylobby - glitter text

Rainy Day
Sunday, May 25, 2008 // 20:03

ZZZ.. Okay, so im lyk.. spamming my own tagboard.. Hahas, how LAME is that? o.O Anyways, Angie.. I REALLY think o.O you shudn't go suntanning. -_- BEING FAIR IS GD OKAY?! Dun b lyk me - dark -_- Btw, I lyk ur blog song la -_- when u sae Rainy Day, I looked out of the window and stared at the gloomy sky, and I was thinking, "Mm." Then after tt, u told me tt's the title of the song, -_- I was lyk, "HUH?!. Oh........" Reactions very exaggerating -_- This song really dam nice la.. Im gonna post the lyrics -_- *SORRY, Im kinda mad recently -_-*


Rainy Day - Ayumi Hamasaki


Wasure taku nai koto nara
Oboeyou to shinaku temo
Wasureru koto nante nai
Sou shizuka ni kanjiru

Are wa aru samui hi de
Tsuyoi ame no naka
Boku wa tada kimi dake o
Machi tsuzukete ita

Moshi ima ga boku no owari
Datta to shitara sore demo
Kamawanai to omoeru hodo
Nani mo kowaku nakatta

Shiawase ni warai au
Hitobito ga boku no
Sugu soba o nando demo
Toori nuketa kedo

Hitori kiri kasa mo naku
Tachi tsukusu boku wa
Dare yori mo odayaka ni
Hohoende ita

Kogoeru te o kazashite
Arawareta kimi o mite
Nakidashi sou ni natta no wa
Kanashimi no sei ja nai

Bokutachi o isshun no
Hikari ga terashita
Korekara no yuku michi o
Iwau kano you ni

English!!


I calmly feel
That I never forget
What I don't want to forget
Even if I don't try to remember it

It was a cold day
I kept on waiting
Just for you
In the hard rain

I was afraid of nothing
I could even think
That even if it was the last day of my life
I didn't care

People who were
Happily smiling together
Passed just close to me
So many times

But I was smiling
More gently than anyone else
Standing alone
Without an umbrella

When I shaded my eyes with my freezing hand
And saw you appear
It wasn't because of sadness
That I was about to cry

A flash of light
Shone on us
As if to celebrate
The way we were going on







Kimi + Boku = LOVE?
// 12:16

After chatting with Sin Nee ytd, I got reminded by this song o.O XY oso printed the lyrics of this song before.. And the title became etched in my mind since.. o.O *You must be thinking Im crazy hahas* Anyways, here are the lyrics xD and I decided to put the song as background music -_- Suddenly "inspired" lols....*weirdo*



Kimi + Boku = Love? a.k.a You + Me = Love? *something like that..*

Lyrics in Romaji:


kimi no koto dou omouka? tte sa
betsu ni kirai ja nai nante ittara
moshikashite naiteru? ara
kawaii kamoshirenai

hashiri sarou toshita te wo nigittara
mune no oku no nanika kyuu ni sawaru dashita

rennai no kyoukasho ga areba ii na
wakaranai mondai ga arisugiterennai no sensei ga ireba ii na
kimi + boku = love ni narimasuka?

suki na ko wa inai no ka? tte sa
akarui ko ga ii na? nante ittara
ippai no egao de, ara
mabushii kamoshirenai

me wo tojiru tabi kimi ga ukande
mune no oku de nanika motto sawagi dashita

rennai no kyoukasho ga areba ii na
hitoichibai donkan na boku dakara
rennai no sensei ga ireba ii na
1 + 1 = love ni naru kana?

rennai no kyoukasho ga areba ii na
wakaranai mondai ga arisugite
rennai no sensei ga ireba ii na
kimi + boku = love ni naru kana?

rennai no kyoukasho ga areba ii na
hitoichibai donkan na boku dakara
rennai no sensei ga ireba ii na
1 + 1 = love ni naru kana?
kimi + boku = love ni narimasuka?


Lyrics in English (Translation by Hung):

What do I think about you, you ask?
I’d say, “I don’t hate you or anything”
Hey, have you been crying?
Umm…I guess you can be kind of cute.

As you begin to run away, I grab your hand
and there’s a sudden stirring in my heart

Wouldn’t it be nice if there was a textbook on love?
There are so many problems that I don’t understand.
Wouldn’t it be nice if there was a love teacher?
Does You + Me = Love?

“Is there a girl you like?” you ask
I’d say “Cheerful girls are nice, right?”
And with big smiles, oh,
You could be dazzling too.

In my mind’s eye, you come to mind
and again my heart begins to stir

Wouldn’t it be nice if there was a textbook on love?
Because I’m a lot more dense than most people.
Wouldn’t it be nice if there was a love teacher?
Doesn’t 1 + 1 = Love?

Wouldn’t it be nice if there was a textbook on love?
There are so many problems that I don’t understand.
Wouldn’t it be nice if there was a love teacher?
Could You + Me = Love?

Wouldn’t it be nice if there was a textbook on love?
Because I’m a lot more dense than most people.
Wouldn’t it be nice if there was a love teacher?
Doesn’t 1 + 1 = Love?
Couldn’t You + Me = Love?






This is the opening song of Lovely Complex xD - an anime about a very tall girl *172 cm, oh how I wish I was like her - so tall -_-* falling in love with a very short guy (or MIDGET xD) *156 cm, I TALLER THAN HIM SIA xD* Anyways, that guy is DAMNNNNNN dense la -_- slow... Cannot get the fact that Koizumi Risa *the girl* likes him *Atsushi Otani*.. But they haf a.... funny nickname.. *All Hanshin Kyojin* COMEDY DUO~ Anyways.. Quite nice la xD But it looks a bit lyk... (a couple in real life) *OOPS.. I DID NOT just say that..*


Life... What is it?
// 01:02

By ~it-i-laf -deviantart-
I will find that stupid exit. and say goodbye to this darkness.
What is life actually?
Why do we experience different things in life?
What do we really want from living in this world?
What is the use of being alive?

My friend often says, “Life is meaningless. Being alive is just a torture”, and she can go on and on, complaining on why her parents gave birth to her, and why she is even alive.
Almost every time this happens, I will deny all that she says, and whisper to myself, this is not true. Everyone lives for a reason, whether meaningful or meaningless it may seem.

But I do not understand. Why do I live? What is the reason that I am living in this world? Is it to, study, love, grow up, work, make money, marry, get old, then die? Well, most people’s lives are like that…*okay.. I forgot who wrote something like this before…*

Seriously, I do not understand… What is the use of these things? While we are alive, we experience happiness, sorrow, grief, anger, frustration, anxiety and lots more other emotions. These affect our lives, as well as the decisions we make in life.

Every decision comes with consequences, and this makes our lives different. However, do you not think sometimes that, life is just a long period of time, of doing nothing, then when life ends, everything becomes back to “normal”? But these decisions affect our lives greatly, and once we make it, we must face the consequence.*repeating zzzzzz* I read somewhere that life is like an adventure game, where you hunt or look for the exit in the tunnel, and go through many obstacles and situations before you find the exit of your own. In any case, my exit must be in the darkest and deepest corner of the tunnel, and I don’t think I can be able to find it. Hahas…

Well, maybe yes, maybe no, I do not know. I just feel that life seems so empty. When you are born, your fists are clenched very tightly, as if this is a message from God, telling you not to be greedy and start grabbing everything. On the contrary, when you are on your deathbed, you start letting go, releasing your tightly clenched fists from before… Is this again another message, telling you that you cannot bring anything to your deathbed, hence you must let go of everything in this world? Angie told me this, I think o.O Well… I don’t know..


But all I know now is to cherish everything, before there comes a day, when I have to let go.

P.S. I WILL find that STUPID exit. -_- and. Sorry for crapping so much -_- Kinda in a… WEIRD mood.. o.O

// 01:01

I'm reopening my blog!! this's the first post -_- It's gonna be a LONGGGGG post so Im gonna split them into two. Anyways....

Today, Sin Nee told me about her past love experience. I guess I can’t really tell her mine… But still, gave her some advice and chatted with her.. Even though o.O they were not of much use xD Aiya, love this kinda thing… How to give advice leh? In the past, I always give ppl advice with A LOT of confidence *jkjk*, but still, the decision still lies with them, not me. Besides, I am not the one involved in that relationship, so why should I say anything ? Hahas, so I hav stopped my BAD habit of interfering with other people’s love affairs le.. xD But, as you know, bad habits die HARD…. So the next time you guys talk to me about stuff, DUN ask me for advice, or I will crap lots again… Hahas xD Well, it suddenly feels nice when you hear about other people’s LOVE STORIES and think that, “hey, her story is as sad as mine!!!” or “I feel lucky sia o.O”

Other than from our own experiences, we oso learn things from other ppl’s experiences. But I already OKAY le la… Nw tt I tink abt it, I feel so silly sia -_- Go mad last time and do lots of stupid things. -_- PEOPLE IN LOVE ARE STUPID OKAYS? *no offence, referring to self* -_- lols… So cannot blame me la hor.. x3 *act innocent* Hahas xD Reminiscing about the past is quite nice too, even though there were sad memories. Times when we cry till there were no more tears. Times when we make a big fuss and scolded people. Times when we just wanted to be alone and did not want to talk to anyone and times when we were happy and laughed our hearts out. Hahas, all these make part of our lives isn’t it?

Somehow, I do not think the way I used to think before le… These emotions and memories become our lives because we wanted to, not because we were forced to experience all these things. In fact, if there was another dimension before we came to this world, “heaven” or “hell”, I bet it was our own decision to come to this Earth, and to live as a human being. Since we are already here, and we cant possibly go back anymore, why not just… Live our lives happily and stop thinking abt stupid stuff like, “Life is meaningless?” -_- *Im stupid, that’s y Im crapping here.. Hahas, dun mind me ><*